lyrics:
cuz I, cant see, thru the darkness or light,
breathe in, exhale, wanna feel Im alright,
and make u warm, thru the luv, the stars in the sky, 
when all u need is what u can not find,
n ur 2 far gone, u look inside ur eyes, and u see
no reflection, but it still looks just like heaven,
oh, I ascended until I found the present,
guard my heart, will u give me wings?
I wanna fly so high, till I cannot breathe,
starlight shines over everything,
so Ima lose myself, jus to find all the keys,
when all is said n done, n theres no place left to run,
yeah you know Ill be right here, jus waiting for your air,
starlight in my head I find it, I jus needa keep some silence,
walk away with me thru violence, we could see thru all,
so whats it mean to you? do u hold a truth?
whats it really mean? I will always stay in ur memory, jus stay between,
this time, this love, this moment of mine,

starlight shines over everything,
so Ima lose myself, jus to find all the keys,
guard my heart, will u give me wings?
I wanna fly so high, till I cannot breathe,
breathe in, exhale, wanna feel Im alright,

instrumental made by me

chemicaldivinity893

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats <3 
lyrics:
livin like a dream inside the light,
destiny repeats controls my mind,
and it wont stop everything goes,
puzzles in place and time,
right jus turns left, left jus turns right,
everything's disguised,

everybody say that they wont change,
but life works in mysterious ways,
so much weight making me break,
I jus wanna know whats real n fake,
got me feeling so numb, got me feeling so high,
but my blood runs clean,
don't need chemicals to vibe
just know that youre always on my mind,
I dream of you when I sleep at night,
burning like a star in my mind tonight
I just wish that you could see behind,

Ive been seperated, from this place inside of my mind,
crush until we cave in, I know its only time,
still Im

livin like a dream inside the light,
destiny repeats controls my mind,
and it wont stop everything goes,
puzzles in place and time,
right jus turns left, left jus turns right,
everything's disguised,

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats,
thank you <3(:

burning [prod. Deadat18]

lyrics:
every night I close my eyes,
disconnecting me from time,
an I jus wanna make you see through the light,
where do we go? its getting cold,
an I don't think you could know,
the way I feel, losing control,
take me endlessly above,

I wanna be free,
don't wanna be seen,
I wanna live life like its a dream,
its got me so low, its got me so high,
its got me so wrong, its got me so right,
and these feelings couldn't lie,
woeeeeeeeee

every night I close my eyes,
disconnecting me from time,
an I jus wanna make you see though the light,
where do we go? its getting cold,
an I don't think you could know,
the way I feel, losing control,
take me endlessly above,

an you know I try, to see when I'm blind,
can you make the stars shine?
I'm walkin on ice,
I'm feeling so bright the way I glow,
I'm in the club, I'm burning up, I'm into dust,

love this one, makes me feel like I'm floating while falling,
all production done by https://soundcloud.com/xcloudrain
thank you all <3

everlasting ice

everlasting ice [xcloudrain]

lyrics:
heavens not without you,
you're my blood and soul too,
so I will wait, through time and space,
just to get to you,
put it all on me, Im lost in the light,
shining in the dark like the stars in the sky, above,
now I see whats real, swear Im always restless I could never hold still,
I know whats mine is mine I keep climbing,
look me in my eyes you cant hide it,
feel like Im sinking and slowing down time,
every step I take leading me to the light,
slow it down ascender, I will not surrender,
heavens not without you,
you are my blood and soul too,
now Im froze, now theres blood on the blood,
and you're gone, but I still feel it all
so I will wait, through time and space,
just to get to you,
put it all on me, Im lost in the light,
shining in the dark like the stars in the sky, above,
now I see whats real, swear Im always restless I could never hold still

Coverart by Kyle2k 🤖
Instrumental produced by odece
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

heavens not without you [odece]

prod https://soundcloud.com/xcloudrain
lyrics:
dont know what they want from me,
tell me what your offering,
I can get it all for free, it dont mean a thing,
and nothing that you say could change my mind,
and nothing that you do can break my light,
let it all rain below above and more,
I can turn it all back into dust,
when I'm floating up above,
I can feel it come undone,
all that I could ever want is to know whats real,
and the way that you reflect,
reminding me of it, I can feel it all again,
and I can see it in the night,
I can feel it every time,
bring your bones, into my love,
and then let it all go, let it all flow,
let it cross the ice,
with every step I take, serve the divine 
let it all rain below above and more,
I can turn it all back into dust,
and nothing that you say could change my mind,
and nothing that you do can break my light.

