Locked in the childhood bedroom for a summer and more, and after a lifetime of chasing the dream, known by noone, not even his family, and insane to everyone else around him walking a conventional path, The Boy taught himself every rope of production and writing - high and dry. The album was concieved solely by The Boy, to bare his soul, for others alike. A sacrifice, though ready to be misunderstood and not appreciated; this is one of the most eclectic and unique DIY albums of the recent age, ready to burn ears. This was my summer. You are my friend.

Remastered 2025
Album 1 of 4

my summer

"'willow tree dream' is a concept album that follows the journey of the grief-stricken outcast Trey Anthony across the world after having ran from his childhood friend, leaving her to ultimately fade away from an infectious and cyclical depression." ~ John McAfee

Characters Include: Trey Anthony, Josea Appleseed, the Peach Can Girl and her ghost, a European Plug and a bystander, Trey's European fling, Corretta, and the old Scarecrow in the field.

all tracks written, performed, arranged, and mixed by snoog,  released 03/31/2025, 11:59 PM.

willow tree dream

throwaways; end of era

𝕒𝕟𝕠𝕞𝕪

midwest freak, saddest loner

by SNOOGI
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
when there's noone around
and your friends are out of town
oh you're living all by yourself now
just another face in the crowd
i'll never see you now
because you're not around
you'll discover new worlds without me
just another face in the crowd
please just deliver me from this Vow

long oh long ago
i was a selfish hopeless little soul
i had nowhere to go

she saved me from a hell
i couldn't save myself
crying, noone to tell
with a ciggie in my fingers
and a trigger to my health

when there's noone around
and your friends are out of town
oh you're living all by yourself now
just another face in the crowd
i'll never see you now
because you're not around
you'll discover new worlds without me
just another face in the crowd
please just deliver me from this Vow

don't let noone tell you what to do, ay
cause they do not what you've been through, ay
you and i, we're tight like we're a loop, hey
thrive all by yourself because this life is of your choosing
do it by yourself if need be, just like this music

FACE IN THE CROWD

by SNOOGi ♥♥♥

𝓝𝓞 𝓣𝓤𝓡𝓝𝓘𝓝𝓖 𝓑𝓐𝓒𝓚

lyrics:
The water's running so cold and I wont hesitate
The devil's right at the door but he won't have a say
and Someone's calling the phone but they don't have a claim
Just Seeing your face gets much harder the more that I wait
I hold my mistakes like an honor, I wont be ashamed
You gave me the shakes like a dog you're my saltwater wave
Your arrow went straight through my heart, I was never the same
I'll hold on tight as I fall it'll all be OK

Started off full of doubt, how I was so empty
On the top of the sky in a burning city
Ten years gone in a blink, I won't know no pity from em
Cause there's no goin' back from this, back from this hey
However sad or how mad you get, glad you're getting
Know that there's no looking back from this, back from this, hey
We just gotta move past all these trials and tribulations
So no matter what happens next I'll love you till I'm crazy 
Give you all of my time and my shine until I've faded 
Make it all feel alright in this life, I won't betray ya
Take the dive and don't fight the wave, let the waters change ya
Let the waters take ya
Let the waters take dear

the dive.

Locked in the childhood bedroom for a summer and more, and after a lifetime of chasing the dream, known by noone, not even his family, and insane to everyone else around him walking a conventional path, The Boy taught himself every rope of production and writing - high and dry. The album was concieved solely by The Boy, to bare his soul, for others alike. A sacrifice, though ready to be misunderstood and not appreciated; this is one of the most eclectic and unique DIY albums of the recent age, ready to burn ears. This was my summer. You are my friend.

Album 1 of 4

June 5 (INTERLUDE)

when there's noone around
and your friends are out of town
oh you're living all by yourself now
just another face in the crowd
i'll never see you now
because you're not around
you'll discover new worlds without me
just another face in the crowd
please just deliver me from this Vow

long oh long ago
i was a selfish helpless little soul
i had nowhere to go

she saved me from a hell
i couldn't save myself
crying, noone to tell
with a ciggie in my fingers
and a trigger to my health

when there's noone around
and your friends are out of town
oh you're living all by yourself now
just another face in the crowd
i'll never see you now
because you're not around
you'll discover new worlds without me
just another face in the crowd
please just deliver me from this Vow

don't let noone tell you what to do, ay
cause they do not what you've been through, ay
you and i, we're tight like we're a loop, hey
thrive all by yourself because this life is of your choosing
do it by yourself if need be, just like this music

Face In The Crowd

No matter what I do
No matter what I do
The sky is always blue
Reminding me of you

Just how much time will pass?
Just how much time has passed?
What was on my mind back then?
How can I survive like this?

You can try so hard
You can try so hard
You can try so hard
Just to crash and burn

I'll grab your hand and take you to the stars
I'll take you to a land where there's no more
I'll grab your hand and take you to the stars
I'll take you to a land where there's no more

No matter what I do
No matter what I do
I'm always thinking of you
I only knew one love

Just how much time will pass?
Just how much time has passed?
What was on my mind back then?
How can I survive like this?

