Lifes supposed to have meaning right? with grass thats green on the other side,
hide away in plain sight dont look me in my eyes
Lifes supposed to have meaning right? With grass thats green on the other side,
hide away in plain sight look me in my tired eyes

Always known I'm better off alone I grew up inside my room, all my friends I met online
Now I'm falling out of love with life oh I'm supposed to give a fuck right? 
You aint seem my perspective and how I used to live, don't pretend you give a shit
I fill up my coffee cup looking out my window to my right like whats the difference it feels like a prison
(by) 9 my momma figured I was better medicated and it never did a thing but isolate my brain

Lifes supposed to have meaning right? with grass thats green on the other side,
hide away in plain sight dont look me in my eyes
Lifes supposed to have meaning right? With grass thats green on the other side,
hide away in plain sight look me in my fucking eyes

Close my eyes, hold my hand until I die
brain is fried I wont feel anything if I try
Do a u'ie hope I hit a rail and die
'cause if it was not my fault maybe that would be alright

You say you aint laughing I heard a subtle scoff
if I gave two shits then that would probably tick me off
I would write about it in a song full of thoughts and things I'm thinking of saying but know I'm better off
Tell me whats your purpose is it nothing fuck off I'm alone more often than not and I'm fine I know I'm better off
and I'm fine I know I'm better off, I'm fine...

Lifes supposed to have meaning right? (19hearts)

[#]
ion even wanna fight but i know that ima lie here
ima get drunk and im probably gonna die here.
when i wanna fight you ion wanna try too,
i just wanna live the life with u.


[#]
one day, i promise, i won't such a dick.
one day, i promise, we'll make it out this shit.


[#]
ion even wanna fight but i know that ima lie here
ima get drunk and im probably gonna die here.
when i wanna fight you ion wanna try too,
i just wanna live the life with u.


[#] x2
call me back when you get this shit my lifes living hell
and you told me you my witness.
everyday when i wake up on the phone,
girl i know that im alone cos i know that you don't feel this.


[#]
ion even wanna fight but i know that ima lie here
ima get drunk and im probably gonna die here.
when i wanna fight you ion wanna try too,
i just wanna live the life with u.


[#]
one day, i promise, i won't such a dick.
one day, i promise, we'll make it out this shit.


[#]
ion even wanna fight but I know that ima lie here
ima get drunk and I'm probably gonna die here.
when I wanna fight you ion wanna try too,
I just wanna live the life with u.


[#] x2
call me back when you get this shit my life's living hell
and you told me you my witness.
everyday when I wake up on the phone,
girl I know that I'm alone cos I know that you don't feel this.

die here (prod. cloudpunk)

A notes page with a paragraph
That I can’t bare to read
Allude to it in conversation
You play hard to keep
Underwhelm my expectation
So I set you free
Flamethrower lover, 
A friends not what I need

Bite your tongue
Tell me what I’m like
A trail of bread crumbs
Into a goodbye

When I met your father
On the seventh wearing fleece
The sweater you picked out
At goodwill made in Italy
Intuitive & introspective
Naive & nineteen
Flamethrower lover,
Why do this to me?

Bite your tongue
Tell me what I’m like
A trail of crumbs
Into a goodbye

naive & nineteen

rest in peace jesse <3 until we meet again.

Break My Heart (ft. JessC) *prod. ilynedia*

jaded (feat. The956Devil)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
I know that you don't get it but you act like you care
been smoking dope and then I get a sip of that lean cause
I know that they don't even give a fuck about me

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
they wanna see me dead cause they envy what I got
all the memories I made in this little town is nothing 
don't even know myself
to try and be what I was

try to have what I had
try to fix these fucking problems
what's wrong with my head?
it's sad, yeah
know it was my decision
don't regret but I miss you
you can't say it's my fault
i didn't wanna fake my feelings 
I don't love you anymore

yeah I'm losing myself 
been lost in my mind
bitch I'm living in the shadows
and I'm hard to find
and she's kissing all my tattoos while I'm tryna get high 
I take a hit and all the pain disappear

give me a minute bae
girl I got some things to say
if you stay, I'm gonna change
I'm sorry I never did
I'm sorry I never talk
I promise I'm going home
eventually you gon remember me as a ghost

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
I know that you don't get it but you act like you care
been smoking dope and then I get a sip of that lean cause
I know that they don't even give a fuck about me

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
they wanna see me dead cause they envy what I got
all the memories I made in this little town is nothing 
don't even know myself
to try and be what I was

My Heartstrings

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lyrics

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

hold tight my love
its almost over
were fine 
i know
but theyre still drawing closer

ripped from my domicile
and ripped into parts
tryna crawl away 
but i cant find my arms
i dont have much longer 
with this metal in my heart
i try to be stronger but its gone too far

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

No, Not Here (p. tiedforsilver)

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M+M by P33
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Luffysome

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* https://www.youtube.com/c/luffysome
* https://luffysome.beatstars.com
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sorrow bringer

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* traktrain.com/sorrow_bringer
* www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ
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You said you’d call me never phoned
Why’d you leave me all alone?
I’ve been dancing in the dark
I’ve been thinking bout the better times
I’ve been dreaming of some better times

You said you’d always be there
But now you’re gone with the wind
And I can’t help myself
But i know i’m falling in
to bad habits 
bad mindset
bad luck
I can’t do this life without your love

I never saw this coming
Really thought you’d always be there
I never saw you leaving
And all i could do was stare
Out the window
Flashbang to the heart
Yeah it got me stunned
And i promise i’m trying
But i just can’t move on

I just never saw it coming to this point
I never saw a life without you
And now
I’m struggling to keep going and move on 
You said you’d call me never phoned
Why’d you leave me all alone?
I’ve been dancing in the dark
I’ve been thinking bout the better times
I’ve been dreaming of some better times

You said you’d always be there
But now you’re gone with the wind
And I can’t help myself
But i know i’m falling in
to bad habits 
bad mindset
bad luck
I can’t do this life without your love

and I miss you
i’m sorry
don’t know what for
but i’ll love you always

where did you go? [dancing in the dark] (prod. luffysome x sorrow bringer)

In The Mirror (prod. fonkyfake) feat. Krieg

[+] i just need silence.
* prod by @misterperson *

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DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

and every time
you think that you goin’ hold me back
swear to god i’ll spazz
that’s just goin be facts lil bitch
i’ma laugh, right in yo face
what do you say?
well that sounds nice
you do the most, well i do it twice
so i think it’s time, so i think it’s fine

i can’t fall asleep with silence
i feel like im dyin
suffocate my lungs with your eyelids
i think i’ll be fine bitch

they dap me up i just look in they face
i see the real and the fake
baby you minimum wage
i just been getting them plays
keep that mouth shut tight
sike, you talk alot for the likes
that’s where we differ in life
i just been getting real high

i just need silence
i’ll cover your eyelids
leave you dead in the dirt
got some blood on my shirt
feelin this hurt

spotify + apple music

silence

prod bear

LYRICS
im losin all my friends yea
sometimes i jus pretend that
ur still right here with me
but it aint been the same since u hit that tree
now i numb myself with everything
i can get my hands on it aint helpin me
but at least im livin comfortably
while the hospital bed is where u sleep :( fuck
u cant get any rest there
come stay with me
i'd treat u o so nice dear
can u help me please
im high like every night but
at least im free
call me the i don't care bear
cus ima freak ! :p

where'd my friends go

Memories overwritten by dreams ep drops November 30

jaded (feat. The956Devil)

slashy

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