production by me (@bigdog30k)
cover art me

my skin shivers with fear
as the cold breeze touch me

the sun peeks through and
kisses me on the cheek
but before i know it the night has come
and its so dark that i cant see
you needed me but i still do
with weak knees beneath me i still know
that i love you
and maybe one day you'll love me too

my skin

video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-FbPjK3ZaA

no, yeah 

you get fucked 
get high
it gets slow 
this life 
its like mud

i got guns 
they get cold 
i let go 
it gets loud 
its like love 

no, yeah 

i got pills 
i cant move
it reminds 
me of you 
its like mud

i got guns 
make you numb 
make you nervous 
you talk dumb 
its like love 

no, yeah 

its like valium 
you take it away

valium (video in desc)

Paradox (srdbeatz x maknae)

@guardiangelll @820 @lor2mg @martinleib


@820
i guess i knew it from the start
sink and your core fall apart
i guess u can see it from the scars
i guess you just shun when im down

i know i had tried for no reason
i cant see when you cant reason
i was always shooting for the stars
i was willing to do anything for your heart
you would really do anything for my harm

open up your eyes
you will see the beauty within darkest thoughts

@lor2mg
you lay right in the midst
of the cold emptiness
hearts left in the snowed abyss
my fingers intwined in rotten cysts
face covered in blisters and i my body
numb its motionless and
i fall so deeply
i fall so deeply
i fall so deeply
can you feel me?

@820
i guess i knew it from the start
sink and your core fall apart
i guess u can see it from the scars

i guess i knew it from the start

nosgov & lor2mg - emptiness (guardiangel + martinleib)

so tired.. l’ll let u go 
.. the me that u don’t know
look at the photograph, yea it’s still in my bag
it never stayed the same, ur heart u want it back? 
look & you’ll find me and the crow
he doesn’t let it snow
so tired, can’t hide it 
I’ll never be there for u
i make it come true, rip my face off ; brand new

say I’m gonna leave but u know I can’t 
can’t talk to me so u write it on my hand
nothing to see, it’s all a dream
i’m obsessed w u 
ur love in my bloodstream
i want something I can’t escape that makes me feel this way
before I put it in my pocket, I kiss it ; I lock it
blood medallion ; every step it swayyssszzZ

bloodmedallion.wav [nono g beats]

prod :shinju
insta : slazen_
insta: nosgov
mix: heckie

columbia x nosgov

anywhere but here EP otw, 1/3/23 . maybe sumthn more b4 that :*

count it up
spend sum bux
we go dum
til its done

cmon baby lets turn this to something
lets not make this shit all for nothing
goin hard yeah theres no discussing
feel like kenn we go all or nothing
ridin roun belgium whip migo bumpin
no labels on my shit im not frontin
fed up but soon ima be up bitch but lets not make this shit all for nothing

for nothing ,
??????? nothing

yea i do this shit all for the luv
yea i do care yea i give a fuk
if u need i could be ur rock
and i wont stop until its done

all for nothing [assailant]

prod & mix userthirty (@offlineuser30)
mv: https://youtu.be/AbyKSwmyhwQ?si=b1Bydiuk7qDgogbh ~

I don’t really like when you do it like that
Push me forward then pull me right back
say my name three times if you want my brain 

I saw you in the center of the frame
Blurry image constructed in grey
anyway it’s all the same
It was only for a second then you went away
Reduce your pace
Don’t tell me when you look my way 
Disregard my emotions, i don’t want to talk today 

I wasn’t looking for a warning 
Without you i thought things would be boring 
Half the time you’re resorting 
To half an ounce or like 5 car keys 
Passed out in the backseat
Reaching in your pocket for a chemical feeling 
And somehow it was appealing 
I should’ve known you’re where my end meets

ft. @sprigtek
prod. me & @sprigtek

(gl0)
im ur god see?
20 fucking falling
i cant fall again
i used to smoke death
ur eyes starry
ik its fucked up
i just want u here, i want u near 
i want u fucked up
i wanna kill and erase i wanna taste what u love
if i cant bring u down i wanna take what u love
we can wait til the night, i promise i wont bite
i wanna take my own life, i wanna take my own life
deep shift in the dark, i wanna see u whimper, i might even say what u think u wanted
im right in ur way ik u wont remember
cutting in with love, it takes me

(sprig)
faith is out
faith is done
aahh
filled with doubt
i cant go too long
without
running into
what was
full moon
and u look at me like first blood
dont care
that it hurts to touch
im your choice
and its never too much
its not hard
ill just keep my mouth shut
sorry if i cant
do what u want
wide gash
cuz the blade is too blunt
if u get too close
you’ll get cut
who knows, u might want it, up front
look in every crack
and every corner
to find nothing and
said i made mistakes
but im the type to say it
then do it again
fuck
i b losing my friends
cant trust
don’t look,
they’re dead
to us
its me, and the meds
ill hurt like this till death

faith ft. sprigtek (gl0 x sprig)

prod shinju
broken shard of glass
stained my white shirt red
covered in ur past
but we can play pretend
i can take it honest 
to make it something true
even if its fake
want believe in u

i watched u fade
turn to a ghost
belongings on my back
take the path u chose
i feel like king arthur
the way im in this battle
im nothing like my father
dont give up if im fragile

take the time
remove the blade
watch for signs
in things u made
hide between the sides 
we prayed
cant  align we live crusades

lost control i keep it in
it wasnt long
ur gone its strange
time move slow
mark the days
lost control
u blame our fate
and it goes on & on 
spinning goes on and on

the broken shards take up 
the u left space before
everything feels stuck
since 20 something 4 
promise to be honest
and ill tell u something true
this has been the hardest
but thats something that we knew

arthurs lulabella

@kkkarasu

and i just cant sleep it off
but i cannot get enough tonight
u left me alone

for you ill do special things
for you ill do anything
but you dont exist

im writing xs
on my face
just to make you
make you stare

imaginary place
it makes me feel quite safe
i dont know what to say
i walk by you in pain

for you ill take the blame
never i felt im sane
its like i cant obey
i cant stand what you say

columbia x nosgov

slazen

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