You can try so hard
You can try so hard
You can try so hard
Just to crash and burn

I'll grab your hand and take you to the stars
I'll take you to a land where there's no more
I'll grab your hand and take you to the stars
I'll take you to a land where there's no more

Crash And Burn

At home but in the wrong place
Stuck in the same room for a summer and more
Still lost in a boy's dream
Down a road from depression you'll never come back from it seems
High all the time, crying all the time, but no tears and cold fears
Relationships reflected by the scars on your face
And your fingers
Can't hold peers
Under the wraps for XXII whole years, with no cure
Now losing the wheel to steer
Taught yourself to find the wonders in the spiral so you could go there
With your burnt ears
Your reminder that there's still fire crackling even if noone hears
Heart inside beating too fast or too slow, so who could go near?
So dear
Feral child to those ambiguous around you
Though it seems you finally found you:
Intoxication, mania, and extravagence
Apathy, absence, and carelessness
Persistence yet consistently drained, so harrowing
Sands in the hourglass falling constantly
Still in your head, hearing an end
Rising again as the summer sun burns red
Never forget
You are my friend
You are my friend
You are my friend
You were my friend
You are my friend
You are my friend
You are my friend
You were my friend

FOOL XXII (INTRO)

It was deep inside my head 'fore I realized
It was probably too late
I am hypnotized
I just wanna see you one last time
I just wanna be with you one last time

I just wanna see you in the light
I just wanna speak with you through the night
Never want to forget who we are
Never did I forget who we were
Hitting on a joint while we looked at the lake
She stared into my eyes I didn't know what to say
Look into my eyes while I make mistakes
They questioning my life while I fade away

It was deep inside my head 'fore I realized
It was probably too late
I am hypnotized
I just wanna see you one last time
I just wanna be with you one last time

Now I'm in my car and I'm driving pretty far
Ain't a single person in this world knows what I'm on
How am I so gone?
Where did it go wrong?
Wrong
I don't want to be alone
But I do not have a home
I already lost my soul
And I'm digging a new hole
And I'm digging a new hole
And I'm digging a new hole
Yeah I'm digging a new hole

It was deep inside my head 'fore I realized
It was probably too late
I am hypnotized
I just wanna see you one last time
I just wanna be with you one last time

I just wanna be with through the night
I just wanna be with through the night
I just wanna be with through the night
I just wanna be with you one last time

One Last Time

-Trey:
Now, where do I even go?

-EU PLUG:
Bruzza, bruzza, bruzza, bruzza! You have to try this shit. I know you are from America. You need to absolutely try this crazy shit. Check this shit out.

-Trey:
Check out what?

-EU PLUG:
Give me one second. Look at this shit. This is some top-of-the-line shit they've never even seen before in America.

-Trey:
Bro, why don't you just tell me what it is though?

-EU PLUG:
I already told you this is some crazy shit, bro. This is some crazy shit you will have raving all night.

-BYSTANDER:
Oi, ain't you that fucking geezer that sold me fentanyl?

-Trey:
You sold him fent?!

-EU PLUG:
No, no, no - don't listen to him. He's off the drugs. Hey, this is the shit that you always been looking for. Take this shit - just take this purple shit, and you'll be good for the rest of the time you're here, bro.

-Trey:
Why does your accent keep changing?

-EU PLUG:
You've been to Phonox, bro? You been to Phonox? Yo, tell me what - you give me 10 dollar right now, I give you this shit, hm?

-Peach Can Girl (ghost):
No! 

-Trey:
Okay, okay, okay. Here, just take this, and give me that and....I'll see what happens. All right? Goodbye.

-EU PLUG:
I take you to Phonox for the first time, yeah? And we rave like a crazy ass bitch, yah. You've never seen no shit like that, boy. Raving all night, you'll be crazy all night and not to mention this crazy boy named Snoogi performing! I find you a broad, too.

-Trey:
Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay....

-EU PLUG:
Let's go, bro. Let's go.

european plug (skit)

WTD - WTD - WTD - WTD - WTD - WTD 
Even after all I've done and said,
I still can't get you out my head
You feel my loving and feel my sad
All throughout the world
And I'm

Sorry for the mud filling cracks up in our ceiling, yeah
For the bugs and birds fuckin up our sleeping
I'll try dream of the same old place I know eases
The troubles being stuck here always brings in

I'll wake up yawning
Just barely grown, yeah
Gone away to be welcomed home

I'll live on for you
It's simple to
So you can feel the sun and breathe my windy days
Even as you fade along
I'll live on for you
It's simple to
So you can feel the sun and breathe my windy days
Our time was never too long
And

Even after all I've done and said,
I still can't get you out my head
You feel my loving and feel my sad
All throughout the world

And no, it ain't much but it's all I'm needing
To learn to grow on as a human being
You'll fade along, fade along, fade along, dear
You're long gone, you're long gone, you're long gone from here
Though you'll keep behind me
Just barely grown
Gone away to be welcomed home

So I'll live on for you
It's simple to
So you can feel the sun and breathe my windy days
Even as you fade along
I'll live on for you
It's simple to
So you can feel the sun and breathe my windy days
Our time was never long


✧ Peach Can Girl ✧ : 
I'm glad you could finally move on. Until we meet again.

