sadmannz bangerszzz 8#

Featuring @losemygrip
Produced by @splashgvng
Mixed & mastered, additional vocals by @horoshamusic
Art by @spookygang

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Change My Ways w/ LoseMyGrip (Prod. Splashgvng)

art by @digiyams
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Lie to You

Lie to You ft. Kaiyko x Lil Narnia (Prod. Caps Ctrl x WellFed)

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Produced by @pekarot_161
Remixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

Pressure! (Prod. Pekarot & Horosha)

track 4 of Self Titled Album
@carlby
prod. metlast x 5head <3

lyrics:

stuck here for a minute tryna figure shit out
looking at the edge and i dont know how
im gonna get thru all this shit
idk how to deal

cuz my mind is hell
yeah im a little bit unwell
stuck inside this cell
all i do is repell
they all say that i need some help
but they cant even figure their own shit out....
woah oh...

(carlby)
they cant even figure their own shit out
there's a hell in my head
like im peele ima get out

got a lot of problems from the trauma
maybe i was born sick
maybe this is karma

like paying for the sins of my father
but i dont wanna die a martyr
with every hit i take
i grow stronger 
with every passing day
i wear out my stay a little while longer

they cant even figure their own shit out
now they wanna tell me how to fix myself
im stuck in my mind and im tryna get out

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my mind is hell (feat. Carlby)

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I won’t fall asleep tonight
I won’t feel a thing at all
I’m running out of time 
I fade like the summer and fall 
You don’t say a word to me 
You say it all 
This shit haunts me 

Fake love I don’t feel shit 
Take drugs and my face numb
Ain’t feel for so long 
You can’t even talk to me 
Why did I write this song 

Now it’s blue dream 
Lights off 
I’m here then I’m gone

On the search for something to fill my thirst 
Hungry ghost I’m the one inside the…
Second chance and I’ll fuck it up again 
Bury me 
Forget you ever did 

Fake love I don’t feel shit 
Take drugs and my face numb 
Ain’t feel for so long 
You can’t even talk to me 
Why did I write this song 

Now it’s blue dream 
And lights off 
I’m here then I’m gone 

On the search for something to fill my thirst 
Hungry ghost I’m the one inside the…
Second chance and I’ll fuck it up again 
Bury me 
Forget you ever did

Blue dream

Lyrics
she so sad but she makes it look so good
take a shot and a drink like i knew she would
she so mad so she pout just like she should
take a puff in the cold while she walk through the hood

break it down now its xannies on the dance floor
waking up got evicted by the landlord
take no shit she believe in what she stand for
change the world if she only werent so damn poor

thats what she tells herself
thats what she tells herself

she light the blunt in her room, gettin high while we dance
cause i look into her eyes, and she put me in a trance
i been feeling like im gone, gettin lost in the romance
when we wake up in the morning tell me do we got a chance

shes a, sad girl in a, mad world with a, big heart and a blunt she can burn
gotta bottle full of henny empty bottle of the jack, we forget about our past but it's always coming back

blowin smoke up in the moonlight
sippin whiskey its a new fight
baby i just wanna do right
ask me if i gotta new light

know we hurt yeah cause baby we're the same
feel your heart baby i can feel your pain
fuck our past we dont wanna hear their name
staying lit so i never feel the pain

thats what i tell myself
thats what i tell myself

she light the blunt in her room, gettin high while we dance
cause i look into her eyes, and she put me in a trance
i been feeling like im gone, gettin lost in the romance
when we wake up in the morning tell me do we got a chance

shes a, sad girl in a, mad world with a, big heart and a blunt she can burn
gotta bottle full of henny empty bottle of the jack, we forget about our past but it's always coming back

