i fucked a new hoe and yes i feel bad :/
cause i left my old one back in the trash where i stay
she wanna talk but my head replays 
the same moment i left her in the rain
cant describe that same typa pain
thinkin everything was all ok, thinkin everything was all the same
now she's with someone else, i feel dumb and i wanna kill myself
dont really matter i dont care about my health, 
dont really care about the bands i dont care abt wealth
wish i could sum to my old self it would go go go like this
need her not a brand new bitch

cheater

i guess
i dont even want it anymore
you said you hate me but ur sore
tell me maddie whats the reason
you left so soon 
you were in my room 
last june
come over at noon
yeah i heard you moved on
well i didnt move on
still empty still movin strong

guess

trying sodas cover

Imt oo high rn
prolly never gonna be
and if u look around
youl see everythuing wrong wit me

aeter - wrong

spiraling, back again
into the loop, that self sustains
to fix my body, 
i must fix my head
but to fix my mind
i must fix my spine
how do i arrange my feelings
in this story full of lies
what hurts is not one thing
its the weight of everything
i cannot control
i can’t control the vast majority of my surroundings,
but i can control how i react to the things around me
everything me, what do i see, what does it mean to me
im like if you got a bipolar person and sped up the rate of their episodes by like 10x speed,
i keep wondering to my self is there something wrong with me, 
how much longer do i have, whats really left for me
no matter how hard i try nothing really adds up, 
no one can really get to the bottom of all of this stuff
lookin at the way things are, was it really made for us
how on earth did we all manage to fuck everything up
what hurts is not the pain
its the fact that i felt so good just a moment ago
what went wrong
how did i manage to mess it all up
like i always do
what have i done to myself

i made this at 4am my mental health is getting better

sleepingalone

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