-Manager
Good to see you here, finally. I'm the regional manager here at Burger Buns' Burgers And Janitorial Services. My name is Josea Appleseed. Have a seat, and we can get started with the interview!

-Trey Anthony
Okay, thanks. My name is Trey Anthony. I'm unemployed.

-Manager
Well, Trey Anthony, unemployed. Now that you're here, why don't you just tell me a little bit about yourself and your history? You don't really have much on a resume. 

-Trey
Well, okay. The past few years have actually been quite busy, trying not to go fucking insane.

-Manager:
Language.

-Trey:
Searching for my dreams and running from the past. I decided to escape, so I sold everything and went to Europe. I was looking for something, but I didn't know what it was.

-Manager:
What are you talking about? What are you doing? You're not allowed to do that here. 

-Trey:
Playa, playa, calm down. I'm telling you something important.

-Manager:
What are you on about? This is a burger-

-Trey:
It was like I was trapped inside a willow tree dream, wanting to escape that memory of how I ran from her fatality, only to pick up that grief which enveloped me like a cell. And with no one to know or care any longer I bought a one-way ticket, fed up.

-Manager:
What are you talking about?

-Trey:
After I landed, a doctor prescribed me days and nights I couldn't have imagined.

-Manager:
So, you're on drugs.

-Trey:
I met someone. I thought it was us against the world, but I took it too far. One person can't replace another, you know. So I wronged them. And it all crumbled as I began to come back down. Then I ended up in a new type of cell, begging for someone to let me out.

-Manager:
You got arrested?

-Trey:
The person I wronged came back and helped me when I thought I would never see them again.

-Manager:
What is this -

-Trey:
But I didn't belong there anymore.

-Manager:
-A fucking poem? What are you talking about—

-Trey:
So I went back to where it all began, past the field where the scarecrow was, back to her old home. And it seems that I finally came to understand what it meant to be real.

-Manager:
What it means-

-Trey:
As the crows around that old willow tree flew off at the sight of me

-Manager:
Yeah, cause you're creepy, bro.

-Trey:
And though one person can't replace another, scarecrows aren't even real people. 

-Manager:
Obviously. 

-Trey:
Then I woke up after spending years in that dream, and I realized I was broke as fuck and needed a job, so I applied here.

-Manager
Trey, that is absolutely insane. You are fucking crazy... it's great!! I'll start your schedule for next week. You got the job. You'll be working in the janitorial services. So...thank you very much for your time, and we're excited to have you. You'll fit right in.

intro

dancin with a baddie in europe
smoking the A-list buddha
with a life in the past i aint true ta
it dont. matter. anymore.
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore

pour the drink up
with a bad bitch on my link up
all the rats round me gon hiccup
bubbling up like henessey in a pink cup
put ya stank on me like a damn skunk
12 surrounding the building better you put your hands up
sipping lean codeine like it's damn crunk
dont have a place to stay can i just crash yours

she on tippy toes like a bad bitch
tryna hit me with a broom like a damn witch
what i get for going to eu for a stabbing yeah
but the kid's on a roll like a savage
ain't nobody even know what i'm stacking
with a cracked phone and your crew in the past tense yeah

and the sky is golden, hold it
made a mill and i do not owe shit
you be talking like your inside's broken and noone'll notice
but i notice
and i see you crying lying like you in show biz
while we're so lit
with so many little diamonds in the bag, shit don't matter anymore

dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
yeah

now i'm somewhere in the east
talking a language you don't even speak
making the monies and making the creams
with like 15 lil woadies who're following me
i'm off of like so much that i cant believe
always running solo i don't need a team
got me a car back home and it got beams
plug's in the city and he comes with the beans

dancin with a baddie in europe
smoking the A-list buddha
with a life in the past i aint true ta
it dont. matter. anymore.
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
pour the drink up
with a bad bitch on my link up
all the rats round me gon hiccup
bubbling up like henessey in a pink cup
put ya stank on me like a damn skunk
12 surrounding the building better put your hands up
sipping lean codeine like it's damn crunk
dont have a place to stay can i just crash yours

can i crash at yours?
we never met before
but i'm itching for
something special
living on the road
like i'm the run
but i'm itching for
something special

and the sky is golden, hold it
made a mill and i do not owe shit
you be talking like your inside's broken and noone'll notice
but i notice
and i see you crying lying like you in show biz
while we're so lit
with so many little diamonds in the bag, shit
Just don't. matter. anymore.

dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
dont matter anymore
yeah

Out of the window
Talking that shit
Out of the benzo
Talking that shit
You ain't ever seen no drip like this
You ain't ever seen no
You ain't ever seen no bitch like this
You ain't ever seen no -

✧ Corretta ✧ :
Don't you have a place to stay yet? You can hang out at mine. Though I do live just down the street from this creepy old run down building...

dwabie!