Sad Girl

lyrics
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kill me
take me out of my own misery
baby you know that you miss me
baby i know that you miss me
i don't want this to be simply
put but i miss you so dearly
i just want you to be with me
i just want you to be with me

projecting my thoughts on the ceiling
i watched as the paint started peeling
it couldn't withstand all the weight i'm afraid it's too late
now the structures revealing
the stars beyond boards in the distance
i reach to the sky for assistance
but heaven is lightyears away and the sky's rather gray
so i think that i missed it
i sit & i ponder bout whether
i'm able to predict the weather
cause if i am capable of it 
my dearly beloved we'd belong together
but that's only half of the story
i wish i could soak up the glory
but anxiety's got a grip on my shoulders
and shit i don't know if i'm sorry

and they say you miss all of the shots that you don't ever take
so i've been photographing every moment spent while i'm awake
i'm a critic my worst enemy my hours decimate
i'm afraid of running out of time it's hard to explicate
expediting life expectancies like how much can i take
i set standards while i drown myself compile all the weight
this discography's disgusting i'm ashamed of all i make
but this sequel subsequently pieced together all the breaks
breaking down inside my bedroom nothing new upon my plate
repetitious vicious cycles i'll recycle all my hate
channel every fucking ounce back towards myself oh what a waste
god if i could only disappear without a single trace

it'd be bliss
i would not be missed
they pretend they like you you disgusting piece of shit
salvage all the cargo from this busted rustic ship
so i can sail away upon whatever i equipped

phantom's return

lyrics vvv

"he believed that, that if you could do good things for other people, you had a moral obligation to do those things,
thats whats at stake here
not choice, responsibility.
thats nice.. thats great.. its all well and good, so where is he?
what?
where is he
wheres my dad?
he didn't think it was his responsibility to be here and tell me this himself? 
oh c'mon, how dare you?
how dare i? how dare you!"
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how dare you fucking leave like that
i never really thought that id miss my dad
you use to take me places
and now im just sitting faceless
and now its just too late
cause you never cared
and if you did
i was never aware
no i cant talk to you bout a damn thing
cause you wont understand
cause you wont understand
yeah i miss him..
yeah i miss him..
but he dont know..
cause he ignores everything..
yeah i miss him..
yeah i miss him..
but he dont know..
cause he ignores everything..

i miss my dad (skellington)

Lyrics:
Stay awake till the sun come up
UV Blue in my hand fill a cup
We fill a house with a crowd fuck a club
So lit we could die we coming clutch
Long talks on the couch while we sip it down
Pickup your friend and we cruise through downtown
Come back while we listen to the sound
Of living up to your life in surround

See the lights and the moon and the starry sky
Think of a girl that I knew and I ask why
Just someone that I used to know before that night
I don't know you anymore and I feel alright
So we drink and I feel okay
It's the truth don't care what you say
I'm alive at the end of the day
Been down but I'm up again

One night was all I needed to feel free again
One night we drank it all but don't remember when
One night we fell asleep on floors and made a tent
One night I felt okay and I've been better since

We lit the blunt with the heat from the stove
Couldn't find a lighter but we really needed clove
Think of all the miles through the desert that we drove
To bring along another that was in the same boat
So we chilled yeah just hung out
Talk life coolin in the house
No rules no hate no doubt, you know that's what we really bout

Mike's Hard and some Pinot Grigio
Drink got shared with the trio
Like soup had to mix in a bowl, drinks in the house looking like a depot
We post some shit on snapchat
Y'all wild don't hold nothing back
Been good been fine we're on track
I can't remember the lack

One night was all I needed to feel free again
One night we drank it all but don't remember when
One night we fell asleep on floors and made a tent
One night I felt okay and I've been better since
One night one night
One night one night
One night one night
We stayed up till we wanted to then we turned out the light

I woke up in the morning with her head on me
She brought the covers from a room and fell asleep
Laying on the floor was just another thing
That kept me feeling sane when I was six feet deep
But now I feel okay I finally feel alright
The sun is coming up and I'm seeing the light
I feel the warmth and I got friends right by my side
The hangover is nothing I feel good inside

one night

another sad love song (prod. 2001)

One Night Pt 2

standing at your doormat pt. 3 (w/ yung axstn)(prod. yunny goldz)

Taking Up Space

just one of the infinite advantages of studying the art of the blade

Ain't It Funny How It Goes

no sample /// prod. @antongxldn

sorry for the lack of music, I was homeless for the past year.

sadmannz bangerszzz 8#

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