Secondhand Smoke

feat @vai5000 and @ashsolaceatwillowmerepark

Wet Rag (Feat. Ash Solace & vai5000)

~~INTRO~~
1. Deavid Soul - A Little Something feat. Hiroshi Sato (edit)
2. James Roach - 2chords x flexii. + AfraidOfTheDark - magical girl depression 
3. 100 gecs - xXXi_wud_nvrstøp_ÜXXx
4. DJ Re:Code – ​out of my head feat. Tracey Brakes (edit)
5. Ryan Leahan - Photophobia [underscores + kaixan rmx] 
6. umru, emotegi, Aj simons - losin my mind (edit)
7. nishith - the flash was off + edit
8. hexd - admit + edit
~~COMMERCIAL BREAK~~
a. The Kmoe Collection, by kmoe (@blissom)
b. LeastFavourite's Trucks (@leastfavorite)
c. Cat.HRT (@catdotflp)
d. Canned doritos?/???? what the fuck callie (@flatroomvr)
~~INTRO 2~~
9. OG Lost - something about this place feat. Patrick O'neill
10. Six Impala - FARAWAY199X/TAPE 2 (ALT) + Six Impala - FARAWAY199X/TAPE 2
11. dj nusagi - HALLOWEEN EVERYDAY 
12. The Avalanches - Electricity (edit)
13. 2 Mello - Sea Cryptid Lovesong
14. taitoki -  RAINBOWS x Gorillaz feat. MF DOOM - November has come
~~NEWS~~
15. Fatboy Slim - Next to nothing
16. Bing Crosby - Love in Bloom
17. Afraid of the Dark? feat. vai5000 and ash solace - Wet Rag @vai5000 @ashsolaceatwillowmerepark

Thank you for being who you are

Prttygrl Radio

Afterword

Oh, you admit it
Theres nothing to be done
The world you were born into fucking hates you
Hr is useless
Your family thinks your a fraud
If your in so much pain, why dont you say so?

This is about as good as it will ever get
It wont stop it wont stop, they dont believe you
You pray to gods who dont know that you exist
It wont stop it wont stop, they need to see the truth

Last time i told you we would make it out alive
But i think it was a lie 
Theres no time to really talk about it
So id rather not try
God forbid you dont get whats implied

Whiny, whiny, and tired as a mouse
Staple your mouth shut so that they stay around 

What are you complaining about? your doing fine
You only feel like dying 6 out of seven nights
And yeah i get it, it sucks to be alive
Good fucking luck cause youll need it to survive

This is about as good as it will ever get
It wont stop it wont stop, they dont believe you
You pray to gods who dont know that you exist
It wont stop it wont stop, they need to see the truth

A single good talk doesnt save a useless prick like me

As Good As It Gets

guitar by daniboi
released w/ angel radio

I hear voices in the dark
They say i won't make it out until im dead
And i believe that they're right
But they keep wailing while im trapped outside my bed

Aren't you scared then? That your friends are gonna die?
Or are you cold enough to forget it sometimes?
How do you work then? Power through the floating eyes?
The phantoms that remind you that your fucking despised?

I didn't sleep too well i had to hunt a ghost
Why are you acting like i wanted to invoke it
Always the skeptic telling me it's just a hoax even though
My bedsheets leak ectoplasmic vent posts

She told me everyone has them, and to valentine my time
I told her what they look like in a twisted mix of spite
And now i lose all motor functions and he's asking me to write
He wouldnt last a day living my life

I never do sleep well im haunted by a ghost and
They're always acting like i wanted to invoke it
Tell me i'm still a kid then treat me like a drone while 
My bedsheets are still leaking my blood

I'm a fool who thinks she's an empress
With the devil and death in my hands
When reagan and chris call the exorcist
The fisher price telephone takes their heads
Down a 5 and a half minute hallway
In an acid filled attic with teeth and gums
I cant off myself on a vhs tape
Or i'll become the ghost

