everything aaron

wishing i realized my place in this mess sooner

prod me
https://aaronkusnier.art/until

red stains on my tee
and don't tell no one they were free
can't get past this debris
they're hoping i won't make it out
and that's very lovely
your words were so ugly
such bad taste in meaning
(what's the meaning?)
what's the point in anything you say if all you do is lie
i gave you my trust, you bled it out until it dried
still can't come to terms with anything inside my life
so guessing that's part of the game

and i'm so sick of fighting with the devil
who convinced me that i got no potential
and the cards that played were successful, truly
couldn't put up a fight but that was all before
it's been breaking me down to my core
yet still don't know what i'm fighting for

and i won't ever understand the shit that you said
refuse to let that get to me
wont settle in defeat
nah!!!
talk your fucking shit >:)
'cause you got nothing on me
ima end this softly and
wasted so much time to find an answer
time no one can ever get back
my silver lining is painted in blood, so much anger
now everything is such a drag

outta pocket
they make me wanna tear my eyes out of my sockets
but i won't let them see a day, it's what they started
i know i'll find a way, i'm like a heartless
hoping this is what they wanted

don't know what to seek
feel like i can't be me
still not past the debris
but hoping things will end fine
i've lost all my focus
most days, so hopeless
this world's got sour taste
(tastes like shit)
what's the point in anything at all if everything gets worse
it feels like 18 years i've been stuck inside a curse :/
but i will keep pushing 'cause there's gotta be a worth
until it's all over

and i hope for a day that i can come back
(to) a world of my own, no one can trespass
under the sun laying on the grass
'cause it's all that i have ):

streaming

until it's over

4 https://soundcloud.com/underscores & https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485

i gave up on mixing this

nowhere to be, ever (a remix for underscores x 8485)

aquoferne:
@aquoferne
twitter.com/aquoferne
www.youtube.com/channel/UCuLrV8V8uxHZImKgx28hnDA

Lyrics:
should i ignore the knock on my door
leave a message right after the tone
it feels like something's pulling me out

why are my eyes still way too wide open
last night's conversation was broken
breathing less when i'm inside
why do i run and hide

a step away from the nearest store
one long jump from the next long shore
sharing a love
i'd love to go beyond

i was broken
i was focused
on leaving it all behind

needed notion
of a moment
to help me coincide
with the pace we've been going
i need to catch up on how things have been

(so tell me how it's going)
(you don't need to say it out
you don't need to say it loud
i feel it too)

do you know where to go?
it's not like i would know
you seen the world we've made?
maybe in my mistakes

should i leave or wait and see?
is there someone out there

a step away from the nearest store
one long jump from the next long shore
sharing a love
i'd love to go beyond

(so tell me how it's going)
(you don't need to say it out
you don't need to say it loud
i feel it too)

a step away from the nearest store
one long jump from the next long shore
sharing a love
i'd love to go beyond

Paper cup telephone (ft. aquoferne)

thank you <3
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echoed - falling (ft. nivviana)arkenesis remix

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Home

trust in yourself

(re-mastered as of dec '23)

prod, written, & engineered by me
https://aaronkusnier.art/falling

feel so paranoid with everything
they told me pain is necessary to live
'cause if you don't know how to grow, what's the point of a heart?

only to break in several pieces?
i don't get what i'm feeling
i'm tired of all this healing, constantly
when everyone's leaving
stay inside for the season

i'll find a way, make it through, you'll see
can't find my place down on this old street
been searching for peace, tranquility
trust in yourself, fall forward, believe
when the sun sets, trust you'll remember me
screaming at our demons on this old street
took a while but we got through the debris
trust in yourself, fall forward, you'll see

you'll see, you'll see
fall forward, believe, believe

uncertain how to feel alright
re-learning how to sit down and cry
'cause one day you'll look back
thinking this leads one way when it does
but you don't know that right now
clueless to the facts all around
"how could you run away?"
they told me, "come and stay for a little bit longer"

i can't stay even if i wanted
i painted a target to the past
can't live in it anymore
closed a couple of doors
in hopes to grow and carry on
fall forward, believe

believe, believe
falling forward, falling forward
believe, believe
falling forward, fall forward

i'll find a way, make it through, you'll see
can't find my place down on this old street
been searching for peace, tranquility
trust in yourself, fall forward, believe
when the sun sets, trust you'll remember me
screaming at our demons on this old street
took a while but we got through the debris
trust in yourself, fall forward, you'll see

stream

Falling forward

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

made in 24 hours as part of FORM's "All Nighter 9" event!

