death chapter one

big city blues w/ coldhart (prod. charlie shuffler)

Gustav Ahr's Album

13. Down For You Ft Lil Peep

_ _   i'm livin

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every night i close my eyes like i'm alright, tell myself that i'll be okay i'll be fine

vocals: @lilxlotus - twitter.com/LILXLOTUS

production: @harvest - twitter.com/hr_vest

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wasting your time w/ lil lotus

i'm sorry, i'm trying. (acoustic)

a rendition of tears don't fall by bullet for my valentine.

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tears don't fall 💫

'Bitter Blue '
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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

pook.

prod. @notmorgn
✨
oh love, won’t you help me out tonight
oh i feel like i’ve been dying on the inside
your the only one that can lift me from my pain
who can lift me from my pain

and i need you, whether you like it or not
even if i’m not, everything that you want   
i feel like i can feel you
but your so far, and i’m so lost
baby so far, i feel like your all i got

won’t you come and kill the pain
won’t you come and kill the pain
won’t you come and kill the pain

but your nowhere to be found
girl your all i think about 
my hearts so fucked up 
i feel like you ripped it out
what am i supposed to think now
what am i supposed to think now

you were my everything
now to you i don’t mean anything
baby won’t you come and see me
what i’d do for your touch
what i’d do for your love

kill the pain (prod. notmorgn)

i shouldn't look back w/ scum & lil lotus [prod fats'e]

luna has risen

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i know you wanna be 
far away from me
spirits in the breeze
weakened at my knees
staring at the moon
i know ill be there soon
luna forever

its not whatever
stay sad for never
no matter the weather
i know well be together

walking down the street
staring at my feet
wonder what lies
beyond the winter trees
im so sick and tired
of being sick and tired
i know im a letdown
i know im a liar

i hope i find her
this is a reminder 
that im the one to blame
always the spark that ignites the flame

its not whatever
stay sad for never
no matter the weather
luna forever

i dont care at all
thats my biggest fault
ignoring every text
ignoring every call
all i do is run
all i do is hide
frightened by the world
so i stay inside

at night forever
ill sleep for never
awake together
luna forever

i just wanna go
im far away from home
up at 3am
just staring at my phone
im a waste of space
standing in the rain
and feeling nothing

ill stand for something
always be nothing
ill just sit in silence
tears fall from my eyelids

[outro]

twinkle twinkle in the sky
i just wanna fucking die
slit my wrist and end this pain
put a bullet in my brain
twinkle twinkle little star
i hope i get hit by a car

luna

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luna 💤

luna has risen

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take me away from this path that i follow
its left me hopeless and empty and hollow

will i stay asleep forever
nothings the same as i remember

i still bite my nails like i learned when i was seven
and i still remember that car that you left in

so i close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
brings brighter lights and respite from my sorrow

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way [x2]

my eyes are still sleepy just like when you kissed me
just let me be alone i dont care if you miss me

numb and cold and scared to be away
from those i love im heartless anyway

im scared of the day i wake up and im 18
the walls of my room are collapsing please save me

dream a dream and hope for that one day
you come to life and feel like youre something

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way 

nobody
nobody

nobody 😔

luna has risen

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lost and afraid of the world that surrounds me
i constantly let down everyone around me

my heart it glows
my soul it floats
i stay awake cos i cant breathe
when demons haunt me in my sheets

have you ever felt like you were dead?
like nothing feels the same 
so you just lie in your bed?

light a cigarette 
put your woes to rest
im a fallen angel baby im not like the rest

i try to hold on to the things that i once loved
my heart and emotions are something im void of

youre wasting away
are you okay?
please just keep your head up and just hope for better days

hold on to your memories and youll be safe
this may be our last chance to leave this place

its like i hold myself back
crying wolf to all the sheep
singing lullabies to ease my mind
safely drifting in the night

but nothings ever as it seems
waking up from fever dreams
ive counted every single sheep
but i still cant fucking sleep

a fallen angel 🌟

"you wanna know what's sad? you can give everything you have to a person. you can be perfect for that person. you can be everything they've ever wanted and you can do everything perfectly and it still wouldn't be enough. because nothing's ever enough and everyone sucks."

i'm sad

XXXTENTACION - Ayala (Outro)

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VISUALS:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oTVibMuIgcs

death chapter one

Slouds