i hate everybody else but u (preview)

produced and mixed by me. this is a no-autotune freestyle i sung while crying based off a suicide note i wrote.
i survived today.

six feet under.

made this using the mario 64 soundfont, and you may be wondering, how would i describe this track?
well, i coined a genre specifically for this track, and it's called 60core. there's more info about it in this document!! >_<
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1F_sgar9PfSyOS14lzSb6Twc6HnY9WKx7AqVAvXL6u84

wayward waters (a liquid lullaby)

my fav song of mine so far! hope yall enjoy!! 
other versions coming soon ^-^
art by @sn8kebytez (aka me)
prod. @sn8kebytez (aka me)
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3YbM4rIBUAqb8ADMKAT2Nb
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lyrics!!

P-P-Party all night, purple coke got us dumb
Baby, I don’t want your body, I just wanna spill your blood
Put a knife up to my throat, turn into a zombie slush
Baby, please come bite me and infect me with your love
Sniffin' white under the lights, I'm so fucked up
I'll eat out your brains and guts one by one
I'm so in love with you, I'm an apocalyptic slut
Baby please stop hiding and infect me with your love
La-la-la-la love, la-la-la-la, love
Infect me- fect me with your-
La-la-la-la-love
La-la-la-love
Infect me with your love (love, love)

Check my phone every 5 seconds
Hoping that one day, you’d start textin’
Overly attached to you, a string pullin’ me back, boy
Wish I could just put all my feelings on the backburner
I try to run away, you're still infectin' me
I made a pact to perish when I turn 17
Only four more years, my mind's an apocalypse
I'm your little voodoo doll, do you wanna kill or kiss?

P-P-Party all night, purple coke got us dumb
Baby, I don’t want your body, I just wanna spill your blood
Put a knife up to my throat, turn into a zombie slush
Baby, please come bite me and infect me with your love
Sniffin' white under the lights, I'm so fucked up
I'll eat out your brains and guts one by one
I'm so in love with you, I'm an apocalyptic slut
Baby please stop hiding and infect me with your love
La-la-la-la love, la-la-la-la, love
Infect me- fect me with your-
La-la-la-la-love
La-la-la-love
Infect me with your love (love, love)

zombie slush (infect me with ur love!!)

zombie slush instrumental (except it's actually the correct file)

open verse competition up now!! go submit!
Sn8kebytez – Thoughts-open-verse
lyrics:
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i said ily but im really not sure now
i said i want u but i don’t think i'm pure now
could say i hate u but it rlly wont work out
so i’ll keep quiet, shout it out thru this song now

lyin' through my teeth
been trippin over my feet
been so stressed that all i focus on’s weed
u say a lot of shit, and it’s never adding up
tryna get shit thru to you’s like taking adderall
i’m sorry, did i say something mean again?
did i split my tongue and overthink my sentences?
should i cut myself to apologise to them?
should i keep my wrists covered up in bandages?

wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
consume my thoughts n my feelings cuz they wont go away
nobody likes me except from when i make beats
i’m far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

my phone never lights up, they never wan’ text
all the ppl around me say ima pain in the ass
i cover my face bc they hate me in class
i don’t think i belong here, i’m a talentless mess
tryna focus on my studies so i graduate
i don’t listen to the gossip cause it’s extra weight
i can’t let bullshit get in my way
i really hate my life but i’ll push through it today

wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
consume my thoughts n my feelings cuz they wont go away
nobody likes me except from when i make beats
i’m far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me
wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
consume my thoughts n my feelings cuz they wont go away
nobody likes me except from when i make beats
i’m far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

oh, right
hm?
who was this someone you said i reminded you of?
hm, myself of course.
tell me, dazai. why is it you wish to die?
let's turn that question around.
is there really any value to this thing we call living?

credits: 
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prod. me
lyrics: me
cover art: me (with assets used from ezaki bisuko's menhera-chan illustrations and etsy)
sample: Team R2R - RSA2048 FL Studio Keygen Music
sample midi used: keygen exe by souxxie sixxta

thoughts ^ _ ^

credits:
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prod. satuko x centrlx
cover art: (will be by me, this is a placeholder)
mixing: me
mastering: me

lyrics:
lock me inside a cage to make a better you
i seem to cop the blame for shit i didn't do
you let him get away despite his loosened screws
i seem to feel ashamed when i didn't even lose

everybody hates me when i walk in the room
don't know what you've told them but i-i can assume
fe-fed them some lies that they were forced to consume
no one hits my line cause you'll leave them abused
no grey area in your eyes, it's black or blue
every syllable you spit at me gives me a bruise
every time you tried to walk away, i slipped in a noose
every time you try deny it, the more pills i profuse

every time you asked a question, i got impaled
split haze coming down on you like spilt hail
if you sorted this shit out, you'd get to plain sail
but you had one fucking job and you still failed

everybody hates me when i walk in the room
don't know what you've told them but i-i can assume
fe-fed them some lies that they were forced to consume
no one hits my line cause you'll leave them abused
no grey area in your eyes, it's black or blue
every syllable you spit at me gives me a bruise
every time you tried to walk away, i slipped in a noose
every time you try deny it, the more pills i profuse

