glued to this spot
thinking about opportunities
i been missing them
and the worlds been missing me

drink until I pass out
wake up do nothing
repeat

sun comes up just to mock me

i been wasting time

i don't want to die

but I will not try

been looking FOR that meaning all my life

sometimes I get sad

when I'm alone it gets bad

last night I thought of ripping my heart out
watch it bleed out
make the pain mean sumn now

8 inch bladee vertical
up and down

1-800-CANT-STOP-ME-NOW

if my friends leave me behind

i couldn't take it

sand through my hands 
they leave

before I tell them

that I love them

when she left me

she said she love me

who are you kidding

i just to want to fade away

asking God for his grace

where am I goin

where will I stay

i been wasting time

i don't want to die

but I will not try

been looking FOR that meaning all my life

sometimes I get sad

when I'm alone it gets bad

last night I thought of ripping my heart out
watch it bleed out
make the pain mean sumn now

8 inch bladee vertical
up and down

1-800-CANT-STOP-ME-NOW

can't stop me now

can't stop me now

Fuck Life (prod. apothic)

@auguryy

numb my soul to the exit 
n i dont think u understand it 
its like take it or leave it 
but u took me for granted 

it feels like im grounded 
i wanna burn like an ashstray 
theres nothing left to say really
my heart feels real dizzy
and iv found my way out 
ye im counting aches now 
ye im counting racks now
i feel like a rockstar 
theres blood on my one stars
give me time to reminice now
i feel dumb on the inside 
its in my lungs im so high

take me to the stars and back or just envy me
venimous scars on my back u r like poison 2 me

u r like poison to me 
i just dont feel really good
and when the stars aligns 
im just thinking if i could 
im on the shield 
with an helmet and a sword 
she dont believe in me
but she watch me swerve 
its a tragedy 
its behind my lungs 
and i go down to earth 
its for the worst
and im so confident 
cuz i kno my worth
im on the exit countdown 
all i do is laugh

exit (augury)

stuntin' on em i just spent a hunnit on a tee shirt,
f*ckin on yo b*tch she gave me top until her knees hurt,
they be gettin mad cuz they pockets lookin so hurt,
i been countin racks spend a bag on a new purse,

like why they so hurt wonder why they so hurt,
got new balencis on my feet check my net worth,
she wanna f*ck on me like shawty whats yo neck worth,
im gettin money every day while they so hurt,

(money man)

hunnits on hunnits on hunnits,
lovin the city you know that i run it,
pockets on fat while yours been starvin,
wonderin where yo car been,
but it look like u aint got no whip,
i been ridin around in a foreign car,
know that you wanna be up like me but you dont know where i set the bar,
cuz i keep goin up higher and higher,
boy you so lame think you need to retire,
lookin at me and keep lookin so stupid,
turn on yo song and watch it get muted,
because that sh*t is so goddamn trash,
cant believe you wanna talk down on me,
but i dont care at all,
no i dont care at all,

stuntin' on em i just spent a hunnit on a tee shirt,
f*ckin on yo b*tch she gave me top until her knees hurt,
they be gettin mad cuz they pockets lookin so hurt,
i been countin racks spend a bag on a new purse,

like why they so hurt wonder why they so hurt,
got new balencis on my feet check my net worth,
she wanna f*ck on me like shawty whats yo neck worth,
im gettin money every day while they so hurt,

SO HURT (me)

✿
w/ @graves1te
prod.
@prodjayysoul
@carch95 ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ
@atmxsss

AMV XD (editied by @ANIMEGA AMV)
https://youtu.be/b7OmiyeC1SE

lyrics

[yuri]
wat’s tha call? do u evn need me by ur side?
jstify all ur reasons, bby dn’t u tell no lie
I just need to get awy frm u now
I just need to figure it on my own now
bby u dn’t wnna cme around 
i saw u at the city, had 2 turn around
evry word u say out ur mouth gon cme around
so take awy, u take awy, u take awy 
u take awy my heart out
u breakng off, breakng off 
u breakng wha we had now
so take it bck, take it bck
take it bck now
u dn’t luv me like the way u said so
take it bck now
t1me to get it off my chest now
how u gon take the shrt route?
gues tht am all alone now

