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eyes fading 
now my mindset, screaming c’mon 
unfocused now my faces going numb
pissed off there’s no chance I got
cause my mindset aint the same as back then

but you don’t get me baby
so why you gotta hate me
guess i should’ve told you
that we aren’t the same

i'm so down
i'm so down 
i'm so down today (x4)

i wanna run away
i wanna run away
i wanna run away
from this place

wanna take this knife
lemme lose my mind
baby that’s my life
takin’ drugs every night
imma mind my time
imma cross my line 
in a world with the sky’
dead by design 
ay

don't know what to do
nothing left to do 
i just need a slate
yeah
on my mind wonder why 
life a roller coaster 
better make the most yeah

i hate the world,
and everyone in it
just go away

but you don’t get me baby
so why you gotta hate me
guess i should’ve told you
that we aren’t the same
but you don’t get me baby
so why you gotta hate me
guess i should’ve told you
that we aren’t the same

i'm so down
i'm so down 
i'm so down today (x4)

i hate the world, and everyone in it (prod. grayskies)

I'm killing what I love,
Thank me when it's done,
Even when we're gone,
Tears still stain the mud,

I'm killing what I love,
Thank me when it's done,
Even when we're gone

Baby this ain't my life,
Living in the past time,
Damaged by my old lies,
I'm not inside, no
I'm out in the night,
Only survive,
I only survive,
I'm out in the night

More and more,
Keys locked up the doors,
They don't stay no more,
I was always sure,
They would curse me dead,
Sorry doesn't cure,
All the things we said,
Guess I wanted more,
Guess I wanted more


Catch flights just to see you,
I feel more than I need to,
My mental been see through,
I don't wanna die if not beneath you,

Dog Years (Prod. KIRAW)

I don't wanna to see you go 
It's my fault 
I could stay awake for long 
It's my fault

I wonder what, what it would be like to not give a fuck
But everytime I try it's like giving up, I'm giving in to us,

And now my chest is a lump 
And your colors in my guts 
Of everything that I trust 
I took way too many fuck 
I gotta pop to feel enough 
I bet he never held you up 
I bet you let him fuck you up 
And when ya pops say I'm a chump
I bet you never keep a buck
I'm fucked up 
Hope you hear me love 

I hope you hear me love
I hope you hear me love

But to you it's not enough 
hope you're happier than us 

I hope you hear me love 
I hope you hear me love
I hope you hear me love

You can call whenever you'd like

Beat by @ravenone1 
wxnners vocals mixed by @user791563731


I hate everything
Don't wear any bling
Trippin my maze
Thoughts in replay
Been eatin my days
Thas why I do blaze
I'm watchin the flames
I look how it fades

I hate everything
Don't know anything
Don't stay in my lane
I do wat I feel
I do it my way
Don't know when it ends 
Not here for the fame
Don't have many friends

I don't wanna fall 
In the same place
I don't wanna live
In the same way
I don't wanna feel 
Can you fuckin leave
I don't wanna see
Shit's too fucking real
I don't wanna deal
I don't wanna be
I am not afraid
I don't really care
Baby stay with me
If it's gonna end

IF U WANNA FALL ILL BE HERE

SMOKING ON THAT GHOST

YET STILL ALONE HERE

SHORTY WANTS THE GAS

BUT WONT RETURN MY FAVOR

THE REALNESS IS GONE

BUT IM BLEEDING ON THE WALL

BLAST MY HEART OPEN LET YOU INSIDE MY CATACOMBS

BABY ILL DIE JUST TO LET YOU KNOW ITS ALL YOUR FAULT

I don't wanna fall 
In the same place
I don't wanna live
In the same way
I don't wanna feel 
Can you fuckin leave
I don't wanna see
Shit's too fucking real
I don't wanna deal
I don't wanna be
I am not afraid
I don't really care
Baby stay with me
If it's gonna end

I HATE EVERYTHIN6 ft. YUNG MEMORIES

I'm naked
I'm numb
I'm stupid
I'm staying
And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

