Prod by Kami: @yaboikami

Artwork by: www.instagram.com/thiago.saluthi/ & @bvdcxrtex

Lyrics: 

(Chorus)
You're feeding me lies but I don't care at all
You're breaking my bones but I'm standing tall
When day turns to night but the sun is still strong
The birds ate the clouds but nothing is wrong

(Verse)
You're smiling so big as we're falling to pieces
Ain't questioning why
Why the fight never ceases

I'm running from you 
I'm running from me
I wanna live life 'cause I ain't deceased yet
But my soul ain't released yet

(Bridge)

(Chorus)
You're feeding me lies but I don't care at all
You're breaking my bones but I'm standing tall
When day turns to night but the sun is still strong
The birds ate the clouds but nothing is wrong

You're feeding me lies but I don't care at all
You're breaking my bones but I'm standing tall
When day turns to night but the sun is still strong
The birds ate the clouds but nothing is wrong

I'm Mentally Stable, I SWEAR

Birds

ART BY SUICIDALGALLERY
https://www.instagram.com/suicidalgallery/

I feel your jaws start to wrap around my neck
so disgusted with how I left
I feel the anguish in my bones, watch them snap I turn to stone
try to ignore the pain

I see the flesh around my heart rotted with hate
this wooden home, it screams my name
no grand design above the sky 
skin is burning with the lie watch me embrace the void

im a waste, im a vermin, a piece of shit, hurting
doesn't matter if I stay I’m always just lurking
the ghost between us, the floorboards and concrete
it doesn't matter now when you don't amount to something

To people that you thought just really cared
but they leave you on the ground when you’re choking, not coping
And now you're embraced by the emptiness you never loved
and you’re watching as he consumes everything you came to trust

down the alleys where you grew up and you never understood
what it means to just care, what it means to just stare
with the blank eyes when someone’s just falling
to suicidal tendencies, they always get the best of me

so tell me why you’re never fucking calling
never checking on me until you need something to waste your time
just leave me the fuck alone
cus id rather be dead to you than something

Yeah depression hits me up, says he loves who you are now
I want nothing to do with you
invade my dreams and give me nothing, no I couldn't see you bluffing
find a lover, feel disgusted from you


feel my consciousness hit my stomach, weighs a ton it's dragging me down
I got nothing to give to you
you took the best then left me stranded, filled with hate then reprimanded
come tomorrow empty-handed from you


so bury me out the back where I can't hear a thing
I don’t want to be something more than a dream
but you know that’s not fair how you're always in mine
always plaguing my thoughts waking up and your gone

my friends say that it doesn't get better than this
is being tormented just some form of a bliss
these glass walls that I construct just seem to crack
and like a puppet I just always come back

yeah so it always turns this way when your friends turn fake
and you don’t have a lover to remember your name
so you crumble at the fear when you don't know yourself
pills from a psychiatrist, yeah it sucks they couldn't help  

with the constant torment knowing that you never will belong
with the piercing stares from family where they love to prove you wrong
like what you do for work yeah your looking half alive
yeah I swear I have been on repeat since I nearly died

say you wanna understand but you can't, I never said I wanna be alive long
it feels like im not living in my body
like who am I to you, am I just a joke of someone that I used to be
use me, abuse me until you leave again, im sick of living like I want to kill myself

Visionary

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Release Me ft. s0cliché (prod. NERW)

Puppets (Prod. CRCL)

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
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lyrics -

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together 
On

i wanna spend the end of my days in a 
'Leaving Las Vegas' style haze as I
Burn my possessions and i tap that - 
Romance that needed no 'chit-chat'

We can turn under smoke
of the lights as we're broke
and i'll bin all my clothes
and my jewellery - pawn broked

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together
On

Everything now feels like it's gonna kill us
So fuck it we'll just deal in realness
Like the way your skin feels in this stillness
as we let the sunset breeze distill us

