Belak on all platforms:
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ft. @powfu

Lyrics:

(Belak)

so if earth got the hit by meteor
i would just smile and laugh
as the world burns down around me
if everything just stopped existing 
then i would be fine
because at least i wouldnt be here to cry
x2

i hope i dont end up like my dad did
die young, from mixing drugs in the cabinet
even if all the pill bottles had an asterisk 
saying “this will kill you!”
people would just laugh it off
and pop Perc 30s till the casket
says “wassup!” and the party gets crashed in
imagine a world without distractions 
no addiction, but that’ll never happen
been fucked up
i been right there with you in the same boat
putting cracks in the hull, let it sink slow
till you hit rock bottom, then you think to yourself 
that only way out is to swim up
but everyday i feel like i should just give up
i still pray to god, tell the devil he can get fucked
i walk along my path working out the knots and hiccups
i put on my raincoat through the storm and drizzle

so if earth got the hit by meteor
i would just smile and laugh
as the world burns down around me
if everything just stopped existing 
then i would be fine
because at least i wouldnt be here to cry
x2

(Powfu)

i guess im a selfish man
yikes
i got nobody holding my hand
spent too much time on desktops and papers
if i could go back
would i tip my waiter?
didnt notice i was falling
popping way too many adderalls
blinded by the shit that doesnt matter at all
laugh when i fall down
you step on my back
all this shit thats coming at me
i deserve from my past
i cant see through the lighting
half my town wanna fight me
heart made of stone 
i was hiding
was a lifeless soul till you found me
not afraid of death im all in
i dont need a rest
my calling is spread out on the desk
now i understand im meant for way more

don't look up ft. Powfu

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Love Myself (feat. Lxst Boy) (prod. cxrter)

*music video*
https://youtu.be/d57pBbeiYGY

Produced by @citrusgastank

in the end 2/im not alright (prod. citrusgastank) *mv in bio*

Produced by @skinnyatlas 
Mix & mastered by ig @heccctor & @skinny atlas 
Cover art by @supachefm

jomie & skinny atlas - lost my voice

Rest if you need to

Rest If You Need To (feat. Jomie)

produced by boyfifty & fog lake

-lyrics- 

lxst boy:
i said that im fine but i promised that i lied yeah
tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night yeah
stuck here writing songs in my room its rainy weather
my shadows my only friend now we're miserable together x2

we're 2 different people i get that
but why didnt you tell me to step back
i was staying up waiting for a text back
and instead i got sad and i relapsed
yeah i tried and i tried, i fall down then i cry
pick myself up trip and fall then i die
you said its fine but really its not
you act clueless and watch as i rot
i check the time, its 4 or 5
then check my phone, cant see the light
i check my pulse, im half-alive
you picked my rose and watched it die
these castle walls aint fortified
i hear the lies and theyre not mine
cant feel nothing, my nerves are fried
spending every waking moment feeling dry

cavasoul:
i feel faint
lacking iron or protein
or maybe dying
been abandoned by my guide
cause i never see the signs
its over gimme one more time
you move on i fall behind
i always fake it don’t admit the fact
that i’m never feeling fine
i’m a mess most of the time
give my best i’m never right
i struggle with anxiety that makes me wanna die
no one listens
no one cares
really need to wash my hair
but i hardly leave my bed i’m miserable and losing air
suppressing my light make it snow in the summer
i wasted my time even thought that i loved her
i feel like i’m fading i’m losing my colour
i was losing my mind she was under another
another one that i can add to the list
i try to forget all the things that you did
when i think about him it be making me sick
you were wanting a high that i just couldn’t give
the time that you took from me never returned
when you give up your trust and it breaks then it burns
i’m tired i wish that the tables would turn
one day i’ll see you get what you deserve
i thought i could i save you but i was mistaken
concerned with the path you taking
you lied to my face now you can’t even face it
you leaving me here while i’m broken and shaking

lxst boy:
i said that im fine but i promised that i lied yeah
tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night yeah
stuck here writing songs in my room its rainy weather
my shadows my only friend now we're miserable together x2

miserable together w/ Cavasoul (boyfifty x fog lake)

produced by giovanni
mixed and mastered by lxst boy

-lyrics-

lxst boy :

i’m ok but i’m insane
i play dumb and i play games with you
with you
i say things i shouldn’t say
procrastinate and whine all day to you
woah

and i live up in my head it’s where i stay like half the time 
pondering mistakes, don’t deserve to call you mine
push myself to the edge feeling like i’m on the brink
so i’m not one to talk when i say you overthink
i’m tryna be a good man, don’t know what it takes
i think that we both know i will never change
saying that i love you then i dip and run away
sorry that i’m disappointing, know what you’re gonna say

i’m ok but i’m insane
i play dumb and i play games with you
(ok, ok, ok, ok)
i say things i shouldn’t say
procrastinate and whine all day to you
(ok, ok, ok, ok)

re: :

i’ll take back what i said i never meant it
i’ll stay the same again and not regret it all over 
yeah i’ll regret it all over
again and again
but i can’t seem to get you out of my head
i like you too much to try to pretend
lately every good thing ends
and i’m running out of patience 
broken heart again so i had to buy a makeshift 
lost another friend i don’t like all the attention 
take me home
you’re all i’ve ever known 

kiano :

sent a text i wish i never sent it
you’ve been fucking with my head
playing games in the back of my brain
give me a pattern, tear my heart to shreds 
from the bottom to the top from the source of my head
you’ll find a bunch of pieces in the place of my chest
i guess i kinda like it, she call me kinda psycho
it’s actually manipulative, i guess she’s right though 
running around in circles, don’t know where she might go
look into your eyes just to stab me with a knife oh
(ok)
i’ll play your game
i’ll play it just like you 

lxst boy :

i’m ok but i’m insane
i play dumb and i play games with you
(ok, ok, ok, ok)
i say things i shouldn’t say
procrastinate and whine all day to you
(ok, ok, ok, ok)

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