I couldn't beat all these odds 
So I would pray, I look up
Hoping for greener grass
Hoping for greener cash
Couldn't survive on my own 
Daily listing niggas whom I owe
Most of 'em called it useless 
Most of 'em called it fruitless 
Damn, she called it a waste 
It hurt 
But it happens a lot around here 
When it's your turn use the mirror
Coz the future is the bigger pic
Knowing now I can make a pic
Maybe these hours don't go to waste
I create a name 
Rep and Fame
Paving a way now we young 
What can I say 
When blessings delay from above 
Keep a smile to hide all the pain 
Wondering if I'd be making a legacy 
I these guys would remember me
As I made it from grass to grace
Now I got FAM on my mind
It gets even worse with time 
If you believe you achieve, he says 
If you believe you receive, she says 
These words ain't helping 
None of you gave me the green 
I ain't recovering 
From losses I still can believe 
Constantly pushed all around 
By voices inside of my head
I am in a maze so to say
Finding it hard to escape 
Through the flames I see a gate
Nothing can slow me down 
Through the flames I see a way
Nothing can hold me back 
Maybe a day would come when I reach to the top and say I made it 
Maybe a day would come when I look down below and say I made it 
Even these leaks would stop, I'm back on my feet and I know I did it 
Haters would really pretend 
but some of 'em stayed till the end 
I put in hard labour you know 
Grind on a daily for dough
Never forgetting my goals

Figured out it will be better if I leave 
Parasite! Well It's the way that am clin-gy 
Still the Face off King
Done with the drugs don't go doubting I'm clean 
Loving your ways, is it easy to see?
I Speak the truth, your friends be hating on me 
They gon be talking bla bla
Quit scheming against my mama 
Don't wanna quit you na Na 
It matters coz I'm not over 
Over you, we have a connection 
It's better we end this and make up
These feelings, say
These feelings are getting the best of me 
Said you Buried your feelings right under our bridge 
I gat a spade better get you a bucket 
Without you I don't think my heart's gonna beat
Tickets for two, take our shit overseas 
I don't know how I'm gonna get you to believe 
That I ain't going nowhere 
I ain't gonna leave you 
Ei ei
I ain't going nowhere 
I ain't gonna leave you 
Just Fuck with me 
Apologies for my Bafoonary

BOMJ REMAKE

You are my Hearts Desire
Its Only You
Only You
Yeah eh eh...


Your stuck in my head
My heart's in distress
What
What can I do 
To end my obsession with you
I always lose
To your many illusions
Wounds from my past
When will it end
You are a cancer in my veins
Yet still a blessing in a million ways
Materializing a blessing and a curse
Results to you
And

You are my Hearts Desire
Its Only You
Only You
Yeah eh eh...

I'm down and out
Feel like a broken record
Playing the same words out
I need another method
You are my only lifeline
And I fear I'd die
I keep losing to depression
I see the signs
When will it be me
I say 
When I see them 
Succeed 
In there love affairs
I wish I could wish away
My pain
My past
And have you with me 
You could teach me how to smile again
And that's why

You are my Hearts Desire
Its Only You
Only You
Yeah eh eh...

Desire

If I had a chance
I would really hurt you back
I can't trust no friends
You shattered every ounce of me
You did
You did it
So is my hearth for a new woman?
You did 

I did try to love
Now I want to die alone
Why is it so hard to cope
I lost hope in my self
Coz that topics too deep
Really need to find inner peace
Or i gotta get used to being like this
Clinging and Creeping
So convenient

Well 
I seem to cry on the phone
So occupied in my zone
Depression, Addiction, or Both
I can't think on my own
You rained it on me
You did 
You did it
I take my chances with another bottle
I'll wind in the streets
Somewhere in Seattle
Joy Negative 10
When will it end
Or should I?
Voices say I should
If I proceed
It's a result of your doings
You did
You did it
Don't think I'm making it back

You did

Without You by SŁXYĐE  
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 I'm a mess without you, without you 
Life's a wreck without you, without you 
Forget what I said 
I'm a mess without you, without you 
Life's a wreck without you, without you 
Please take me back 

