in my head【dylann niilex sori】

losing focus【ilykaden dylann niilex  jorder】

songs mix&mastering:@miraie

my part edit&mix:@lazydoll

prod:death

lyrics:


[hook:ididntcry]

何故か少しだけ遠い
君のとこまでは少し...
ヤケに長い待つ電車
風が吹き抜けるように
伝え切れていないままだ
こんなに愛しているのに

[verse:miraie]
I lost my touch and lost my soul
メール観て泣きそう
I'm working hard towards my goal
Just to find out it's 噓
なんで泣きたい？
全部が噓
何が聞きたい？(痛い)

Wake up in the morning
Then I went to take a shower
Water flowing down my eyes
Can't look straight in the mirror
君と出会いことは良かったです
でも俺にメール送らないでお願い

You're the one who chose to left me behind, left me alone
後悔して、苦して、遅すぎだろう
Please stop sending message to my IG to my phone
涙が流れて、今日は雨降りそう

何故か少しだけ遠い
君のとこまでは少し...
Even though I know that, I just wanna trust you
なぜなら、君の感情が残ってる

[hook]

[outro:miraie]
なぜなら、君のことがあいしている

Tokyo ++miraie(prod.death)

songs mix&master:miraie

my part edit&mix:lazydoll&miraie

prod.haunt3r&northeast lights

spotify link
https://open.spotify.com/album/0YOMtwdVK65ZM5ukdhW0Pa?si=R0S42lKiSsOD3W1YVIViag


written by @1kidsora @miraie @princess_miii

lyrics:

[hook:Ididntcry]
寂しい
横に君だけがいない
消えることの無い灯り
寂しい (寂しい 寂しい)
寂しいよ
今一人で開けたheartland beer
(あの日)二人で開けた真っ白のChardonnay
寂しい (寂しい 寂しい)
寂しいよ

[verse1:kid sora]
##toman
i keep my head on a swivel
in case they try me
just to show u i aint little-
aw, aw, uhhhhhh-
just to show u i aint lil bruh-
i live in a nightmare, lets go
they just cant drop me, oh no
i just keep eatin-
ye- eatin up they souls
& if u doubted me, in the past, i already know-
just dont bring it up, i could never let it go.
what is this feeling?
that im feeling
im gon throw it to the side, she gon say it was for no reason
like whats the-
like whats the reason?
whats the reason?
im beneath this.

[hook:Ididntcry]
寂しい
横に君だけがいない
消えることの無い灯り
寂しい (寂しい 寂しい)
寂しいよ
今一人で開けたheartland beer
(あの日)二人で開けた真っ白のChardonnay
寂しい (寂しい 寂しい)
寂しいよ

[verse2:miraie]
涼しい
今日の天気昨日より涼しい
でもココロが暑くて、寂しい
I'm cool but my heart is empty
You told the truth or just another lie?
I shut up myself inside a room and I told myself I can shine
But I've been carrying the burden I don't think that I'll be fine
笑って欲しい、笑顔が欲しい
君がくれた夏、忘れずに
空の心はもう耐えられない
I think I'm crazy, I'm really sorry
噓が付き、君の傍に欲しい

[hook:Ididntcry]
寂しい
横に君だけがいない
消えることの無い灯り
寂しい (寂しい 寂しい)
寂しいよ
今一人で開けたheartland beer
(あの日)二人で開けた真っ白のChardonnay
寂しい (寂しい 寂しい)
寂しいよ

Call Me by Your Name ++kid sora&miraie(haunt3r×Northeast Lights)

my part edit&mix: @lazydoll
feat.: @angelicxmei
prod. @nxahj11
artwork:@mazilazy_ (ig)


Spotify link https://open.spotify.com/album/6nfolSKDSF1whtGJ4tIRZ7?si=jxPi2B-4ReSSzCmY6Z90zg

[intro:ididntcry]
(この澱んだ世界の片隅に 雨はもう降り止んだのに)

[hook:ididntcry]
この澱んだ世界の片隅に
置き忘れられてしまった
雨はもう降り止んだのに
太陽は隠れたまま
おかしいんだ
これは誰か(わからない)
ここに居るのは
僕じゃないな ああ
澱んだ世界の片隅で
僕はまだ溺れたまま

