hi please rate my first works I will be very happy and grateful if you pay attention to my work waiting for your criticism!!

I rly have this song title tatted on me 😭😭

💔

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAZo17JRp48

(^‿^) ➶>⌳┄⌳┅⌳人❀⍲‿⍲❀人

spotify

ride wit me (prod. trxpicvl)*video in description*

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

luna has risen

also available on:

itunes: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959?ls=1&app=itunes

apple music: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959

spotify, and all other major music stores.

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

staring at my ceiling
hiding from my feelings
tired of the same shit
tell my mom im leaving

playing playstation
ill call you back later
im so sick of waiting
can you do me a favor

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you (x2)

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

i just need to move on
ive been waiting too long
to feel like myself again
to feel like i never left

hiding from the gallows
hang my head downlow
walking in the shadows
feeling fucking shallow

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

luna

download

lite brite ✨

luna has risen

also available on:

itunes: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959?ls=1&app=itunes

apple music: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959

spotify, and all other major music stores.

take me away from this path that i follow
its left me hopeless and empty and hollow

will i stay asleep forever
nothings the same as i remember

i still bite my nails like i learned when i was seven
and i still remember that car that you left in

so i close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
brings brighter lights and respite from my sorrow

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way [x2]

my eyes are still sleepy just like when you kissed me
just let me be alone i dont care if you miss me

numb and cold and scared to be away
from those i love im heartless anyway

im scared of the day i wake up and im 18
the walls of my room are collapsing please save me

dream a dream and hope for that one day
you come to life and feel like youre something

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way 

nobody
nobody

nobody 😔

luna has risen

also available on:

itunes: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959?ls=1&app=itunes

apple music: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959

spotify, and all other major music stores.

lost and afraid of the world that surrounds me
i constantly let down everyone around me

my heart it glows
my soul it floats
i stay awake cos i cant breathe
when demons haunt me in my sheets

have you ever felt like you were dead?
like nothing feels the same 
so you just lie in your bed?

light a cigarette 
put your woes to rest
im a fallen angel baby im not like the rest

i try to hold on to the things that i once loved
my heart and emotions are something im void of

youre wasting away
are you okay?
please just keep your head up and just hope for better days

hold on to your memories and youll be safe
this may be our last chance to leave this place

its like i hold myself back
crying wolf to all the sheep
singing lullabies to ease my mind
safely drifting in the night

but nothings ever as it seems
waking up from fever dreams
ive counted every single sheep
but i still cant fucking sleep

a fallen angel 🌟

tryna catch me prolly find me in my feelings (｡•́︿•̀｡)

twitter.com/smrtdeath
twitter.com/paindathug
twitter.com/saviorrosebeats

in my feelings w/ little pain (prod. savior)

luvmeansdeath (prod gotgash) *video in description*

'one sky, one destiny ep' coming soon

i need to break away escape this winter cold

among the darkness i find solace

in the cracks along the road 



im letting go

of all i know

ill run in circles hoping i find answers

to everything that i have questions for



forget everything that you think i am

you think you know me but youll never have a clue



reject me

and leave me to the vultures

its getting colder day by day

forget me

and brush me off your shoulder

let the vultures break me down



its half past noon and ive been sleeping on the floor

empty bottles are my closest friends

they dont leave me alone

what the fuck

is the point of this

if all i ever do is bitch and moan

and stay up all night staring at my phone



fuck my head and leave me dead

ive lived and learned and i have bled

for all ive learned and all ive said

the vultures tear me up to shreds

vultures

SOWET UNPLUGGED VOL 1

LIMITED CASSETTE TAPES FOR SALE
www.SOWET69.com

Raw unplugged songs from our favorite artists.

Listen on Spotify - https://spoti.fi/2KS8QQQ
Listen on Apple Music - https://apple.co/2zzkn27

1. https://soundcloud.com/lilaaron911 - Hot Topic [SOWET UNPLUGGED] (guitar by jp clark)

2. https://soundcloud.com/smrtdeath- Everything [SOWET UNPLUGGED] (guitar by hudson alexander)

3. https://soundcloud.com/coldhart - Pretty Girls [SOWET UNPLUGGED]

4. https://soundcloud.com/saphir1996 - Shaye Saint John [SOWET UNPLUGGED]

5. https://soundcloud.com/wiccaphasespringseternal - Secret Boy [SOWET UNPLUGGED]

SMRTDEATH - Everything [SOWET UNPLUGGED]

Emergency ft. Brennan Savage & Coldhart (prod. fish narc)

TAKE MY CHAIN Ft. LIL LOTUS & COLD HART (Prod. YAWNS)

FIRST SINGLE FROM MY ALBUM "AMITY" DROPPING 1/1/19 ON ALL PLATFORMS !!!!

produced by nedarb
mixed by lil lotus
mastered by nedarb

@brennansavage
@fantasycamp
@lilxlotus
@miseryclub
@smrtdeath
@horsehead1990
@lilzubin

BLAME ON ME (FT. BRENNAN SAVAGE, FANTASY CAMP, LIL LOTUS, JON SIMMONS, SMRTDEATH, HORSE HEAD, ZUBIN)

Written and recorded February 2019 in Brooklyn, NY.
Mixed and mastered by YAWNS.

luvmeansdeath (prod gotgash) video in description

smrtdeath

Recent comments

Andryk

sad boy

keyblayde808

Colleen Freeman

Related tracks