Sadtopia

LYRICS:
FIRST PART:MAN IS IT MY FAULT MAN IS IT?YEA,IS IT MY FAULT THAT I'M SO GIFTED AN I GIVE A FUCKING SHIT,RUNNING THROUGH MY FUCKING VISIONS WHEN I WAS A FUCKING KID,I BE DYING WHILE IM CRASHING AT THE BOTTOM OF THE LIST.I DONT REALLY GIVE A FUCK ABOUT A MOTHAFUCKING BITCH,BUT I DIE INSIDE,THINKING ABOUT THE FUCKING FUTURE ON THE CURBSIDE,THINKING ABOUT MY FUCKING BROTHERS ON THE FRONTLINE,GOD I MISS MY FUCKING BABY JUST TO PASS TIME YEA WE PASS TIME,RUSH

2ND PART:BABE I KNOW YOUR AT WORK AN YOU MAKING THIS CASH,COME BACK RIGHT HOME LET ME FUCK ON THE DASH,LET ME COME RIGHT INSIDE,LET ME JUST DIE FUCK,LET ME JUST HUG YOU AN FUCK YOU AN MAKE IT ALRIGHT,BITCH IM HURTING INSIDE,BUT BABY YOUR MINE,IDGAF WHO HURTS MY FIST,LET ME JUST KISS YOU ON THE MOTHAFUCKING LIPS,LET ME COME BACK INSIDE,AN KISS YOU GOODNIGHT FUCK,I KNOW YOUR HURTING WITH TEARS IN YOUR MOFUCKING EYES AN THE DEVIL DESPISES,BUT BABY WE IGHT RUSH.....

Cloudy

prod https://soundcloud.com/amertm
feat https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
cover @slothboipapi

Lyrics

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

Drown in pain
Hate my days
I'm finna break

Locked inside by choice of mine
Disintegrate

Mental state decay by day
I am afraid

Of thoughts of mine they wondering
I'm finna break

I drink daily
To forget the pain
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy
I ain't want this day
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here
Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here

Watch me and the smoke hang around the ceiling like a wraith of my fears
A wraith of my fears

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

I drink daily (Dark my eyes)
To forget the pain (As I see the light)
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy (Name my fate)
I ain't want this day (As I hate my days)
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Trapped

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Trapped w/ SEPHA. (Amertume)

I got a fucked up brain,
It's always breaking me down, 
I live in constant fear of letting people close to me down,
Im Hit with waves of emotion I can feel myself drown,
Wish I can let go of the sadness that's been plaguing me now,
But I cant,
It's stuck in my head,
I need to kill it off,
In my bed,
Wishing I was dead, 
45 will send me off,
How do you, 
Say goodbye,
When you don't,
Know whats supposed to comes next,
Wish I didn't have to feel all the shit I have felt,
I got blisters on my feet its like im walking through hell, 
I had to turn the bottle and try to drown it myself,
I wound up in a mindset that corroded my cells,
Chain smoking till it makes it harder to breathe,
You carry your best friends casket just to put him beneath,
When the devils taking over you have no room to grieve,
When your subjected to the pain close your eyes and remember me 
The money the music the drugs the liquor they're tempting, 
You like to count your fucking problems instead of counting your blessing,
This life ain't a fuckin game you can't go change up the settings,
We're all slaves to the media and it's fucking depressing, 
You Put on a false persona and act like everything's perfect,
When you are rotting to the core and inside you feel worthless,
Ignore your mental health then you're defeating the purpose,
Tell it all boils over and hate will slowly rise to the surface,
Wish I didn't have to feel all the shit I have felt,
I got blisters on my feet its like im walking through hell, 
But I needed all that pain cuz it made me myself,
You gotta put it behind you and learn to just say farewell, 
Life's filled with these struggles,
You gotta keep on your hustle, 
Gotta get free from the rubble,
the missing piece to the puzzle, 
When the devils taking over you have no room to grieve,
When your subjected to the pain close your eyes and remember me 


Note To Self prod. FALLEN

Toxic

Burgos Lost Cause

shadyMOON - cherry blossoms (prod. CrashBandit)

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Lyrics:

always learning lessons how to live
always learning how to die right
all i know is i'm blessed to know u
always blessed to see the sky

tell me how do u know you're good
when u never embraced the bad
how do u know what's right to do 
when you've never let yourself go mad

well I think its aspirational
to hang around and do fuck all
it seems unconventional
to be content and no one at all
x2

do nothing 
be no one
just fade
fade
x2

dreamscape fadeout in our room
we're crazy
crazy baby escaping reality
x2

always learning individuality
thinking it's real like originality
when everythings in rewind and repeat
but sometimes it will still be packing heat 
yeh
it's on the preach of the screen i pray
i conform to it every day
conformity's the new alternative
I love to be irrelevant and say
well i think it's aspirational
to hang around and do fuck all
it seems unconventional
to be content and no one at all

do nothing 
be no one
just fade
fade
x2

dreamscape fadeout in our room
we're crazy
crazy baby escaping reality
x2

STREAM + NEW MERCH

be no one

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BURGOS X RAZEGOD - Health (prod. Nvki)