[verse:angelicxmei]
tell me shit
tell me that is alright
all ur words cut deep
to my hotspot

oooh is it my heart?
oooh why its beating so fast?

all i feel is sorrow
and always burden to my back
inside me im hollow
but all u do is stab my back
is it really u?
like im dead
but u have no clue at all

[all i feel is sorrow
and always burden to my back
inside me im hollow
but all u do is stab my back
is it really u?
like im dead
but u have no clue at all]

will u say sorry...

drown' ++angelicxmei(prod.noah)

my part edit&mix:@lazydoll
songs mix&master:@0arid
prod:glaciar+heiho

Spotify link

4121 https://open.spotify.com/track/6GfsT9Jn3pd1M2ZqHbiWq9

tysm all my friends

[intro:angelicxmei]
and as the rain keeps falling to the ground
i know,
i would never let you fall
open up, all the way
inside your heart
dont wanna let it waste
i know that we the best

[hook:ididntcry]
届かなくたって 僕は手を伸ばして
(綻びは)綻びのまま 
僕は駆け抜けてく
雨が止んだって 火照りが取れずに
まだ願ってる 青い空の下

(I will reach out, even if I can't reach you
A tear is still a tear I run through
the rain may stop, but it won't take away the fire
I still hope, under the blue sky)

[verse1:tjweaver]
it's so scary in my mind
i shut my eyes so much i think i'm going blind
don't stop calling out i promise that i'm listening
sometimes it hurts so much but still i don't wanna die
i don't think you know how much i fight
i could be an angel with no wings but i'll still fly
i made a promise to myself i'll touch the sky
i'll take a piece of it i'll hold onto it tight

[verse2:arid]
i tried to find myself
i know im still doin well
u told me rot in hell
theres many things i wont tell
like what were meant to be
what we were meant to see
i know u wasted our love
u drained it all from me

[verse3:crescent]
distoreded emotions 
i throw them in the ocean
i put it in my own hands
i crush a wall so i build something
deep lies big blue sky
i cant go back anytime
3rd eye watching now
number 9 is on me now
3rd eye watching now
3rd eye watching now
number 9 is on me now
number 9 is on me now

[hook:ididntcry]
届かなくたって 僕は手を伸ばして
(綻びは)綻びのまま 
僕は駆け抜けてく
雨が止んだって 火照りが取れずに
まだ願ってる 青い空の下

(I will reach out, even if I can't reach you
A tear is still a tear I run through
the rain may stop, but it won't take away the fire
I still hope, under the blue sky)

rainfall cypher ++angelicxmei,tjweaver,arid&crescent[glaciar+heiho]

asstoro - minustics（p.lazydoll）

4ever~т-т

m&m by me

prod.@y4ndere𓂃𓈒

#1
i can't change will never cry 
and change , get 2gether 
i wna change  u are wonder
未来なんて 夢はないここに
それでも歌う僕は
それでも歌う僕ら

4ever~т-т 
don't fall apart
sing 2 myself
we are 4ever

#2
i can't change will never cry 
and change , get 2gether⤵︎ ︎(ﾟﾛﾟ)
i wna change , u are wonder
未来なんて夢は
もういらないから
2人でずっと...zzz(   )ᐝ

4ever~
don't fall apart
sing 2 myself
"we are 4ever"

4ever (yandere)

awa.。o○

m&m by me&kurona

prod by yandere

@miko_wrld
@user-931075232
@y4ndere


（m!ko）
iwna stay 2night
u wna say goodbye
see ur crystaleyes
i said信用ないなあ

im alone in the sea
u said don't piss me off
希望のない明日に背向けよう

ふわりと とけてくように
無価値 に染まってく呪い
不可思議 褒められるよう 
君みたいに 生きれるように

its so hard 未来を嫌って
理想なんか 偽りと消えてく

（kurona）
ねぇ愛してよ i feel u 愛してよ...

