I feel like running

Music video on Youtube and soon to be on all platforms

Sun On Your Skin

lyrics:

send me to hell i come back
with a fucking postcard and hat
we hope you enjoyed your stay
but i’m never gonna come back
i been so fucked up from the past
don’t understand the concept of friends
i had some people in my life but where the fuck are they at

i’m in a cycle i feel fine but then the feeling returns
and i don’t know where i fit in within this planet called earth
i been here for 21 years still don’t know where to start
i dropped out of university to follow my heart
it’s just a part of the process
sitting back plotting
mama been crying
praying to god and
hoping that soon it’ll all pay off
cause i spent so many hours
sweet with the sour
forgetting to eat always feel like a downer
hoping that soon it’ll all just stop

send me to hell i come back
with a fucking postcard and hat
we hope you enjoyed your stay
but i’m never gonna come back
i been so fucked up from the past
don’t understand the concept of friends
i had some people in my life but where the fuck are they at

where the fuck are they at
you said that you had my back
don’t think that i am okay
but i’m not sad bitch i’m mad
i’m not surprised i see it all looking back
this selfishness is a plague
it runs so thick through our veins
why do you put people down just so you can feel okay
i won’t let you disgrace
our names to hell in the flames
it feels we waited here patiently for something to change
but it’s not coming
no it’s not coming today



produced by @ericgodflow
written, performed, engineered by @cavasoul
“systema solaris” ep

send me to hell, see what happens w/ eric godlow

SOMEBODY ELSE w/ popularreject (prod. heydium)

ogierkid - im just so lost..

TOX!C

@sorrow_bringer

Across the stars, they hide so far
In light of ours, they bleed through scars
Look down on me, we couldn’t see
Until we meet, we’ll never be

Don’t look at me, when I’m gone sometimes
All that I regret, I find you on my mind
At the top you’re gazing, somewhere I won’t find
With the silent comfort that we’ve left behind

Across the stars, they hide so far
In light of ours, they bleed through scars
Look down on me, we couldn’t see
Until we meet, we’ll never be

Falling down a hole, no coming back
End of episode, skipped off the track
No one ever knows, can you relax
Give me a reason, I’ll pay in my tax

Open up the chest, gave you the key
Dark matter stretching to eternity
Forcing against us, but we cannot see
The ways it feeds

Across the stars, they hide so far
In light of ours, they bleed through scars
Look down on me, we couldn’t see
Until we meet, we’ll never be

youtube

farewell (prod. sorrow bringer)

downpour II

my feelings are hiding (feat. Days to Waste)

leaves

disorders mixed with being disoriented

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered: @futoh
produced by: @boyfifty
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surprise surprise 
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lyrics:

Im stuck in my head,
girl you dead,
you don’t mean nothing,
stuck to my bed
used to be blind,
all I’m seeing is red,
can’t make amends,
tripping on memories,
running from you,
love that we enemies,
you love that too,
you wont admit it,
call me a fool,
but it’s the truth,
bout time that you knew,
after it all,
I ain’t coming back,
I didn’t care,
but Im rushing back,
all emotions,
want em back,
I’ll never say it back,
you said you’re sorry,
but i don’t regret all that,
took me so long to get back on my feet,
now I just stare at a screen,
oh wait,
that’s nothing for me,
so why do i wilt and then drop to my knees 
I lost it,
I’m sinking deep,
and you caused it,
we’ve been here before,
washed up on shore,
tell me no more,
don’t wanna hear it,
drop to the core,
you're such a bore,
self-esteem to the floor,
now i got nothing in store,
i guess i just need some time restore,
picking up pieces you chose to ignore,
woah,
get lost in reality,
hate all totality,
shot my morality,
no hospitality,
screw my mentality,
im sick and tired of the abnormalities,
you didn’t care so why should I?
say it’s not fair but it’s eye for eye,
don’t you go whine now,
need to wind out,
went through too much just to find out

trapped in the depths of my mind (prod. boyfifty x autrioly)

didn't see this coming did u?
ep of these kinds of songs in the works <3
did this all in one take btw, kinda proud of that :)
hope you guys enjoy <3

1 2 1 2 (prod. justdan)

i tried to save u

Produced by: @boyfifty & @areyougiovanni
Engineered by: @areyougiovanni
Written and performed by: @areyougiovanni

Picture Painted

OUT ON SPOTIFY

Lyrics

Ever feel sick at night you can’t breathe
Like you ain’t last before the morning
Like when she says it’s over like nothing then expecting me to get sleep
It’s crazy how 2 words stir 2 different feelings inside me
One wishes you luck and the other wonders if you gave a fuck about me

I gotta pave a new path for me 
For one enough looking pitifully down at me
Keeping me grounded nah you keeping the ground to me
claiming I don’t make sense while you changing around money

Fuck I think it’s better to go
Cause You turned into a person that I’m certain that I don’t even know
Won’t lie it’s hurting my soul 
But it’s alright if I die tonight cause im ready to go

even after this I’ll manage to manage
Talking myself into getting reset n up n  distracted  it’s eminent  
If I don’t it’ll end up with action and in the end
Dice roll one of us in a casket with evidence 
Of the other that had control of what did or what didn’t happen just a second cause I couldn’t imagine our end
All of our messages sent
Every second we spent
I’m locking them deep inside but I won’t lie its in hopes I forget
 
Double the dose
Cause you’re trapped inside my mind I don’t know where to go
They say time heals all and I ain’t saying that’s wrong
But I need the peace and quiet cause I’m running real low
on patience to go
that’s the sedatives role
to cure me at least at ease the feelings I hold
But fuck that I ain’t lasting that long 
my breaths going cold 
and my energy’s depleted and gone

Not Going To Lie, You’re Mentally Draining (prod. hans)

Cooliecut - Face It, Pt. 2 (Ft. SadBoyProfilic)

this one is very close to my soul.
Visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RJYHyM0g600

Alone

Empty

check her out! @juliaalexa
produced by chillsebs
Written and Performed by Sage

where we'll go (feat.  Julia Alexa)

Misconception

SadBoyProlific - Misconception [Ft. Indii G.] {Prod. Ocean} *Explicit*

Break me, I know that you hate me
I don’t want to hear you’ve been doing good lately 
These thoughts I hold just keep holding me down down down 
Father would you even bother 
I can’t wait till you take me to the water 
Push my head in until I drown drown drown 

All I ever wanted wanted was to feel like
One day someday everything would feel right 
But I find that I’m living through phases
The good things die and the bad never changes 
All I really know is what I’ve been through
Retweet delete texts I’ll never send you 
I don’t mind that I’m living life wasted 
I just want to die gotta find a little patience 

Everyone I know is full of shit 
Light my hometown up man fuck those hypocrites 
Who needs enemies with a friend like this
I’d rather cop an Audi and some ice up on my wrists aye ya
I know that hurts when you see me up on the TV 
I know that it fucking burns I know that you want to be me
Maybe if you show at one of my shows I’ll sign a CD ya
Or maybe not cause these days I just don’t fuck witcha 

All I ever did was to defend you
You know I know you know what I been through 
Can’t deny that my life fucking wasted 
Tryna stay high with a heart full of hatred
I don’t want to hear about your problems 
We in the same boat bruh everybody’s got them 
And they never getting better better face it
Someone tell me why my life never changes 

My world falls apart again 

I miss my life I miss my friends I miss my health what happened
I miss my life I miss my friends I miss my health what happened

And my world falls apart again

I'm Just Having A Bad Day I'll Get Over It

im a dumbass, music is a good way to make sure my brain is working

I feel like running

snail