Judas Kiss 

I’m standing crying in the darkness 
You don’t see my face 
You’re dancing slowly a partner 
What a fall from grace

I’m hiding watching in the corner
Your fingers touch her mouth
You pull her body even closer 
My heart hits the ground   

Now you you say she’s just a friend
Not true you know it’s all pretend

No matter how hard I try 
I can’t  
I just can’t forgive
Your Judas kiss  
 
No matter how much you cry
I must
I just must resist 
Your Judas kiss 
 
I’m gonna spit you out like poison 
And there’s no antidote
Don’t wanna taste your two-faced treason
Please don’t get too close 

Now you you say it’s all ok 
And you act as if nothing’s changed  

No matter how hard I try 
I can’t  
I just can’t forgive
Your Judas kiss  
 
No matter how much you cry
I must
I just must resist
Your Judas kiss 
 
Time to wipe off your lies
Wipe 'em right off my lips
You can keep your Judas Kiss
 
No matter how hard I try 
I can’t 
I just can’t forgive  
Your Judas kiss 
 
No matter how much you cry
I must
I just must resist
Your Judas kiss 
 
Just keep your Judas kiss
Just keep your Judas kiss
 
No matter how much you cry
I must
I just must resist
Your Judas kiss

Judas Kiss

Heart Is Where My Home Is

Looking for myself
In a great big world I found
I can get so overwhelmed
And too far from where I started

Out of sync
Then the smallest thing
Takes me back again
To the beat

Sweet memories coursing through me
Love running through my veins
A sudden longing that I can't explain
Your heart is where my home is

A comfort unexpected
A feeling warm and safe
Your arms around me from a world away
Your heart is where my home is

Separated by
All these days months years and miles
No amount of space and time
Ever seems to come between us

Out of sync
Then the smallest thing
Takes me back again
To the beat

Sweet memories coursing through me
Love running through my veins
A sudden longing that I can't explain
Your heart is where my home is

A comfort unexpected
A feeling warm and safe
Your arms around me from a world away
Your heart is where my home is

It’s the place that I run to
It’s the shelter I come to
It's the piece I get from you
You are my four walls and a roof

Sweet memories coursing through me
Love running through my veins
A sudden longing that I can't explain
Your heart is where my home is

A comfort unexpected
A feeling warm and safe
Your arms around me from a world away
Your heart is where my home is

Written by Randall Ray Krumrei Jr., Anne Lucille LeBlanc, and Antonia Jennifer Swann

Your Heart Is Where My Home Is (feat. Raymy Krumrei)

Cats & Dogs

Don’t understand this thing
This thing they call love
So much confusion it brings
So just count me out
This time I’m done
I’ve had enough
Oh no
Stormy clouds
Oh no it’s cats and dogs again
This rain won’t let me be
I thought I was done with love
But the pouring rain has trapped me
The pouring rain has trapped me again
Why can’t I ever learn?
That love equals pain
I know I’ll always get burnt
I guess I must be insane
But this time I’m done
I’ve had enough
Oh no
Stormy clouds
Oh no it’s cats and dogs again
This rain won’t let me be
I thought I was done with love
But the pouring rain has trapped me
The pouring rain has trapped me again
Standing in the storm you kissed me
You told me forget everything
You flew me all the way to heaven
You made me love the rain
Oh no it’s cats and dogs again
This rain won’t let me be
I thought I was done with love
But the pouring rain has trapped me
The pouring rain has trapped me
Oh no it’s cats and dogs again
This rain won’t let me be
I thought I was done with love
But the pouring rain has trapped me
The pouring rain has trapped me again

Cats & Dogs

Lilies At My Door - Smudgie

I never thought I’d ever be
Crawling inside my misery
Not blind 
But things are not in focus
Whole worlds collide inside my head
Don’t know if I’m alive or dead
My mind
Is under deep hypnosis

Na na na na na

Grey clouds
Drift along the shore
Red shroud
Fallen to the floor
He’s gone 
Lilies at my door

One night we drove an eerie street
Sharp curve came way too suddenly
He turned 
And whispered that he loved me

Na na na na na

Grey clouds
Drift along the shore
Red shroud
Fallen to the floor
He’s gone 
Lilies at my door
One life
Not here anymore
Goodbye to
Pictures in the drawer
Can’t cry
Lilies at my door

I don’t wanna let you go
I don’t wanna let you go

Grey clouds
Drift along the shore
Red shroud
Fallen to the floor
He’s gone 
Lilies at my door

One life
Not here anymore
Goodbye to
Pictures in the drawer
Can’t cry
Lilies at my door

Na na na na na 

Grey clouds
Drift along the shore

Lilies At My Door

Soul Mate 

I sometimes wonder what the hell I’m doing
I might just disappear
I look around and I all I see are ruins
Time for shifting gears

I wanna meet you darlin’ for the first time
And start this thing again
Pretend you never ever really hurt me
You’re in my DNA

You know it’s not too late
Baby baby baby ah ah ah 
You know you’re my soul mate
Darlin’ darlin’ darlin’ ah ah ah

I can’t forget the day you gently held me
My whole world fell below
I would’ve never thought you’d ever leave me
But sunshine turned to snow

You know it’s not too late
Baby baby baby ah ah ah 
You know you’re my soul mate
Darlin’ darlin’ darlin’ ah ah ah

