gaslighting god

navigating chaos

distance

dust

wyvern

ashes

rolling season

my work is bass ft. zuhel_mc

skinnerbox

808trash+gloworms

tumbling dwarf

it's a strange thing to not know what's real
to question all that you feel
and to know beyond all doubt
the shape of god gleaming throughout

bleeding out mysterious shades
falling below transmitting waves
churning out the brightest halls
holding flesh in mental brawls

if you're feeling grey
throw it away
ain't got no time to stay
might just squeeze through these cracks again

it's a strange thing to now know what's real
to question all that you feel
and to know beyond all doubt
the shape of god gleaming throughout

bleeding out mysterious shades
falling below transmitting waves
churning out the brightest halls
holding flesh in mental brawls

if you're feeling grey
throw it away
it ain't got no time to stay
it may squeeze through these cracks again
if you're feeling grey
throw it away


threw it away

i ride the river i choose, i choose you
you ride the river you chose, the river you chose
ride my high like a train, in vain, proof
smile on the land that we made, the land we invade

die on the hill that they pray
what these hands made, what these hands made
shine light on the darkest of duels
there's some use

ride my high like a train, the rain is proof
smile on the land we made, the land we invade

i ride the river I chose
i choose you
i choose

smile on the land

it's been too long
i'm too far gone
falling down again
i might lose it all again in spite

your system burns
the violence churns out another war outside
but there's war inside us too

my fear rots, shot in the back of the head
we're better off, it's better off dead

sun pulls up on my coffin nails
asleep in the sound of rays bouncing

i felt the void in my eyes die
come alive in the mirror
radio, who's inside your metal head

the mirrors black
no paint left beside it
stoned again
lost forever in the noiseof falling rain
mystify me pleasantly
brush the dust off shoulders down the line
waiting still, no longer still
our fists speak

your system burns, the violence churns out another war outside
but there's war inside us too

i tried to cope, words i spoke rattled out
i tried to, i tried to cope words i spoke
rattled out dried up lips cut up by my silent doubt

against the grain, scraped your knees
lift your head up to the shimmering
sky we made is falling fast

we'll catch a spark and hoist a flag
to catch our pride, we'll let it hang
where it belongs, six feet under

underground flag

always moving on to the next thing
shallow castles drinking prophets tears
can't see what tomorrow brings
just know what's behind todays fears

a glimpse from the mirror's eyes
a tender hand wrapped tight under
a smog over this beautiful blight
a final song before the plunder
a dream recurs in endless sight
oh i can hear the raging thunder

falling. choosing not to blink
hallowed objects drowning in jeers
seems i can't breathe if i think
listening wind is nothing to hear

from the mirror's eyes
a tender hand wrapped tight under
a smog over this beautiful blight
a final song before the plunder
a dream recurs in endless sight

smog

saw you falling up, tried to help you down
sounds muffle your mouth, bleeding and shut

eyes behind the absent stare
drifting stars eclipse your hair

dripping blackest tears on the flesh we live
praying rituals, drowning

silence behind the absent stare
drifting stars eclipse your hair
hiding the soul we're all alone
nowhere is somewhere to be found

nowhere is somewhere

i hate these fragile, squirming egos
spitting on the lonely mirage
spilling half full notions, know i'm potent
overflowing into their bitter ocean

i love the silence in the air tonight
digging deep into lazy bones
purple rivers running deep beneath them
flowing for nature's throne

i hate the hollow empty spaces,
smiling faces and elated gazes
desperately drowning in the sound the created
under their mask it's the pasts gravity breaking#

i love the violence in the fire tonight
burning hypocrites to dust
no ember better left to burn
catching light in the coffins lust

i hate the hollow empty spaces,
smiling faces and elated gazes

purple river

flipping scripts on fools
shining on basking demons
shrunken heads reveal their charms
swollen under tides of poison
slipping under swelling skies
let rain wash me away

your smile brings a new angle
to a life already drowned in red
an arrow grown into my ankle
sung from an angel's weapon
a thorn grew out of your frown
plucked like white roses

i remember your touch 
how it weakened me then
i can't recall your love
and how it beckoned me then
seems it's always been lost
seems it was never there