I could've followed your heart down
Wandering around like a ghost now
Same faces, lost in the same town
I know you don't like what I say now
Something tells me you think of me often
Wouldn't think much if you lost him
Might of fucked up and just offed him
Might of fucked up and just offed him
I feel the pain of the past
I feel the same if I can
I feel the love till the end
I miss my face to your hands
I see it all where I am

You're a stranger in the dark
My love fell apart
I wait in the dark
Until it all starts

You're a stranger in the dark
My love fell apart
I wait in the dark
Until it all starts

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

You wasted your times
On my heart
You've burned
And if bridges gotta fall, then you'll fall, too

Doors slam
Lights black
You're gone
Come back
Stay gone
Stay clean
I need you to need me

bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

ICanScreamAlliWantNobodyWillHearMe

Failure the album.

Ambition of creation meets the point of the inevitability of destruction.

MERCH IS LIVE NOW - https://oddboy.co/

VyOk - Failure (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

(Social Media + Links)

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**

Twitter - twitter.com/vyok_v
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Instagram - www.instagram.com/vyok_/

Artwork by:

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Mixing Engineer:

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VyOk// This Is Failure (prod. YUNGMEXIC$NBIH)


Lyrics:

Ambition of creation, meets the point of the inevitability of destruction

That is where failure is born.



My minds off topic

On the boulevard talking

It’s the way they look at wallets

It’s the way they look at watches


They watch for both your pockets

Burning through millions of profits

There’s only ash inside my closet 

I feel the breeze of Japan

Won’t ever see me again

I got my fees in advance

I’ll end my life for suspense.

All I had, I have none of.

There’s only, one man that I’m the son of

Pick my gun up

And load it up

Let’s have some fun now

It’s too late I can’t put the gun down
I cry, while I wait for the sundown.



Smile on my face

But the pain won’t go away.

This Is Failure

https://www.instagram.com/p/C7XAJEaJ0vV/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

My final collection of all my unreleased/unfinished songs recorded from 2017-2024.

So Cold

100FLOORSABOVE

scrambled scribbles

sky high

prod: https://soundcloud.com/flxwrency
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/imbuedmess

Lyrics:

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Think I’m still asleep
Rise up, to take a leap
Jump a 100ft
Pray it’s all a dream

7th level deep
Spells be failing
Wake up from a dream

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Red wine in the bed
Mixed with blood from my head
Got stains on my sheets
Smells of fucking bleach

My days been going great
Pills are working I’m still here
Can’t feel the pain in my brain
My mind ain’t so clear

My days been going great
Haven’t felt a single thing
My happiness is gone
But my pain is fucking numbed

I skipped my fucking meds
Now I’m one step from the edge
My homie calls my phone
Asks to smoke a another bowl

Saved my fucking life
While I sit here real high
Happy for a life but
These pills be taking mine

They block the pain, they block the joy
They clog my mind, they fuzz my eyes
They eat away my fucking soul
Empty shell of fucking noise

I’m feeling numb, I’m feeling dumb
I sleep away the day with me okay about the waste of space that has the fucking face of me 

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

⚜ spotify / apple ⚜

Anti Depressant (FLOWRENCY)

https://soundcloud.com/deathncreed

You can name them if you like,
Never thought I'd find,
Stars weaken as I climb,
Hide me in plain sight,

Bitch I'm going crazy when the night come, 
Hang me if you need it when they catch up,
You let seasons change with your makeup,
I'm not very sorry when my face gone,

No one by my side, 
Just along for the ride,
Till the ash come alive,
Till I bleed through disguise,
I'm not going back inside,

You can name them if you like,

I'm more than being shy,
Never thought I'd find,
I once believed in life,
I can't imagine why,

Bitch I'm going crazy when the night come, 
Hang me if you need it when they catch up,
You let seasons change with your makeup,
I'm not very sorry when my face gone,

Video

seasonschange (Prod. by Tyler Creed & Biv)

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create to survive
forevr evolving

https://slothboi.art

Anti Depressant (FLOWRENCY)

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