Our spirits dance
In the sky
So high
I know you’re mine
For us, there is no time

I love you
I need you 
To hold me again
You’re my muse
I choose 
To never lose
A love this true
Amen

You know it’s not too late
Baby baby baby ah ah ah 
You know you’re my soul mate
Darlin’ darlin’ darlin’ ah ah ah

You know it’s not too late
Baby baby baby ah ah ah 
You know you’re my soul mate
Darlin’ darlin’ darlin’ ah ah ah

You know it’s not too late
Baby baby baby ah ah ah 
You know you’re my soul mate
Darlin’ darlin’ darlin’ ah ah ah


Soul Mate

Dayjob Orchestra EP available on Spotify and iTunes Music (not Apple Music) https://open.spotify.com/artist/5zJLRDmMA9wSgKKNjhEknq?si=hmgQB0J5TiGs7PkPcaYRcg

Sucks - EP

Planetarium

A Place Called Never

Not my life
No lifeline
Not my life
Drifting eternally

Tired of trying
No lifeline
Can’t stop crying
Drowning internally

And you’re gone
Yeah you’re gone
Yeah you’re gone away forever
I’m alone
In a storm
And I live
Inside a place called never

Once upon a time
I had your love
Once upon a time
We were together
Once upon a time
I had your love
Once upon a time
We knew a place called never
Never
Once upon a time

Had my life
My lifeline
Had my life
Blissful eternity
You were mine
My lifeline
Can’t stop time
Sinking internally

And you’re gone
Yeah you’re gone
Yeah you're gone away forever
I’m alone
In a storm
And I live
Inside a place called never

Once upon a time
I had your love
Once upon a time
We were together
Once upon a time
I had your love
Once upon a time
We knew a place called never
Never
Once upon a time

Full moon in sight
Your arms around me
Then came the men on horseback suddenly
Dragged you away behind masked faces
I lost my love into the night

Once upon a time
I had your love
Once upon a time
We knew a place called never
Never
Once upon a time

Once upon a time
I had your love
Once upon a time
We were together
Once upon a time
I had your love
Once upon a time
We knew a place called never
Never
Once upon a time
Yeah
Never 
Once upon a time

A Place Called Never

My Best Bad Habit (co-write with Lucy Leblanc & Joanne Stacey)

You stand there
With your death metal friends
Your long black hair
Green eyes like gems
While I pretend
You’re not holding my hand

You smile at me
We get in your truck
Burn down the street
You talk too much
You turn your music up
And play the worst ever band

Boy I don’t understand
Why whenever you're near me I find myself disappearing
I’m starting to lose my mind
I’m like a hot glowing candle about to burn down the mantle
Your aura has made me blind
I crave the smell of your jacket and I’m becoming an addict
You’re my best bad habit

We hit the club
You head to the stage
People tattooed up
I’m so outta place
It’s not my taste
And it shows on my face

I’m carried off
By your mosh pit mob
I’ve had enough
I'm about to drop
And then you scoop me up
Before I’m lost in the wave

Boy I don’t understand
Why whenever you're near me I find myself disappearing
I’m starting to lose my mind
I’m like a hot glowing candle about to burn down the mantle
Your aura has made me blind
I crave the smell of your jacket and I’m becoming an addict
You’re my best bad habit
You’re my best bad habit

We’re as different
As night and day
But somehow you’ve got me swept away

Boy I don’t understand
Why whenever you're near me I find myself disappearing
I’m starting to lose my mind
I’m like a hot glowing candle about to burn down the mantle
Your aura has made me blind
I crave the smell of your jacket and I’m becoming an addict
You’re my best bad habit
My best bad habit
My best bad habit
My best bad
Best bad
Best bad
Habit

My Best Bad Habit

Get Up

I can hear the music
Everyone is groovin’
It’s gonna be a wild night
We’re gonna have a good time
I know that you like me
Don’t even try to fight it
I can’t wait much longer
This feeling’s getting stronger

Get Up! We'll dance the night away
Get Up! Got something here to say 
Get Up! You and me babe, and I want you more
More than ever now

I’m living on the ceiling
You really got me reeling 
Time don’t wait for no one
Come on now let’s have fun

Get Up! We'll dance the night away
Get Up! Got something here to say
Get Up! You and me babe, and I want you more
More than ever now

You’re so deliciously you
Oh so incredibly cute
I want you all to myself
You’ve put me under 
The sweetest spell

Get Up! We'll dance the night away
Get Up! Got something here to say
Get Up! You and me babe, and I want you more,
More than ever now
Get Up! We'll dance the night away
Get Up! Got something here to say
Get Up! You and me babe, and I want you more
More than ever now
More than ever now

Single

Get Up

Smudgie is a singer-songwriter from Toronto, Canada. Her nickname "Smudgie", which her mom gave her, stuck from birth and it brings her luck. Her music is signed to multiple libraries and has been placed on Major League Baseball and TV shows around the world as well as having been played on terrestrial radio. Smudgie's music has also been played across America's sports arenas, reaching millions of fans. She has played live in Nashville, including at the Bluebird Cafe, in London, and in her home town of Toronto, where she won Best of The Open Mic. Her sound has been compared to a wide range of artists from Mazzy Star to Blondie to Cat Power. She is excited to be now working on her next studio album in Toronto.

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