a letter from a priestess
echoes in these crumbling halls
her claws no longer dig
deep into my rotting flesh
the scabs are gone and what remains
is a whisper of what could have been

a cry from the jungle
catches my attention in its net
i tumble from high above
back into a grounded dream
standing brings new changes
far removed from a ravens eye

how I long for your touch
how it could lift me up
can't go without your love
oh how it beckons me
seems I've never been found
seems I was never lost


angel's weapon

i'm on a wave
from crest to trough
can't it keep going?
i haven't had enough

forbidden exit
locked away inside
no longer cold
where I reside

your eyes are fiction
dancing across my skies
blocking my vision
filled up on lies

left to dry off
fell into place
locked outside my minds
expired face

never on a mission
until fate arrived
bloated and vile
hidden beauty cried

your eyes are fiction
dancing across my blindness
locking my decision
filled up on kindness

feels I'm always whole
without the emptiness
wish I could call out
to your nothingness

rising like dust
out shaking curtains
cobwebs piled up
never a burden

your eyes are fiction
dancing across my blind skies
stocking my incisions
stitching my lost mind

stretch my blind eyes wide
to fetch me my kind
bending my fragile ego 
to mend my lonely hello

your eyes are fiction
dancing across my skies
blocking my vision
filled up on nothing at all

your eyes are fiction

locked out all these dreams
wish you could see with my eyes
realise your place in this
feel the weight of your mind

bent out of shape but never broken
fixing your soul was never the issue
licking your wounds until
the pus pours into the tissue

before you forget
don't try to remember
all that you've been
just come out and play
but don't forget
everything burns you
if you stay too dry inside
let the flames lick outside

i suppose you've grown to like the taste
wish you'd grow outside your mould
you're on the edge of yourself again
twisting the knife into your guts

cast out your shame
embrace the pain
let vulnerablility
shape your ability

before you forget

vulnerable abilities

sating all, for rulers breathe
into lives becoming me
seek the truth within the stone
wield within for all behold

smiling demons lead the way
help them keep the tide at bay 
seems they've forgotten their way
never washing you astray

lightning in a bottle 
multitude of new cadence
don't let these melodies hold you back
let old memories bring you back

close the window on all the lies
end the story for all of time
piece by piece I'll mend the seams
until its what it never seemed

itching hands meet their fate
never have they stood at the gates
opened up before my eyes
into lives of broken prizes

never seeing what they're owed
never doing as they're told
unbecome to seek the end
forevermore into my depths

always seek within my palms
something which will never part
always seek within my mind
things for you in paradise
things for you you'll never find

privacy in the public eye
never in the furthest cry
glimpse into my minds blindness
revealing shadows madness
painful to reach these conclusions
burns no longer within their illusions

illusions

can't you see can't make up my mind
felt the rush of life coming back
whispered silhouettes try to guide
bring me closer to my collapse

synthesised minds eye erodes your chain
sinking sedative hollows you
locked your flame away in a cage
casting shadows I thought you knew

please don't take your time
i'm slipping away
i don't mind
staying this way
don't take your time
i'm slipping away
i don't mind

synthesised minds eye erodes your chain
sinking sedative hollows you
locked your flame away in a cage
casting shadows I thought you knew

please don't take your time
i'm slipping away
i don't mind
staying this way
don't take your time
i'm slipping away
i don't mind

silhouettes

death's hands

sick of these suffocating thoughts running through my mind
yet i still seem to be thinking of you half the time
shell of myself wanna break out and to make you mine
im done trying im done fighting but im still alive

why cant she see
why cant she see
why cant she see me?
why cant she see
why cant she see
why cant she see me?
why cant she see
why cant she see
why cant she see me?
why cant she see
why cant she see
why cant she see me?


doubts a thief sneaking inside to rob me of my shine
stumbling with my empty head i still don't feel alright
feelings out of reach switched off until i see your light
you cant save me from myself but i wish you'd try

why cant she see
why cant she see
why cant she see me?
why cant she see
why cant she see
why cant she see me?
why cant she see
why cant she see
why cant she see me?
why cant she see
why cant she see
why cant she see me?

SMILING DAEMONS

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