I have something that I need to say to you
But the words aren't coming out
Who knew that it would be so hard to say
Everything at once

Maybe I'll be a memory
Everything will be erased
Wish I said goodbye
In case there's no tomorrow

These might just be the last words I say to you
But I don't know what to say
Is it strange that I'm feeling this way?
Like it's the end

Maybe I'll be a memory
Everything will be erased
Wish I said goodbye
In case there's no tomorrow

Adding to this collection of unsent letters
Every night in my room

Hiding behind these unsent
Hiding underneath this empty pen

Maybe I'll be a memory
Everything will be erased
Wish I said goodbye
In case there's no tomorrow

Ascrem - Unsent Letters

This is my final letter.
Barney, I'm sorry for what I've done to you, there is nothing I could ever do to truly make up for what I've done. Last night in my darkest moment, I met someone else in theirs - with the same sorrow and grief I'm going through. That vampire hunter was hanging high in a dead tree, seeing this as some kind of opportunity at redemption I cut down my predator and brought her to the emergency room. Her name is Laura and she wants to improve herself, just like I do. Nothing will ever make up for that bloody frenzy, but I hope I can use this curse for the good of the world. But first I need to let go, let go of my fears, my old self, and I need to accept that Adelleda won't feel the same. I'm moving on to my next chapter.

Sincerely, Corny

Ascrem - The Final Letter

She walked her path
Not losing sight
Or so she thought
Ignoring her plight

She wandered
Without a name
She fought her fight
She lost the game

Hesitant and the edge of life
She's hanging high but her neck's intact
She feels the air leaving her lungs
She's trying but not dying

Ascrem - Under The Hanging Tree

I'm growing ill
Beneath this hanging tree
This blood on my hands can't be washed
For it's too late
These sins I've committed
Need to be punished

The pain that stains this knife
The mark of short-lived life
These sins behind my eyes
Must be met with my demise

These hands won't ever be clean
Of these crude crimson stains
I need to repent for
My sins against order
I've become what I hate
I will end this charade

These regrets have filled my mind
These regrets have filled my soul
Filling to the brink
Can't handle this guilt anymore
These regrets leave me empty
These regrets will be my end
Filling to the brink
Can't handle this guilt anymore

I'm the monster now
The real beast of the night
I'm a monster
Monster
Monster
Monster
Monster
Monster

Ascrem - The Hanging Tree

Never looking into the mirror again
Nothing worth seeing anyway
I bare my teeth for the last fucking time
I'll never feed again

I will purge these sins from my soul
Push my fingers down my throat
Emptying myself for temporary relief

Never looking into the mirror again
Nothing worth seeing anyway
I bare my teeth for the last fucking time
Tomorrow I'll do it again

Monster, just a fucking monster
Eyesore, just a fucking eyesore
Take everything away
Take my life
I'll choke my fingers down
Let my shame flow out

Ascrem - Feed

Dear, Barney

I've been finding it hard to show my gratitude in the flesh, but I'm really thankful for your hospitality in helping me hide from that lunatic, a self proclaimed "vampire hunter" who claims I'm "one of them". As funny as it sounds, I'm starting to believe it, and I've been waking up in cold sweats and feeling violent urges. I can't stand by and put you in danger, so I'm leaving tonight. Thanks for everything.

Sincerely, Corny

Ascrem - Dear, Barney

Day after day I'm losing faith
Night after night becoming this wraith

Lying awake every night
Tossing and turning
Accepting that I'm losing this fight
Crying and dying
These feelings aren't going away
Feelings of dread here to stay

Every night alone in my room
Writing letters to nobody
Wishing I could be among them
Wishing I wasn't a monster
and I'm never going to bed
'til I can't stand anymore
and I'm never going to bed
'til the sun casts its rays

Ascrem - Insomnia

Ascrem - Nightfall

Monster! Demon! Vile! Savage!

What makes me the monster?
Is it just my curse?
What makes you better than me
When you're just a killer
I'm not bloodthirsty
Like you're saying
I'm not a

Monster! Demon! Vile! Savage!

Your time has come to an end
You lack perception of what you are

What makes a monster?
What makes a man?
Am I the monster?
Or is it really you, the killer
Calling me the killer
How can you call me evil?
I'm not a

Monster! Demon! Vile! Savage!

Your time has come to an end
You lack perception of what you are

I'm not what you think
How do you know me?
I've done nothing wrong
What have I done?

It's my job to make you
Pay the price for your sins
Repent

Ascrem - Confrontation

Dear, Adelleda

I haven't stopped thinking about you, even after all that's happened to me - mind and body - and I'm starting to question everything I do. I haven't spoken to you since then, and I've only communicated my thoughts to you to the empty void underneath my pen. I think I need to talk to you face to face.

Sincerely, Corny

Ascrem - Dear, Adelleda

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