Reupload of an album I made in 2024 and posted on my other account, DRUID.-RAZER. 

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III. Censoring Silence

I. Gaslighting God

II. Navigating Chaos

IV. Threatening Machines

i hate these fragile, squirming egos
spitting on the lonely mirage
spilling half full notions, know i'm potent
overflowing into their bitter ocean

i love the silence in the air tonight
digging deep into lazy bones
purple rivers running deep beneath them
flowing for nature's throne

i hate the hollow empty spaces,
smiling faces and elated gazes
desperately drowning in the sound the created
under their mask it's the pasts gravity breaking#

i love the violence in the fire tonight
burning hypocrites to dust
no ember better left to burn
catching light in the coffins lust

i hate the hollow empty spaces,
smiling faces and elated gazes

Purple River

signal to cross out the corner of my eye
i'll stay here in the corners of my mind
i've been so lost
lost without you, feeling so afraid

in this eden forsaken

awaken
remember the seasons change
always

love subsides, vicious double bind
i'll stay there in your sunshine
nothing lost, nothing to find
out in open, nothing to hide

in this valley, benign

awaken
remember the seasons change
always

Signal To Cross

Smog

it's a strange thing to not know what's real
to question all that you feel
and to know beyond all doubt
the shape of god gleaming throughout

bleeding out mysterious shades
falling below transmitting waves
churning out the brightest halls
holding flesh in mental brawls

if you're feeling grey
throw it away
ain't got no time to stay
might just squeeze through these cracks again

it's a strange thing to now know what's real
to question all that you feel
and to know beyond all doubt
the shape of god gleaming throughout

bleeding out mysterious shades
falling below transmitting waves

if you're feeling grey
throw it away
it ain't got no time to stay
it may squeeze through these cracks again
if you're feeling grey
throw it away

Throw It Away

saw you falling up, tried to help you down
sounds muffle your mouth, bleeding and shut

eyes behind the absent stare
drifting stars eclipse your hair

dripping blackest tears on the flesh we live
praying rituals, drowning

silence behind the absent stare
drifting stars eclipse your hair
hiding the soul we're all alone
nowhere is somewhere to be found

Nowhere Is Somewhere

Illusions

Why Can't She See?

drowned a weapon in the depths
to seal my fate under the weight
stretched across horizons breadth
hiding stems I can't replace

my kingdom beckons me a throne
missing crosshairs upon my head
wish I could say I've always known
the vilest monsters we behead

strung across a plain empty and pure
race away in the fear that I loan
to neighbours' ears I bait and lure
into hollow fields I've toiled and sown

in my halls I hear their chant
singing from their deathly pit 
from the depths the voices rise out
pentagrams spin, candles lit

a sense of danger always lurks
tripping on a beggars dime
beneath the waves I find my purpose
sneaking flowers and vines shine

in the fires of youth I rise
suns on horizons virtue
into day I cast my eyes
not intending to hurt you

placid angles line my walls
tall with borders that I order
break them down to feel the call
again feeling like I'm cornered

in my halls I hear their chant
singing from their deathly pit 
from the depths the voices rise out
pentagrams spin, candles lit
pentagrams spin, candles lit
pentagrams spin, candles lit
pentagrams spin, candles lit

Spinning Pentagrams

behind fallen fences
manipulating silent words
unfurled in oceans bitter pearls

assaulting broken senses
thriving on living bender
hacked into eyes legal tender

connection in a simple smile
two sims disconnecting
shocking timid necks bending

never living life defiled
blunted jaded compliments
singing songs I never meant

hanging on best kept secrets
holding tears close to the vest
out of season breaking necks
with speeds that anarchy attests

mistaken charming coldness
missing out a warmer kiss
speaking fragile promises

spilling into sights blindness
skipping abandoned meadows
flowers for weeping widows 

hanging on best kept secrets
holding tears close to the vest
out of season breaking necks
with speeds anarchy attests
crippled under falling bones
face to face with my unknown
ripping out their dangling tongues
to speak into a night so young

blah blah blah

Breaking Necks

deaths hands left scars on my heart
squeezed it shut but let it go
free to roam on hells floors
never without an errors margin
hollowed out graves walk my street
within their gaze I make my keep
on a monsters back no longer
under a monsters feet I'm a giant
footsteps in the lands shadow
broken under no more masts
words pour out my shallows
alchemist, turned poison into water
my fear into laughter, my tears into joy
and my pain into strength

the inches don't build the building
the inches don't build my/the burning

Death's Hands

Bandcamp

Flocking Hands

Spirit Hijack

Ambiguous Purpose

Fear Elevator

Living In Flesh

Cosmic Comfort

All The Eyes That Hide In Plain Sight

Anxiety Manifesto

The Center Is Missing

Angel's Weapon

Your Eyes Are Fiction

locked out all these dreams
wish you could see with my eyes
realise your place in this
feel the weight of your mind

