The third album of Smerch

A dark alternative trip in the blurry worlds of the madness...

Между демони и божества

За влечугите и птиците

Текст/Музика: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)

Китари: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)
Бас: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)
Синтезатор/ефекти: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)
Барабани: Йордан Грънчаров (http://quicksandsurfer.bandcamp.com)

Миксиране: Александър Наков (www.youtube.com/user/AmpsOnAir)

Арт: Гергана Балабанова (https://www.facebook.com/gergana.balabanova.art)

Албум: "Равновесие"

Равновесие

Октомври

Текст/Музика: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)

Вокали: Мария Петрова (AltNoise) (https://www.youtube.com/@altnoise)
Китари: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)
Бас: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)
Синтезатор/ефекти: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)
Барабани: Йордан Грънчаров (quicksandsurfer.bandcamp.com)

Миксиране: Мария Петрова (AltNoise) (https://www.youtube.com/@altnoise)

Арт: Гергана Балабанова (www.facebook.com/gergana.balabanova.art)

П​р​а​з​н​о​т​а

Текст/Музика: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)

Вокали: Николай и Яна
Китари: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)
Бас: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)
Синтезатор/ефекти: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)
Барабани: Йордан Грънчаров (https://quicksandsurfer.bandcamp.com)

Миксиране: Мария Петрова (AltNoise) (https://www.youtube.com/@altnoise)

Арт: Гергана Балабанова (https://www.facebook.com/gergana.balabanova.art)
Снимка: Далия Цветинова (The Daughter Of Smerch)

Равновесие EQ05

Текст/Музика: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)

Вокали: Николай и Яна
Китари: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)
Бас: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)
Синтезатор/ефекти: Николай Цветинов (Meddle)
Барабани: Йордан Грънчаров (quicksandsurfer.bandcamp.com)

Миксиране: Мария Петрова (AltNoise) (www.youtube.com/@altnoise)

Арт: Гергана Балабанова (www.facebook.com/gergana.balabanova.art)
Снимка: Далия Цветинова (The Daughter Of Smerch)

Р​​​а​​​в​​​н​​​о​​​в​​​е​​​с​​​и​​​е EQ06

Не искам да бъда сам,
усещам болка,
студ отвътре,
не издържам,
но няма и себе си да дам,
ако ще и в ада да се пържа!

Здрач

Роден съм с дупка черна в моята душа,
своя допир често губя с хора и света…
В море от лица…
Потъвам в страха…
Вместо лек, намирам ужас в бездушната тълпа.


Парадокс живот ли е това?
От празнотата бягам, намирам само празнота!


В тавана мръсен поглед рея, а болката гори,
да чувствам цялост аз копнея, а живота вън кипи…
В река от души…
Далечни чужди съдби…
Аз се давя в сивотата на техните мечти.


Парадокс живот ли е това?
От празнотата бягам, намирам само празнота!

Аз зората си избирам,
избирам и нощта!
Смисъл има, игнорирай,
каква ли е целта?

Звяр, звяр, звяр!
Демон, демон, демон, демон!
Човек, човек, човек, човек!
Бог, бог, бог, бог!

Зора

От доста време в клоните се криеш,
зад стената мътна на съня,
през мъглата път ще си пробивам,
вечно, изплувайки в калта…

Няма, няма аз да се отказвам,
няма, няма, роден съм си такъв!
Няма, няма аз да се отказвам,
няма, кръвта ми си е кръв!

Сън в съня, намирам онзи серпент,
който себе си от себе си яде,
вечността е смешно непотребна,
спрях се, вселените са две!

Няма, няма аз да се отказвам,
няма, няма, роден съм си такъв!
Няма, няма аз да се отказвам,
няма, кръвта ми си е кръв!

И когато слеем се безгрижно,
ще намерим чиста празнота,
събуди ме, нека е привидно,
това, че мъртъв съм сега...

Сън в съня

Цветя на забравата

Квазар

Никой/Нищо

Утопия

Пулсар

Течения в мрака

AI Cover of Smerch's song from KontrastiA (2007), part of KontrastiAI (2026)

Thorns

[Verse 1]
All this black growth test inside me Looks a hollow, empty silence near
Endless void awakens, tearing once again a fragile soul In such deep fear
It fills with a sticky pain I cannot touch it hides Unseen as its form
The sky will vanish, swallowed in the bottomless wild time Slips through the storm

[Chorus]
I fade away, I pale away
I'm back again
I've lost all sway, a helpless flame
In night I stand alone, I stay

[Verse 2]
Around me slowly everything is falling Laughter, voices are so far
Wounds are opening, more wounds and deeper now they cannot Never turn to scars
In crimson endless rivers, crystal shards Keep falling like dark stars
A storm of blackness tearing deep within a fortress dead Empty and dark

[Instrumental]

The greatest emptiness
The hollow quietness
It's gone away again
Even echoes reach the end

[Chorus]
I fade away, I pale away
I'm back again
I've lost all sway, a helpless flame
In night I stand alone, I stay
Beneath the rain, I lay again
I'm back once more
There is a grace on the edge
I wait in place

There Again - part 1

Under The Rain

[Verse 1]
Color, sweet and fresh,
Born into this world, a smile so tender.
Weak, a flight, on wings,
Desire turned to dream, condemned to surrender.

[Verse 2]
I am born forgotten, forgotten in the shadow,
Darkness will endure, and drown the ones who follow.

[Verse 3]
Day, a shining day,
Embraces night at last, yet banished forever.
Slave, a broken soul,
Sinks into the hush, a path to reach it never.

[Verse 4]
I lived just to sleep, I’m living to vanish,
I found beauty deep—an endless abyss to languish.

[Verse 5]
Hour, the final hour,
Power, power devours.
You cannot learn to fly, the fire burns inside.
You cannot learn to fly, the fire burns inside.

