lyrics:

When you go home to California 
You’ll pretend I didn’t know ya
Yeah I know the time we had is over
Was I here just for the summer?
No time to get to know ya
Thought there was a chance that I’d be it for you

What did it all mean?
Was it nothing in the grand scheme?
Nighttime eating at me 'til the morning
Got me doubting
It all

Just go home
I knew she’s the only one you ever loved
For good
Let me go
You’ve been keeping me on hold for way too long
Too long

So when I’m home in California
I hope you leave and find another
‘Cause the distance wouldn’t have made it easier 
Had to leave before we got closer
Thinking “I could just forget her”
When there’s everything reminding me of you

Just go home
You know you’re the only one I ever loved
For good
Let me go
You’ve been keeping me on hold for way too long
Too long

What did it all mean?
Was it nothing in the grand scheme?
Nighttime eating at me 'til the morning
Got me doubting
It all

RAFA x EJEAN - summer

@starfall
prod. @prodbyjoshwa 
yall both so amazing

We were never on the same page
I liked you but it's too late
One day you'll be into me
and the next you'll be so twofaced
Where could we take this I don't know
There's too much inside my mind I think I'd rather be a ghost right now

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

I don't know how I'm keeping on a leash cause
I'm too occupied with me but
You've been on my eye all week again
You know
That I'm so tired of just being friends
You know that
Maybe you should know
I'm getting tired of the way that you've been treating me so wrong
Keep on trying just to get out my head
Woah
I've been dying just to know how you've been keeping me along
But I'm smiling with the way you move my breath

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

hypocritical with starfall (joshwa!)

Lyrics:

Baby can we have a last dance?
‘Cause I know you’re not stayin’ along,
Whole commitment fell off
Oh, darling can we take it all back?
‘Cause I don't wanna see you dancing alone

Oh, I can't recall a time before you,
I’m drinking before the morning,
Got me thinking ‘bout if you’re okay
You’re just talking shit behind me 
Treat me like I’m nobody

But, take your time ‘cause
I don’t mind at all

All the things you did got me feeling drunk
Oh I look so stupid, the way you made me fall
If I was dying now, I know you'd miss that call
I know you'd miss it, I know you dont care at all

No you don't listen I, can't get you out of my head
A simple question love, why'd you fall for him instead?
Darling I can't no more, bipolar up in my head
I mind as well just be dead,

You know I can't recall a time before you,
I’m drinking before the morning,
Got me thinking ‘bout if you’re okay
You’re just talking shit behind me 
Treat me like I’m nobody

But, take your time ‘cause
I don’t mind at all

All the things you did got me feeling drunk
Oh I look so stupid, the way you made me fall
If I was dying now, I know you'd miss that call
I know you'd miss it, I know you dont care at all

nothing i wouldn't do (demo)

don't care

jealousy

With @ihatebixby
Prod Joon, @aidanhan, and @prodbyjoshwa
Mastered by @yoshi (Christian Blair <3) 

Socials:
https://www.instagram.com/ihatebixby/
https://www.instagram.com/aidanhanbeats/
https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
https://www.instagram.com/christianblair/

I think I died again
So we could stay as friends, yeah
I think it all depends
On the truth
I know your friends just hate me 
They acting kind of crazy 
They always laugh and gate-keep
But it’s cool 

People, they always quick to judge
We know, I’m never leaving ya
Bedroom is a haven
We put on our favorite song
Details, the ones I'll never know
She sells the things I’m letting go
But, way to push my luck 
I've been alive when you talk like you do

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause 

Your hearts grown weak
Enough to keep me your dirty little secret
When you last saw me, baby I couldn't speak
Oh, you'd never really mean that
(1, 2, 3, 4)
Oh, when you're far from me
It becomes so easy to figure it out
So, fine
I know your waiting for-
I don't wanna fall
Oh baby you're the one for me

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause 

(Yeah my hearts got weak I know)
(Saying I should let things go)
(But my time)
(Got me crying)

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause

Thank you to everyone involved this song wouldn't have been possible without you all!

by my side (feat. bixby)

tell me why you've been up all night
wasting all my time again
u know that this aint right
so why you going back to him
yeah
im not the one to blame
so tell me 
what could he do that I couldnt
I gave my all to you

so I way I not enough, not enough for you
holdin on 
to something new
controlling all my mind
can't hide

there was nothing I could do
don't run away
look into my eyes baby
the way you, the way you
walk past like im new
no im
giving up on ur love

oh you're so far away,
and shit don't ever change
searchin' for something new
you put it all on me
i'll teach you honesty
i hate the way that you lie

tell me what you want, you want
oh baby
all of this a facade
oh, wait

(x2)

woah, cuz there's-

there was nothing I could do
don't run away
look into my eyes baby
the way you, the way you
walk past like im new
no im
giving up on ur love

facade(with yuni)

prod me

Verse 1:
I’ve been a mess
I’ve been distressed
Can’t say I’d do with somebody else
Kiss on the neck
Fake to impress
I’ve been just trying to let it go

Too much commotion
Fighting and floating
Maybe I’m too far gone
But you
Stuck with emotion
I hope you know what I’ve been saying

Pre:
Cause there’s way too much to us
But maybe I got it all so wrong
And did I do too much I want to know

Chorus:
Would I still regret it
Picking up my phone
Talking's just so difficult
I’m cynical but
You wouldn’t ever get it
I’ve been on my own
This love ain’t so typical
It’s criminal baby

Verse 2:
All this love language gonna tick me off
Maybe I’d get it when you piss me off baby
Why tell me all the time we’ve spent is dead
I guess it’s just petty when you talk about our problems
Never getting really frustrated you surprise me
I just wanna talk about our conscious
But I guess you just won't let it go

Pre:
I said there’s way too much to us
But maybe I got it all so wrong
And did I do too much I want to know

Chorus:
Would I still regret it
Picking up my phone
Talking's just so difficult
I’m cynical but
You wouldn’t ever get it
I’ve been on my own
This love ain’t so typical
It’s criminal baby

u don't want to be the one for me

slone

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