I get a body transfer in dreaming
When i'm only putting myself in feeling
Now the lights are hitting her in all the right places 
But she's unaware of the beauty in her paces

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong 
together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong
together on

TOXIC TOGETHER

Off Days

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Off Days w/ Nicolas Sales (greyskies)

NPCs

NPCs w/ Lurk (lil rozey)

https://soundcloud.com/user-626310066

Everyday
I feel the same
Say it every song I make
Filthy inside of my brain
It’s a shame
It's a shame

Castaways
My lonely fate
Setting suns my time to wake
For the cult I slay the beast
Join the cult, today

Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult

Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult
Filthy Cult

Cult life made me feel okay
Got me in and out a daze
Family and the cult the same
Follow me and find your grace

22 stops in the night
Picking up the sacrifice
Every one will see the light
Burn it all and pray for life

Pray for life
Yeah
I pray for life
I pray for life
It’s a filthy high
Filthy high
It’s a filthy mind and a filthy high
I pray for life
I pray for life
I pray for life
I pray for life
I pray for life
I pray for life
With a filthy mind
Yeah I pray for life

Filthy Cult

Filthy Cult (sxzu)

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sugszeey/
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Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-904345686

Prod. Odyssey
Mix: Cohst

Better Lost

https://youtu.be/DN175WUKi8Q?si=67EZTX3fKcwLkWVd
prod ARAM

lyrics

I got Yen
In my pocket
Yokohama load

Spin a fucking whip
Fuck a block
With a 40 OE

Sigil with a fang
With the gang
Got a dirty glow

Yen up on the dash
Ima whip it
Like some hippy crack

Racks racks racks
I got Milli’s if we talking Yen
Broke, ran back track
Now my money up again

Flip it, double down again
Locked up in the stu ascend
How the fuck I get here
From a shitty town
Of walking dead

Broke back
Blood rag
Singing till my throat crack

No gas
Full dash
Stepping on some broke glass

Weight up in my voice
I see some shadows by my night stand
Banish with a cherry
I be sparking for the light yeah

Every light I burn
A shadow follow with a fight
I needa bright light all white
Push back the night

Life fly
Right by
Existing to die
Living to thrive
Create to survive

I got Yen
In my pocket
Yokohama load

Spin a fucking whip
Fuck a block
With a 40 OE

Sigil with a fang
With the gang
Got a dirty glow

Yen up on the dash
Ima whip it
Like some hippy crack

Racks racks racks
I got Milli’s if we talking Yen
Broke, ran back track
Now my money up again

Flip it, double down again
Locked up in the stu ascend
How the fuck I get here
From a shitty town
Of walking dead

Broke back
Blood rag
Singing till my throat crack

No gas
Full dash
Stepping on some broke glass

Weight up in my voice
I see some shadows by my night stand
Banish with a cherry
I be sparking for the light yeah

Every light I burn
A shadow follow with a fight
I needa bright light all white
Push back the night

Life fly
Right by
Existing to die
Living to thrive
Create to survive

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

Yen [Music Video ↓]

prod ARAM

lyrics

I love you
I can’t lose
I love you
I can’t lose

You want me dead
Be careful feelings spread
Holding all that in you
You gun blow up in the end

So instead
Let go
The best revenge
Is love

Show some kindness to your devil
Then you’ll reach the minds ascend

Ascend
Ascend
Ascend until you reach your innocence

Ascend
Ascend
Ascend until you reach your innocence

I’m sorry
I’m drowning
I struggle my heart pounding

I’m bounded
I’m sinking
My hands are tied I’m leaving

No breathing
No feeling
I seize up fucking freezing

You feel it
Increasing
Your hole is not appeasing

You want me dead
Be careful feelings spread
Holding all that in you
You gun blow up in the end

So instead
Let go
The best revenge
Is love

Show some kindness to your devil
Then you’ll reach the minds ascend

Angel i

Innocence

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Filthy Cult (sxzu)

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