I'm gonna be honest right now 
Blinded by feelings of doubt 
So freaking paranoid 
Lost my cool over the things that these haters would say
Well this wasn't new to you either 
Felt like your loving was Steeper
Well I was wrong 
Took wrong advice 
I'm feeling so foolish 
I fell for it twice 
Baby I know it's not a comfy ride
Maybe I make up for losses Tonight 
I was hating on you 
Blinded by lies
That put me in line with sh*t
An Apology 
Over Diamonds and Rings
If you would listen 
Then I would sing
But Are you listening 
I'm drowning in misery
If you are listening 
Come keep me company
Please are you listening 
Coz I'm happy to comfort you tonight 
Just close your eyes as you lean on me 
Close your eyes as you lean on me 
Hold my hand coz I miss this 
Keep me warm, keep me warm 
Close your eyes as you lean on me 
Hold my hand coz I miss this 

I'm a mess without you, without you 
Life's a wreck without you, without you 
Forget what I said 
I'm a mess without you, without you 
Life's a wreck without you, without you 
Please take me back

Without You

I'm loved by someone sure
Blonde's got me wanting more
Even when I had no quid, my baby's stayed
Let's not debate it
Moved in to the capital city
Partly for her and doe I'm making
I love when she wants to get naked
My GF's my BFF

Work it, Work it, Work it
Perfect.

Wait till I calibrate
Saturday's fyn for our 50th date
Don't be formal Party at Nate's
Night times dodgy but we staying out late
With you, I forget I'm skint
Playing all night 
Absolutely Knackered
We have to make this work Darling
We're dating buh I'm still falling
Haters Calling
They wont Let me live my life
When I reach new heights
Its always paining
Well all least, my bird is staying
Make it clap

I'm loved by someone sure
Blonde's got me wanting more
Even when I had no quid, my baby's stayed
Let's not debate it
Moved in to the capital city
Partly for her and doe I'm making
I love when she wants to get naked
My GF's my BFF


Work it

I'm not a fan of love
Leave me alone x2

What's in it for me
If you're in for the cash
Came into my life
Like you never had to ask
Don't Toy my feeling
I'm still healing
If you cross me 
Off with your head, dead.

Like my Heart
It feels so cold
After years of sacrifice
She killed my hopes
Happy as a Heartbreaker
I'm happy as bar tender
Also into counseling
For niggas who can't see through HER
That's now my past
But moving on
Seems to be way harder
Maybe these pills
Would terminate the pain from my past
Pain from past, Pain.

I'm not a fan of love
Leave me alone x2

What's in it for me
If you're in for the cash
Came into my life
Like you never had to ask
Don't Toy my feeling
I'm still healing
If you cross me 
Off with your head, dead.

Off With Your Head

We gon party till our faces tilt sideways
Living fast, don't think you can catch up any day 
I see plaques, whips and blessings coming my way
Blonde's tryna get my digits 
Cause now I'm VIP...
No more stressing like we used to do
More Money, girls and interviews 
Mom your son is made 
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah 

I'm Also with my bros we made it out together 
With all this success
I wish we live forever 💖 
Yeah we gon live forever 

We gon party like '60
Way passed Tipsy
Party like it's '60
Way passed Tipsy x2

Prayed for this moment
Can't believe I made it
Liquor running over
Can't count how much I'm making
Opps on short notice
Can't come close
Didn't wanna know how I was doing
Now you beefing me?
Haha 😆

We gon party till our faces tilt sideways
Living fast, don't think you can catch up any day 
I see plaques, whips and blessings coming my way
Blonde's tryna get my digits 
Cause now I'm VIP...
No more stressing like we used to do
More Money, girls and interviews 
Mom your son is made 
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah 

I'm Also with my bros we made it out together 
With all this success
I wish we live forever 💖 
Yeah we gon live forever 


Forever

Started publishing on SoundCloud on the 8th of October, 2022. Pray I'll be heard.

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