produced by phixel
mixed/mastered by phixel
backing vocals by maeEXO
sample: https://soundcloud.com/snowblowerr/hillcore

notes: first song in two months! so very excited :D this is definitely one of my best songs, and its a long time in the making :) i started making this in june, and finished it around mid-august when i added maeEXOs vocals at the end of the song. some inspirations for this song include porter robinson, jane remover, blackwinterwells, and tons of others ^^ enjoy

lyrics:
i dont wanna die, i got so much to do
i promise i'll try, try out something new
don't wanna be scared of the whole wide world
scared to get my throat slit, scared to watch it unfold
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: there is no one]

i feel like that baby bird that you saw dying on the ground
trying to scream and trying to cry but i can't do it out loud
and your friends all lied and told you i'd be worse if you helped
'well, the maggots got to eat too" is what you told yourself

tell me what you were thinking
have you no empathy? not a drop, not an inkling
if you wanna seem nice don't act like you hate me
it's really not difficult to see things and say things (say things)
tell me honestly, did you even feel a bit of pity on me
when you looked down at the ground and you saw me
i was vulnerable and i was sobbing

(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: no one, there is no one, no one, there is no one here]

the maggots need to eat too - Single

the maggots need to eat too

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decay

with @fidont and @quinton-watkins
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3RmSgc9CDjLTIxIEadOPAm?si=Toxue4yASMOjXKWFk6tSgQ&utm_source=copy-link

wouldn't it just be so perfect
if we could turn back time?
sitting in the back seat of my hatchback
wishing that you were mine
let's spend some time in my bed
let me see what's going on in your head
i might be thinking that you're worth it
maybe that's too much but i can't help it

baby you're my kind
blossoms blooming in my mind
i think that it's fine
you spin around i fall under
i've been around since september
i might just go to december
i hope i'm one that you remember, ooh

been in turmoil since august
i have to open all of my options
i can't work with all of this tension
open up the gates let the rest in
put your palm up to my face
i start to sweat and feel your embrace
it's like a warmth and a glow
but i can't let anyone know
i would do anything that you ask me to
even choke, lose it all, i'd collapse into
the sense of trust i thought i had with you
i would put all of my past in view

maybe it's all just whatever
loving me you'd probably never
lucky i could get whoever
so i'll just move on to another endeavor

wouldn't it just be so perfect
if we could turn back time?
sitting in the back seat of my hatchback
wishing that you were mine
let's spend some time in my bed
let me see what's going on in your head
i might be thinking that you're worth it
maybe that's too much but i can't-

every day i will wait by your side
just to feel your palm slow
on my face, it's your grace, i'm a waste
i'm in love with you so
i'm selfish
i can't taste it, i'm just honest
i could be your goddess
as long as i'm holding you baby
what you got going on lately?
always knew she was my lady
just hoping that she's not too shady
all in my head she's amazing
running in circles i'm lazy
gave her my number said maybe,
give me a call i'll go crazy

wouldn't it just be so perfect
if we could turn back time?
sitting in the back seat of my hatchback
wishing that you were mine
let's spend some time in my bed
let me see what's going on in your head
i might be thinking that you're worth it
maybe that's too much but i can't-

don't wanna waste all my time
thinking about you but i can't help it

it's way too precious when we talk,
when you're with me i know you felt it

didn't see you coming back, i'm a no show
wonder how the pain flows
on the pen imma take another hit
besides, it's a lie
would've died if you cried
by my side, cause it hurts so-

when you talked to me thought i might die
now i'm wasting all of my time
wanna spend it with you, i tried
when you make me smile, hurts my pride
and would you give it all up just for me?
i could grow my hair out to my knees
if you thought that i'd look pretty
i'd be better than you let me
and we could be
perfect

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