BURGOS FEAT BEARDED LEGEND - WHERE DO WE GO PROD.BY EM KLEBOLD

MIXED/MASTERED BY: @outlitofficial 
+ some by me

PRODUCTION: @metlast + @outlitofficial

beamon lyrics - 

fresh out my coffin 
how i'm rockin 
girl these bitches is phony
nails in my body 
i been hurtin since the day that she left me
i don't want nothing 
from a human 
just want money to hug me 
fresh out my coffin lil beam buzzin 
girl you know how i'm comin 
my heart got broken by that girl 
so will you save me or leave
october morning i would hold you 
now my face ain't breathin 
i used to hold you they don't know you 
you at parties they ignore you 
got extensions on that pistol hit yo block 
rip that like foil 
got these lesions on my heart 
you ripped that 
proved that you wasn't loyal 
girl you wildin
i can't trust nobody ever again
i got these nightmares in my brain 
i chase em out like everyday 
got too much pain i always see your face
i can't get away 
hop out my coffin
i can't rock with yall 
i stay by my lonely 
creep up yo block my system knockin 
get yo lil bitch up off me
and girl it's autumn i be dyin 
i got grim reaper on me 
bitch i'm a titan i be feenin 
i be thirsty for money 
bitch i'm a titan i be feenin 
make yo bitch give me money 
girl you the tightest you the deepest 
i'm gone need you to love me
girl all these mics that i be beatin 
i want yo bitch to fuck me 
and girl they hatin 
it's young beamon 
bitch you know how i'm comin 
niggas switchin over pussy
call them niggas some dummies 
it's the coldest it's young beamon
bitch got winter up on me

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Beamon - Autumn Woods/Ghost Boy (produced by metlast + Outlit)

(lyrics:)

Im fading in to ashes, can't tell as the time passes, lost soul have no where to go, you left me all on my own. 

Feeling all alone, in this dark abyss
My vices got a grip and I cant resist
I've been holding on I dont know what for
When the pain gets worse, I just try to ignore 

But it's hard for me to do that though 
I try so hard not to let it show 
But it gets to me, almost everytime
One foot in the grave, I dont have much time

Im fading in to ashes, can't tell as the time passes, Lost soul have no where to go, you left me all on my own. 

My life's a never ending cycle least that's what it seems. Contemplate death every waking hour and then I sleep. If I can't save myself I have a feeling no-one can. Take my last breath on my death bed now that sounds like a plan. (2x)

Fading To Ashes (Prod.XK Luc)

prod: @tangent-beats
I’ll be ready to be happy on the day I fuckin pass 
Why they acting tryna stab me in the back before they last 
I’m just walking tryna move on put my foot up on the gas 
Life an auction tryna keep all that I got as far as laughin
I want to feel the floor 
Wanna matter any more 
In my bag I’m feeling sore 
tryna work it out n sort 
Demon knocking at my door 
Asking me the time of day 
Tryna flip my time into another ballad with the grey 
It’s the pain I’m in 
I’m tryna heal it bitch
Tryna be within 
 I got people to fill in 
On the steeple growing thin 
Pray to god I get a gift 
Need a moment just to breathe and feel the season in the wind 
I feel like seizing up and dying on a mother fucking whim 
I can’t believe it tryna give me up I know I gotta win 
Yo I know just where I been and I’m never going back 
Soap an ocean drowning in my personality it’s bad 
and It’s a 
fuckin problem 
Finna get it finna solve it 
idea of me I dissolve it
There’s Anxiety in the solvent 
Cleaning it up I’m upon it 
Molecular imma go bomb it
Imma just turn to my tonic 
Sicka the runnin I’m sick a the sonic 
Boom boom bitch shit
Cracked my wrist my whip whip 
When I crashed that shit shit 
Reminded me of this this 
So I Subsist on uplift 
Member them days on Sussex 
All of them days I was kid 
All of that shit a past life

i wanted to be someone (prod. tangent)

CUT THROAT (prod. by biv)

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Lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-sunken-eye-im-back-and-a-little-less-drunk-lyrics

I'm back and a little less drunk

Taken from the album Ratrose


SHORT BLUNTS, WIDE EYES, YOU’LL FALL FOR ME
(YEAH YOU’LL FALL FOR ME, YEAH YOU’LL FALL FOR ME)
BABY GIRL YEAH, I GOT ALL THAT YOU NEED
(I GOT ALL THAT YOU NEED, YEAH)
SHORT HIGH, WHITE EYES, MAN DEATH IS FREE
(MAN DEATH IS FREE, FUCKING DEATH IS FREE)
LOOK TWICE, CUS FAKE FRIENDS COME SO CHEAP 

POVERTY LEGS, WATCH ME BLEED
I'M LOOSING SENSE OF EVERYTHING   
ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER DOLLAR
STEALING SCRAP WHILE SECURITY HOLLER

