"Love and the Leaving" is an intimate journey through love, regret, and the unraveling of a life once shared. Told in raw, emotional melodies, the album moves through the highs of connection to the slow erosion of a marriage, the weight of betrayal, and the finality of loss. With haunting acoustic and piano-driven ballads, deep vocals, and intricate guitar work, each song is a chapter—pulling you deeper into the beauty and sorrow of memories that refuse to fade. A record for anyone who’s loved, lost, and still carries the echoes of what was.

under the lights

Indie Pop, Dreampop, Shoegaze, Hypnagogic Pop, Neo-Psychedelica, Indie Rock, Indie, Alternative

Dreams are fried and layered with angels

✨ Dream Land ✨
🌌 Dream Pop Album | Whisper-Lit Vocals

"Melodies dissolve like sugar in twilight, lyrics linger like fingerprints on fogged glass..."

💤 Whispers & Reverb: Barely-there vocals floating over hazy guitars

🌙 Nocturnal Moods: For 3 AM drives and unmade beds that remember

📀 Vinyl Edition: Glow-in-the-dark sleeve art

Midnight Heavy

This is the original Sunday taken from Handel's 4 bar Passacaglia Gm as arranged by Johan Halvorsen.

Sunday Original Sunrise

Passacaglia - Handel/Halvorsen (Sunday Original Sunrise)

She lied. Blatantly, effortlessly, repeatedly.
This is the confrontation — no metaphor, no illusion. Just sharp truth, spoken from the wreckage. Gaslighting, manipulation, self-erasure — all laid bare.

“You broke me and blamed me for bleeding.”

Lied to My Face is the sound of clarity hitting bone. One of the rawest cuts on the EP — furious in stillness, calm in fire.

I Erased You in Four Songs: The Exorcism of a Love That Never Was

Lied to My Face (You broke me and blamed me for bleeding)

Lied to My Face

"Melody Inside My Soul" is a dreamy, mid-tempo psychedelic folk-rock ballad that drifts like a lucid dream between memory and destiny. Layered acoustic guitars shimmer with swirling delay and warm reverb, while ambient synths breathe and pulse like inner light. A hypnotic groove of analog bass and soft, brush-driven drums anchors the song in gentle motion, with echoing chimes, reversed cymbals, and hushed vocal murmurs adding a touch of neural distortion. The lyrics are a heartfelt ode to the inner song that guides through shadows and light—a melody that has always been known, whispering hope, truth, and timeless connection.

Melody Inside My Soul

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Ghost in the Wallpaper
This song paints a haunting portrait of emotional absence and surreal memory. Set in a decaying domestic space, the narrator is surrounded by eerie remnants of a lost love—shoes in strange places, lipstick stains, and voices in machines. The lyrics blend poetic melancholy with cryptic imagery, evoking a sense of psychological unraveling. The chorus likens love to a “phantom limb,” something once vital now painfully missing. With its quiet-loud-quiet structure and fragmented storytelling, the song captures the tension between longing and madness, memory and reality. It’s a sonic ghost story wrapped in distorted guitars and whispered regrets.

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Lyrics 

[Intro – Ambient build]  
[Soft piano echoes, distant vinyl crackle, heartbeat-like kick]

[Verse 1 – intimate, breathy vocals]  
She left her shoes in the microwave,  
Her laugh still lives in the static haze.  
The ceiling drips with yesterday,  
I sleep beneath her echo’s weight.

[Pre-Chorus – rising tension]  
I trace her name in the frost on glass,  
Time rewinds but never lasts...

[Chorus – cinematic burst]  
Love is a phantom limb—  
Twitching in the wind.  
I scream into the floor,  
But love don’t live here anymore.

[Instrumental 1 – orchestral swell + distorted guitar]  
[Strings rise, guitar bends like memory warping]

[Verse 2 – falsetto + layered harmonies]  
The fridge hums like a lullaby,  
I talk to shadows passing by.  
Her lipstick stains the bathroom sink,  
I drink her name, I drink, I sink.

[Bridge – glitchy, fragmented]  
She’s a flicker in the TV snow,  
A whisper in the undertow.  
I built a shrine from broken phones,  
But all I hear are dial tones.

[Instrumental 2 – glitch-pop interlude]  
[Stuttered beats, reversed pads, ghostly vocal chops]

[Verse 3 – spoken word + ambient pads]  
Her voice spins in the washing machine,  
Curtains twitch when I say her name.  
This house plays a haunted game,  
And I’m the only one left to lose.

[Verse 4 – full band, emotional peak]  
She carved goodbye in a butter knife,  
Left fingerprints on my second life.  
I chase her shadow through the stereo,  
But all I get is vertigo.

[Chorus – final, cinematic crescendo]  
Love is a phantom limb—  
Twitching in the wind.  
I scream into the floor,  
But love don’t live here anymore.

[Outro – ambient fade]  
No more, no more, no more...  
Love don’t live here...  
Love don’t live here...  
Anymore...

[Hidden Track – lo-fi tape loop]  
[Whispers of the chorus, detuned piano, fading heartbeat]
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© Lyrics and concept by Martin Oliver Beinersdorf / MOBest  
All rights reserved. Unauthorized use, reproduction, or distribution is prohibited.


Ghost in the Wallpaper

Fractured Light III

Man leaves woman after avowing forever love. He's a cad. She's sad. Her friends warned her. Listen to your friends. 

Full Moon Shining

Liebe ist   ...   Flüstern

Bio – English

H-dMan Such is a DIY artist who moves freely across genres — from dreamy indie pop and Britrock to psychedelic textures, dark synthscapes, and world-inspired grooves. What began as raw experiments has grown into a distinct voice, with hundreds of songs capturing different moods and stories.

Right now his music blends the mystique of Arabic and Mediterranean sounds with the pulse of indie and electronic layers, creating a sound both intimate and expansive. With each release, H-dMan Such keeps building bridges between cultures and genres — always forward-looking, always evolving, with bold plans for the future.



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