SCARECROW (INTRO) - SCARECROW (INTRO) - SCARECROW (INTRO)
✧ the old Scarecrow in the field ✧ :
Being a scarecrow
Shielding my people, oh I
Feel my bones fray
Scaring the birds away
Cause they are gonna eat our crops
Which means they're gonna reach my heart
I feel it
I know it
It seems that
I'm older

And it's not every day, ay
That you see someone filled up with change
Watering flowers I say hey, hey, hey
Don't you fly away because you're a pretty bird

Oh you can do this
Wear my music, go tie
Your boots and make your choice
It's your future, yeah, it's your ride
And when if you want to try to love
Just kick that bucket up and fill it up, mmhm
Cause I feel you're
Emboldened
I've seen your
Growing
And

It's not every day, ay
That you see someone filled up with change
Watering flowers I say hey, hey, hey
Don't you fly away because you're a pretty bird
Yeah

Oh, he's coming –
To become a scarecrow is to ward off remembrance of death
A bittersweet life for outcasts holding presence of the past
So be prepared as you walk the field to receive my old straw hat
For the omen of that willow tree’s but a facade of one who left
So hurry fast, and break the dream before it grows and spreads
Through your soul, into the roots, where more crows it will attract

There’s no going back

scarecrow (intro)

"chemicals" OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yz6pEhQh8ZI

CHEMICALS - CHEMICALS - CHEMICALS - CHEMICALS
Lighting up another blunt
Smoke it up until you're dumb
Ain't no feelings they all gone
Lost em to the chemicals
Yeah

I can't remember when I had a brain
Dont remember when I drove in this lane
Yeah I'm messed up but there's nothing wrong with me
At least my friends know I'm a limosine
For free, for free, for free
I'ma scare your shadow off like mike wazowski
Holy, holy, holy
Wish I never had a gun this glock 19

When I was 19 I was on the floor lying and crying
When I was 20 I was out the door driving and driving
When I was 21 I was buying bud and buying bud and grinding
22 means nothing to you you lying and mimin
My nerve endings were so annoying that I burned em
I burned em, I burned em, I burned em
Now they will not talk to me, wish I deserved em
deserved em, deserved em, deserved em

Why do I keep doing this to myself
Tryna stay sane tryna keep my health
People round me tryna bleed my wealth
Like I ain't bleed myself to receive that amount
Smoking out the window like a child, ay
I just wanna see what's really out there
But I can't move 'cause I'm stuck here
So I'll just reach for another

Lighting up another blunt
Smoke it up until you're dumb
Ain't no feelings they all gone
Lost em to the chemicals
Yeah

Wow
I cant believe I made it this far
so many bitches on mfn call
my money so tall i cannot stack it all up
i'm starting to feel like i can't feel my tongue
graffiti the walls and graffiti the halls
i'm starting to feel like its feel like its feel like its
i wish that you wished that i was doing well
my mind is feeling fuzzy and my body seems to tell
who was that up on my bed yelling to turn it down?
no one

so light up on another cause my body's shutting down
fly off to another place where there's noone around
so light up on another cause your body's shutting down
fly off to another place where there's noone around

Lighting up another blunt (light it up, light it up)
Smoke it up until you're dumb (smoke it up, smoke it up)
Ain't no feelings they all gone (ain't no feelings, ain't no feelings)
Lost em to the chemicals (lost em all to chemicals)

I can't remember when I had a brain
Dont remember when I drove in this lane
Yeah I'm messed up but there's nothing wrong with me
At least my friends know I'm a limosine
For free, for free, for free
I'ma scare your shadow off like mike wazowski
Holy, holy, holy
Wish I never had a gun this glock 19

chemicals

untitled

SIRENS - SIRENS - SIRENS - SIRENS - SIRENS
Oh, I didn't mean to
Oh, I didn't mean to 

Didn't mean to go and hurt your heart
For the millionth time, I-I  
Didn't know how to keep things alright
I'll take a left turn in time I-I
I crossed you 
Trying so hard to deserve you
Didn't know I already earned you
Went past the borderline, and burned you
As I always do

I'm floating 'round an endless town
Smoking the words that I always tell
My body hurts, is withdrawing now, yeah
Was with the birds now I'm falling down
Someone yells,
"You must be the person that ripped out that heart before
And left a mess all up on my floor 
The blues'll have you trapped in iron bars"

You should
Celebrate the time you have, beating young and free
It can vanish away like the blink of a magnum
Passing time with me
Serenade the mind you have, thinking anxious things
So they're banished away like a king to his dragon
Just look around and see

You can do life as you please,   yeah
The world is still so green
You can fool me as you please  
Zero not XXIV

