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Haven't Reached My Peak

Spinnin

[Intro]
Why you think you deserve me?
You don’t even know what it took to become me.

[Verse 1]
Why you think you deserve me? Tell me, what made you decide
You compare me to your comfort, to the things that fit your eyes
You measure me by standards that were never meant for pain
By pictures in your head, but you never felt the rain

You see the grace, the calm, the way I make it look light
But you don’t see the weight I carry deep inside at night
You don’t see the scars beneath the smile that I wear
You only love the version of me that doesn’t scare

You don’t know how heavy this burden really gets
How I breathe with my chest full of silence and regrets
Do you even ask yourself if I’m okay at all?
Or do you only listen when I’m strong and never fall?

[Hook]
You see me shining, but you don’t see the cost
You love the glow, but you don’t love the loss
You want the crown, but not the weight on my head
You want the light, but not the nights I bled

You think you know me, but you only know the skin
You want the win, but not the war I’m in
So tell me now, before you judge and speak
Do you deserve me — or just the version that you see?

[Verse 2]
While you danced through life like the ground never cracked
I was learning how to breathe with my back against my past
You had safety, I had questions with no end
I had to fight just to stay human, not to bend

My journey wasn’t pretty, it was hell in disguise
I lost my sense of self just trying to survive
I met the devil face to face, looked him straight in the eyes
He smiled like he knew every fear I hide

He laughed at me, like hope was just a joke
Like every dream I had was made of smoke
You probably think it’s fantasy, dramatic lies
Like I made this whole darkness up just to rhyme

But I swear I wish it was just in my head
Just nightmares I could leave behind in my bed
These aren’t dreams I wake from shaking and soaked
These are memories that live in my bones when I’m broke

[Hook]
You see me shining, but you don’t see the cost
You love the glow, but you don’t love the loss
You want the crown, but not the weight on my head
You want the light, but not the nights I bled

You think you know me, but you only know the skin
You want the win, but not the war I’m in
So tell me now, before you judge and speak
Do you deserve me — or just the version that you see?

[Bridge]
I carry storms behind my calm
I learned to smile through the harm
If you touch my soul, know it’s torn
I wasn’t built — I was reborn

[Verse 3]
Don’t confuse my strength with ease
I paid my price in broken dreams
I lost myself, I lost my faith
I learned to live with open wounds and no escape

You want access, not the truth
You want the fruit, not the roots
You want the story when it sells
But not the chapters set in hell

So before you say my name
Before you judge me, place the blame
Ask yourself if you could stand
Where I stood and still be sane

[Outro]
So ask again, real slow, real deep…
Do you deserve me —
or just the parts of me that don’t bleed?


You think you deserve Me?

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Summer siezed but it’s cold 
That’s all I know 
Summer siezed but it’s cold 
That’s all I know 
Summer siezed but it’s cold 
That’s all I know 
That’s all I know

Do u wanna take a walk 
On a midnight stroll
Slide deep beneath the wash
Under bridges like some trolls
Trill with sir Trilly man 
Inside my trill cove
King tio never trilled 
With himself now he’s alone

Aye yuh I’m due for a breakdown
Aye yuh don’t think I a let down
Aye yuh let’s get to relate now 
 Aye yuh A.M. fade into day clouds

Thoughts in my mind 
Am I trippin 
Fucked up in the face
My eyes don’t see the vision
Just send me to sail
Submission we shippin 
The youth see ya lies 
But they can’t tell the difference
Fights between mice of the men
The soldiers r dyin 
No politician
They cry n they weep 
Daddy I am starvin 
No father no home 
The rooves come bombin in
Kid
The races goin fight all among
Of they self 
The poor will stay poor
While the rich keep the wealth
Now how r the people
So free in a cell
They feed u these dreams
Let u know u in hell
Simulation to sleep 
U becoming aware 
Fucked up in the head 
it’s the world all around
Don’t feel so lonely I’m hear 
For u now 
Boi these are the times
it’s time to breakdown

Summer siezed but it’s cold 
That’s all I know 
Summer siezed but it’s cold 
That’s all I know 
Summer siezed but it’s cold
That’s all I know

Starseed bring light
To these infamous foes
Astrol mode 
Then we go 
Chakras open up to flow
See the soul sing a song 
Of bitter queries
It’s lost in a sea 
Of lone refugees 

Rip away the skin
What are we? Super villain men
The type that grieve for sin
Sorrow floods our ocean friend
Die away in peace 
Where dreams exist forever kid
Cry for bitter ends 
Sacrifices dont amend
The lost within the deep 
For you my soul it weeps
Masticate remorse 
Chew away at all my thoughts
Cost of what to live 
Ballroom dance this jig again
Cuz currency is king 
Among the system as it rings 
subconscious yet to seep
you’ll never begin to sleep
Disoriented kin
Welcome to Somnia inn.

Summer siezed but it’s cold 
That’s all I know 
Summer siezed but it’s cold 
That’s all I know 
Summer siezed but it’s cold
That’s all I know

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