AT US, JUST TO COME BACK, COME BACK
I WAS SEVENTEEN, JUST AFRAID OF ANYTHING MAKING ME
A COWARD, A DAMN RIGHT BASTARD, THAT'S RIGHT 
I'M NOT PERFECT, JUST LIKE YOU

CUS I’M SICK OF MY OWN NAME, SICK TO DEATH OF MY OLD WAYS
SELF DESTRUCTION, I WISH THERE WAS AN OPTION
HANG HOPE HIGH WITH THE ROPE AT AUCTION
SELL ME FOR LOOSE CHANGE, CLAIMING I'M DERANGED

I'VE DUG SO MUCH THAT I'VE LOST SENSE OF TIME
LOCKED THE DOOR, SHUT THE BLIND, YEAH EVERYTHING'S JUST FINE
SMASHED THIS OUT IN FEW DAYS, GONNA BE A HIT
YEAH COMING UP, JUST WATCH

IM 10 GRAND IN DEBT, AND I DIDNT LEARN SHIT MAN, 
IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS NOTHING
I LINGER HERE ABIT MAN, AND ILL KEEP TO MYSELF, 
WRITE THIS MUSIC UNTIL IAM SOMETHING

OLD EX GOT A HOOK THROUGH MY NECK
RIP IT OUT AND I’M BLEEDING ON THE GROUND WHILE YOU’RE WATCHING
I TRY TO GET ON MY FEET BUT I’VE NEVER FELT THIS WEAK
BUT YOU WANNA PUSH ME DOWN WHILE YOU’RE LAUGHING

all i need

Cold, I don't feel a thing, I know it's troubling.

So, what do I do now? I've got to go find myself. 

x2





It's cold in my socks, when I walk, I freeze in my place
I need an escape,


They tell me they love me, I wanna be free from the hate. 
no it won't be of this way. 

I spoke to a demon today,


He told me they wouldn't believe what I'm saying.
So what is the use if I speak of my brain.
I wish I could just flee into space, without even leaving a trace,




I should proceed, and just move on with silence,
Cause no one can find about the things i did 



Call me itachi, I only embody the evil,
I need to save all these people.


All of my trust, all of it's gone

 I shoot for the moon, I shoot for the stars,
I shoot for the dead, I shoot for my cause. 
I shoot at your eyes, I shoot at your heart. 







I SCREAM AT THE GODS, WHO IS IN CHARGE,
i WAS BORN INSIDE OF PANDORA'S BOX 





till this day i watch society rot,
kill everything till it finally stops. 
wish the day comes when im finally gone

WHY AM I THE ONE THAT'S DYING SO YOUNG X 3 


see all the shit that i live with
very young odd kid living  - x4

Antihero (prod. silentnight)

MVKO

Were born to die just face it,
Its mvko live from yo basement,
Livin life for that payment,
So much time that we've wasted, 

Inhaling poison in your lungs,
Midnight when the reaper comes, 
Society obsessed with guns and drugs,
Mothers buryin their sons,

I guess that's the life that we live now,
Everyone expects a handout,
Were all on a sinking ship now,
Bullet in the brain to get out,

Creepin in the darkness see me light my cigarette, 
Standing in the moonlight see the backdrop of my silhouette,
I'm comin for yuh,

Bloody fucking feet I got walking the path of enlightenment,
All these so called homies claim they real but then they lie to me,
The reaper pace outside my door invite him in to lie with me,
I'm gon be who I wanna be at the cost yall despising me,

Fuck these mother fuckers that are in this scene thinking you the shit but bitch you're nothing,
Saying you got guns and drugs when you ain't got shit bitch we know you're fuckin bluffing,
I ain't gon feel bad watching you crash and burn I'll be in the background watchin,
I've grinded for everything I got you wanna learn you better watch fuckboy lemme tell you somethin

Let go
Of everything you hold close,
Itll all be gone one day so let go, let go,

Let go
Of everything you hold close,
Itll all be gone one day so let go, let go,

Let go
Of everything you hold close,
Itll all be gone one day so let go, let go,

Let go
Of everything you hold close,
Itll all be gone one day so let go, let go,

777 (prod. PENTA)

i hope its what you wanted (prod. KIRAW🌈)

(second album, 'Alien and connected' - out soon)
Written/Performed by SEPHA.
Produced by SEPHA. & CH!O
cover art by nikita ono
mix/master w/ CH!O 
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics - 

a love thats built on lust
a love thats built on trust
and passion
its all the same
its all hard

when life keeps teaching you
how to be alone
they say don't know yourself
know what you want 
its all what you want

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
we're still alone 
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're alien 
and im alien
when im connected to all the world 
im alien
and im all alone
when im together with all my friends 
im still alone 

they always place things in steps
and they always place things in parts
they always place ends and starts
they always have the last laugh

"so please get a job - one thats built on trust,
a work that tests your guts.."
...its all the same
its all endless paths

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
i'm still alone &
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're still alone
and im alien
and im connected to all the world 
im alien
and we're alien
and we're connected to all the world
we're alien

i'm all alone
though im together with all my friends im still alone
x 4
i'm still alone
x 8

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Sadtopia

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