bent out of shape but never broken
fixing your soul was never the issue
licking your wounds until
the pus pours into the tissue

before you forget
don't try to remember
all that you've been
just come out and play
but don't forget
everything burns you
if you stay too dry inside
let the flames lick outside

i suppose you've grown to like the taste
wish you'd grow outside your mould
you're on the edge of yourself again
twisting the knife into your guts

cast out your shame
embrace the pain
let vulnerablility
shape your ability

before you forget

Vulnerable Abilities

Etiquette

Smile On The Land

Growing Shadows

Disassociation

Ivory Clover

Needless Veins

я не знаю

The key to the coming storm
Arriving now, become reborn 
Hacked to pieces in morning dusk
Forever yearning horizons lust

Now we see the daylight break
Shattered in fragmented peace
Shooting trouble in the face
Stacked lying in chalk lines waste 

Weapons power within our reach
Pray for them my soul to teach
Resisting from the oceans depths
The river will run red unless

Change slipping through holes in pockets
No privacy in the eyes of god
The mountain will never surrender
Losing days to cursed calenders

Merging paths to condense the truth 
Fallen under the rising noose
Arise, reveal the truth of sound
Casting out false idols abound

Displacing mirrors in crowded streets
Reflections yearn for us to keep
Peace within our shattered minds
Holding arms, silenced, blind

Weapons power within our reach
Pray for them my soul to teach
Resisting from the oceans depths
The river will run red unless
They forsake their foolish ways
Light a candle, burn their prayers
Replace within a sign so vital
Singing hymns for their survival

Vital Signs

ivory dreams seek me out
fill my mind with skeptic doubt
poaching from a silent pride
embracing the screams and cries

you wait, hiding in your rage
in a mutual binding cage
i have a skeleton key
that lets your loving eyes bleed

sabotaging fragile peace
to let us fly, roaming free
rash reactions clouding trust
raining behind horizon's lust

forever your hand in mine
breathe my love into your mind
again I become sublime
time stands still to slow our shine
time stands still to slow our shine
forever your hand in mine

in our minds we're bulletproof
out the well we haul the truth
lucky clovers fill our fields
syncing up with wounds we heal

licking scars until they fade
simmer under waves of hate
mimicking our jealous hell
executed where I fell

in despair I etch your name
into chasms; beckoned, tamed
a runaway flees
without being chased

forever your hand in mine
breathe my love into your mind
again I become sublime
time stands still to slow our shine
forever your lips onto mine
breathe my hate into the sky
again I try to seek and hide
distance fills our bows with lies

forever your hand in mind

Ivory Dreams

drowned a weapon in the depths
to seal my fate under the weight
stretched across horizons breadth
hiding stems I can't replace

my kingdom beckons me a throne
missing crosshairs upon my head
wish I could say I've always known
the vilest monsters we behead

strung across a plain empty and pure
race away in the fear that I loan
to neighbours' ears I bait and lure
into hollow fields I've toiled and sown

in my halls I hear their chant
singing from their deathly pit
from the depths the voices rise out
pentagrams spin, candles lit

a sense of danger always lurks
tripping on a beggars dime
beneath the waves I find my purpose
sneaking flowers and vines shine

in the fires of youth I rise
suns on horizons virtue
into day I cast my eyes
not intending to hurt you

placid angles line my walls
tall with borders that I order
break them down to feel the call
again feeling like I'm cornered

in my halls I hear their chant
singing from their deathly pit
from the depths the voices rise out
pentagrams spin, candles lit
pentagrams spin, candles lit
pentagrams spin, candles lit
pentagrams spin, candles lit

The key to the coming storm
Arriving now, become reborn
Hacked to pieces in morning dusk
Forever yearning horizons lust

Now we see the daylight break
Shattered in fragmented peace
Shooting trouble in the face
Stacked lying in chalk lines waste

Weapons power within our reach
Pray for them my soul to teach
Resisting from the oceans depths
The river will run red unless

Change slipping through holes in pockets
No privacy in the eyes of god
The mountain will never surrender
Losing days to cursed calenders

Merging paths to condense the truth
Fallen under the rising noose
Arise, reveal the truth of sound
Casting out false idols abound

Displacing mirrors in crowded streets
Reflections yearn for us to keep
Peace within our shattered minds
Holding arms, silenced, blind

Weapons power within our reach
Pray for them my soul to teach
Resisting from the oceans depths
The river will run red unless
They forsake their foolish ways
Light a candle, burn their prayers
Replace within a sign so vital
Singing hymns for their survival

a little album i compiled and recorded recently. thanks for freesound.org for the sweet drum hits

From The River To The Sea, Or Else

get in touch with abdul at +1 (562) 389-9406

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I'm a guitarist and producer, and I also try to sing. I like to improvise.

Contact at smilingdaemons@gmail.com

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