Last track to end off the year..

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(Beat by: farber)

Lyrics:

Why did you leave me to die
Why did you leave me to die
I don't wanna die

Why did you leave me to cry
Why did you leave me to cry
Why was I so blind

I feel so empty
My heart is so heavy
You've lost all of your love for me
My eyes feel heavy
No sleep in, just caffeine
I want you right here beside me x2

Slur - Feel.

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Lyrics:
Put me in the hearse
I'm a fucking curse
Dreadful world absurd
Buried in the dirt

Laying in the earth I feel the maggots crawling
Gnawing on my lungs, It's hard to breath
I'm fucking falling
mourning, my death as I stand and stare into my muthafukin coffin
Choke up on the tar from the blunt that I'm fuckin' smokin (Ughye)

Sisisisi scissors to my neck
I cut my vocal chords, Wide open 
Peel back my flesh, 
I'm broken from the inside out
No cure for my heart 
left shattered in my chest
I'm left here drenched in fucking death
I wish you'd just fucking BEG!

JUST FUCKING BEEEEG

I want you to fucking BEEEEG

for your fucking LIIIFE

Depression mixed with full obsession
I've been a fucking mess for many years
It's been a hard lesson
I'm sick to death of worrying about all my fucking stresses
I just want to end my life and put an end to second guesses

Put me in the hearse
I'm a fucking curse
Dreadful world absurd
Buried in the dirt x2

$lur - Cvrse

This is a mini EP of unreleased music that has just been sitting on my pc for some time. Thought I would just go ahead and finally release it. 

Big Credit to @Capricorn.ig for featuring on most of these tracks with me. We had a proper album planned but I just haven't gotten around to it and Capricorn has quit making music.  

(NOT ALL TRACKS ON THIS EP ARE MIXED THE SAME AS FILES HAVE BEEN LOST DUE TO A CORRUPT DRIVE. 

Presenting: 

1. $lur x Capricorn - The Call
2. $lur x Capricorn - Lies
3. $lur x Capricorn - Fvck Yxu
4. $lur - Degenerate

More info: I am currently working on a solo Trap Metal EP. 

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This will be released on youtube as well.

Slur - Degenerate

Slur X Capricorn - Lies

Slur X Capricorn - The Call

Official single release PTSD 

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Lyrics: 
Sitting on my bed
She's giving me head
I'm numb to the core
My bodies a wreck

Tatted up to my neck
Suicidal tendencies leak into my head
Sinking deeper into a whole lotta dread
I feel like ima put a knife to my neck 
I close my eyes as I wish to forget
Pouring whiskey
I wish you didn't live inside my head

Haunted by your fucking memory
I know deep down inside there's a better me
Sometimes Slur comes to the surface and takes control of me
Destroy the fucking enemy 
Hate, pain and suffering 
Anxiety peaking
you wouldn't believe the fucking pain I've been induring

Burnt out to the very core
I want to rest 
Whether it be in my coffin or my bed
Drinking to forget
Smoking away my regrets 
Hateful mind of upset
Beating myself up 
Depression has tainted my head

The inner me is drowning
As I try to gasp for air
Bare with me while I sit here and stare
At the book of death infront of me
Slur scribbles down the name Anthony

It's me! 
I'm my own worst fucking enemy!

It's me! 
I'm my own worst fucking enemy! 

It's me! 
I'm my own worst fucking enemy!

It's me! 
I'm my own worst fucking enemy!

Broken, battered and bruised
A cracked heart filled with a dark energy
Mend me, better me, forget me 
As I drown in a pool of memories

Cough up all the trauma from the past 
Live life to the fullest, have a blast 
Black rings under my eyes I feel so lost
You're just a memory from my broken past

P-T-S-D, 
Feeling so fucking weak
I cry my eyes out, I weep
You'll never really know what you did to me

You were always screaming infidelities 
When you were the one that cheated selfishly
So tell a lie, Fucking Bitch
Broken chemistry
Raise an effigy
Cause Slur is the devil
And his me.

