@prodbyjoshwa

said ur coming back but i won't lie
u dont wna act try to fool me twice
heart trapped in the moment
i see it untapped looking in ur eyes

cuz u dont wna fall
on and off baby
slow
breaking my own heart lately
it's hard for me to breathe im
comparing endlessly

fucked up the memory
know what u said to me
wasting all my time
cant afford to let u see
take all thts mine </3

endlessly (joshwa)

ig:
@aleebi
@fknmyno
@recyclexbin
@star607luv

dreams (w/myno) [prod. recycleBin & star607]

TELL ME

prod. bloom

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4xIEngSyd8mQeatf8D0taB?si=f242a58bb77a43a0

lyrics

babygirl would u be the one for me
cause it hurts to see you with somebody who isnt me
so i'll find a way to your heart
if it's the last thing that i do
oh babe its all for you

can you just stay a bit
can't help but question it

babygirl would u be the one for me
cause it hurts to see you with somebody who isnt me
so i'll find a way to your heart
if it's the last thing that i do
oh babe its all for you

i dont understand the reason you care
but i've fallen for you effortlessly baby
oh its 3 in the morning im calling your phone
too long ive been on my own
i love you girl did i mention
so tell me now

babygirl would u be the one for me
cause it hurts to see you with somebody who isnt me
so i'll find a way to your heart
if it's the last thing that i do
oh babe its all for you

all for you

Rant: I made this song in 8 hours and uploaded it here bc I'm so fucking mad at myself that I'm nowhere near as good at music as I want to be no matter how much time I've put in. I understand that it's a never-ending path and that I lack experience, but when I listen to the music of the role models I admire or even any SC artist, I genuinely wonder what I'm doing. I keep thinking about how people in SC who have less equipment make such beautiful music, and I keep telling myself that I'm not cut out for making music because I feel like it might be true given that no matter how hard I seem to try, I just keep producing things that I'm not proud of.  I'm still fucking mad, but I won't stop trying.

Edit: Arhghghg you guys really liked this song and wanted it on spotify so I uploaded it there! Thank you so much for the messages and love. I don't know how to feel. So please feel free to listen on any platform you like ;w; ♥ (Though I mastered the spotify version a bit better heheh)

[Verse]:
Lately I've been taking so much shit from no one but myself
(You wanna break it off, break it off)
I cant get anything to work,
Is it just my lack of talent and reserve?
(Boy, youre just not enough, not enough)

But I wanna cross 
The boundaries that I never thought I'd touch
All the pain that I go through for things I love
And I wanna give it up, god I wanna stop

[Pre]:
God I cant,
Waste my life
All this time, 
Have I done any right?

Dont think I wanna do this anymore
It just makes me feel miserable
Dont even know what to do
Lately I've been feeling like a fraud
Now I put my heart in the ground

"You're not cut for this, stop it now"
Ha, yeah

[Chorus]:
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 

(God I cant)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Waste my life)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
(All this time)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Have I done any right?)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more

Frustrated

pop off

mihn:
my bitch pusy smell like penguin
flappy bird aint no penguin, like a penguin
catching mudcrab like mangroves
fry some chicken with some panko
feeling like mankey :3 , mankey
catch a mankey
new york yankees huh
bought a sex doll off craiglist
got my bitch from craiglist
that lil thangy.. that thang thanging

bixby:
gotta close my eyes, tianamen
take another puff and i feel like a man again huh
n my old bitch gotta new man
thats the type of shit that keep me up at 4am
drank too much i feel like i can go and kill a man
keep a pistol just in case i gotta kill a man
ur boyfriend walk around the function in some timberlands
n ur girlfriend like my music and she still a fan
n the pistol that i keep tucked
made a red dot from the knees up
100k up on my visa
imma drop all this money i feel like Lisa Lalilsa
lisa imma let this k pop
he a munch thats a starbucks cake pop..
u got diamonds boy they fake rocks
i got 1 2 3 abgs like its kpop

starfall:
ahh... light em up get high
put a blunt to the sky
big boss mob ties
choppa finna put him down snort em like a line
LA with the gang bitch we never lack
how you sing in paper bitch u always flat
ain't a sneak diss bitch u cldnt rap
said u got a girl i alr tapped thattttt
wuts ur eta bitch im with NewJeans
u a ditto where u clone wish u were me
hype boy like a dog dont pursue me
in a all black demon smoking OMG kushhh ^-^
AHHH
get high get highhh
more bread to flyyyy
joon got thick thighss
he mighty finneeee

joon:
fuck velcro i got laces
punch u in the face need some braces  (bitch)
fives to the head now u faceless
we jus ate some lobster and some crayfish
when u got hamburger helpers yea u big as fuck
starfall opps thinking that they bad as us
james yea he prolly gon be mad at us
fuck taking missions
bitch im tryna make it out the suburbs for a mitten
playin with that pussy yea go buy a fucking kitten (meow)
yea u thought we cooking bitch im never in the kitchen
starfall rlly gotta get a bad bitch.. hope she got an accent woahh

Mihn x Bixby x Starfall x Joon - Tied Up 4 (prod. Bixby & Joon)

This chorus hits harder to me but I gave up
og: https://soundcloud.com/aftrrs/nbd

Aftrr - Nobody (Cover)

u don't want to be the one for me

ft. @lifeofyuni

mixed & mastered: @mirindesu
produced: @mirindesu

me
Oh oh
Said she got no time
Is she tryna fuck me
Up up
Staring at her eyes
Babe, I wanna feel your
Love love
Thinking bout' the time 
Feel it slow me down
I don't mind, cause every night
I don't wanna go
But time goes by
And I don't wanna fall
I don't know what, what I want
Do I wanna fall in love baby
Oh so tell me,
Oh Tell me why I

Hallucinate you all the time
Why's it feel like you're still mine
I don't want to let you down tonight
Oh

yuni
Baby I can't tell by the things you said
I misread the situation
Baby stay instead
At night you hide your temptations
All in your head
I wanna hide
Oh why
Oh oh
Missed you since you left
Don't forget about me
Oh oh
You're never direct
Would you come at me for what
So what went wrong
Let's take it all the way
Far away
I just want to see your face

Hallucinate you all the time
Oh no, oh no
Hallucinate you all the time
Hallucinate you, why'd you wait

Leave it all on the table
I need you by my side
Oh
Fuck, the labels
I need you off my mind
Oh

Hallucinate you all the time
Why's it feel like you're still mine
I don't want to let you down tonight
Hallucinate you, why'd you wait

u don't want to be the one for me

slone

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