mirage

okami [xcloudrain]

lyrics:
and all the light, forever through time 
eternity shines, shifting my mind,
so let the stars align, and connect to the divide,
bring it all from the divine, to heal this world
and Im feeling so froze, 
my shadow trapped in the smoke,
it took too much to control,
I still dont know whats real,
and theres no way you can know,
what hides behind the unknown,
but it’ll find us in the end,
and you will open up your eyes,
and see beautiful worlds,
so you can fall, but you will find the light,
so let the stars align, and connect to the divide,
bring it all from the divine, to heal this world,
and Im feeling so froze,
my shadow trapped in the smoke,
it took too much to control,
I still dont know whats real,

glowing light

glowing light [xcloudrain]

prod https://soundcloud.com/51five
lyrics:
and we could change the world
still we don't have to be 
anything at all
you will find yourself
have no fear
just walk along your path

theres good and there is bad
but we all 
find the light it takes some time
but its always revealed
the emotions we feel

we are not alone
with someone to love
and something to give
with moments we live

I see lights above
may they guide us from
every start to the end and back again

everything I love
eventually fades back into dust
and I wonder why I cant let go
of what I have become

I do wrong I am right
I am wrong I do right

and we could change the world
still we don't have to be 
anything at all
you will find yourself
have no fear
just walk along your path

moments [51five]

with and prod https://soundcloud.com/51five
lyrics soon?

disintegrate w/ 51five

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/yohiyahii
lyrics:
my blood oh my blood

cause every time we blink a star is made
and I cant sleep knowing 
I fall apart into you

and my eyes see deeper than the sea
when I am flying with no wings

the wind blows as gravity pulls
the fire into snow
and In my heart I know that I am home


steady holding it down so I know we gon fly
when whats inside these hearts
overpowers our mind

and through what time displays we find
shining stars or promised lies
but I believe in love


cause every time we blink a star is made
and I cant sleep knowing
I fall apart into you

and my eyes see deeper than the sea
when I am flying with no wings

the wind blows as gravity pulls
the fire into snow
and In my heart I know that I am home

steady holding it down so I know we gon fly
when whats inside these hearts
overpowers our mind

intou [yohiyahi]

instrumental produced by https://soundcloud.com/liz-stroh <3
Lyrics:
cant get you out of my mind
wonder when will I find
what is left of me
darkness closing my eyes
everytime that I find
something in memories

you were bleeding
and I was singing
and I was bringing it down again
no more leaving and no more secrets
forever we can restart again
the stars are always crashing from
the last place that was left untouched
I cant see what its become again
inside and I know
you and I paralyze
just let me wash away all of my pain
to survive whats next
i will have to be adorn
by the light of dark
wanderlust an adventures waiting

make me see the truth and now
any words you say cant bring me down
oh and what it takes to know
crawling again
make me complete

cant get you out of my mind
wonder when will I find
what is left of me

untouched [Liz Stroh]

lyrics:
and Im so excited
escape from violence
I want you to try and hurt me now
so you can realize
that I feel nothing inside
because you asked for this 

and I will hold the keys
to the locks of reality
forever you know that I just wanted to
to see it through
but thats not true
I hate myself
for not hating you
and you dont know what i’d give
to get back what I lost within
from all the torture of

darkness you spread
still the light shines for you
oh the way you move
how you hide the truth
wash clean again
act brand new to all your friends
but I know you know
dont act like I dont

and Im so excited
to see you try it
I am a bomb
set me off
do not act suprised
when explosions arise
because you asked for this

escape from violence [xcloudrain]

featuring and produced by my bro https://soundcloud.com/51five

comment if you want lyrics posted :)

luv u all <3

Sulphur W/ 51five [51five]

lyrics:
so many waves I drown and delve deeper within the sound
of your love its my drug to it I am bound 
and when our stars connect I feel complete again
and they wonder how
I stay the same never switch up thats without a doubt
and my money gon stretch elastic till its so long I’m in a mansion
rockstar life designer fashion brand new jeans I put ten racks in
pulled up in a phantom
and shawty got the cake like a bakery big dough
ima get this paper every day and they don't know
how I'm on fire but i still stay so froze
telling me lies like i cant see through smoke
feel like Neo in the matrix i got cheat codes
test my team and you instantly fold
got perfect balance like I'm walking on a tight rope
I been steady balling off the court all free throws
big money moves and endeavors i like those