#trap #trapmetal #depression #music #rap #dark

Slur - PTSD

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NetuH Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVq-zlfMTL82lpJUS7oK9mA

LYRICS:

Yeah i'm fading into comatose
In and out of hell I'm all alone
Close my eyes and let me suffer now
Middle fingers up I say fuck the world bitch

I don't really give a fuck about how you get rich,
Buried bodies in the ground, While They're flexing their shit
Poppin pills till you die just to get fucking lit.
I don't really give a fuck about your gucci belt bitch

Die with your materialistic visions
Diamonds on your chain like it's a religion
Money wont save you when you in your coffin
Buried down in the ground, safe and sound bitch 

They're Promoting drugs, High as fuck
Kids are dying, 
These mainstream rappers dont give a fuck
Lil pump, Trippie Redd I could name a bunch
Everybody keeps dying cause their minds are fucked

Follow the heard
They don't need to be heard
Every rapper out there is fucking absurd
Corrupted youth on suicide and drugs
Slitting their wrists and getting fucked up

Yeah i'm fading into comatose
In and out of hell I'm all alone
Close my eyes and let me suffer now
Middle fingers up I say fuck the world bitch

Fuck the world bitch
They all think they're made of gold
The devil is watching cause they sold their souls
Drugs and money till you die, that shit gets old
Materialistic vision till you're body's cold

In the grave,
Maggots spewing from rotten your corpse
Death eating at your limbs like a fucking whore
What a fucked up sick - life you lived before
Body defiled with hate and gore

Materialistic Vision (Beat By. NetuH)

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Slur Instagram: @Slur_ig
RedGod Soundcloud: @redgod666
RedGod Instagram: @red.god.666

Lyrics: 
((REDGOD))
Pulling out the knife cutting up her dress
Shawty like it rough, only if she can be as rough as me
Sink those claws in my chest rare like sphinx
Scraping the skin leaving scars for the past again

Dont you breathe

Walk in the house seeing footprints of blood
Its not ours but its fine
As long as we don't move or scream we will be okay
And the ghosts roaming here will not rip out our eyes my dear

Feeling chills up my spine I don't know where to hide
Undertaker walking on my grave
Putting the shovel in digging my body up
Maggots are crawling out of my skull got no control of this

See the abyss seeping out of my fists
As my corpse falls apart and my soul now decays
Shrooms with the tabs and I dreaming
Sittin in the corner waiting for the darkness to slay

Fall through the bed to the floor
Girl with the pale white skin sleep paralysis
Screaming inside my soul
Blade cutting flesh feeling fresh blood down my chest
Ripping my heart I die here today
Fear is fuel and the nightmares will stay

((SLUR))
Embrace death at it's purest
Endless sorrow is just the dearest
Suicide will end up leaving me lifeless
Hell is where I'll end up lets be honest

Shadows in my bedroom
Their my only fucking friends
I feel so alone,
I close my fucking eyelids
Paralytic dreaming
I'm suffocating with meaning
NOBODY GIVES A FUCK - WHO I AM!

Slit my fucking wrists
and when I die let me be buried with open eyelids
And if I'm smiling when I'm in my grave just know that I died - fucking happy bitch

Burning my corpse,
Disfigured Entity
Maggots spewing out of me
My mind is fucking broken

Wicked stench of flesh
I'm a mutilated mess
But I'm back from the dead
Don't ever fuck with me bitch

Feeling like I am a deadly disease
All of my guts it just spews out of me
Slitting my throat till I struggle to breathe
The Reaper of death, he bows down to me.

Red God X Slur - Corpse Party (Beat By. Desolate)

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Cover pic artists IG: @grant.jacobssa
Suttee's Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCY5AkqcSbzePx50fsY28g1A


LYRICS:

Break my heart
Make me feel 
Like i'm a fucking disaster
I gave you all of my love
baby why did you betray me

Im fucked up again
Forgive and forget
I love you to the furthest star in the universe and back girl
I feel like I've got a hole in my chest, it hurts so much
I just want to fall asleep and never wake up again

I wanna go Kurt Cobain
I wanna blow out my fucking brains

Suicide on my mind everyday I 
wish I could be happy
Close my eyes and dream of better days
But i'm so lost and empty

So lost, i'm so lost
and empty, i'm fucking broken

Haven't eaten properly in five days now
My minds a fucking mess, I feel like ima cave in
Wish you were here to hold me close, 
Cause i'm running out of oxygen

Noose around my neck, Wish I could say fuck this shit
Void in my chest that just keeps eating at my fucked up heart
I wish I had a gun, Put that shit straight to my head pull the fucking trigger, so I dont have to think of this shit

I wanna go Kurt Cobain
I wanna blow out my fucking brains

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#BrokenHeartsClub

Slur - I Wanna Go Kurt Cobain (Beat By. Suttee)

Missing someone really fucking sucks....

