Name: meditation by H-dMan Such in Where am I home ?
Duration: 3 min 35 s
Description: Demo version of my popular track published few days ago.

Where am I home ?

LANA DEL REY  born to die 
  . ۫ ꣑ৎ   .  f*ck you hard in the pouring rain version  / slowed down

BORN TO DIE by lana del rey (f*ck you hard in the pouring rain) (slowed down)

Empire Of The Sun - We Are The People  ( 1 HOUR LOOP )

You’re still on my mind

Verse 1]
You rolled two lines off your tongue,
meaningless words, rehearsed and numb.
No deeper truth, just static noise,
a hollow act, a clever ploy.

To find a space in this cruel land,
you bowed your head, betrayed your stand.
You had to take or you’d have none,
forgotten what should not be undone.

[Pre-Chorus]
And still you rise, and still you smile,
those empty phrases bought you miles.
You walk through doors that once were closed,
with secrets only silence knows.

[Chorus]
Alone—
you haven’t felt love in years.
Alone—
not sure if someone missed you through the tears.
That feeling…
is the one you truly miss.

[Verse 2]
So now, go on, reshape your mind,
trade old beliefs for new design.
You turned your gold into the mud,
a kingdom crumbled into dust.

What once you had, you didn’t buy,
now you know the cost of that old lie.
You see how blind you’ve always been—
in love, in loss, in your own skin.

[Chorus]
Alone—
you haven’t felt love in years.
You don’t want to
be alone—
no memory that someone held you dear.
And that ache…
that’s what you truly fear.

[Bridge – dreamy instrumental / falsetto echoes]
“All that I am, I gave away…”
“The mirror cracked, but still I stay…”
“A wave of love, it pulled me out…”
“She changed me—there’s no doubt.”

[Final Chorus – full band, emotional lift]
You changed yourself and the world turned new,
a wave of love, it carried you.
Out of the cage, the golden haze,
away from guilt, away from blame.

[Outro – repeated, fading]
Yeah… yeah…
That’s the feeling…
That’s the feeling…
you were missing.
Yeah…

empty-phrases ( soft unreleased version of spotify hit )

walk the walk // prod sickboi

Ojos Tristes (Sad Eyes)

thank you all so much for listening <3<3<3

who is he too dumb
to miss out on fun
1, 2, 26, 50, 81
when is it now, where is the yellow grass

now that here here he rest 
all squeeze out
me who left
with my doubt

give a wave from up there to the petals in  the crowd

hey hi how can i take the damage off
this is
heavier than love
eclipse
catcher in the crop
oh well glitter on the gun

until i take the damage off
this is
happier than love
eclipse
catcher in the crop
oh well glitter on the gun

eclipse

im a shitty person lmao

I keep pushing, I keep pushing and ill tuck it away,

I still can't believe i was happier when you weren't away,

And everytime i wake up its the same shit everyday,

Can't get you out my mind, I walk to you, you push me away,

Don't try to tuck me out bed im dead anyway,

I just wanted somebody to talk to me, nobody came,

You make me feel like shit I think that you're just a fucking bitch,

I hope you're happy when im riding six feet inside a ditch,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

My love is heaven-sent, the way you love is fucking me up,

I might just day today, I tried to love you, sober me up,

Bitch i can't love again, I'd rather die, I'm rotting in bed,

I said I'd rather be dead, I might just pop pills instead,

Fill my brains out with your lie, no i can't love you again,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

It's just the thick of it yeah,it's just the thick of it yeah,

I'm a ? inside my room I'm drinking like a boozer,

I'm a plague i cut my wrists 'cause I'm a fucking loser,

And everybody hates "no lights" 'cause im a fucking user,

I hate my life and everyone so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner,so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner, you are a creepy loser,

So I'ma end it sooner,

(So I'ma end it sooner)

i hate being human

desert fox

rain-in-train.mp3

Demo version of my popular track published few days ago.

meditation

[Verse 1]
There’s a man on the corner with a jacket too big,
Counting the cracks like they’re notes on a grid.
He talks to the air like it’s something he trusts,
And the silence replies with a layer of dust.
“I’m not crazy, I’d rather be dead,”
The man said sternly to the voice in his head.
But the words fall flat, like a song out of tune,
While the sky hums softly with a paper-thin moon.

[Chorus]
And I just watch him fade into the streetlight glow,
Carrying a secret only he could know.
If he’s lost, then he hides it in the fold of his smile,
Walking with the madness like a friend for a while.

[Verse 2]
He folds paper birds out of receipts in his hands,
Lets them all fly where the lamppost stands.
The world keeps spinning, but he stands still,
Wrapped in a blanket that the night can’t fill.
And when he laughs, it’s a fragile sound,
Like glass in the wind, falling down, down, down.
But he catches himself with a shake of his head,
Repeats that same phrase he already said.

[Chorus 2]
And I just watch him fade into the streetlight glow,
Carrying a secret only he could know.
If he’s lost, then he hides in the hum of the night,
Holding hands with madness till the morning light.

[Bridge]
Maybe he’s broken, maybe he’s free,
Maybe he’s something I wish I could be.
Dancing with shadows, refusing the cure,
He says he’s not crazy—
But I’m not so sure.

[Final Chorus] 
And I just watch him fade into the streetlight glow,
Carrying a secret only he could know.
If he’s gone, then he’s found in a world of his own,
Building quiet kingdoms where he’s never alone.

Paper Birds (feat. Nostalgia Boy)

My Children Activities Songs Do Not Make Sense

Treasure Hunt in the Library at Midnight

“Hey, Fate” - a song to listen to when you feel like the universe is against you.

Hey, Fate

American Beauty (prod. Jessie James)

Bio – English

H-dMan Such is a DIY artist who moves freely across genres — from dreamy indie pop and Britrock to psychedelic textures, dark synthscapes, and world-inspired grooves. What began as raw experiments has grown into a distinct voice, with hundreds of songs capturing different moods and stories.

Right now his music blends the mystique of Arabic and Mediterranean sounds with the pulse of indie and electronic layers, creating a sound both intimate and expansive. With each release, H-dMan Such keeps building bridges between cultures and genres — always forward-looking, always evolving, with bold plans for the future.



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