Though sooner or later
All the air that 
Holds my weight'll
Start to realize

That
I wasn't made of 
Clouds and feathers
I was just a tourist 
In the sky

Nevertheless I'm
Still floating round a somewhere town
Dragging old boots across the ground
I'm fully lucid, I'm open wide
Thinking of who now, I don't know why I - I
Just float along, just float along, hazy
In someone's song, and it's not too long maybe,
I'll pawn it off as a means of escaping
The blues that are chasing
They're racing and catching up quick

So I guess I should at least admit your
One wish in the well has paid off
And its falling back to earth
To keep rolling along, and looking for what to say
That would
Serenade the mind you have, thinking anxious things
So they're banished away like a king to his dragon
I would look around and see but I'm

Being picked up by the twelve
For stepping on your flowers
Something in that pill had me lit ablaze   for hours	
I was on K, it's no wonder I'll be on trial
Never would have thought that I'd be asking you for help
Cause I'm 

Trapped inside a cell, both the inside and the out
A feral feral child, with some bloke denying bail
He's picking on his skin, and he don't know how to talk
Scrapes the wall with fingers, drawing bodies in his chalk
Not what I envisioned when I flew out to Europe
Or maybe it really was 'cause I went and took too much
Once again, standing by a window
Looking out through the glass
Thinking 

Lemee lemee lemee out!
Lemmee, lemmee out!
Lemmee, lemmee out!
Lemmee, lemmee out!
Lemmee, lemmee out!
Lemmee, lemmee out!
Lemmee, lemmee out!
Please, oh please, oh please, please
Yeah (ha, ha, ha, ha, ha!)

Seems that nothing changes 
Different worlds and planes away
So when I make it out of here
I just dont know what I would say
I guess I'll just be thankful that I get to see another day and
Scare some crows up out of willow trees, all while remembering
How I used to fill up peach cans with the burning ends of cigs
I'm filling both your ears up with what may be the final cinders
But hey oh hey at least you listened to a measly beggar  
Go out and experience the world, knowing that I'm proud of 

You

✧ Corretta ✧ :
Alright, I supposeeeee I can bail you out. As long as you can pay me back, that is. And quit calling me! No, you can't stay with me. Hey, I know, you can hole up in that old shack down the street from me! You know, the run down one that barely has and windows and is infested with bugs and the like. It would be a perfect fit for you I think!

✧ Peach Can Girl (ghost) ✧ :
I'm scared...

sirens

ME & U AGAINST THE WORLD - ME & U AGAINST THE WORLD - ME & U AGAINST THE WORLD - 

(You make me anxious)

Stay on your toes baby
Me and you against the world, world, world, world
And they wont ever leave us alone, baby
Maybe
This house is not a home, home, home, home, home
Girl

Going insane going crazy
Holding propane in a bottle with no chaser
Molotov flames to the gun with the lazer
Molotov flames to the gun with the -
Going insane going crazy
Holding propane in a bottle no chaser
Molotov flames to the gun with the lazer
Molotov flames to the gun with the lazer

Fire's in the sky
Robbing all the light
Fire of my life
Woah
Fire's in the sky
Robbing all the light
Did you-did you know?
Did you-did you know?

You don't gotta to lose no sleep over me, girl
On your bed, it's so easy
You're my favorite song
You don't gotta lose no sleep over me, girl
On your bed, it's so easy
You're my favorite song

Stay on your toes baby
Me and you against the world, world, world, world
And they wont ever leave us alone, baby
Maybe
This house is not a home, home, home, home, home
Girl

(You want me to do it faster?)

Yeah I'm so happy 
I could probably die a thousand times
Yeah I'm so happy 
I could probably fly to my surprise
Yeah this so heavy
I don't wanna open up my eyes
They stay so jelly
They can't hold a candle to this fye
Fye fye fye fye

I got a plane to catch
I got an m to snatch
I got a bae to clap
Still making bangers damn
Thinking yall aim is bad
Don't need to pay me back
Won't even make me mad
Won't even make me sad
I got a  

Fye fye fye fye
Fye fye fye fye
Fye!

Fire's in the sky
Robbing all the light
Fire of my life
Woah
Fire's in the sky
Robbing all the light
Did you did you know?
Did you-did you know?
Did you-did you know?
Did you-did you

Stay on your toes baby?
Me and you against the world, world, world, world
And they wont ever leave us alone, baby
Maybe
This house is not a home, home, home, home, home
Girl

Going insane going crazy
Holding propane in a bottle no chaser
Molotov flames to the gun with the lazer
Molotov flames to the gun with the lazer
Going insane going crazy
Holding propane in a bottle no chaser
Molotov flames to the gun with the lazer
Molotov flames to the gun with the lazer

It's alright baby
Tell your story
It's alright baby
Tell your story

me and u against the WORLD

PEACH CAN - PEACH CAN - PEACH CAN - PEACH CAN - PEACH CAN - PEACH CAN - PEACH CAN - 

He was standing on a bed toking cigs out the window
Filling up a peach can quick with the ends of em
He was so sick, like a trip, he was stressing
With six pill bottles on the desk for depression
Nothing more, nothing less than
With six pill bottles on the desk for depression
Nothing more, nothing less than
Six pill bottles on the desk 

