Can you believe it?
Not everyone could be sold
But you did so
and you don't want to know
and there's no going home

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Eyes closed walking down the grassy hill
sunlight guiding me by warmth to you
i want you to meet me in the world

yeah 

	smell like cut grass and spring softball field
screams and laughter shoulders shimmying
i do want to be part of the world

yeah

	if you were not careful
they could fool you into
thinking it's the world

The World

one two three clean it
yeah i know we gonna scrub it all 
remove all these stains
imight as well to do some cleaning around 
i said some tidying up i said i'm tidying down

i'm gonna vacuum everything in my house

vacuum my house
clean up the mess i made
vacuum my house
clean up the mess i made

The Cleaner

if i'm dead then i won't be around anymore 
with thistle woven crown
i hear there's fields of lavender
where you can just lie down

and the farmer says
go away, en y vas, go away
i love you, je t'aime
i love you, je t'aime

if i'm gone then i won't be alone anymore
a whisper in the air
deliver me to fields of lavender
with flowers in my hair

and the farmer says
go away, en y vas, go away
i love you, je t'aime
i love you, je t'aime

and the farmer says
go away, en y vas, go away
i love you, je t'aime
i love you, je t'aime

DEAD AROUND II

Earthly Autumn

i've only got myself to blame
for words that were unsaid
i've simply stolen yesterday
and taken it out of your head

ooh you don't need me anymore

ooh you've got someone else to work your dough

ooh what if the pizza comes out wrong

ooh i think it's just a mess

i apologized for everything i've ever done or said
i left the earth and vanished in the distant setting sun
but vacillating tendencies to wish and not regret
left my spirit wandering in and out your closet

Bad Pizza

I could be your fortune teller
At the grocery store
I can guess your weight
And the calories you've burned

I've got to be honest x4

thinspo you posted broke me 
 Broke the dam of misery

Arcing purple power lines
Buzzing on the trees
I'm compelled to exercise
nearly constantly

I've got to be honest x4

Refrigerator demon
Always trying to make me slip 
Bingeing in the evening
Like a slowly sinking ship

I've got to be honest x4

But the thinspo you posted broke me 
 Broke dam of misery
 But the thinspo you posted broke me 
 Broke the dam of misery

I control my mind
My body and my time

But the thinspo you posted broke me 
 Broke the dam of misery
 But the thinspo you posted broke me 

Sorely genuflecting
The Temple of the scale
A reading that is zero
I have reached the holy Grail

I've got to be honest

thinspo

i retired into my bottle
i retired into my frown
i retired in germantown

eat sandwich from otto's
pick up liquor from lawlors
wake up to quiet countryside

i retired into my mazda
i retired into my couch
i retired into my closet
i retired upside down
i retired in germantown 

ice cream from stewart's
walk the trail of stockport
sleep by the river side

Germantown Retirement

my way is paved
along the ocean gates
all of the ways to be a loser

insurance policy
my life is over
the contract that we signed
dropped to the bottom of the sea

Ocean Gates

out every night in the snow
searching for someone to love
i've never been lucky before 
hunting for a little rabbit
the story of how we met 
on christmas eve of 2023 

hide away run away
hide away run away

laid awake for hours
waiting for the wind 
to give me your scent
welcome to my little den
dug it in this glen
with my claws by the book 
everything that we need within reach  

i know i've been distant again
 
hide away run away 
hide away run away

The Lady And The Fox

i'll be your stay at home daddy
i'll be your stay at home man
i'll be so stay at home handsome
get in my stay at home pants
let's make some stay at home babies
play in the stay at home band
you'll pay my stay at home ransom
let's make some stay at home plans

i'll be your stay at home daddy
between my stay at home thighs
we'll get the windows so steamy
i'll be your stay at home guy
come to my stay at home bedroom
i'll give you stay at home sighs

i'll be your stay at home daddy
i'll be your stay at home man
i'll be so stay at home handsome
get in my stay at home pants
let's make some stay at home babies
play in the stay at home band
you'll pay my stay at home ransom
let's make some stay at home plans

STAY AT HOME DADDY

Over the Edge - Wipers

big ups on your tequila bender
you got it dude
you'll make it through the night
i'm the one that you saw in the mirror
on mushrooms
who gave you such a fright (fright)
fright of my life
Gone are the days of my rollercoasting ways,
and my breathing will return to normalcy.
Lost in the age of the undulating waves,
as we tunnel through the pleasant vacancy
on a train of thought,
the sword to cut the knot
that kept the world from falling apart.
big ups on your three hits of acid
you got it dude
but the walls will eat you alive
and the shadows will travel through music
to fight demonside
a battle in the night (fright)
A valiant escape, but the gallantry will fade
to tender shade and eschatology
Miasmatic plume issues from the prisoner's tomb
darkening the odious quality
of the reign of god
the pain that's in our hearts 
will keep the world from falling apart
lit up like a cheap firecracker
a bottle rocket fight
in the blizzard, few will survive
i'm the one that you saw in the mirror
on the broken side
living your reverse life (fright)
fright of my life

Fright Of My Life

No one cares what you are feeling,
like a bird trapped under a ceiling.

Surprising to say the least,
the money that's on the beach.
Secrets as well as lies
covered by sandy rhymes.

Tide, cross tide.

No one cares what you are feeling.

Ration the morning dew,
and the sweat dripping off of you.
Dancing along the side,
where the ocean meets the sky.

By the tide, cross tide.

Like a bird trapped under a ceiling.

Damage was surely done,
sinking the evening sun.
A candle lies in the waves,
casually swept away

by the tide, cross tide. 


Cross Tide

hiding a truth there
out amongst the wilwildernessness

hiding out there
out amongst the croodrookednessness

one hundred thousand feet i fell
down below the musty cold cave air

surfacing for air
diving deep in search of consciousness

find it down there
guarded by a junkyard dog some kind of mutt

next thing you know it'll lose control
hounded by the slick wickednessness

it aint fair
hiding your fear and sadness

life will go no where
if we succumb to madness

dont let it be
set it free
dont let it be

and i'm never gonna let it go
you're the one that killed my soul
didn't think it could be done
but you proved me wrong


Wilderness

secret tunnels in her bedroom closet
vague memories of learning how to fly
pleasant nausea with a distant father
dropping digits, winter samurai

so unsteady

wagon wheel to the farmer's market
horses merging on the muddy lane
copper snakes and flooded plains
a carpet of fecund soil in a weakened state

so unsteady

foreign land, I was born
thorn in hand and muscles torn in half
Like wool shorn by unsure hands

leaning over the morning paper
i fell sinking into a painful posture
pouring rain upon your grave
fingers burned by broken faucet

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