I was looking forward to now years ago
and it took some work but I loved the process
I am an immovable object my gravity forces power is cosmic
close my eyes and I'm transported off of this planet
talking to spirits from different dimensions
its crazy what could happen i turned my pain to riches
paint a picture and leave you to perceive its limits
and they said the kid was troubled but still gifted
now i grew into a star and they say they knew it all along
but who was there for me when I was lost?
prolly the people that knew me before this song
different compounds Im on

so many waves I drown and delve deeper within the sound
of your love its my drug to it I am bound 
and when our stars connect I feel complete again
and they wonder how
I stay the same never switch up thats without a doubt
and my money gon stretch elastic till its so long I’m in a mansion
rockstar life designer fashion brand new jeans I put ten racks in
pulled up in a phantom
and shawty got the cake like a bakery big dough
ima get this paper every day and they don't know
how I'm on fire but i still stay so froze
telling me lies like i cant see through smoke
feel like Neo in the matrix i got cheat codes
test my team and you instantly fold
got perfect balance like I'm walking on a tight rope
I been steady balling off the court all free throws
big money moves and endeavors i like those

Different Spirit [ xav, danieltaylor, radiate ]

lyrics:
drown my pain in darkness somewhere
feed my body to the ocean
i hate my mind turn it off close my eyes
away the world so i can be alone
but now ill ask you to
say a prayer and close your eyes
we’ll bring the dead to life

cause i dont want to be a part of this world
but as long as i am losing time 
i want to rebuild
and destroy my all
till theres nothing left
then i bring it back again

drown my pain in darkness somewhere
feed my body to the ocean
i hate my mind turn it off close my eyes
away the world so i can be alone
but now ill ask you to
say a prayer and close your eyes
we’ll bring the dead to life

darkness

lyrics:
and maybe all this misery
was not worth what i payed for it
but i know i cant change the past
so i have to live with regret
and i swear you could take all i have like its free
all i wants to be loved like im worth something

oh all my friends hit my phone
and they tell me that its all allright
but i still feel alone with these thoughts i think inside my mind
and i dont think i that will ever be content but i try
to remember that i was down and now im up so high
and you say that its wrong living my life this way
and i know im not right but i still cant change
all that i would give to take back all of my mistakes
and the way i feel can not compare to what i say

and maybe all this misery
was not worth what i payed for it
but i know i cant change the past
so i have to live with regret
and i swear you could take all i have like its free
all i wants to be loved like im worth something

misery [prod. yukio]

lyrics:
bring me to life
i want you to know that
we are not alone
a sunset guides you home
the progress
we came from

my only wish is for
you to be happy
you to smile
you to find purpose
in a beautiful world

and we all have questions 
as we finally rise
in need of no graces
to reach paradise

and heaven is waiting
on the otherside
of magic we align

we are not alone

prod https://soundcloud.com/asurxh

lyrics:
guard your heart with a thousand keys
mine has a million locks it seems
like angels above fleeting memory
i know i can have whatever i dream

nightmares no longer reaching me
fall through love and out of sleep

drown me so i can breathe
hold me down like gravity
i dont think you care at all
what we were is dead and gone
and I am numb

i wont be decieved or let you make me upset
i hope you really mean every word that you said
i think about it all it replays in my head
how could i let you
  
hurt me use me and break me down
when i would have been better off alone

guard your heart with a thousand keys
mine has a million locks it seems
like angels above fleeting memory
i know i can have whatever i dream

nightmares no longer reaching me
fall through love and out of sleep

drown me so i can breathe
hold me down like gravity
i dont think you care at all
what we were is dead and gone

1000Keys [Asurah]

lyrics:
over now time is slowing down
come around i am nowhere to be found
heaven everywhere that ill be
even when darkness blinds me i can still see
my light shine inside and out the dream

come again to me and fall
with grace down to your knees
look up at the stars and pray 
for the ones who wouldnt for me
we got fruits from the trees
we found magic and wonderful things
fairytales and i want to believe

diamonds are worth less to blood
hide all your scars 
every time that you are born
again until it is 

over now time is slowing down
come around i am nowhere to be found
heaven everywhere that ill be
even when darkness blinds me i can still see
my light shine inside and out the dream

gluee [liltumblrxo]

lyrics:
we could be more than this 
I know that you know what lives
under our skin/inside our sin
life is bound to death mindless to regret
and time forbids us from the end
as your heart restricts against mine
pain is lost bliss is found
nowhere left to go only way is down

so can you show the lost
where they will be found?
can you fix the wrong
of the past we wrote?
can you make a new 
future from whats left?
can you love me without
expecting any thing at all?
can you help me cleanse
myself of the dark 
and heal my heart?

