Mixtape 3

Club Baby

Happier Than Ever

I Didn't Change My Number

Smiley's Basement Recordings

Hypnotized

i wrote this one right after coming back from junior high summer school of truth! as spoken in the last message, there’s always this fear of going “down the mountain” after the spiritual high of a retreat, and this time was even harder cuz of circumstances that arose before the car ride was even over. but in that moment of feeling frustrated and discouraged, came the peace of God (after some venting and struggling hahashsh). but once i let God into the situation instead of pulling away from Him, I felt so released and was led to write this song (hence why the first line is “my life has been a mess” lol)

the rest of this song was inspired by all the supply i received from the serving ones’ fellowships. there was one in particular about how Jesus fed his disciples breakfast before charging them to feed His lambs. I tend to be such a try-hard serving one lol, but i really needed this reminder that the Lord always supplies before He commissions. He always says “come” before He says “go.” 

lastly if you are musical pls help me with chords ahah im really not sure if mine are correct but they at least don’t sound terribly wrong so 😀 also this song was written with more of a piano vibe but i need to get better at piano first or find a companion to help me 🥸

lyrics!

How my life has been a mess
But Lord you deal in tenderness 
You’re the One who feeds me breakfast by the sea 
When I have caught nothing 
You refresh me first before I go and work
I’m nourished by Your word

I keep living in myself
Don’t know how to ask for help 
I can’t find my own supply it just runs dry 
But all I do is try 
You don’t need me to go wander off for food
Cuz all I need is You

Lord You’ve called me, You say “feed my lambs”
But I kept looking at my empty hands
Lift my eyes to see
That You don’t need
An outward offering
You bought me, You’ve redeemed

Lord You want me to just spend some time
Musing on the breakfast you provide 
Speak to me today
Show me the way
Is just to walk by life
And though I fall, You revive 

I resist so stubbornly
Can’t admit when I am weak
With such pride, I always fish on the wrong side
Don’t want to change my mind
But You tell me “just cast your net into the sea
On the right side you’ll see”

Lord I don’t have anything  
Used up all my energy
But You say “come to Me before you feed My sheep
Don’t forget to eat”
In Your presence there’s abundant food to share
And plenty more to spare 

Lord You’ve called me, You say “feed my lambs”
And though I don’t always understand
I just need to come
Back to the Son
Let go of what I am
Cuz You’re the One who can

Lord my answer now is, “here I am”
Freed from all my self-imposed demands
I open to You
Grant me a new
Heart and spirit today
I choose You as my way

Dear Lord, with You I’ll stay

breakfast by the sea

Prod by varela katana
Mix n master:OD.WICPER
Link SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZQ0iJYSK8csDlUvRSc22k?si=angyWdY-QA6xqXzSJ8IgpA
BANNER:Hin võ
LYRICS:
OD.CUPID:
Cho bao yêu thương quay lại
Môi hôn em trao ngây dại còn đâu khi em đi không quay lại
Nước mắt anh rơi quá nhiều  em đã bước đi bên ai tonight
Nước mắt anh rơi quá nhiều  em đã bước đi bên ai tonight

Từng niềm đau em mang,anh lang thang,chỉ mong cuộc đời sẽ một lần sang trang
Và đừng buồn em ơi,mưa vẫn rơi,em sẽ có được một ai tuyệt vời
Giọt sầu trên mi,là đôi khi,em cứ bước đi và nghe lý trí
Chuyện ngày hôm qua,sẽ rời xa,anh sẽ không quên kỉ niệm đôi ta

Cho con tim anh nghỉ ngơi yah
Thế nhưng bóng dáng em quay về ở khắp muôn nơi yah
Cô đơn bao vây khi đêm về đau lắm em ơi yah
Vết thương anh mang trên vai này đau lắm em ơi yah

OD.NOTCHAOS:
anh vẫn nói em nghe về những chuyện buồn này ở trong đêm
để con tim của anh bây giờ nó sẽ không phải đau thêm
em ơi 
wooww
kìa sao băng đang rơi
anh cũng đâu có muốn mình yea phải chơi vơi 
kìa sao băng đang rơi 
anh cũng đâu có muốn trái tim anh phải buông lơi  
anh vẫn nói eim nghe những câu chuyện đã vỡ tan chỉ còn lại là mình anh ngày nay tháng qua
shawty ơi liệu eim biết không
OD.WICPER
anh đâu có muốn 2 ta chia ta như vậy 
nhưng mà nỗi nhớ trong anh vẫn cứ vơi đầy
bông hồng chơi vơi tại sao lại ra thế này 
một mình không em cô đơn giữa đêm đọa đày

anh muốn quên em cô đơn đau nhói trong đêm
không thể kêu lên ai đó có tốt không em
không thể ở cạnh bên em 
anh lại một mình trong đêm
không thể ở cạnh bên em 
anh lại một mình trong đêm

BACK-CUPID x NOTCHAOS x WICPER

Achter alledaagse dingen gaat een wereld van emoties schuil. Een waterval is luidruchtig, een luie stoel hoeft niet veel te doen en een moeilijke som is de schrik van elke rekenles. Bette Westera maakt emoties bespreekbaar aan de hand van dingen, hoe origineel. In Zo voelt dat brengt ze 40 gedichten die je soms laten lachen en soms ontroeren. Waterval is er een van. https://gottmerkinderboeken.nl/product/zo-voelt-dat/

Gedicht Waterval uit Zo voelt dat - voordracht Bette Westera

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Hypnotized

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