Ghost Hunting

@micahcallari @46b @wraithlights

(me)
Im stupid im a shithead
ill play dumb
if u ask me how im feeling 
ill shut up
ask me why i stoly yr tv
just for fun
just for fun
ju ju just for fun

(wraith)
im getting up to mischief and i just cant kick it
set the world on fire with death in my eyes
nobody tries to get it. so then ill just let it
off the hook so that the world is

set to burn to nothing under 
my command you just cant test me
dont underestimate me i will 
burn you fucking people to the ground

(me again)
Im stupid im a shithead
ill play dumb
if u ask me how im feeling 
ill shut up
ask me why i stoly yr tv
just for fun
Idiotic and an asshole
Hardcore punk

And im smarter then i look
Wont you look me in the eye
I keep dollars by the book
I will never ever die
if you wanna beat my try again
Its your turn to try now

(micah)
Delay what you can’t stop just to see what happens
Can’t choose to fight or flight, you’re not that good a captain
So when this ship goes down, we’ll choose not to imagine
What could’ve been if your heart had the passion

Sink or swim as friends call for help
Wishy washy till the end of time

(me, tired of this fucker)
Im stupid im a shithead
ill play dumb
if u ask me how im feeling 
ill shut up
ask me why i stoly yr tv
just for fun
Idiotic and an asshole
rock that shit homie

And im smarter then i look
Wont you look me in the eye
I keep dollars by the book
I will never ever die
if you wanna beat my try again
Its your turn to try now

(wisp)
i cant process it much
everytime i try to its hard for my brain to touch
i kept fallin in love
till i realized that shit wasnt for us

i know theres a problem 
but when i think about it i say its all good
its all good

diamond w/ edyn, Micah Callari n wraithlights

(Let's go!)

I couldn’t name the place I’m going
Even though I’ve been there six or seven different times
I can tell the sky is getting darker
I might fuck around and walk back home alone tonight
And even though I came here just to nurse a bottle, to the mouth or to the face, my mom says not to talk to guys
But if a stranger looks me in the eyes and orders me into the restroom, I’m just not the type to put up too much of a fight

You know I’m not like all the othеr girls around the function
He could have gonе and chosen any single one of them
I know it’s not my voice, it’s not my looks, he wants to rush in
When you’re a rarity, you end up shackled to a bed
The music’s way too loud and I don’t care if he don’t love me
It’s just a number, what’s a couple drinks around some friends?
And for some reason I don’t mind it when he interrupts me
He looks me in the eyes and I can tell i might be dead

Put me in your pocket, baby, let’s go for a drive
Let me tell a little secret, I’ve lived way too many lives
I know that you want it, baby, let me be your little crime
I don’t know where i would end up if i make it past tonight
Put me in your pocket, baby, let’s go for a drive
Let me tell a little secret, I’ve lived way too many lives
I know that you want it, baby, let me be your little crime
I don’t know where i would end up if i make it past tonight

(The devil inside of you says to listen to secret girlfriend)
(Secret girlfriend 2036 world domination)
(My lifelong dream has finally come true)
(Of course i’m not in love with him, It’s just a convenience)

I see it coming for me six or seven miles away
I greet it standing in the road, a smile on my face
He treats me like a million bucks when he wants something i can give, i wake up in the hospital along with bruises on my face

I see it coming for me, I’m convinced i love the pain
I greet it standing in the road, a smile on my face
He treats me like a million dollars, give him everything
I wake up in the hospital alone with the new-

Never thought I’d make it this far off the path
Got a smoke in hand like I’m a man
Then he gives a smile, spits a laugh
“You know pretty things like you aren’t meant to throw-“ (ugh)
Got a funny feeling in my chest
Got a smoke in hand like I’m a man
Then he flicks the lighter, takes a drag
“You know pretty things like you aren’t meant to throw tantrums”

Streaming

Tantrums

Xenomorph (demo) [96kbs]

jesus fucking christ, alaska @alaskasargent

also on streaming: https://open.spotify.com/track/6j8DB3dUkN83P7UbqMfsml?si=c81d3c7c4d144d09