because i can not leave whats been
inside of me even if it hurts
and i know that its killing me
but i love the way it helps me see that i am alive
and i know you will leave
who would want to be in love
with someone who is numb like me?

deprived of need 
i drown between
a sea of dreams
and my memory
[bridge]
i worshiped you
and all you'd do
even the bad
even the pain
in all of your lies
and every mistake
still you are perfect to my 
blinded eyes
ill always love you the same
even though i hate myself for it

thank you for listening... you are all the beat to my heart.. 
grateful for each and every one of you. shout out to my haters too
its not easy for me to post the emotionally vulnerable songs i make.
I want to give the world only the best of me, you kno? h8 being sad..
I want to only release songs that heal the soul and help ppl vibe..

bare with me.. i am only a human processing emotion.. 
more lit turn up positive songs dropping soon i promise <3

never alone....

Oh its always been this way..
I cant help me 
my heart is overweight...
open the door, close the gate
I dont mind......
slowly i
wander
through 
Waiting for you
And i know that they
are hiding
from it..
my fear in me wont let you go
Let you know 
Slow darkness brings me
To a place that i 
Think about 
Nowhere for me...

ily ily sm ty

i made this on my phone on the train

lyrics:
always awake
never 
sleep again
falling
down slow
every partlcle

i felt it die
no return
to what
we came from
let it burn away
mistaking you
with all that fades away
and open up 
the gates of love

to wake me up from your lies
as time slows
and brings
me to reality
I will not cry for you again
you destroy me with love
and I dont want this anymore so

i felt it die
no return
to what
we came from
let it burn away
mistaking you
with all that fades away
and open up 
the gates of love

gates of love (sleepindesigner)

lyrics:into sleep
ill never leave you im always here 
alone in fear alone in fear of withdrawl
in the day time ill ressurect and redefine
what you thought was real
to break it all down again  
but if i control and help you heal from
darkness i will lose my all again 

and i cant take it so
desperate to help you heal from
the dream where you saw every time
puzzles and peices waiting for you to play the game
and far away we wash our sins in pain
i cant answer your questions when i am lost myself 
and i cant save you when im bleeding out

but if i can help you feel the world a better way
thats enough for me to love

into sleep (senses fail)

lyrics:
oh all we know 
losing its shape is it too much?
when a passionate pain forms ashes and rain
so irrtational
you question what its worth dont you?
so tell me if i wipe every tear that you cry
and pull you out of the storm back into my arms
would you see and accept reality?
come with me my dear
out of ilusions and back into the real no fear

losing shape (shinsekai yori)

lyrics:
if your heart is true
nothing can take your light
how? how could you hurt me with a smile?
when id pour into you my life
holding back
a million tears i cry
where were you?
when i had fell again?
 how can i heal from inside
when i wanted forever more than air?…
never will again i lose myself to love
i want the moon, but im made for the sun…
you and i we always fall apart

want the moon (rotel)

lyrics:
and time slows down in my head to feel you 
i can see the shadows crawl down thru 
into you like webs of love
darkness pulls me what have I become
hold the weight of the world on me
angels cry as we sin again
tell me what is real
i dont think there is an answer for 
the question that you ask
there is a voice in my head pleading for
every thought reflecting as we pull ahead
all the time I spent caving in
i dont think that i am right or wrong
and i believe pain is beautiful
but how can i breathe again
i know there is nothing left

a beautiful pain (escape the fate)

lyrics;
digits in a bag make em stack i want more
you can die if you step too close
im a landmine im about to explode
too many people tryna talk on my phone
i need 100k at the bank lets go
vanity and my soul so ethereal 
and the difference between us only grows
its alot of esoteric things they dont know
i was gone at the mall spent a stack on some clothes
walking on a thin ice cant fall below
you can see it in my eyes i know you know
ima trade the cash for the product 
flip the product for some cash
its a sticky situation when i need what i dont have
at the store clear it out cause it all comes free
and my team so elite like illuminati
i know they cant compete 
sorry to make you face defeat 
but i can never decieve
so if you try that on me its a problem 

i can read my future but i can not be your prophet
i can turn a loss into something that will profit
im the writer of my story pens and pages in my pocket 
and i cant sympathize if you ever act above this
world its kind and people i know its wrong its evil
but darkness is our teacher follow no one your hearts the leader

