SUICIDAL IDEATIONS CALL AT ME
I THINK A FOG CONSUMES THE WORLD INFRONT OF ME
HOW THE CLOUDS BLACK OUT THE LIGHT FROM EVERYTHING
I TRY TO CRY BUT MY EYES WONT SHED A THING

I THINK A LOT BUT I AM TOO AFRAID TO GO
BEYOND THE FRAGMENTS OF MY SKULL IS THERE A SOUL
WHEN YOU FIND ME IN MY HOME, LET ME ROT IN A PILE

HERES TO THE NIGHTS WHERE I CANT SLEEP
WHERE I LIE AWAKE AND I PRETEND TO DREAM
WILL I BURN IN FLAMES IF I FIX THE STING
WILL IT END THE PAIN IF I SWING FROM THINGS

I REALLY HATE HOW I'M THE THING THAT YOU DREAD
I GUESS I'M HUNG UP ON THE THINGS YOU SAID
I SAID ITS NOTHING WHEN INSIDE I FELT DEAD
I'VE BEEN A CORPSE SINCE THE DAY THAT YOU LEFT

ITS BEEN TORN FROM MY CHEST
CANT LOVE MYSELF, CAUSE INSIDE I'M A MESS.
I THINK I'M JUST STRESSED,
I WANT TO DIE, PLEASE LAY ME TO REST

MURDER

I'm nervous from breathing, I can't watch shit.
The thoughts of bleeding out of my wrists, is so
14 Years ago. 
If I could find myself then, I'd let me know,
It's cold, so cold, I'd let go, I'm nothing fucking special.
And I'll never be.
I'll fill a hole, with a girl who cut right through me.
I'm just so fucking empty.

WANT

SOMETIMES THE TREES THEY TALK TO ME,
NOTHING GOOD TO SAY IT'S ALWAYS AWFUL THINGS.
SHOULD WE WALK HER, SMASH HER HEAD UNTIL SHE SINGS.
OR TIE A NOUSE AROUND HER NECK AND LET HER SWING.
I HATE HER MORE AS THE TIME GOES BY.
WATCH HER CRY AS SHE LIES AND STAND BY.
HOLD HER HAND AS SHE CLOSES HER EYES.
PUT MY FOOT THROUGH HER HEAD GOODBYE.
IT'S COMPLICATED, I WANT TO SEE HER IN SHAMBLES.
A NERVOUS WRECK, I WANT TO SEE A TRUE DAMSAL.
IN DISTRESS, I'M OBSESSED WITH THIS MESS.
A ROTTING PILE UNDER ME YOU'RE A WRECK.

I can't wait forever for you to change. 
Tattered and broken, we're not the same.
Wondering If I could love you again.
Something inside me prevents something. 
It's not you, I think it's the fall.
The weather hurts me it's to dark to call.
The light hits your face and I still feel this way.
I'm so sorry I evade, Everything gets to me.
But after all, everything inside died when we brawled.
And this fire burns through my apartment floors.
The windows locked, but I adore.
How my feet singe and you watch me crumble.
Turn to ash, you step upon the rubble of my skeleton.
Please don't tell my friends I'm the piece of shit, I've had enough of this.
How can I tell my kids, I'm not enough for them.
It's you, It's what I thought. 
It's not.

MYSELF

Here's to you, the week I spent in the ward

Ethy // Mad (prod. by M4YER)

ETHY - Smiling (Prod. By M4YER)

SLumpy - NO REST

SLUMPY - POUR A FOUR (PROD.GRIMEY)

The gallows might save me and I’m losing health.
The gallows might make me thaw out myself.
The gallows might save me and I’m losing health.
The gallows might make me thaw out myself.
Throw me to the wolves, you’ll find me one day.
A void cadet, floating to the end of space.
I’m alone, I’m afraid that love will find a way,
Back to my chest where the ashes lay.
An idol for the wrecked, washed to shore, at bay.
We’re all alone in the end, it doesn’t matter anyway.

I watch my breath as it leaves my chest.
Tonight, I’m wrecked, I think it’s for the best,
That you leave me.
Emptiness, I’m sleepy.