Til he'd wake up in the morning feeling like he messed up
Yesterday night, on the cold floor sweating
Borderline gasping, hands together grasping
Questions for the water wine, father time master
Wonder if he ever got an answer back
But for now it dont matter 'cause the hours go faster
And the shower's cold splatter makes the chemical damage
Feel all the more apparent in the brain matter
Hates when the shakes has him reaching for a painkiller, rain spiller 
Ain't real in days he goes without it
Passerbys may catch a glimpse of a ghost in the window
Always toking camels
And they spit on the grass and stomp their feet 
You're a bad influence to my child (child)
Life from the heights of a tight rope
Tatted up, lighting up, fighting the urge to buy a rental
And just never go back, but for now he's still trapped, and mental
Flicks the Bob Marley bic, and blows it out, real slow, cause

He was standing on a bed toking cigs out the window
Filling up a peach can quick with the ends of em
He was so sick, like a trip, he was stressing
With six pill bottles on the desk for depression 
Nothing more, nothing less than
Six pill bottles on the desk for depression
Like a tribute to a best friend 
Six pill bottles on the desk

Cheap thrills put him to the test, like teachers
Refill the spirit like a glass, said the mirror
Keep still, you're living real fast, its dangerous
Be real, twenty years passed since a baby  

Tenth grade, he met a girl with the leather on by the bleachers
Told him bout several things, but most importantly about freedom, she said
All of the features that make you wanna be inside alone
Are what make you unique, so aint no need to bleed and slash your palm
For a brief moment on they were like two peas in a pod
Stopped caring when their parents yelled out shame on em
Go against the grain on em, don't hesitate to break the rules
Something distant with no name they was always running to
One night before school, biking on through, past the fields and meadows
Further and further gone from anyone and everyone who'd said "no"
To the address where his friend was living by the willow's shadow
He parked the bike, looking up to whisper hello
But instead he saw her

Standing on a bed toking cigs out the window
Filling up a peach can quick with the ends of em
And she was so sick, like a trip, she was stressing 
With six pill bottles on the sill for depression
Maybe more, nothing less than
Six pill bottles on the sill for depression 
Maybe more, was just guessing 
Six pill bottles on the sill for depression 

Like a tribute to a best friend,
Six pill bottles on the desk for depression
Oh I wish you never left then
Six pill bottles on the desk

Cheap thrills put him to the test, like teachers
Refill the spirit like a glass, said the mirror
Keep still, you're living real fast, its dangerous
Be real, twenty years passed since a baby  

So he was standing on a bed toking cigs out the window
Filling up a peach can quick with the ends of em
Oh I wish you never left her 
With six pill bottles on the sill for depression
Like a tribute to a best friend,
Six pill bottles on the desk 
Keep still, you're living real fast, its dangerous
Be real, twenty years passed you're not a baby

✧ Peach Can Girl ✧ :
So this is how you'll remember me, huh?

peach can!

BORDERLINE - BORDERLINE - BORDERLINE - BORDERLINE
Catch me
Borderline crying
Every night and
I won't understand why
Affording my silence, with every fight and
There's something inside, yeah
Risk taker, risk taker, the savior
Anti, anti behavior
It's taken me everywhere
Now I've crossed your line
Mistaken, mistaken, I've made em
Thought things would change if I chased her
From place to place
Been gone for a long time

We're not perfect
Cause nothing is
If you're not her
Then I'm not him
We're not perfect
Cause nothing is
If you're not her
Then I'm not him
Baby,

Maybe it's just something in the deep pit of my stomach
Trying to get into my head
Bringing me disorder with the brum dum dum of thunder
I've seen lightning striking right by my bed

Surely I'm trying, like every time, they
Won't understand my
Words
Still walking through fires, till morning's light cause
There's something inside
Thought it was

Me and you against the world with all its riots
I was high and off a tonic, dominated by the blossomin
Feelings like I gotta get the life that I've been killing for
So I'm picking some poisons, finally seeing colors
I was not afforded
As a ghost branded not important
Forgot it with the wind in that moment your hair was blowing
With the glowing street lights pulsing
Club beats banging, us dancing, couldn't believe I was out here being something
So when my time passed with you, yeah it had me thinking
Oh hell I've dropped down from heaven, yeah the bottle's empty
And the tide is shifting, moon rising with a new horizon
Hoping you do fine despite how things turned out
So I'll be on my feet and on the road, oh once again
Hustling lady luck because she keeps passing up on me
Searching round for meaning I just keep on running
Wondering what's causing me to repeat lack of loving
Thinking

Maybe it's just something in the deep pit of my stomach
Trying to get into my head
Bringing me disorder with the brum dum dum of thunder
I've seen lightning striking right by my bed

Oh never, never, never had it better, better
Oh Coretta, Coretta, oh Coretta
Never, never, never had it better, better
Oh Coretta

✧ Coretta ✧ :
It's like you're still hung up on that girl from so long ago. Like there's a ghost in your head, haunting you! Driving you mad! And these things you're getting me involved in... all those fires... I — I can't deal with it.

borderline

LIFE IS SO FUNNY - LIFE IS SO FUNNY - LIFE IS SO FUNNY
✧ Peach Can Girl ✧ :
What are you running from?