digits in a bag make em stack i want more
you can die if you step too close
im a landmine im about to explode
too many people tryna talk on my phone
i need 100k at the bank lets go
vanity and my soul so ethereal 
and the difference between us only grows
its alot of esoteric things they dont know
i was gone at the mall spent a stack on some clothes
walking on a thin ice cant fall below
you can see it in my eyes i know you know
ima trade the cash for the product 
flip the product for some cash
its a sticky situation when i need what i dont have
at the store clear it out cause it all comes free
and my team so elite like illuminti
i know they cant compete 
sorry to make you face defeat 
but i can never decieve
so if you try that on me its a problem

digits in a bag (xcloudrain)

lyrics;
count it up spend it
im so reckless
i cant keep track of these digits
misery it fades away and hapiness is all im left with

ima get whats mine no questions
pour a potion n kill depression
i be seeing stars and i can feel ascension
looking for a reason to hear out what you said
but i dont really think i need another voice in my head

im so manic i cant stand it
feeling like i need to damage
everything inside of me
rebuild it and then fly away

I love you so much you dont know what i’d do
for you to be happy I would bleed its true

and I feel more than I can put into words
and nothing heals me from the way that it hurts

I can even see it with my eyes closed sleeping
i can still see
everything that you hide
and it haunts me now everything you said

you can say your fine
but i can tell theres something wrong
you can keep it all
I do not need it anymore  


leaking through a dark light
hollow out my pain 
ice dripping from the roof
standing deep within the fog
dreaming of a place that i only i can be
where everything is perfect and exactly how i want

eyes closed (xtasane)

lyrics:
and i had to break my bones
jus to heal my soul
in this world it get too cold
i had to lose my heart
just to find out how to love
and its never enough for you
all i do to show my word is truth

they cant tell me whats real
what to believe
i been made it real i manifest my dreams  
i been working hard on what i want to be
now im up im with the stars i hear them calling me

 and u know i can see through every lie
i done put in work wit my demons jus to survive
look me in my eyes i am higher than the light
the world disguised ego hiding from the dark inside

so watch me turn the pain
into beautiful paintings and then sell them
so i can buy my way into heaven

paintings (greyrock, akkiru1)

lyrics:
a thought enters my mind and i
pour out my spirit to you
my honor and truth broken
why do we cry? and 
does it even matter?
if we cant defeat it?

all the questions in our head
i feel that we wasted the taste 
and i wanna drink the ocean
i wanna be born again

in blood ive withdrawn infinite 
of all my wrong
so i could learn from 
each and every mistake 
ive made
to find whats within
has always been the problem
causing me to drink the poison
so heres another toast to us
and all the dreams that died to broken hearts
if we close our eyes and stay here does it feel right?

because we only have this chance
i dont want to waste one breath

a thought (senses fail)

love u bro https://soundcloud.com/0k1ro
thank u for the beat https://soundcloud.com/tgwog <3
lyrics:
I am blinded by my heart
I see clear through the dark
but theres no light in sight
and I have to find
where to go when I feel lost
I’ve been searching for so long

I just want to rise above my self and shine
like the stars up in the sky
turning shadows into ice
and dreams to life
like magic and time
but it comes with a price
and I pay in blood
I will never die 
my soul lives on

day in, day out, 
i know, plug in, puncher
cash in, cash out,
designer denim on me yeah expensive
dont let you hate me dont mention it
you dont know what state of mind im in
catchings zzzs off klonopin
day in, day out, 
i dont really know how to figure it out
i dont wanna do this
put my heart in the music
day in, day out, 
ima plug in, puncher, cashout

and i am blinded by my heart
I see clear through the dark
but theres no light in sight
and I have to find
where to go when I feel lost
I’ve been searching for so long
I just want to rise above my self and shine

clear w/ k1ro [tgwog]

music video:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2gxgCQvE50&ab_channel=SLEEPWITHTHEDOVES 

lyrics:
I feel the stars and the light
switchin waves with the,
time that i fall, till I go I’m in my way,
industry, it bleed, to the visions I see

and if it was right then you would find it
on your own, inside your uh inside your heart,
inside the love when it gets dark,

and I see
shadows walk-in on, along a
place I don’t belong,
until it’s gone it’s always here, 
I just wish it would disappear,

I say fuck all of my fear
like I don’t need it
come alive
inside the night 
I’m feeling right 
into the stars into the light

shadows329 [xcloudrain]

2001 forever  ◺❄◿ .. ◺❄◿ https://soundcloud.com/xcloudrain
listen to your heart. #(੭｡╹▿╹｡)੭

new collective!
https://soundcloud.com/2uppent

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