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Caps Ctrl: www.youtube.com/channel/UCo2VAt6iCrkCA1kREwwfhyg

Lyrics:

Feeling so numb again
My heart is aching
baby please don't let go
I need you in my arms
Hold me tight, That's the only time I feel alive

Feeling so numb again
My heart is aching
baby please don't let go
I need you in my arms
Hold me tight, That's the only time I feel alright

I miss you,
But I don't want you back
Yeah, You're toxic
But I still love you
You're the drug in my veins
I fucking crave you
I want you to hold me,
So I can be happy

I miss you,
Why did you stab me in the back 
when all I ever did was care for you
care for you

I miss you,
But I really don't need you..
I'm suicidal
on the fucking daily
My heart hurts so much
I wish I could put a gun to my head and just give up

Just give up
Just give up
I don't wana be here anymore

I keep looking at your facebook photos
staring at my phone wishing things were different
I don't think you knew how much I loved you
I'm Depressed and stressed, Suicidal at best
My head is a fucking wreck
I'm probably better off dead

I don't wana be here anymore x5

Slur - I Miss You (Beat By. CapsCtrl)

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$lur Instagram: @Slur.ig
jeffreyalexander Instagram: @jeffreyalexanderxoxo
jeffreyalexander Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/jeffrey_alexanderr

Lyrics:

((jeffreyalexander))
Tell me what’s your real temptation 
What’s the information 
What’s your sensation

Save yourself like you always do yeah 
Save yourself like I shouldn’t do yeah 
I’m on so many prescriptions 
I’m on so many medications

You're a temptation 
I'm on medication 
What’s the sensation 
I’m on fucking medication 

What was your prescription 
Put the love in my dose I’m on medication 
Get a dose of your own sensation 
Get a dose of your fucking medication 

And I know 
That you never cared
You never cared about me
You just wanted to use me

Fucking heartbreaker

(($lur))
Take these pills to feel alive
Anxiety's broken me down inside
you're a heart breaker baby
Why did you fucking betray me

I'm Upset, depressed
Maybe a little bit obsessed
I want you out of my head
drug me up and keep me numb

Drenched by the pouring rain
I'm standing here all alone in pain
No one beside me to take it all away
You're just a memory from my dreadful past

I don't think I have ever really been happy
Wish you could embrace me one more time
But instead I am dying everyday

Keep taking these meds to keep the pain away
I don't feel quite alive today
Numb my brain, make me go insane
Tears fill my eyes
Baby you're just a fucking heartbreaker

Heartbreaker (ft. jeffreyalexander)

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Carpicorn Instagram: Capricorn_igram
Capricorn Soundcloud: @criss-dalton
Album Cover Model's Instagram: sarahfaee
Netuh's Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVq-zlfMTL82lpJUS7oK9mA

Lyrics: 

(($LUR))
Been wildin' out for some days now
Been so fucked up in my brain
Just wana end up dead in the grave
6 feet down with dirt in my face

No one fucks with the real me
Everyone thinks I'm a living being
Suicidal on cam, Demonetized
No one gave a single fuck about me man

Demons in my brain, Feeding off my insanity
Calamity, all around high on my vanity
Sad fuck, full of wretched normality
Feeling so low. I'm depressed on the low key
Shatter my mind, I don't give a fuck about you
Kneel down bitch, Why don't you come and suck me
Hoe'd up shit, fuck everyone around me
I'm Slur bitch. Go fuck yourselves!

Slurpin' on that dicky dick, White with that sticky stick
Swallow all of my motherfucking kids bitch. 
Slur is back and making 6 figs
Ride me till you fucking cum rich, 
eyes rolled back like you're a motherfucking possessed witch

Fuck everything you once knew about me
I'm back
Ima make your motherfucking neck snap

Fuck everything you once knew about me
I'm back
Ima make your motherfucking wig split x2

Make your motherfucking wig split
Crack that skull and make you eat shit
You're a bitch and you like it
I'm Slur and I'm fucked bitch

New me, new life. I have a chain around my neck
and I am falling asleep can barely fucking breathe
I'm choking to death tonight, hang myself in my bedroom
Sleep paralysis, Excalibur, no really gives a single fuck about her
Feeling so numb I can barely fucking breathe
Gotta give a shout out to Capricorn, See you soon 
Watch the stars 
Because we are the motherfucking goats bitch

((CAPRICORN))
Ladies and gentleman
Introducing for the very first time
MR. CAPRICORN!
Here we go, yuh yuh

I'm about to break these bars down,
It's not too late might as well start now,
Gotta find a way to make my mom proud,
Gotta find a way to get these songs out,
I think it's time I put the bong down,
Get busy with these lyrics and knock out,
All the fucking sissies thinking that they be smart now,
Gonna cut your fuckin' hearts out,
"Aww wow ... This is far out,
Chris' bars just got loud"
Bet the Mrs thinks I'm hot now,
She calls me but I'm like NOT NOW,

 I'm too busy writing songs down,
Since I got out,
During lock-down,
This fuckin' dark cloud,
Still follows me around,

