04 - 09 - 2021 (Draft)

In this world it can be hard to be heard
Its hard to let go to be left with a hole
Im still holding on to your every word
The immortal you that lives in my soul

Dispare is the only air that I breathe
You arent there, thats my only certainty
Deep in my heart you were the light
Since your depart its always night

Since you arent in it my world is grayscale
Since you arent in it my life feels like hell
Home on my own I got so much to do
But here I am still thinking of you

You came in and raised me up so high
Now im back down here so unsatisfied
This is game over so long the end
There is nowhere to put a quarter in

If you arent in it I am counting my steps
If you arent in it my life loses its depth
It might be 2023 when I step outside
Tank full of gas nowhere I wanna ride

If you arent in it theres nothing left
If you arent in it im practically wishing for death
Bitting my tounge and im starting to cry
Sitting on hands and wishing I could die

Since you arent in it my world is grayscale
Since you arent in it my life feels like hell
Home on my own I got so much to do
But here I am only thinking of you

NOT IN IT 💔

Reflection (Demo 05 - 24 - 2021)

Track was Unworthy of Writing (06 - 15 - 21 3)

There are so many things I see in you
I feel your man treats you like a sneaker
He only puts you on when he needs you
He doesnt know that you are a keeper

I been looking for you for so long
And I feel like I found you too late
To no one else do I wanna belong
There is no time that I will not wait

No one can ever know me quite like you
You're the first and last thing on my mind
No one can make me feel the way you do
You really own my heart tho youre not mine

I will chase your dreams like they are my own
I will follow you anywhere you lead
Trust me I would never leave you alone
Because you are the only one I need

Call you pretty when your makeups smudged
Cause I will always be your biggest fan
I would love you and never hold a grudge
I'll hit your haters with a frying pan xD

I will support the things you want to do
I would never make your heartbreak or cheat
I will never shame or talk down to you
Or make these same mistakes on repeat

If I could have you I would never let you go
I want your heart and I want you to know
I wish you would be the love of my life
Cause you're so perfect on the inside

I'd never I'd never I'd never hurt you
I'd never I'd never I'd never desert you
It ain't even a question that I've fallen for you
I just wish that there was something I could do

Never Hurt You (06/14/20)

Schwarty dont wanna mess with me, she just wanna run! :P

You don't really wanna mess with me 😩 (Original Mix)

Haven't uploaded or produced anything in awhile was listening to old tracks and stumbled upon this full length arrangement and decided to post...

05 - 27 - 2021 7

SFMR Shuffle Demo

Did I do it wrong?

We don't want b¢%£ on the tour bus

Sewer Groove [Concept]

(No More) I Love You's [Hailee Steinfield Cover - Prod by $moke$esh]

This is $moksesh, either I'm getting smoked or you're gonna eat my beats while you smoke. Born & Raised in the PNW, 253 area code, I am a newbie producer with extremely unorthodox practices. I love niche electronic genres, grime and cacophonous sounds. It is my goal to be original and stay weird. Stay tuned more is coming soon.

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