REMOVAL

WORN

BOTW

PAROXETINE

CO-STAR

MESH

FABRIC

Lyrics:

(featuring dean and cyn kicking a TV)

I’ve been swallowing plants (flowers)
Their roots tickling my stomach
I need to grow into something else
Something worth the meat i eat
The blood i chug
My ________ bodies lie beneath my feet
their faces turned to sheets, they’re bleeding, can’t you see?
And If they’d never met then they’d still be able to love
They’d still be able to love, me

I’m sorry I’m not helping

I am trying to sell
I am trying to sell
Mood swings at motels
My fingernails are falling out now

Locked myself in a cell
Locked myself in myself
Five fluorescent lights 
fuck my mind every night

I can’t eat anymore
I can’t eat anymore
Acid on my tongue 
And my guts are on the floor

Concrete won’t leave me alone
Melatonin won’t leave me alone
Testosterone won’t leave me alone

I can’t trust a man that drinks that much milk

Why is everyone wearing name tags?

My eyeballs bloomed underneath a maroon moon
Roots wrapped the skull
Shovel in soil let it settle
mushrooms crawl out of my sockets
Botany in my arteries 
Spoonfeed me more bees please

Please mom
I'm so hungry

disease garden

i know there are flowers everywhere
but if required
i couldn't name a single one

credit to Natalie Lewis for vocals, thank you again
Dean for lyrics and a charming voice
Otto for elevator sounds

JAIN

lyrics:

I already dropped off
Got a crow’s beak in my side
And I got too much on my mind
Everything I have 
is packed in the bags under my eyes

I clipped my nails today
Please won't you hold my hands again
I have seen the walls unhinge their jaws and swallow, swallow
I clipped my nails today
Please won't you still my shaking hands
I don’t even know what to do anymore
I am so cut up
There’s really nothing left for you to eat

In all my best dreams I’m underwater
And your hands are on my chest
And your lips are on my neck

I tore all my nails off
Got to protect my throat somehow
When I die, I want you to bury me
Feed me to the worms or feed me to the fish

In all my best dreams I’m under
water
And your lips are on my chest
And your hands are on my neck 
And your eyes are in my head
And your eyes are in my head

____________________

Credit to:
Justin Palla for drums
Anthony Mirabito as KnobMan
_ _ _ _ _ as lyrical inspiration
Moonlit Records for drum recording and mixing
Everyone that put Dr. Phil compilations on YouTube
and Dr. Phil himself

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