blame ｡•́︿•̀｡ (demo)

credits:
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prod. satuko x centrlx
cover art: me (with assets from magical girl site)
mixing: me
mastering: me

lyrics:
lock me inside a cage to make a better you
i seem to cop the blame for shit i didn't do
you let him get away despite his loosened screws
i seem to feel ashamed when i didn't even lose

everybody hates me when i walk in the room
don't know what you've told them but i-i can assume
fe-fed them some lies that they were forced to consume
no one hits my line cause you'll leave them abused
no grey area in your eyes, it's black or blue
every syllable you spit at me gives me a bruise
every time you tried to walk away, i slipped in a noose
every time you try deny it, the more pills i profuse

every time you asked a question, i got impaled
split haze coming down on you like spilt hail
if you sorted this shit out, you'd get to plain sail
but you had one fucking job and you still failed (yo)

everybody hates me when i walk in the room
don't know what you've told them but i-i can assume
fe-fed them some lies that they were forced to consume
no one hits my line cause you'll leave them abused
no grey area in your eyes, it's black or blue
every syllable you spit at me gives me a bruise
every time you tried to walk away, i slipped in a noose
every time you try deny it, the more pills i profuse

blame (｡•́︿•̀｡)

prod. me
thought i'd post this bc why not :P

meant2be (instrumental)

thoughts ^  _  ^ (instrumental)

hey, bytez!!! i'm doing an open verse contest for my song "thoughts" as it has received a lot of positive feedback!! all entries will get reposted by me and shown on my insta story!!
my favourite will get released officially on all platforms (if you want that at least!)
and i'll like all ur tracks! <3
track key and BPM: Bb Major
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how to enter: 
• finish your part
• upload your track publicly to soundcloud (no other plats unless u win and get permission to do so from me!!)
• tag me in it and send it to me (must include your lyrics as well as mine in the description)
• july 1st is the latest you can submit it on!
• i'll pick the winner on april 2nd <3 (you will get a DM from me on soundcloud if you win <3)
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tips:
• it's best to come in at around 2:15 as you'll have a good verse time, however it's fine to start earlier! ur verse ends at 2:42, however you can sing the chorus or over it if u want <3
• i'm focusing more on lyrics than performance so don't worry too much about how ur vocals sound!!
• put sn8kebytez as a hashtag on your song as the main tag! i'll see it easier
• title it something along the lines of "thoughts ^ _ ^ (open verse) as it'll be easier for me to find ur entry!
• you can share a verse or have backing vocals from others, but you have to credit them!! <3

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lyrics:
I said I love you
But I'm really not sure now
I said I want you but I don’t think I'm pure now
Could say I hate you but it really won't work out
So I’ll keep quiet, shout it out through this song now

Lyin' through my teeth
Been trippin' over my feet
Been so stressed that all I focus on’s weed
You say a lot of shit, and it’s never adding up
Tryna get shit through to you’s like taking adderall
I'm sorry, did I say something mean again?
Did I split my tongue and overthink my sentences?
Should I cut myself to apologize to them?
Should I keep my wrists covered up in bandages?

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

My phone never lights up, they never wan’ text
All the people around me say I'm a pain in the ass
I cover my face because they hate me in class
I don’t think I belong here, I'm a talentless mess
Tryna focus on my studies so I graduate
I don’t listen to the gossip cause it’s extra weight
I can’t let bullshit get in my way
I really hate my life but I'll push through it today

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

[interlude]
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh

[your verse here!!]
(...)

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

Oh, right
Hmm?
Who was this someone you said I reminded you of?
Hmm, myself of course
Tell me, Dazai
Why is it you wish to die?
Let's turn that question around
Is there really any value to this thing we call living?

thoughts ^ _ ^ (open verse!!)

i'm so tired of men using me.
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originally titled “i’ll do it”.
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posting this so you guys can have something to listen to whilst you wait for my bigger releases.
prod. daitana
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lyrics:
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what is it u want from me?
baby, i solemnly promise i’ll do anything
just to keep u mine, just to keep u mine
you can do whatever you want to me
throw me to the floor and muffle all my screams
i’ll try, i’ll try

put on a push-up laced-up corset bra for you
just so that you’d think that i am enough
baby do you think i’m enough??
full face of makeup when you see me
cause i’m not perfect so i cover it up
but my flaws still keep calling my bluff
i’m sorry if i’m not who you thought i was
i’m sorry if i disappointed you, my love

what is it u want from me?
baby, i solemnly promise i’ll do anything
just to keep u mine, just to keep u mine
you can do whatever you want to me
throw me to the floor and muffle all my screams
i’ll try, i’ll try

will i ever be enough?
will i ever be enough?