Everywhere I go,
But I know,
Ima steal the show,
And yo,
Slur... I just wanna let you know,
When I get to the studio,
Ima grab a fuckin' hose,
And strangle these hoes,
Thinking they can spit a flow,
I'm about to go,
Pick a rose,
Stick it up my nose,
As far as it goes, 
Just for those,

That told me,
To take out my nose ring,
Wake up and smell what my nose is holding,
Man if only,
You could meet the old me,
I'll even bring the homies,
And you can show me,
What you meant when you said that you know me,
Hoe please,
Only,
Thing you know is,
That your time is
O - V - E - R
it's over
YEEHAW

Demonized feat. Capricorn(beat by. Netuh)

Instagram:
Slur - https://www.instagram.com/slur.ig/

Album Artwork: https://www.instagram.com/akasha_taylor/

Voice Collab with: https://www.facebook.com/gennyxgenocidex/

Zach Sutton: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4wApTK7H_ZhF_bLe0TxgQQ

Lyrics:

(Genny Genocide)
"Don't get me wrong Slur,I know I'm toxic
But I know you love a bad bitch." 

(Slur)
Got that goth girl
She's a bad bitch 
With a dark attitude
She's been riding on my dick
I've never felt alive yo
Got that ride home
I don't want you as my side hoe
Side hoe

Feel it in my soul
I don't want you to go
I want you in my home
Coffin girl, you're a bad bitch tonight

Oh coffin girl

Feeling so dead when I wake up
I'm numb to the bone, can barely fucking move
Bed sheets stained with all your make up
I don't want to feel that love anymore
I'm done and broken
Black nails down my back
Leaving scars wide open

I'm a mess
You're just another toxic bitch
I don't want you back
I just want some rest
from all this pain in my fucking chest
I'm just another depressed soul

Gothic baby,
Toxic maybe. 
Oh Coffin girl
You've got that sad girl attitude

Those beautiful blue eyes
With that inked up body
I love the way you wear your makeup
So dark and gloomy 
I love the way you look at me
Lustful and naughty

You're a bad bitch, I'm addicted to your ecstasy

I'm so high on you

Fuck around with my feelings till I'm feeling empty
I want more of you I cannot get enough
You're like a drug that I'm so addicted to

I hate you but I love you
I just cannot resist you
I want you in my bed
Oh baby get undressed
Our fights just never end
I'm sick to fucking death
Close your eyes and just never wake up again

You look so alive in that red dress
It brings out the blood where your head rests
Oh my dear coffin girl, 
you look so pretty when you're lying dead on the floor, yeah
Toxic to the core, Coffin girl you've hit the floor.

You're the bad ghost that haunts these walls x 4

You're a bad bitch and I love that shit.

<3

Slur - Coffin Girl (Beat By, Zach Sutton)

This is just a cover. All rights reserved to XxxTentacion for the original version.

❤️ Happy Birthday X ❤️ 

Something big is coming!! ;)

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Lyrics:


I'm out of options, stop it, 
Might commit murder for profit,
Pastor just told me I'm toxic, 
I don't need help, I need options
I'm out of options, stop it, 
Might commit murder for profit, 
Pastor just told me I'm toxic
I don't need help, I need options

$LUR x CALVAIRE - GNARLY BASTARD (XXXTENTACION COVER)

Just a song about how I've been feeling lately. 

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Lyrics: 
Bad bitch on my dick
Got a new one every other week
Sippin' on that henny quick
Down that shit till I feel weak
Got a few goth bitches in the back of my SUV
Ridin' round town feeling so fucking high
I want to fucking die, my hearts gone cold
and I've lost my fucking mind, I want to cry
Breakdown after breakdown, Heart broken and let down
I hate myself so fucking much
my soul has been completely crushed

Oh just numb my pain 

I feel like i'm gonna go insane
Gonna ride this wave into my fucking grave
Run the blade right down my wrist and slit my veins

numb my pain 
numb my pain
It keeps pouring down with rain

I just want to feel okay

I wish I crashed my car that night I drove alone
When I wake up It's just me, I'm all on my own
I just want to numb the pain
Please make it go away
I struggle every single day
The waves keep crashing over me
Ima lie here and drown in my own misery
Maybe one day it will come and suffocate me
I've lost myself again
Hang that noose upon the ceiling
I put it around my neck and say
fuck all these feelings

fuck all these feelings
make my pain go away

Slur - Numb My Pain (Beat By. Zach Sutton)

"Cvrse" Out Now!

I am always down to make music. If you want to collab just dm me. I don't charge anything. 

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