SENECA REDS(PROD. WENDIGO)

@locklan

lyrics:
you can't pull me from my grave
i can't rewire my brain
i'll end up right back
no matter circumstance or pay
if i had the means
i still wouldn't want to stay
give me all i ever wanted
in return i just feel pain
wake up every day
just to see the same face
i hate it more than anything 
the way it stays the same
i'm a living mistake
down at the bottom
where i lay
nobody reaching down
if they did i would stay

i don't see the point in the follow through
lately i dont care how i seem to you
every single thing that i saw you do
made me know my name and my place in the room
word that were said gonna swallow me whole
ive laid out my own bed
time to watch it all go

reaching w/ locklan

Live set for CyberSpace Virtual Music Fest 2020. S/O Protothiest for inviting me on the stream.

Tracklist in order:
Little Druid
Lazor Hands
Lost Meadows
Manhack
Hazmat
SLUDGE-TEK (prod. locklan) by Sludger
Soul trapped
Mobius 1
neon augur
dreamcaster 
(the last two were mixed together as a double)

LOCKLAN LIVE MIX FOR CYBERSPACE VIRTUAL MUSIC FEST  4/18/2020

beat collage volume. 3
a continuation of a forgotten series
a collection of throwaway tracks from 2018-2020

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special collab with @vegardveslelia

Artwork by BluntWeather
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starfield render w/ Vegard Veslelia

[lyrics]

(verse 1 | @danielsgone)

ambitious wishes
my brain has been left in stitches
need coverage i need a blindfold
to protect from these black mold
zombies tryna make my breath cold
its bold of you to say so

i wish i had that confidence 
to speak against my control
locked away inside the console
with my voice under the threshold 

so much pressure on my mind wrinkles my skin and makes my flesh old

hold
yes my ambition makes me fold
reverting diamonds into coal
i smash my face into the pole
and break my nose
once i think im on roll
the earth it starts to swallow whole
as if destruction is its goal

i am gold
i am mold

(verse 2 | checks)

I got no motivation so fuck it imma cave in
and let em all know I’m insane, shit is dishonest,
a concept of which I’m not the fondest of,
Scott free I got off,
upon arrival tryna finalize
how I’m perceived in the world’s (eyes/lies) how I do it,
find another way through it, 
clenched my fists and threw my old self away, 
wanna convey this shit ain okay I just wanna be myself, 
but that’s what I say every day, this shit ain goin nowhere, 
blah blah blah something about “decay”

you only wanna ____ :) so you can tell us how much u wanna ___ :(, 
full on farce you say you got no drive, 
fall off so you can thrive, you conniving, 
thus you drivin right in, divin into a blight-riddled ocean, 
the very notion that you’re fakin it do not ever get questioned, 
you’ll get defensive actin like you on the fence hence, 
take offense when you compared to yourself,
thinkin that outdated falsification finna be what’ll help em make it, 
but you breakin in on the inside takin drugs, painful styes, 
doin somethin that makes you alone excited sounds like it is worth a try
...but you’d rather pretend-


[thank you for your patience and continued support.]

love,
eric :)

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false illusion [prod. locklan & tundratwoseat]

EYES FT Tank Digger 3,4,6 [[prod. by triplesixdelete]]

@maxxs1

I must Try wether Sick or Well
Im still Alive but I cant Tell
I Could cry when I Touch Myself
My Skin it Lied Im Not Myself

Its between a Tie I Twinned Myself
In between My Eyes I Lost myself
Its up 2 me You Can not Help
God Take my Palms when I Reach out

I Touch, I Grab for My New faith
Leave What I have 2 Find my place
My Path is clear 2 My Escape
Abandon fear For Its 2 Late

I Feel like Him Brandish My cape
Perfect Job come Touch my face
When the Water calms Ill know Your safe
This is my Psalm I just saved Grace

Take my Palm & Let’s say Grace
Come Take my Palm & Lets say Grace
Touch my Heart like You Touch my Face
Take My Palm & Save my Grace

SENECA REDS(PROD. WENDIGO)

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