[sgf]

(covered in charcoal i make my way out of the graveyard
baby, all that we built i destroyed with one flick of the wrist
i know youd tell me you love me but i see right through you
sing along with the song if youve ever felt burned by a kiss)

i feel things collapse with every word you say
Every time you close your eyes i see you slowly waste away, loaded with
Arsenic, gasoline and phosphorus in spades
I dont love you anymore but i still needed you to stay so ill just

Take everything
Embers all around us
I set the house on fire
Take everything
Embers all around us
I set the house on fire

[alaska]
I saw something
I can't paint the picture
But the thought surrounds me
Through dim lit cigarette
I felt fear
I couldn't grasp the flame
But it takes me back here
And tints my silhouette

I came for comfort
I got more than I bargained for
Mistakes were simple
Before you soon defined the word
I never meant to hurt you
Even through my lapses
I wish I saw your beauty
Through my rose-tinted glasses

Take everything
Embers all around us
I set the house on fire
Take everything
Embers all around us
I set the house on fire

[sgf]

would u still need me if i set myself on fire?
would u still love me if i set myself on fire?
would u still fuck me if i set myself on fire?
tell me when u find the matches lit on the bedroom floor

spotify

Praying for a House fire +Alaska Sargent

Claim to Fame (demo) [96kbs]

How to Teleport (originally by Jane Remover)

Darling with U, the musics made that way
My eyes aren’t blue, there's nothing i can do

(I still wanna be your-)

You know you want it
Theres no shame in the fact being a product makes you feel like a star
Born for the slaughter, bite your lips and loop up
Then I’ll discard you like the item you are

You can run but you cant hide, boy, i see through your eyes
I’ve chases after your shadow 7 different lifetimes
I know to keep it quiet, boy, tell another lie
Come meet me at your house, I’m starving right outside

Fate turns the light off on an empty stage
I dont waste my faith on miracles or paradise
Come sign your name off on an empty page
Light a candle for me if i make it past the night

Turn the lights off
Put on a show for the lens
I’ll take it all until i ruin your life
Sitting all alone
Ripping holes in a shirt
Just to be somebody else for a night

You know you want it
Theres no shame in the fact being a product makes you feel like a star
Born for the slaughter, bite your lips and loop up
Then I’ll discard you like the item you are

(I just love the-)
(Buena Musica)
(There’s magic in the air tonight)
(I am the queen of the universe)

Zero nine

Looking too good at a Funeral

Been learning not to speak, hold my breath in quiet sighs
ive been having all these dreams bout drowning again
One more glass of wine, smile with nothing in my eyes
Theres something in my mouth and it tastes just like him

And i used to feel something when you changed you mind
And left me rotting at the foot of your bed
Maybe im a little scared youre always on my mind
Maybe i dont want it after all

I fall in love with ghosts, ive been hunting every day
I know just what i want but i break everything i make
I know how this thing works, you forget me by tomorrow and i close my eyes while wide awake
I fall in love with ghosts, i still feel him in my spine
I cry to lady luck, let me roll just one more time
You whisper in your sleep and then vanish in the morning

And i'm lying on the bathroom floor forgetting what i look like
I've been praying for someone to clip my wings
Staying up until the morning, roses sewn into my eyelids
The sheets are stained with blood ill never clean

A kiss like a backhand to the face
I wouldn't wish for something different even on my own life
Three little things i've never heard you say
Sometimes poison tastes like sugar if you make it just right
I set myself on fire and i do it full of love for myself, i don't bite and then tell, no
He likes the fantasy much more than what's in front of the mirror, watch me cower in fear

And i'm lying on the bathroom floor forgetting what i look like
I've been praying for someone to clip my wings
Staying up until the morning, roses sewn into my eyelids
The sheets are stained with blood ill never clean