You won’t save me, I know you can’t
You can try though.
I guess I miss your smile. 
Honestly, I’m hollow.
I’ve been here for awhile,
When I lost your voice it made it hard to swallow.

When I lost you face, I couldn’t breathe.
Close my eyes at night,
I couldn’t’ fucking sleep.
I’m a lost kid, In a world of broken dreams.
Walk alone through the night,
I contemplate my fucking leave. 
I might leave.
Should I leave.
I might leave you.

SLUMPY - VOID CADET

I saw her whisper to the sky,
Tonight I think she dies,
So when I close my eyes,
The black takes me by surprise. 
I see faces in my mind,
And she wont find the time,
To say one last goodbye.

I tried so hard to tell you,
I'm not worth it.
To spare you from heartbreak,
I've got plans you see,
I don't know how long you'll be with me,
One day will come,
Ropes will call to me,
and you might see something you won’t un-see.

I tried, and I tried, 
I tried, and I tried, 
Goodbye.

She felt overdue.
I made her ropes loose.
Her lips turned blue.

I saw her whisper to the sky,
Tonight I think she dies,
So when I close my eyes,
The black takes me by surprise. 
I see faces in my mind,
And she won’t find the time,
To say one last goodbye.

SLUMPY - I THINK SHE DIED

Tell my fucking ghost that, my emotions didn't need to be so broken.
There's no hope in the moment, but just for a moment, focus on the violets, the roses.
The window wont be locked forever.
December will melt into better weather.
Blood drops will dry and flake under preassure.
Love that's lost will turn for the better.
Sorrow looms overhead.
You might feel dead.
But in the end, you will hurt your friends.

SLUMPY - COMPANY FOR A WRAITH

I want nothing fucking more than to leak my head inside of your bed sheets.
You can find blue faced in the back of your closet, skeletons webbing.
Turn me to a fountain, my pipes might burst.
You wear it on your face, masking lies, they burn.
You're conniving, you're lying, I'm dying, you're smiling.

I let go and you revive me,  take me back to the knifing.
Slaughter party what a riot.
My heart blooms, you denied it.
So here's to you and me, and all the things we couldn't be.
Executioners calling, your loves my guillotine.
We're bad for each other,
You yell and I stutter.

These thoughts in my head,
walk on there own.
I try to shatter legs,
But they leach my bones.

Dear mistress is this none of my business.
Stich me, I'm stitchless.

I want nothing fucking more than to leak my head inside of your bed sheets.
You can find blue faced in the back of your closet, skeletons webbing.
Turn me to a fountain, my pipes might burst.
You wear it on your face, masking lies, they burn.
You're conniving, you're lying, I'm dying, you're smiling.

I think I hate you,
Stop crying.
Your words slit and my mind bends.
Your love is lost,
let's find it.
Walk together and I hide it. 
I don't want to die,
But tonight I might swing.
I really want to show you all of the things I mean.
I don't want to die but my words they don't ring.
I don't want to die but maybe then they'll sing.

SLUMPY - DEAR MISTRESS, THIS IS A SLAUGHTER PARTY

@jessmeiister
Mausoleums will stand for the rest of our days.
When the sun burns out cold bricks will stay.
I would die for you, you cant die for me.
I would hide for you,
you 
wont 
cry 
for 
me.
Sunshine means shit when its pouring rain.
Love tied to my hip, I might throw it away.
In love with hate.
So i pour it away.
My head spins in circles, losing thoughts in drop waves.

SLUMPY and -LUCID- : PORTRAITS OF PAST (PROD. RODGER)

@jessmeiister
Branded to flesh masterpiece on my body.
Testing the bounds of my head are you sorry?
Velvet ties bind pulling you to a party.
Caring heads whisper, they want you my darling.
I want nothing from you.
From womb to waste you conjured my doom.
Always in pain I can't learn from my mood, and its always my mood, its because of my mood.
I'm isolated, felt so vacant.
Split flesh helps its so complicated.
Surgeons knot, gut wrenched I'm tainted. 
Miles reel her eyes, I fainted. 
Will you find me a bottle sing to.
Tonight the clouds swell, shadows Corse to these trees roots.

SLUMPY

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