Parallel ft. Emo Fruits (prod. V-E Beats)

Lifes supposed to have meaning right? with grass thats green on the other side,
hide away in plain sight dont look me in my eyes
Lifes supposed to have meaning right? With grass thats green on the other side,
hide away in plain sight look me in my tired eyes

Always known I'm better off alone I grew up inside my room, all my friends I met online
Now I'm falling out of love with life oh I'm supposed to give a fuck right? 
You aint seem my perspective and how I used to live, don't pretend you give a shit
I fill up my coffee cup looking out my window to my right like whats the difference it feels like a prison
(by) 9 my momma figured I was better medicated and it never did a thing but isolate my brain

Lifes supposed to have meaning right? with grass thats green on the other side,
hide away in plain sight dont look me in my eyes
Lifes supposed to have meaning right? With grass thats green on the other side,
hide away in plain sight look me in my fucking eyes

Close my eyes, hold my hand until I die
brain is fried I wont feel anything if I try
Do a u'ie hope I hit a rail and die
'cause if it was not my fault maybe that would be alright

You say you aint laughing I heard a subtle scoff
if I gave two shits then that would probably tick me off
I would write about it in a song full of thoughts and things I'm thinking of saying but know I'm better off
Tell me whats your purpose is it nothing fuck off I'm alone more often than not and I'm fine I know I'm better off
and I'm fine I know I'm better off, I'm fine...

Lifes supposed to have meaning right? (19hearts)

Lyrics

Lacuna Luna
Lacuna Luna

How I miss your love, how I miss your touch
I have tried so hard with the things that I've done
Just to get that fix that I got from you
I don't like it when I cannot call you

*auditory agony*

I ignore what I have talking bout what I had
In my car might crash, how'd I get so bad?
And I wish your kid was one we could call ours
Remember the nights we would talk for some hours?

Lacuna Luna
Lacuna Luna

It's over, it's all done like my girl now with this song
When she hear this I'll go numb, did I love her like at all?
If I did then I'm sorry, can't hold on to no one
I'ma go to this party just to see if she shows up

Just to see if she shows up
Nobody knows what
I'm really capable of
I give no fucks
I do not understand why I feel no love
Last time I did I thought it was the old one
I thought that I was okay but you know what?
I'll never feel it again and I know that
Stuck in a past that I never can go back to

What in the fuck did I do?
Everyone I'll ever love I'ma lose
Anything good in my life I'ma choose
To fuck it all up like I'm always gone do

I know that some people say they relate
But you are not me so I know that you can't
Feel every ounce of my heart full of rage
I deserve every bit so I guess it's okay

Lacuna Luna
Lacuna Luna
Lacuna Luna
Lacuna Luna

lacuna. | Produced by tundrabeats

In 1994, a team of divers discovered a small, unmarked cave entrance off the coast of Belize, located approximately 5600m below sea level, a roughly 3x3 metre crack in the side of a large ridge, which was covered with moss, entangled with rocks.

When approaching the entrance of the cave, the four divers experienced strange “side effects”, with one of the divers suffering a cardiac arrest, causing him to fall into a coma for 18 days, he eventually made a full recovery avoiding major injuries.

A few photographs were taken from a distance, and the news spread internationally overnight like wildfire. Every local, national and international news source had a story on what would be dubbed “The Devils Cave.”

The next morning, following the initial news break, an American company named SEMTEX™ had funded a full voyage into the cave, complete with a newly crafted submersible they called “The Toothpick” a tall and thin pod-like vessel, perfectly crafted to enter the caves slim and ridged entrance.

Franklin Cook was chosen to lead the mission. A 21 year old British college dropout who initially moved to the US to start training to be a pilot, but eventually switched his focus to deep sea exploration.

Records show Mr. Cook started working for SEMTEX™ in 1994, the same year as the voyage of “The Toothpick.”

Little is known as to why Franklin Cook was chosen to be the pilot of the submersible, as he was only 9 weeks into a 52 week submariner training course, being seemingly unqualified for the job.

Due to the size of the vehicle, no extra passengers were able to board The Toothpick, only Franklin, equipped with minimal supplies and some assistance from SEMTEX™ HQ via a radio.

