consolation.prize

made this on a stream a bit ago and wasnt gonna post it but fuck it its my birthday!!
 
thank you for the support as always it truly means a lot, love yall 💖

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kosu/all-thanks-to-you

stream 💖

all thanks to you.

//

who am I
a year gone by

//

Nascent is about becoming:

The desire to become a better human being, longing to actively participate in the world around you, striving to actualize your potential, and finding meaning in this process.

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Technopagan - Bunny Prty

Lyrics:

Blood on my wrist it stings
I don't wanna make a scene but I
I gave you everything
Now there's nothing left for me
x2

It gets so cold out here
This bloody box is all that I have left
I should just disappear
But then I couldn't see you beg

Oh blood
Leaks from the seams
Forcing me to see
All of my fucking misery
I'm falling
Down to my knees
Burst veins of alkaline
I will make you see
This heart of mine bleed

Blood Box (feat. tracey brakes)

I started writing this song in the spring of ’22. This time was spent listening to the music of Yuki Kaneko and Manuella Blackburn while immersing myself in the flowering local grasslands. I was struck by the delicate, secluded intimacy of Yuki’s album “rut”, the jaw-dropping detail of Manuella’s “Formes audibles”, and how this music accentuated the surrounding landscape. I tried to capture this feeling and the sense of renewal it inspired while honoring these wonderful artists.

https://alexanderpanos.com

art in collaboration with Zachary Schwadel
instagram.com/zschwadel/

includes a sample of the title track from "rut" (and/OAR, 2008) by Yuki Kaneko
instagram.com/yuki_kaneko_bd/
https://www.and-oar.org/moar_2.html
many thanks to Yuki for generously allowing its inclusion

aperture, for meadow

Aileron (feat. guesst)

06 w/ vgod (p. raken)

angel__DiF__+vai5000_.wav

A picture of beautiful yellow flowers

ᵂᵉ ᵗᵒᵒᵏ ⁱᵗ ᵗᵒᵒ ᶠᵃʳ
ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈⁿ’ᵗ ˢᵗᵒᵖ ⁱᵗ
ᴴᵒʷ ʷᵉ ᵍᵒᵗ ˢᵒ ᶠᵃʳ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ʷʰᵉʳᵉ ʷᵉ ˢᵗᵃʳᵗᵉᵈ
ᵂᵉ ᵗᵒᵒᵏ ⁱᵗ ᵗᵒᵒ ᶠᵃʳ
ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ᴵ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᴿᵘⁿⁿⁱⁿᵍ ʳⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ, ᵃʳᵐˢ ʷⁱᵈᵉ, ᵒᵖᵉⁿ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗᵉᵈ
ᵂᵉ ᵗᵒᵒᵏ ⁱᵗ ᵗᵒᵒ ᶠᵃʳ

Ninajirachi - I Love My Computer - album out now
https://4562.world

I Love My Computer

download

Battery Death

ᴬˡˡ ᵃᵗ ᵃˡˡ ᵃᵗ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵃˡˡ ᵃᵗ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ
ᴬˡˡ ᵃᵗ ᵃˡˡ ᵃᵗ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵃˡˡ ᵃᵗ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ
ᴬˡˡ ᵃᵗ ᵃˡˡ ᵃᵗ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵃˡˡ ᵃᵗ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ
ᴬˡˡ ᵃᵗ ᵃˡˡ ᵃᵗ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵃˡˡ ᵃᵗ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ

ᴬˡʷᵃʸˢ ᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵉˢᵏ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵃʳᵏ
ᴮʸ ᵗʰᵉ ʷⁱⁿᵈᵒʷ ʸᵉᵃʰ
ᵂⁱᵗʰ ᵐʸ ʰᵉᵃᵈᵖʰᵒⁿᵉˢ ᵒⁿ
ᴹᵃᵏᵉˢ ᵐᵉ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ

ᴬˡʷᵃʸˢ ᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵉˢᵏ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵃʳᵏ
ᴹʸ ᵐᵃᶜʰⁱⁿᵉ ᵍˡᵒʷˢ ʸᵉᵃʰ
ᵂʰᵉⁿ ᴵ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᵃ ⁿᵉʷ ˢᵒⁿᵍ
ᴹᵃᵏᵉˢ ᵐᵉ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ

ᶠᵉˡˡ ⁱⁿᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᶜʳᵉᵉⁿ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵃ ˢᵗᵃʳ
ᴬˢ ᵃ ᵍⁱʳˡ
ᶠᵒᵘⁿᵈ ᵃ ʷᵒʳˡᵈ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵍᵃᵛᵉ ⁱᵗ ᵐʸ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ
ᴺᵒʷ ʷᵉ’ʳᵉ ˢᵒᵘˡ⁻ᵇᵒᵘⁿᵈ 

ᴬˡʷᵃʸˢ ᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵉˢᵏ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵃʳᵏ
ᴹᵃᵈᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᶜʳᵉᵉⁿ ᵍᵒ
ᴮˡᵘᵉ ʷʰᵉⁿ ᴵ ᵗᵒᵒᵏ ⁱᵗ ᵗᵒᵒ ᶠᵃʳ

Ninajirachi - I Love My Computer - album out now
4562.world

All At Once

BEEG SLUG (3k special)

BAD TAKE (prod dudda)

★★★
vocals by me & @lucybedroque
mixed by me
prod me & @heartsayako

10 shots x lucy bedroque prod kumosai & sayako

INTO A BOTTOMLESS PIT, I THROW MYSELF, I YEARN TO SEE WHAT LIES WITHIN THIS BEAUTIFUL INFINITE DARKNESS.

CAÔ

music video:
              https://youtu.be/OLQYj8zS6Jg

ANTIPUTREFACTION

produced by nujioh
guitar solo by Talan Sinclair (@talan-925950587)
mixing help from Genesis John Villaflor Gonzales (@genesistracks)

artwork by osakanafish04

stream -
https://open.spotify.com/track/3SZaAS4XYsLW1kafT4Mxj7?si=e9f809ab6af34c07
https://nujioh.bandcamp.com/track/angel

socials -
twitter.com/nujioh
www.instagram.com/nujioh/
nujioh.bandcamp.com/music

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my purpose

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my
uh-

i cover up but i still feel like i'm left exposed
please don't belittle me, take a knife just to whittle me
know i can't fight it but still so hard to let you go
please put the blame on me, save my life while you take from me
i hear beelzebub behind my back
hes masquerading, sinking teeth into my neck
i felt it, i can't see it
please tell me you believe it
cuz' i know i got demons
and you might just see the devil in me

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my purpose

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my
uh-

i told her i didn't mean to follow what i'm told
i swear it wasn't me, bloodied hands doesn't say i'm guilty
i couldn't right all my wrongs, left when the mood was cold
i knew a part of me praying away my honest feelings
i don't have no one else to scratch my back
its lonely but its lonelier when your cards are stacked
against you, but you're thinking
the house is always winning
so i fold and concede it
heads or tails it's hell or heaven for me

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my purpose

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my
uh-

angel

Part of VAPORSCAPE RECORDS' NET-RANGERS VOL. 3 compilation. Snag this tune and some more quality music!

NET-RANGERS 3

BREAK // POINT

chappell roan red wine supernova x arca klk x angel jelly unreleased ID

made for refresh x the machine phl 10.17

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1H65gU2E0QNMFXbLXMuDPZqxAW00HdKJ4/view?usp=sharing

canine teeth (dj tool)

Song i made while on hiatus, i’ll be back soon

bite girl bite girl
come know, take it slow
wanna show, and tell me what i don’t
baby come close
and, bite girl
(taste)
come know, take it slow
wanna show, and tell me what i don’t
baby come close
and, bite girl

bite down, bite girl
i know that nigga aint treat u right girl
wipe ya down
u the best in the world
she say "is u wit it?" ima get in real thorough

across my neck and down my back
i know u dont know how to act
unhook my teeth from her throat
she say "can u put it back?"

i release let the blood flow
tell me where u feel it at
im the signature to ur note
and your the bullet to my headddd

ya yaaaaa

I ain’t tryna hurt you
in love your virtue
baby girl let’s take it slow
show you wassup
you from above
you a angel
you a shining light aye I ain’t playing du-
girl you shinning bright aye
wanna kick shit judo
turn up til the roof gone

girl my name sam 
he ain’t got what you need 
you should tell that boy to scram
he ain’t got what you need 
tell me why that boy
still breathing
still pretend
I ain’t tryna flex on you

consolation.prize

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