And i thought for a second i was capable of love
Forgotten at the altar with my heart left on the ring
Crying to a stranger, saying prayers to up above
I lie every night, but at the end i only want 1 thing

i’m playing dumb again, looking pretty in his bed
I couldnt stay mad at him if it saved my life
Tell my mom im sorry, im not ever coming back
Not until ive healed the bruises on my thighs

Lucid Fantasy

i won't lie to you
It keeps me up at night
Something bigger than myself was moving pieces in my mind
I know it's wrong
God knows it doesnt feel right
Making it out alone
Thinking bout how red looks good on white 
Live on my own
Punished for what i could have done
It’s all i know
Clippings from the news line all my walls
The candles glow
No one can judge what ive been through
I say its done for justice but its all for you

Theres not much i know about you
I dont even know your name
But the answer is in clear view
Try to hunt you down and drive myself insane

The heartbreak hurt more than the knife
Broken bones were the price
Left my mark on you, right on your eye
Maybe i could have kissed it better in another life

And i can see myself screaming on my knees
A demon chasing after me and staring from the trees
And i know now that there never was a doubt
I left that farmhouse, theres still no way out

The heartbreak hurt more than the knife
Broken bones were the price
Left my mark on you, right on your eye
Maybe i could have kissed it better in another life
The heartbreak hurt more than the knife
Broken bones were the price
Left my mark on you, right on your eye
Maybe i could have kissed it better for you

How to be the perfect Victim

Waiting room song

it did these verses so quickly @nocturnnne ur cracked  thank u 4 being on my song

[sgf]
Kiss me quick before the magic wears off
7 minutes before heaven casts me down again
I appreciate the offer, baby, i like it harsh
Whats a little bit of red if i wont break enough to stop the car?
Cuz i like the way he sounds when he talks like that
I kneel down at his insults like theyre crosses
I still dont understand just why i want it
If its love, overconfidence, or wanting an excuse to bleed

[noct]
wanting an excuse to bleed, i felt you on top of me
wanna wrestle in the dirt just one more time before i leave ? 
locked up all my joints and acted like you had the key
do u rlly think that i look better on my knees?
buying those cigarettes you smoke
ash them all over my clothes
just so i could smell more like you 
baby, we know how this goes 
you only love me when it snows but 
you can't ever see my view

[sgf]

and i know i agreed
showed up to the party dressed like i dont want to breathe
i learned the hard way to obey, losing a couple teeth
Hes dressed in formalwear worth more that my whole world
Cuz he likes the way i cry too much to ever let me go
And he still calls me a faggot while he treats me like a girl
Going back and forth, champagne and rubber, i know what i prefer
Could you turn the music up a little louder?

[noct]
walk into that room, watch em turn their heads
mouth is filled with hate, says he wishes i was dead
but without friends around he knows he wants me in his bed 
he's willing to go $1000 in the red
i wish i could leave, but it's too late
i'd fly accross the world, drop my name, and get a new face
jane doe bitch, baby, this could go 2 ways
but we both know that ill running back 2 u by tuesday, fuck

key in lock +nocturnnne

We all go a little crazy sometimes
Youve been running circles in my head
For a minute, for a moment, for the rest of my life
Ill take off the headphones when im fucking dead

It just sounds so sweet, decimal bpm
C sharp minor, 40 cents
Playing on my speakers late at night and
I can feel it every time i take a breath

Do i piss you off? Do I make you swerve and crash ?
Do i make you cry? Trying so hard not to laugh?
Turn up the compression just to see how you react
I dont like the music i just wanna dance

You make me ill, boy
Chew me up and spit me out
You make me ill, girl
Chew me up and spit me out
You make me ill, boy
Chew me up and spit me out
You make me ill, girl
Chew me up and spit me out

I just wanna make some shit that makes ur fruity loops crash
Might overstimulate to stop myself from crying
I want it hard enough to knock the chest out of my breath
The synths sound twice if cracked instead of buying them

You dont do melodrama, i dont know what to say
I like the way you sound with ott on all the way
Your pushing all my buttons, see what noiises you can make
Im gonna blow your speakers, saturate the 808

I want you to keep me in your pocket cuz youre desperate to see my face
I want you to make me so embarrassed i dont wanna have to face my friends
I want you to know i think about you when i say im gonna be okay
I want you to listen to these lyrics when im done with them and wonder if i wrote them about you !!!