[prodic]
woahhh uhh
tell me that u fukin h8 me and u dnt like me

u can nvr get me bak and thats alr tho :((
as long as ur okay thats all I rlly wana kno 
take me bak to the days where I was happier
am I a old song I feeling papier
just tell me lies ion wana hear u anymre
before i was gon u tell me I was way more :/
and now u ha8 me and im nthn :((
all i rlly wnted is 2 feel like I was smthn :’(
cus ik whats coming (ahhuhh)

[yuri]
wat’s tha call? do u evn need me by ur side?
jstify all ur reasons, bby dn’t u tell no lie
I just need to get awy frm u now
I just need to figure it on my own now
bby u dn’t wnna cme around 
saw u at the city, had 2 turn around
evry word u say out ur mouth gon cme around
so take awy, take awy, take awy 
u take awy my heart out
u breakng off, breakng off 
u breakng wha we had now
so take it bck, take it bck
take it bck now
u dn’t luv me like the way u said so
take it bck now
t1me to get it off my chest now
how u gon take the shrt route?
gues that am all alone now

♥ break it off ♥  w/Graves1t3 (prod.jayysoul + carch95 + atmxs)

the bitch's name was actually sasha, shes lucky it didnt rhyme LOL
(old song come to life)(+song is jamie approved)

lyrics:
♡picture this.
he sends u a photo of an empty table of 2
saying the only thing missing is u
just to find out, he sent it to her too♡

feelings come pouring out of me
go on and blame it on jamie
in cyprus u met up with amy
then came home trying to blame me

my heart is burning to ashes
i just hate u with a passion
ur weight has lifted up off me
feels great to be free, i'd agree

and i wasted time
cant help but cry
the feeling of despair
all cooped inside

i dont know how to erase you
i dont know how to escape you
wheres my heart, the one i gave u
just gotta keep pushin' through

(my heart is burning to ashes
i just hate u with a passion
ur weight has lifted up off me
feels great to be free, i'd agree)

and i wasted time
cant help but cry
the feeling of despair
all cooped inside

said u could do it without me,
now ur fucking up on ur new bitch
idgaf bout ur problems
tell her not to hit my phone up

feelings come pouring out of me
go on and blame it on jamie
in cyprus u met up with amy
then came home trying to blame me

my heart is burning to ashes
i just hate u with a passion
ur weight has lifted up off me
feels great to be free, i'd agree

feelings come pouring out of me
go on and blame it on jamie
in cyprus u met up with amy
then came home trying to blame me

my heart is burning to ashes
i just hate u with a passion
ur weight has lifted up off me
feels great to be free, i'd agree

i dont know how to erase you
i dont know how to escape you
wheres my heart, the one i gave u
just gotta keep pushin' through

Cyprus [Onidera]

w/ @xlytra
prod: @sakusdeath

@anti-light
you’re my sun
forever shine so bright
but to you i’m just a star
up in the sky all night
feel the presence of your absence
when i see you walking with another
yeah, my tears so full of passion, they glow

can’t you see
i’m still suffering so much
that i can’t breathe
i think i’m suffocating
and it’s killing me
i’m still tryna comprehend this
are you’re kidding me
why you gotta complicate it like that
wish i could travel to the past
and do it over my way
i messed up but you know
my heart is in the right place
i spin around
eternal cycles that i can’t escape
yeah, i’ve been waiting for your voice
to fill this silent space
can’t you see
i’m still suffering so much
that i can’t breathe
i think i’m suffocating
and it’s killing me
i’m still tryna comprehend this
you can leave me like waste
though, know you can’t just replace me like that

