Did I render you speechless?
Did I knock you off your feet?
Did you think that I can't do it at all?
It's hard to say but I was deceived 

Wide eyed eyes
Caught like a deer in headlights
White Lies
What are you trying to hide?

If you'll see right through me 
I laid my cards 
For you to play with it

I'll catch my breath pull the trigger to my head
I'll take every blow to my ego till it's dead

Wide eyed eyes
Caught like a deer in headlights
White Lies
What are you trying to hide?

Is it over ?
Is it over ?
Is it over ?
Is it over ?
No, it's not

Lies (You Hide)

What I Wanted To Say

deadlines

she said “who do you love?”
and you swear you won’t lie
so you make up excuses 

can two wrongs make a right, dear?
do you want her to ache?
when your heart burns in flames
ending with a mistake 

now you keep it to yourself
hoping that she will stay
even when your heart breaks
avoiding a mistake

If you’re leaving my mind
Just stay a bit longer before you go
If you’re saying goodbye
Just whisper it when I’m asleep 

I know you’re leaving from the start
So I don’t wake up thinking that you’ll stay
I don’t beg anyway

Oh I’m sober for awhile now
Things are clear now than before
Can you kiss me like in a fairy tale 
Except I don’t wake up at all

If it’s easy does it mean it’s okay?
When I’m with you, is it expected that everything will fall into place
I’m afraid I might say too much
Cause I know we’re living in a rush right now
Expectation blurs reality

ever after

You were a burst of colour splashed all over me
What a shame that I didn’t bring the colours back to you
Knew it was a dream when I saw you and me again

Did you know last night I dreamt of you
It’s ocean blue
Could you imagine I was drowning
Am I sinking down to you I can’t breathe

Wake up in comatose 

Spaces where I cannot stay put 
I pace back and forth again  
Your presence is still here 
I swear that I’ve seen this before
I want you to wake me and tell me it’s not real lately I’m lost in my mind

Did you know last night I dreamt of you
It’s ocean blue
Could you imagine I was drowning
Am I sinking down to you I can’t breathe

Wake up in comatose

I want you to wake me
Could you imagine I was drowning

featuring Christian Chagas
cover art by Jessica Budol
cover model Leira Lacauta

deep sleep <ft. Christian Chagas>

originally uploaded 12 December 2019

you got everything i thought i could replace
it’s too late when i realise that you could never be replace

you saw me in a different light
there you are a spectrum of lights
i never saw you completely and just like that you’re gone

i shouldn’t remember what i thought i missed
but you know i could never help it
how could i miss it? could it only be inside my head?

spectrum

originally uploaded 12 December 2019

lyrics:

said 'hello, it's nice to meet you'
i said 'hello, thank you'
as i looked at you, saw a glimpse of

flashbacks right in front of my eyes
thinking it would be nice
if you ever want to be mine
i'll swallow my pride

i don't go where i used to go
i don't talk how i used to talk
i don't want to make the same mistakes i did before with you
i'm taking my time

if you see the best of me
could you handle the worst of me
i'll be patient, be myself
please understand cause

perfect, that's not what i am and you know that
i'm not some concept you discard when it's not convenient for you

i'll sleep well knowing i heard your heart beat
i hope you feel the same way about me

convenience store

originally uploaded 12 December 2019

hazy face, i can't tell what i felt for you
sober at last, i think i've finally figure out

would you tell me what you're thinking right now
would you tell me what you're feeling right now
i can't say but i want you be sure when i tell you that

it’s complicated but i need you to understand sometimes it’ll be hard
you told me it’s okay and you’ll try anyway but i’ll be careful this time

i did say it so you’d stay
but you left me anyway

i’ll be careful next time
so my heart will heal this time

careful <ft. ee liz>

lila, umuulan

"Where my sleepless nights and stories go"

Sleepless Sophie is a creative music project from Manila, Philippines, currently based in Brisbane, Australia. Whimsical compositions + story telling
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