She was like a summertime dream didn't know I wanted needed
All alone by the willow tree
Is all I see in my memories
She was like a summertime dream didn't know I wanted needed
All alone by the willow tree
Is all I see in my memories

And no, I never ever found a similar thing
No matter how, matter how hard I looked it seemed
I'd never find, never find, a similar thing
Maybe it's somewhere, over those seas
Sold everything, so guess I'll go see
Sitting in the port, newport, on me
Hopping in the plane no case rolling
On one way street, through the wind one way
Never stop to think, no more hesitation
Past few years already been bracing
Last few fears in the brain been wasted
And if

Something's wrong I will atone
My finger's on the spinning globe
Hey boy better get on the road
Is what I wish somebody told me
Noone here really can know me
I'll try somewhere else but still trapped in this body
At least I don't even know me
Trying place after place yeah this life is so funny

Oh sometimes I'm thinking that life is so funny, yeah yeah
Place after place but still trapped in this body, oh yeah yeah
So sometimes I'm thinking that life is so funny, yeah yeah
Going so far but still not where I wanted, oh yeah yeah
Sometimes I'm thinking that life is so funny, yeah yeah
Place after place but still trapped in this body, oh yeah yeah
So don't you think that this life can be so funny, yeah yeah
Going so far to end up where you started oh yeah yeah
Yeah, yeah...

I'm a couch surfing, empty bank account, rough rider
Fish outta water, but hey at least I found a doctor
Straight off the block, right after I reached the ground in London
I got a dollar for bruh to ease me of my troubles
I'm walking down the street with something purple 'tween my fingers
Envisioning everything going well because this rope I walk is feeble
I done dropped bout everything just to see the beams
Yeah there's nothing left for me but to bleed the beat
Don't you see
The views in this plane that I'm getting in the cheapest seat
The rules to your game, never read em, wouldn't make sense to me
Confused by my name, but it's whatever, I'm a stranger here
Just tryna lose the feeling that still with me in these endless streets
So
Don't place on me all your hopes
And please do not die in your home
I'm a cartridge that's ready to blow
Searching for memories unknown
Cause if

Something's wrong I will atone
My finger's on the spinning globe
Hey boy better get on the road
Is what I wish somebody told me
Noone here really can know me
I'll try somewhere else but still trapped in this body
At least I don't really know me
Trying place after place yeah this life is so funny

Oh sometimes I'm thinking that life is so funny, yeah yeah
Place after place but still trapped in this body, oh yeah yeah
So sometimes I'm thinking that life is so funny, yeah yeah
Going so far but still not where I wanted, oh yeah yeah
Sometimes I'm thinking that life is so funny, yeah yeah
Place after place but still trapped in this body, oh yeah yeah
So don't you think that this life can be so funny, yeah yeah
Going so far to end up where you started

Oh, I am
I am
Oh, I am
I am
A

Couch surfing, empty bank account, rough rider
I'm a couch surfing, empty bank account, rough rider
I'm a couch surfing, empty bank account, rough rider
I'm a couch surfing, empty bank account, rough rider

life is so funny...

BRACE YOURS - BRACE YOURS - BRACE YOURS - BRACE YOURS 
I meant to tell you 
I spiraled through the morning 
Traveled the oceans
Riding the storm
Saw different planets 
Whole different worlds
Yeah I meant to tell you, 
Was just like I ... 
Dreeeeeamed it
Wish you could've seen it
But don't cry my baby
You now have my strength
They feed me my memories
I cannot remember a thing

So
Dedicate your mind, your soul and

Brace your
Brace your (you'd better)
Brace yourself
Cause

I don't seem to mind it anymore
But I can't just waltz on in right through the door
Should I just break it all apart all on my own?
And be free?

But noone prepares you 
Except the mirror in the corner that I lent you
Fear because you had to  
Well, you no longer have to 
Been caught up for way too long
Walled  up watchin my tone
Make it, shake em off, show them all wrong
The water's warm maybe- in a new song
Impossible, maybe - but you gotta go  
So just speed off
in the moonlight
Never been easy
Noone can free me so I
Dream of 
A new light
What could I need
To get on my feet and 
Go fly?
Just speed off
in the moonlight
Never been easy
Noone can free me so I
Dream of 
A new light
What could I need
To get on my feet and 
Go fly?
To

Dedicate your mind, your soul and

Brace your
Brace your (you'd better)
Brace yourself
Cause

I don't seem to mind it anymore
But I can't just waltz on in right through the door
Should I just break it all apart all on my own?
And be free?

Baby, baby, baby
I'm breaking 
Breaking
I love you / Us out of here

And you're
Free
Free
Free (finally, finally, finally, finally)
Free (finally, finally, finally, finally)
Free

brace yourself!