青い空 u&me
大空飛ぶ幽体
劣る風と匂い
まだ目が覚めない

また捨てた未完成
何も見えなくて
僕らはただ怠惰で
まるで泡みたいだね

ただ一つ知りたくてもがいていた in my brain
水に揺られて 全てを受け入れて
im sleepy ほっといて

hook againᵕ̈*

awa🫧𓂃 𓈒𓂂𓏸 w/kurona （yandere）

i do it all for my brothers
do it all for my mother
i do it for proof before the heavens start callling
i do it for you, shawty you're just like no other
i want to see you again, if not this life then another (x2)

Tell me, are you ready?
Fall in love and suffer
My hearts way too heavy
Can you feel the burden?

Read you like I’m Levy
Why am I never learning?
Heal you like I’m Wendy
everytime you’re hurting

Tell me that you need me
Tell me with your eyes
It’s real because we’re bleeding
Real because we’re alive
Staring at the ceiling
こころこわすない
まじで this feeling
Takes me to the sky

今は泣かないで
未だ鮮明で
取り残されたわたしは
なにもできないただ今は
自信を持てるようにおんがくをつくってる
歌ってる

願うの毎朝
明日は来ないなら
もうあんなことしなきゃ良かったなんて
願って憂いな運命なら
本当の強さは何処にあるんだ

僕らはまだいっしょに
離れないで居たいのに
左側がいたいの
何処にもいかないで

離れないで
まだここにいて
手を預けて
感じてみて
目の前には
はじめようか、もう一回

existence ft utumiyqcom (star607)

produced by mental
featuring @lazydoll

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

[mental]
broke my heart but i still think that you’re lovely
tell the truth, i already know it’s ugly
i can’t tell if you ever really loved me
they love to cut me, i turn into nothing
all i know is that i don’t wanna feel it
keep on talking but i don’t wanna hear it
all these thoughts inside my head, gotta clear it
heartless there’s no way you could steal it

[lazydoll]
please dont make me hurt
if you leave, i'll never be alright
when i see your eyes
全てを知れたって思っていた
i gave you all but maybe it's worthless
足りないものを僕に教えて
it's painful my words never reach you
never reach you

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

lovely +blxty (feat. lazydoll)

me&bons edit&mix:@miko_wrld
mas:kuudere
prod. recycleBin&Rodmadeit

[hook:Ididntcry]
ここは天国みたいで 何でもあるけど 
なにも欲しくない
君に教えたその後は
翼を広げて空に飛び立とう
痛い 痛い まだ 痛い
居たい 居たい ここに居たい
どれだけ離れてても
僕は帰りを待ってるよ

(place's like heaven
Everything's here
but I dnt want anything
After I taught you what I know
I'll spread my wings 
and take off into the sky
It hurts, it hurts, it still hurts
wanna stay stay stay
No matter how far away we are
I'll b waitin 4 u to back our home)

[i9bonsai]

i dont wna run away
but i know that tht its better then rn if i stay
take it all rn dnt wait
if ur gna do it anyways

i cant kp this on n on
weve been doing this way2long
time rewinds n stops so wrong
i dnt even want ur love

i dnt wna say more then this
n i just gta get a grip 
cuz if i dnt,, its gna b the same sht

[kuudere]

You’re the only thing I can see
A silhouette that’s just you and me
Why is your smile so heavenly
But brings me to tears each time that you speak?

Let’s Fall apart then love again
A feeling that I can’t compare
It hurts to breathe
Heaven take me please
Take me back to when it was you and me

If I could dream of anything I want now
I’d be scared that I’ll never wake up
If I could have anything I want now
It would be to be in your arms

Why does Love make me fall apart?
Wonder off deep in the dark

Heaven ++i9bonsai&kuudere(prod.recycleBin×Rodmadeit)

ZEDD - Find You (nu_imi EXP)

prod me @lazydoll

every time you go away
all my things are getting waste
every time you take my hand
messed up in my head
every time you go away~~~

stop think
短い命
bad dream
振り返る道
i think
繰り返すのみ
繰り返せば
晴れ渡る空
誰かがいた
揺らいでるあいだ
歌えない僕ら

away

m&m by me&kurona

@miko_wrld
@user-931075232

prod by @resolve1k

original: Munzi - luv letters *:.마음。+veezuh （inno）
https://on.soundcloud.com/suWQo7f3QQUjxSw16