[Outro]
Farewell, farewell, farewell, farewell,
My sky so blue, my friend.
I’ll always remember, remember,
As long as I feel till the end.
Now you are distant, so distant you were,
But only you, only you, only you, only you
In reality shone pure.

Farewell, farewell, farewell, farewell,
My sky so blue, my friend.
I’ll always remember, remember,
As long as I feel till the end.
Now you are distant, so distant you were,
But only you, only you, only you, only you
In reality shone pure.

Oblivion

[Verse 1]
I see you are  laughing at me,
I fear to look inside and see.
I’m breaking slowly in the rain,
My empty stare drifts far away.
Where now the abyss yawns today?
Such is the fate, so dark, so strange.

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na,
There’s no meaning, there’s no meaning,
So I turn behind.
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na,
Lost in thinking, lost in thinking,
I run from this world of mine.
I’m losing, losing,
I’m losing, losing, losing,
I’m losing, losing,
I’m losing, losing — I am  losing myself.

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
I’m losing, losing,
I’m losing, losing — I am  losing myself.
I’m losing, losing,
I’m losing, losing — I am  losing myself.

[Instrumental]

[Verse 2]
A gaze dissolves against a fading background,
The sun has set, the moon keeps asking how.
I run away again, I run somehow,
I clothe myself in thousand lies,
A hidden voice within me cries,
A lonely scream, a distant sound.

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na,
There’s no meaning, there’s no meaning,
So I turn behind.
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na,
Lost in thinking, lost in thinking,
My own inner world I find.
I’m losing myself,
I’m losing my life.
I’m losing myself,
I’m losing my life.

[Instrumental]

[Verse 3]
And once again I split in two,
I claim back all I thought I knew.
I care for me, I care for me today.
And once again I must decide,
If there is sense to walk this line,
Can’t leave the prison of my brain.

Na-na-na-na-na-na-na,
There’s no meaning, there’s no meaning,
So I turn behind.
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na,
Lost in thinking, lost in thinking,
My own inner world I find.

[Outro]
I want, I want, I’ve always wanted,
To unfold my wings and fly.
But I don’t, I don’t, I don’t, I don’t, I don’t—
Have the freedom to touch the sky.
Why am I running, why am I running,
Why am I running from my fate?
And losing, losing, losing,
Myself within the rain.

Loosing Myself

[Verse 1]
I look before me, I look behind me, no road, no doorway I see…
Someone is laughing, all of them laughing, but they are hidden from me…
I cannot breathe now, someone has stolen, taken my body away…
All has gone silent, hearing has vanished, once more you’ve led me astray.

[Chorus]
No more strength to be yearning,
No more strength to resist.
Once again you take all things,
Once again I’m your thrall in this.

You demon…
You demon…

[Verse 2]
Trapped in my body, locked here within, you took control all the way.
Part of a wholeness, part of a oneness, part of my soul you did take.
Losing and winning, living and dying, everything comes with a price.
I have no power fighting my fate now, paying my debt with my life.

[Chorus]
No more strength to be yearning,
No more strength to resist.
Once again you take all things,
Once again I’m your thrall in this.

You demon…
You demon…
You demon…
You demon…

[Bridge]
’Cause not everyone likes the roles that they’re given,
And they try to strip all my will for the living.
Why can’t I long and dream the same as you do?
Why do I hate you? Hate everyone too!

I hate…
I hate…
I hate…

[Outro]
You demon…
You demon…

I’m demon…
I’m demon…
I’m demon…
I’m demon…

You Demon

Rumble

Consequences

Again, again I lose my way,
In pain, in hate I drown each day.
What is this endless rule I fight,
So cruel it steals away my light.
What I may want will never matter,
Fate presses down, life is a shatter.
You’re falling,
No ground to borrow,
No meaning,
Just downwards sorrow.

And searching, searching for a door,
I know they’re there, of that I’m sure.
But who will pay the price at last?
No other way, though pain holds fast.
A lie feels perfect just for a moment,
But soon the cost destroys atonement.
You’re paying,
Though it will kill you,
Know always,
Fate still will find you.

Way Out



AI Cover of Smerch's song from KontrastiA (2007), part of KontrastiAI (2026)

Up To The Sky

[Verse 1]
All is twisted black, all is torn and broken,
Inside lurks a pitiless hell unspoken.
You fade out, vanish fast,
No choices ever last.
Enslaved by the bloody voice,
You cannot breathe, no choice.
You’re falling down deeper,
You’re pacing, no keeper,
Your hands start to shaking,
Your eyes always breaking,
The walls now are laughing,
Before you—an ending.

[Chorus]
You are in Hell, locked in the flame,
Blood-red hunger, endless pain.
Scarlet skies, your eyes now bleed,
Piercing screams are all you heed.

[Verse 2]
There’s no time for your foolish, foolish questions,
There’s no time for weakness or confession.
In you black pyres ignite,
No room for fear or flight.
The world starts to rupture,
You stare into the darkness,
The fury twists tighter,
It coils round your spirit.
There’s nothing to lose here,
This life has no true worth,
But lost are you serving,
Her power, her curse…

[Instrumental]

[Bridge]
I’m there again,
In chains I’m broken.
I’m there again,
In flames I’m woken.
I’m there again,
Inside I’m poisoned.
I’m there again,
In night I’m frozen.

[Chorus]
You are in Hell, locked in the flame,
Blood-red hunger, endless pain.
Scarlet skies, your eyes now bleed,
Piercing screams are all you heed.

There Again - part 2

[Verse 1]
I don’t want to be alone,

[Verse 2]
But I can’t give up myself, my own.

[Chorus]
Alone am I,
In this world.
Alone am I,
In this world.
Never…

Alone

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