used to live all for myself
but everything seemed to change
i used to do what i love for me
now i do it for the gaze
i’m sorry if i’m not who you thought i was
i’m sorry if i disappointed you, my love

what is it u want from me?
baby, i solemnly promise i’ll do anything
just to keep u mine, just to keep u mine
you can do whatever you want to me
throw me to the floor and muffle all my screams
i’ll try, i’ll try

the gaze. (demo)

for a little backstory behind this song, last night, i attended a special needs meetup for the first time. i needed the bathroom when i was there and i noticed that there was a samaritans sign in there with the number... so i took a picture of it and put the number in my notes app as i have been contemplating my life recently. i was thinking about calling them when i got home but instead i decided to make this song about it. sorry for the bad vocals, my voice is still damaged from my suicide attempt on august 25th and i was also crying whilst recording.
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not the birthday song btw, this is js a rough song i recorded so i don't kms lol.
i'm not doing good at all rn. i'll try re-record this at some point! 
idk when, so js have this version for now!
and yes, this one is about TJ... again.
anyways, say happy birthday to me tomorrow bc yall get a song then :P
(prod. neverl0se)
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lyrics:
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but it’s so dark outside and i don’t know why
depression’s arms creep up to me 
and grip my body tight
the walls are cavin’ in 
and my head’s lost my peace of mind
honestly it’s best that i keel over and die
116 123, maybe this life’s been chosen wrong for me
116 123, my calls never get answered so it’s time to leave
116 123, maybe this life’s been chosen wrong for me
116 123, my calls never get answered so it’s time to leave

but it’s so dark outside and i don’t know why
depression’s arms creep up to me 
and grip my body tight
the walls are cavin’ in 
and my head’s lost my peace of mind
honestly it’s best that i keel over and die

you said we’d be forever
now i’m passed out on the floor
i overdosed on sertraline
my guts can’t take no more
“i’ll love you until i die”
i know that that was just a lie
now my pics are on the internet
and you still run zig-zags in my head

but it’s so dark outside and i don’t know why
depression’s arms creep up to me 
and grip my body tight
the walls are cavin’ in 
and my head’s lost my peace of mind
honestly it’s best that i keel over and die
116 123, maybe this life’s been chosen wrong for me
116 123, my calls never get answered so it’s time to leave

116 123 (demo)

hi, my lil bytez!! here is the long awaited birthday/year recap song! it's not great bc my voice is still damaged, however i hope this is at least somewhat listenable LMAO. it was meant to come out last night when it was still my birthday but ts refused to export, and it also just wasn't really finished but now it pretty much is, so yeah i hope yall enjoy! <3
i kinda hate this song but whatever.
(prod. GAXILLIC)
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lyrics:
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i woke up and i’m somehow 15 (wait, really?)
131 thousand years alive and yet i still ain’t clean
never be happy and i’ll never be sober
honestly, i’m fucking glad that this year’s almost over
‘cause 14 was one of the worst years of my life (la-la-la-la-la)
(go on, tell em why!)

january, febuary, got assaulted like 20 times
took a hundred thousand showers 
and yet i still feel the handprints in my mind
march 27th, a relationship failed 
and i broke up with a guy
who stalked me for months and months on end
and wouldn’t let me lie down

happy fucking birthday to me
surprised i even let myself turn 15
don’t know if i’ll be here next year
dopamine’s ran out and i’m still not set here
it’s my stupid birthday again
doubt i’ll make it up to 16, and let alone the end

so i became a whore on the internet starting from july
dated 4 people, got used by two, on my body, they relied
consent didn’t matter, didn’t care if i was happy
i was a prostitute and nothing more in their eyes
pretty sure my pics got leaked online
but whatever, i don’t care, man, i guess it’s fine
one of them pretty much threatened to rape me
so i threw up and cried, same shit as the daily
now i’m rolling around down the same old holes
haven’t taken my meds ‘cause they don’t help me cope

happy fucking birthday to me
surprised i even let myself turn 15
don’t know if i’ll be here next year
dopamine’s ran out and i’m still not set here
it’s my stupid birthday again
doubt i’ll make it up to 16, and let alone the end

my stupid birthday.

FINALLY MORE SCENECORE!! <3
been waiting to drop this one! 
this is a demo version
final on all plats at some point 
idk when tho :3
girl in the cover art is me!! :)
prod. me!!

lyrics:
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there's really no point in begging you to stay with me
hung up on love and everlasting lust
guess it's just no good for me
can u hop a flight? can i see u tonight?
friends until the end? come be my ride or die
i'll text you in the morning and i'll wake you up with love bites
i'll head up to NYC just to see you shine tonight

i don't know what to say
but i promise you we can make it work some day
maybe you could do what the others never dared to and book the next plane to the UK 
i feel safe through our screens, bet it'd be the same in your arms
you're healing all the molecules of me and my heart
if it wasn't obvious, i really adore ya
but if you find another girl, i'll be happy for ya

there's really no point in begging you to stay with me
hung up on love and everlasting lust
guess it's just no good for me
can u hop a flight? can i see u tonight?
friends until the end? come be my ride or die
i'll text you in the morning and i'll wake you up with love bites
i'll head up to NYC just to see you shine tonight

hey there, my lover
what's it like in new york city?
i'm a thousand miles away
but boy, tonight you look so pretty
yes, you do
times square can't shine as bright as you
i swear it's true, it's true
hey there, my lover
don't you worry about the distance
i'm right here if you get lonely
give this song another listen

stay

15 (starting in 2025 imma release a song every year on my birthday, october 4th)
underground artist
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