@henta2 @veezuh2

（m!ko）
iknow u iluv u 
will u trust me 2ending? 
日は沈む nothing we can do 
had hope in this world,  im fool?
世界の端に fade out, hold my hand

iknow u , get sum sleep 
u just want 2 go crazy , iknow
we have 2 go back home
でも少し遠回りしよう

iknow this world is jealous of us
君の言う通り 上手く生きれないみたい
光が遠い hold me in the morning light
皆は先に im stuck in the 17night

tried our best puddle of our tears 
and it still doesn't pay off
kill urself with me??
でも負けたみたいじゃない?
anyway... we've always lost before...

（Kurona）
終わらないheadache
夢に見た never ending story
fade away ,won't leave you alone 
sorry my friends can't make new song 

pls save me
散った花のよう
don't text me 言った君はもう
いつからか忘れていた光景を
思い出すただ playback

luv letters *:.마음。+ kurona rmx (inno)

Predawn - Don't Break My Heart (nu_imi EXP)

prod. k4nji
I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind
I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind

It hurts how much I need you now
It hurts each time I see you now
This jealousy keeps seeping out
Feels like my heart stopped beating now
I tried so hard but I miss you
Get butterflies when I kiss you
I wish that I could forget you
But ide hate myself if I left you

It feels so late to make up now
Let's fall in love watch it all break down
Don't know what I am chasing now
Because your heart is taken now
It feels so late to make up now
Let's fall in love watch it all break down
Don't know what I am chasing now
Because your heart is taken now

I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind
I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind

i miss you

.

prod @miraie + @jichuuu
w/ @miraie

spotify;https://open.spotify.com/intl-ja/track/11cXRFJeVIzyWStZB5a0Mn?si=da75cd16994b418a&nd=1

(っ - )ᐝ
.

[utumiyqcom]
吐いて捨てるように
Hi, would you like a もういい
知らないなにかその先は
For limit 先延ばして
朝までおやすみ
まちがい探し途方に
未来この先何処に？
答えるよ正解「わかんないよ」
痛みを抱えて生きていくの

[miraie]
最後までお付き合い　ありがとう
I'll make sure that I catch you if you're falling
この瞬間 I just want to stay by your side
将来のことは将来で考えて
「もう俺の事嫌いになった？」
「もうさっさと消えていく」
All these words hurt me but you didn't know
All you care was yourself and nobody else, no

[utumiyqcom + miraie]
君といると
弱い自分が好きになれる
忘れないで、この痛み
I live my life for you, and I bleed myself to nothing

[utumiyqcom + miraie]
うまく話せないから
心の声で歌おう、だから
日々思うまま歌った、だから
心が壊れて、強さを飼った

[miraie]
一人きりで闇雲に
彷徨う夜に、答えが欲しい
見えない何かに阻まれて
教えて、どうすればいいんだろう

[utumiyqcom + miraie]
吐いて捨てるように
Hi, would you like a もういい
知らないなにかその先は
Go limit なんてない
朝まで眠らないのだから　
まちがいばかりどの道
未来この先何処に？
探していこうよ正解を
2人手を繋いでいこうこのまま

悶えた想いは十分よ
救ってくれたあなたに「ありがとう」

heartfelt w/ miraie (prod.miraie + jichu)

faces places【ididntcry dylqn angelicxmei noah】

#antidotexe
(@antidotexe)

prod @prodlostsoul

can you give me a second
i dont know what i can do
to get you out of my life
because i cant stand the silence
and i dont know what to do
its something i cant describe
but i need it

and you got me fucked up
so i keep my guard up
and now youre telling me to shut up
but you know your my home

so ill keep coming right back to you
but youve used every excuse
i wont lose myself over you
and i didnt wanna hurt you
but i dont fucking care
yeah i dont fucking care anymore

can you give me a second
i dont know what i can do
to get you out of my life
because i cant stand the silence
and i dont know what to do
its something i cant describe
but i need it

L

hurumi