Ambivalence (pitched down)

2014 remaster from a project titled "o p e n ."
original song by oneohtrix point never

[4] luminiferus

prod vixzy

dear lulu
delulu ooh ooh

i made plans
i thought i knew
thought it was you
ready to crawl up in your skin and
walk ten miles up in your shoes
bend backwards, dance for you
i never slept a wink, to think 
obsession is the path i choose

and that's just how i lose it
and how i lose yeah
(lost my mind, lost my time, lost myself, where is mine?)
i’m in the bathroom mirror
they looking back like “who's this?”
(oh thats right, i dont know, havent seen them in a long time)



those screws got loose yeah
bitch made a blueprint off of 5 pics on okcupid
i fall hard, i fall fast 
i love like im fucking schtupid
couldve been a catfish 
my delusion stay working magic
classic

batshit crazy, girl, what you doin?
(where is mine, where is mine?)
another date another fool 
go on, act a hooligan
(cant keep lying, dont you buy that)
so casual so casual, then ya swoonin
(where is mine, where is mine?)
another date another fool
go on, act a hooligan
(where is mine?)

i made plans
i thought i knew
thought it was you
ready to crawl up in your skin and
walk ten miles up in your shoes
bend backwards, dance for you
i never slept a wink, to think 
obsession is the path i choose

and that's just how i lose it
and how i lose yeah
(lost my mind, lost my time, lost myself, where is mine?)
i’m in the bathroom mirror
they looking back like “who's this?”
(oh thats right, i dont know, havent seen them in a long time)

time
you aint seen me in a long time
wondering why
wondering, why?
i aint seen me in a long time

i aint seen me in a long time
i’m going ghost, got no more time for it
wondering why
why did i, i
get it out of my mind

i made plans
i thought i knew
thought it was you
ready to crawl up in your skin and
walk ten miles up in your shoes
bend backwards, dance for you
i never slept a wink, to think 
obsession is the path i choose

and that's just how i lose it
and how i lose yeah
(lost my mind, lost my time, lost myself, where is mine?)
i’m in the bathroom mirror
they looking back like “who's this?”
(oh thats right, i dont know, havent seen them in a long time)

dear lulu
delulu ooh ooh

delulu

@presynce
PROD. LMG x Everestdidthis
I’ll be gone tomorrow
Packed my bags, don’t follow
I been carved and hollowed 
Pumped me up sometimes though
Is you kin? I doubt it
I’m your Ken? Retarded
She’s a ten, but awful
There’s this tint about her
Smoking cigs in Austin
But she quit in August 
Well she tries, she’s "honest" 
Can’t get by without it
Wants to be an artist 
So distress is on her
Wants to end this orbit
I wont stay here for it

Let it all die (Let)
Let it all die, die, die, die (It)
(Oh, let it all die)
Let it all die (Let)
Let it all die, die, die, die (It)
(Oh, let it all die)
Let it all die (Let)
Let it all die, die, die, die (Our)
(Let our love die)
Let it all die (Let)
Let it all die, die, die, die (Our)
(Let our love die)

Alone

I’m at fault, i know now
Ain’t no starting over
Been up contemplating
Any way to save this
I'm not one to burn bridges
Pack a bowl, burn that with me
One more time lets get silly
Before you leave the city
Been carved and hollowed out
No way your kin should leave you feeling vacant
I’m horrified to walk alone 
But I know we both gonna make it to our destinations 
But I cant believe you'll

I’ll be gone tomorrow
Packed my bags, don’t follow
I been carved and hollowed 
Pumped me up sometimes though
Is you kin? I doubt it
I’m your Ken? Retarded
She’s a ten, but awful
There’s this tint about her
Smoking cigs in Austin
But she quit in August 
But she tries, she’s honest 
Can’t get by without it
Wants to be an artist 
So distress is on her
Wants to end this orbit
I wont stay here for it

Let it all die
Let it all die, die, die, die
(Let our love die)
Let our love die
Let it all die, die, die, die

VACANT HORRORS (w/ presynce)

prod. micco

look i know i said i couldnt stay for long
and you probably really don’t wanna go 
but i can walk you home

i know a street with pretty lights
and i can already see your eyes
as we walk on by
til you say goodnight

walk home

prod. katt

woke up in a new world
crossed another galaxy
upon a star chauffeured by wishes
autopilot fantasy

meeting all the locals
led me thru a crash course
giving tools and keys to portals
my memories turned immortal

technically advancements
beyond previous comprehensions
that was earthly months ago 
each thing has a new approach

before i did not think to fly
outside my nature, but there are guides
it’s easy, believing
when i close my eyes and open see me

floating up
down when i want 
at this point it dont take much
i know this well

gravity, what?
suggestion, a thought
know what’s up
yeah i can tell
know what’s up
yeah i can tell

floating up (floating up)
flowing uh (flowing uh)

floating up
down when i want 
at this point it dont take much
i know this well

freefloatr

prod. LMG x Everestdidthis x lodoni

letter from when i was bout fourteen
stamped and addressed to “dear happy me”
think it’s a phase it’s not happening
didnt like life it wasnt my scene

stages 
staged that
faking faces
smile, doll, actress

sad and craving changes
chasing nonexistence

that was then
now i wanna make it up to me
with this pen
i write and revise my own destiny

sincerely
presynce
it’s my gift
presynce

sincerely, presynce

prod. iluvluke

it’s my gift
presynce 

buggin 
confused about what lovin
involves 
putting my needs and wants on pause

listen
you got all i had to give and
im spent

searching about for my love
was no more for me and us
pouring from an empty cup
that was never gonna work

that was never gonna work
pushed me to my edge, i’m hurt
falling off with no return

five years’ time that was a try
i found comfort in your fantasy
dreaming up our perfect life

not addressing what’s inside
crawled across the surface broke away the thinning ice and now i’m

cold and shocked
out here
start shit be unprepared

better now than another moment
unraveling my face shows it all
good thing i like my emotions raw

learning 
no matter what, some things uncertain
involves 
accepting all my highs and pitfalls

listen
i’m focused on me after all
giving
my presence with more intention

giving
my presence with more intention

carefully

with more intention

prod LMG x MTK x BOYBAND
☆
pierced through the veil unveiled the dark aches
i’m still so sad, so sad and lonely
pierced through the veil unveiled the dark aches
i’m still so sad, so sad and lonely

sanity elusive clueless, as if
i had my own show like truman, fact is 
not a single thing is real, touch plastic
artificial grass is greener, have this

that morning i walked on sunshine
a final day in past life
conversation’s fucked i’m outside
stammering around not to find a blue light

pierced through the veil unveiled the dark aches
i’m still so sad, so sad and lonely
pierced through the veil unveiled the dark aches
i’m still so sad, so sad and lonely

still pulsing alive and not bleeding
though i thought this one was for good reason
pierced through the veil unveiled the dark aches
i’m still so sad, so sad and lonely

i’m trying here had no foresight
with high dosage psychosis could take flight
know i’m here but can’t locate my mind
drove it far away please erase this timeline
timeline
please erase this timeline

pierced through the veil unveiled the dark aches
i’m still so sad, so sad and lonely
pierced through the veil unveiled the dark aches
i’m still so sad, so sad and lonely

it’s been here the whole time
mightve made it out quick but i’m not fine
not fine

Ambivalence (pitched down)

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