This is the recently found recording of that voyage on the March 14th, 1994.

If anybody has any more information about Franklin Cook or his whereabouts, please contact us at whereisfranklincook@newsbreak.com
We are actively trying to solve this case.

Thank you. 
——-

“jesus christ…”

frankie: “alright theo i’m in, you can close the door whenever you’re ready-“

theo: “alright, i hear ya. we’re closing the door now.” 

theo: “alright you’re locked in there, hows the lighting?” 

frankie: “yeah it’s a bit dark, but it’s alright, i can see everything i need to.” 

theo: “okay, well, then i guess we’re ready to go!”

frankie: “how long until we reach the devils cave?” 

theo: *laughs* “the devils cave?” 

frankie: “yeah man, that’s what CNN called it. lewis showed me the pictures and-“ 

theo: “it’s not that bad man, one of the divers said they pretty much went inside the cave, and that the cardiac arrest was an unrelated health issue. besides, you didn’t have to do this, we could’ve sent-“

frankie: “it’s alright, it’s alright, i know, sorry man i’m just nervous. let’s just get started.”

theo: “it’s all good man, i get it.“

frankie: “im just gonna get in, take some pictures, get out and go home.” 

theo: “couldn’t have said it better myself my friend. so, you ready for descent?”

frankie: “yeah, i’m ready. and uh, theo?”

theo: “what’s up?”

frankie: “just a few pictures, that’s what they said right?”

theo: “you’ll be in and out in 5 minutes I promise."

frankie: *deep breath* “alright then, let’s go.”

march 14th, 1994 (intro) (jolst)

jaded (feat. The956Devil)

music video: https://youtu.be/IREqINgtJM8?si=-5senlxvfqZjLePe

lyrics

snot pouring out of my nose
body aches
broken toes
alright
i never know where to go
it follows me home
and its making me cold
alright
bb this stop is closed
alright
im sick of getting hosed
alright
if i had died in that car u wuldve moved on and its killing my soul alright

i suprised i got this far
im sinking in tar
bb look at the stars 
were fine
im getting slower and slower
and older and older
just look at the bags on my eyes
i got some habits i formed i dont like
i got some problems im not of your kind
i think its better off if i die
ill show u  lesser of me if ud like

bb jus tell me the things on your mind
shawty jus tell me the things that u like
i make it worse even tho i dont try to
please gimme grace u know i am not like u

look at the time is high noon
im goin circles like im in a cycle
i brought a blade in the michaels
im rocking back in forth when i idle


i bite my nails till they bleed
why r u speaking to me
promise aint tryna be mean
i think id prefer if u leave

think ill push that to the back
im in the back in all black
im stepping out w the mask
i sipping out of the flask

imma be gone in a flash
imma be gone in a blast
this aint enough so i stack
this aint enough so i mash
see me n he do the dash
buddy u aint even fast
he doesnt know he aint bulletproof
im running off w the cash

problems

(PROD. LIL RAV)

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
I know that you don't get it but you act like you care
been smoking dope and then I get a sip of that lean cause
I know that they don't even give a fuck about me

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
they wanna see me dead cause they envy what I got
all the memories I made in this little town is nothing 
don't even know myself
to try and be what I was

try to have what I had
try to fix these fucking problems
what's wrong with my head?
it's sad, yeah
know it was my decision
don't regret but I miss you
you can't say it's my fault
i didn't wanna fake my feelings 
I don't love you anymore

yeah I'm losing myself 
been lost in my mind
bitch I'm living in the shadows
and I'm hard to find
and she's kissing all my tattoos while I'm tryna get high 
I take a hit and all the pain disappear

give me a minute bae
girl I got some things to say
if you stay, I'm gonna change
I'm sorry I never did
I'm sorry I never talk
I promise I'm going home
eventually you gon remember me as a ghost

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
I know that you don't get it but you act like you care
been smoking dope and then I get a sip of that lean cause
I know that they don't even give a fuck about me

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
they wanna see me dead cause they envy what I got
all the memories I made in this little town is nothing 
don't even know myself
to try and be what I was

jaded (feat. The956Devil)

slashy

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