@xlytra
can’t you see that i’m down
can’t you see that i need you (need you)
i am hopeless in love
suffocate at the thought of you
i forgot the light it’s been so long
without your touch the stars are gone
now i’m falling into pieces
break my heart into tiny shrouds
and give me something to believe in again
the moon is beautiful isn’t it
a shooting star but can’t wish for me
a cruel existence in misery
without you i’m falling
can’t fix my faults but i’m all in
fight for my sanity
chase you in your vanity
at the expense of my mortality

@anti-light
you’re my sun
forever shine so bright
but to you i’m just a star
up in the sky all night
feel the presence of your absence
when i see you walking with another
yeah, my tears so full of passion, they glow
you’re my sun
forever shine so bright
but to you i’m just a star
up in the sky all night
feel the presence of your absence
when i see you walking with another
yeah, my tears so full of passion, they glow

Spotify

Suffocating w/ Lytra ($aku)

Cover art by prdsjas (ɔ◔‿◔)ɔ ♥
prod. tracyxo & waystalker
Music video: https://youtu.be/YtMOH1UGfy4

Lyrics:

One step just to fade in reality 
One step just to lose my insanity 
Yea, you never 
You never 
Yea, you never 
Yea, you never cared

I can see your eyes glowing red like a demon
Take another hit love the the buzz now I’m fiening
Looking for the love that I want and I needed
Look up at the stars up above and I’m dreaming
Counting up these bands with my bros and I’m scheming 
Hop up in the car hit 100 now I’m speeding 
When you look at me now I’m shining yea I’m gleaming

Hold up.
Take a second to observe it
When he running up cut him up like a surgeon
Margiela stepping got you nervous 
Stepping in my trues, never lie and you know this

Fade in reality (tracyxo x waystalker) *mv in description*

@prodjayysoul
@gr4il
@prodmelik

[hook]
bitch i got my swag up
old bitch she got sadder
i get what i want
so my new bitch she got badder
yeah i got my bag up
foreign brand on the tag ah-ah
if you want my time
i need a band ah-ah

yeah i spent it
but i'll make it back
high for like a month
and my mind is slowly going blank
i did too much
i'm losing my touch
with reality
i do what i want while 
you wither for your salary

[verse]
oh
i cannot stand you
asking if i'd take you back
but girl i do not plan to
nothing i do works so
i'm moving on to plan two
say you got hope
but i just can't get attached to you

i don't need a lease
i'm gon' buy it so i own it
i used to be broke
i won't apologize for boasting
need a bigger wallet for
my cash i can't close it
used to wear adidas now
i step in raf and owens

SPOTIFY

plan two (jayysoul + grail + melik)

Whatever... really w/ dgtl (prod. jayysoul & revival)

@sif666 @pearlblade

lyrics:

save this till the grave
for the better
i just burned a church down
soot on my sweater
and you know im getting paid
all this cheddar
but its made of salt 
blue cheese call it feta
i don't wanna throw no shade
but i get it
if i wasn't me 
id still wish that i was deaded
dealing with a lot of pain
just forget it
when i take a benzo with the jager
im in heaven
and she good at giving brain
but she a 7 out of 10
im in the rain
and its 11 after 1
its all the same
my time is blending 
i would end it in a day
i don't call em exes
i just call em by their name
i got bros in texas 
i got family out of state
trap phone google nexus
way i text from outer space
i could whip a lexus
while im bumping wicca phase
turn into ghost after i crash out in a wraith

till the grave (sif + pearlblade)

prod me

--

everydays like poison
and its killing me
im not real
im just fiction like a story

can u not hear me?
or are u ignoring?
god i hate me
im so annoying!

like to hurt myself for fun
only open up when im messed up off the drugs
up late playing games but its not even half as fun
lifes hard and i cry i dont wanna carry on

sometimes i like to picture that ur right there
making dreams out of all my scary nightmares
i saw ur picture i got my new lock screen
ur so pretty blind me like a high beam

high beam

*:･ﾟ✧ur next AI girlfriend 
ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ㅤㅤㅤ    and current digital obsession

@tastemytears

Cyprus [Onidera]

DigitalGFʚɞ

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