Is it really worth it just to stay the same?
I wanna get fucked up
Wanna change my ways

(Well I wanna do this but it won't help)
But I worry that the effort that I put into this
It won't go my way
Everything I touch breaks

Run in circles
Repeat the same chords
You have no idea how much it hurts
Much it hurts
I had no idea that
It gets worse
It gets worse

Why should I put effort into things that don't go my way?
(Well I wanna do this but it won't help)

Why do I try to survive
Why shouldn't I end it all
Next Friday night

(Why should I put effort into things that don't go my way?)
(Well I wanna do this but it won't help)
(Why do I try to survive
Why shouldn't I end it all
Next Friday night)
(Well I wanna do this but it won't help)
(I don't wanna do this, please help)

It Gets Worse

We laid in bed for half the day
But everything I love
Must come to an end
Guess it's over again

But we had such a good time
Yeah we would drink and you'd cry
And I would hold you tight
I would say "it's alright"
It's alright

I watched your skull cave in
As you burned alive
I watched you crucified

I watched the cross burn up
I felt our hearts were one
I watched it die
I watched it die
It's not alive

We were in love once
A month full of trauma
A month of harming
A month full of cutting.

January

the end riff is the same one copy and pasted because I am a talentless hack (and i forgot)

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