Hits fucking great at night while in your thoughts shit...

i get no sleep
i'm chasing dreams while i'm in agony
my face is numb 
my head is bruised for something sensory
lay down defences 
fall fatigued only a moment away
all i need is for you to stay

agony w/ lyrah & splashgvng

SOMEBODY ELSE w/ popularreject (prod. heydium)

castle with the cobwebs

Holding onto Nothing

produced by boyfifty 
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iJ7YnhvysdI&feature=youtu.be

-lyrics-
whatever you say tonight 
i don’t really care what’s on your mind
staying up late trying to burn the night
i live in your walls i’m a poltergeist 
i got lxst on the way
to the house in the woods from my memory 
all my friends are dead to me
repeat what you had said to me

take back what i said, im a mess
i don’t wanna die
but in my head it made sense
to try to chase the meteorites 
i got pains in my chest
on these stormy late nights
i got cold when you left
now i’m coming back to life

riptides are throwing me around
hold tight, just seconds from the ground
i got something to say, bae just hear me out
but you’ll just run away i’m used to it by now

(woahh oh ohhh)
 
i won’t respond when you say my name
i’m out of time, no i can’t think straight
i’m probably out of touch with my inner state
i am boring, yeah i get it, none of my songs are great
i won’t respond to anything you say
feel that i should pack up and run away
cause if you felt emotion, you would do the same
now i get it, no, lemme get this straight

riptides are throwing me around
hold tight, just seconds from the ground
i got something to say, bae just hear me out
but you’ll just run away i’m used to it by now

take back what i said, im a mess
i don’t wanna die
but in my head it made sense
to try to chase the meteorites 
i got pains in my chest
on these stormy late nights
i got cold when you left
now i’m coming back to life

riptides are throwing me around
hold tight, just seconds from the ground
i got something to say, bae just hear me out
but you’ll just run away i’m used to it by now

(but you’ll just run away i’m used to it by now)

Music Video!!

riptides (boyfifty)

produced by giovanni
mixed and mastered by lxst boy

-lyrics-

lxst boy :

i’m ok but i’m insane
i play dumb and i play games with you
with you
i say things i shouldn’t say
procrastinate and whine all day to you
woah

and i live up in my head it’s where i stay like half the time 
pondering mistakes, don’t deserve to call you mine
push myself to the edge feeling like i’m on the brink
so i’m not one to talk when i say you overthink
i’m tryna be a good man, don’t know what it takes
i think that we both know i will never change
saying that i love you then i dip and run away
sorry that i’m disappointing, know what you’re gonna say

i’m ok but i’m insane
i play dumb and i play games with you
(ok, ok, ok, ok)
i say things i shouldn’t say
procrastinate and whine all day to you
(ok, ok, ok, ok)

re: :

i’ll take back what i said i never meant it
i’ll stay the same again and not regret it all over 
yeah i’ll regret it all over
again and again
but i can’t seem to get you out of my head
i like you too much to try to pretend
lately every good thing ends
and i’m running out of patience 
broken heart again so i had to buy a makeshift 
lost another friend i don’t like all the attention 
take me home
you’re all i’ve ever known 

kiano :

sent a text i wish i never sent it
you’ve been fucking with my head
playing games in the back of my brain
give me a pattern, tear my heart to shreds 
from the bottom to the top from the source of my head
you’ll find a bunch of pieces in the place of my chest
i guess i kinda like it, she call me kinda psycho
it’s actually manipulative, i guess she’s right though 
running around in circles, don’t know where she might go
look into your eyes just to stab me with a knife oh
(ok)
i’ll play your game
i’ll play it just like you 

lxst boy :

i’m ok but i’m insane
i play dumb and i play games with you
(ok, ok, ok, ok)
i say things i shouldn’t say
procrastinate and whine all day to you
(ok, ok, ok, ok)

Holding onto Nothing

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