BE THE SCARECROW - BE THE SCARECROW - BE THE SCARECROW - 
Be the scarecrow
In the field
Skinless shadow
Finally real
In the meadows
Ropes to heels
Casted out, oh
I hope to heal

I saw me run behind the bleachers
With a freckled friend with cheap cut jeans cause
No one could teach us
Reach us through the family feature
And it happens again, again and again, cycle won't end, oh no
And it happens again, again and again, cycle won't end
And I saw me alone for like more than a week, feeling brittle
Seconds go on like a dog in a kennel
Eyes drifting off to a place with a meadow
My hair's turning blonde, a little way to feel special
But it isn't how I want it to be
Something in the denim's too rough it seems
I'm living out a stranger's philosophy
I wonder would it really bother me to

Be the scarecrow
In the field
Skinless shadow
Finally real
In the meadows
Ropes to heels
Casted out, oh
I hope to heal

Every bad decision that I made (when I was human)
Every single person left in place (from all my juking)
That's to say, qu'est-ce c’est, in the summer night, seems like
Something about these birds is completely out this world
Hard to say, but I'm thinking I'm completely out of words...

Find the words in the past, like the earth to the grass
Find the hurt in the nest, eat it all like a pill
Find the nurture in breast, like the sun to the west
Lay the burdens to rest, fading out behind a hill
Guess I'm a feral boy now
Guess I'm of a different world now
I cracked my wish bone, and let my friends go
I thought my wings would grow out, and blow out the window
But clearly ain't no bird or angel, nothing too special
And that was okay with me, was that okay with you?
Were you okay with me, letting you be a memory?
I'm feeling strange in the field, on the range, on the real
But hey, at least it's something, baby, to be myself
Even if I gotta

Be the scarecrow
In the field
Skinless shadow
Finally real
In the meadows
Ropes to heels
Casted out, oh
I hope to heal

And I wish that someone would notice
Camera's in eternal focus
I wish that someone would notice
Camera's in eternal focus on

Every bad decision that I made (when I was human)
Every single person left in place (from all my juking)
That's to say, qu'est-ce c’est, in the summer night, seems like
Something about these birds is completely out this world
Hard to say, but I'm thinking I'm completely out of words

be the scarecrow.

prod SNOOG
on 5/28/2023!!

lyrics:
Lightspeed on all of my rides, yeah
Baby on back of the bike, yeah
We gonna go to the island
Know that none of you survivin' (heee)
I need to make on them dollars and creme
They gon' holla at me 'cause I'm thriving
So many mini me's walking around and they jacking my style 'cause I'm climbing

Oh no no no no no no
We can not be having that
Acting like me'll get you clapped
You will never see
Hit it from the back
God damn

If I stood on my benjis could I see the way down?
They be lookin' like confetti as I fire on 'em now
Everybody telling me that I'm doing good for myself
Know that you will never make it unless you had some help (x2)

Never never never never
Would I care about what a lil bitch saying mm
Spending spending spending spending
So much that I cannot believe this shit real hmm
Water water water water
Dripping so much like I'm under the sea in Atlantis
Icy cold but I'm so hot like Havana
Pinpointing targets for critical damage
Ring on my finger like my name is Saturn
Hitting a zinger like my name is Stephen
This boi a singer like my name is Jackson
All of your daughters is on me and they always asking
If we can get stabbinnng
Her name Alexis and she is from Texas
I told her to hop in the Phantommm
Speeding away like Aladdinn
Wind in my ears and she rubbing my lantern
Passed all my peers 'cause they are my accountants
Michael Phelps meet me he gon' get to drowning
Stacking up like a tiki, top of mountain
Fasten my BB and grab on my Baby
And travel around the whole planetttt
Off of some shit that I made in my bedroom
Tell me, could you imagine?

If I stood on my benjis could I see the way down?
They be lookin' like confetti as I fire on 'em now
Everybody telling me that I'm doing good for myself
Know that you will never make it unless you had some help (x2)

Lightspeed on all of my rides, yeah
Lightspeed on all of my rides, yeah
I need to make on them dollars and creme
They gon' holla at me 'cause I'm thriving
So many mini me's walking around and they jacking my style 'cause I'm climbing

No no no no no no
We can not be having that
Acting like me'll get you clapped
You will never see
Hit it from the back

BENJIS!

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GL81rqgorUY&pp=0gcJCYQJAYcqIYzv

lyrics:
blaggard,
blaggard's in the fucking sky now
doesn't matter that he's blind now
ooh
blaggard,
blaggard's in the fucking sky now
eating all the fucking rice and eggs
and bread that he can
ooh
go, have all the eggs that you want
yeah
try out all the chocolate and all the grapes
everything and anything that you feel
you wanna eat
run for me 
and sniff some things
the flowers green
but don't nibble on that cross,
just because it's made of wood

in the sky now (a dog song)

23 yr old independent artist and vagabond.

SNOOGI

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