Do i piss you off? Do I make you swerve and crash ?
Do i make you cry? Trying so hard not to laugh?
Turn up the compression just to see how you react
I dont like the music i just wanna dance

You make me ill, boy
Chew me up and spit me out
You make me ill, girl
Chew me up and spit me out
You make me ill, boy
Chew me up and spit me out
You make me ill, girl
Chew me up and spit me out

Bandcamp

Sickos (Something to Look Forward to)

california dreaming into the cold (demo) [96kbs]

M0NST3RZ

thank u all so much

sgf - tantrums (first half)
tantrums extended mix 
underscores - old money bitch
MARINA - how to be a heartbreaker 
gorillaz - shes my collar
secret girlfriend - if i was a rockstar 
jane remover - magic i want u
lady gaga - donatella 
porter robinson - cheerleader
alice longyu gao - MAKE U 3 ME  
webcage - TENSIONNN 
gabby start - welcome to the plant cell bath

sgf_anv1_djmix_pt1_tantrums_140.mp3

thank u all for listening

lucid fantasy
sgf - flash in the pan (originally by jane remover)
nusagi - keepaway  
kuru - iheartu2
djtara6 - SOME THINGS ARE BETTER LEFT UNSAID  
tracey brakes - viceheart
brakence - teeth 
vylet pony - By The Seaside: A Boardwalk, A Garden Party, and a Fly
wonder XO - dead 2 me 
sgf - shooting stars (demo)
lucy bedroque - G6 anthem
sydney runner - GHETTOMAGIKPRINCESS 
babii - j0yr1d3
sgf - FM (demo)

sgf_anv1_djmix_pt2_fantasy_150.mp3

last one
thank u for caring
sgf - sickos
fakejoy - moviestar (sgf edit)
umru - losin my mind
leastfavorite! - subject
ecco2k and bladee - amygdala
ecco2k and bladee - amygdala (twentyonethirtyfive remix)
dj recode - ispy
nocturnnne ft sgf - id 
osamason - pop
musa - ipop
sgf - waiting room song (alaska sargent remix)
2hollis - All 2s [mother "LOLPizza" photoshop]
heavn0nevaeh -  Leavess
sgf - david copperfield (demo)

sgf_anv1_djmix_pt3_sickos_160.mp3



[sgf]

my life ends with a post it note i find with the champagne
by the time u read this ill be in new mexico
its all ive ever wanted, i laugh until i cry
then i cry until it hurts too much to do so

[st. louie]

I'll lie beautiful, beautiful
I'll lie so beautiful, beautiful
I'll lie beautiful, beautiful
I'll lie so beautiful, beautiful

And I, I've faked for far too long
This hollow, hollow heart
Beats with a limp, worn down by sin
I've dealt and farmed

I'll lie beautiful, beautiful
I'll die beautiful, beautiful
I'll lie beautiful, beautiful
I'll lie, I lie

[sgf]

and nobody knows how to talk to me
hardly believe whats in front of their eyes
you used to be so happy, you used to be so lovely to each other
what on earth could you have done to change his mind?

[st. louie]

I'll lie beautiful, beautiful
I'll lie so beautiful, beautiful
I'll lie beautiful, beautiful
I'll lie so beautiful, beautiful

My life ends with a post-it note
They'll find you in New Mexico
I laugh, I cry, it's all I want
It hurts, it weighs, it's all I-

[sgf]

my life ends with a post it note i find with the champagne
i step outside and look up at the night sky


Orange Blossom Superstructure +Saint Louie

this is not an sgf song
prod @heavn0nevaeh

the end of the f*****g world (p. heavn0nevaeh) [96kbs]

this is not an sgf song
a second song prod vaeh has hit my soundcloud i was bored dope beat also

Secret Girlfriend

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