@aaronkusnier

@adamdaylight

@echoriftmusic
https://open.spotify.com/artist/149ZQHCdlozrsXWNZ7uc6O?si=fDWIDGzBSSGl0M7qGKhNYA

@felimos
https://twitter.com/felimosmusic
https://instagram.com/felimosmusic

idol envy!
https://twitter.com/idol_envy

@snow_chant
https://twitter.com/snowchant
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There's a fellow in the rearview
Causing traffic on the paper road
All the origami birds were flying
And I don't think I'll start the motors just yet

I know, I know
I know, I know

Reflections in the rearview
I fell out with all the blue
I still don't quite understand
Keeping focus (I still don't quite understand)
I can't help but reminisce

What more can I prove?

I know, I know
I know, I know

aararo, adam daylight, Echorift, Felimos, idol envy!, Snow Chant - Ongoing Traffic (AN9)

lets start :3c

Suroki, halfTrue, EyesAndArrows, maringen

Lyrics

----VERSE 1----

[WHAT'S THIS ?]

They say your body loves you so unconditionally (That's right !)
But when i break mine i hope i'm forgiven (Of course :D)
I used to think together we could be anything

But i'm not an idiot, yeh

Keep getting closer to some people i'll never meet
But still won't talk to those i've known since like 17
I'm feeling nauseous when somebody is nice to me

I must be an idiot

ARE YOU ?

----CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

WHAT'S THIS ?

----VERSE 2----

Someone said they want my hands for themselves
I couldn't comprehend the things that they felt
It's not that i don't like the way that they're held , I think i'd like
It more, as somebody else

[AAAH]

Can't fake the feeling that you'll never be home again
Ashamed to say but i've forgotten just what it meant
You're nothing now, and we know who it should've been

Cos i'm just an idiot

ARE YOU ?

----CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT 
ARE YOU ?

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

[OH NO !]

----POSTCHOR----

I never change
I'll never change
I can't decide
I'll think about it
It's always been
just like you said

You wanna live ? then start !

I wanna to change
I wanna to change
Can't be this way
forever but I
Don't wanna be
Don't wanna be
(Somebody else)

----PRECHOR----

She's got nowhere to go
He didn't even notice
I thought we'd be prettier
We must not be ready yet

ARE YOU ?

----CHORBUILD----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDI - 
[OH NO !]

ARE YOU ?

----FINAL CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

I WANNA LIVE

[WHAT'S THIS ?]

AND I CAN'T LET THIS GO ON     
PROMISE YOU DON'T HAVE TO WAIT
WHEN WE CAN'T BE WHAT YOU WANT
I'll STILL LOVE YOU ANYWAY

I WANNA LIVE

let's start. 




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Renowned German producer Nyxara (GER) is thrilled to announce the upcoming release of his latest album, For Your Love. The highly anticipated record showcases Nyxara's signature blend of driving beats and melodic soundscapes, featuring seven brand new original tracks. Adding to the album's dynamic scope are eight powerful remixes from a stellar lineup of artists, including D.A.R.E., Static State, Heaven Dose, and Edith Crosby.

For Your Love also includes a special collaboration, with one track co-produced alongside the talented artist S.T.E.L.L.A., promising a fresh and unique sonic experience for fans.

The album is a testament to Nyxara's evolving artistry and his ability to craft captivating and emotionally charged electronic music. The collection of original tracks delves into a range of moods and textures, while the remixes offer diverse and exciting new interpretations, highlighting the album's versatility and appeal across the electronic music spectrum.

Release Schedule:

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General Release: September 26, 2025.

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Nyxara (GER) - Fly Away (Edith Crosby Remix)

ft. @aaronkusnier & @fuckjamesy
prod. Malu, mixed by @nbmusic098

[chorus]
i don't have emotions to the shit that make me bleed
i don't have emotions to the shit you did to me
i don't have emotions can you please just leave me be
fucking all around, you were just too  blind to see 

[verse: wolficide]  
cut you off so much that it feels like a process
life stays in a cycle 360 hundred bitch
i don't trust the titles and the idols, not a little bit
roses in the ground it feels like magneto tricks
i don't give a shit, family stay on my backside
he don't love our circle since the day like when mac died
that's why, i don't even try to act shy 
hearts go up in circles and my brother got his brain fried

[chorus]
i don't have emotions to the shit that make me bleed
i don't have emotions to the shit you did to me
i don't have emotions can you please just leave me be
fucking all around, you were just too  blind to see

[verse: jamesy!]
Lost a lot of people, and I don't know what is real
Shit, I'm always talking bout it cuz I don't know how to feel
I don't know, what to do, I might pop another seal
Been a year, since I quit, I made it harder on the real
No cap, Honestly miss popping me a few 
When I did it, I was straight, Stress knocking me askew
Fuck being sad, nigga, I just want the good news
My niggas always worried bout me, Gotta make up an excuse 
I just want Marley back 
I'm only doing this for her, gotta make these racks
I really don't know what's real, praying to the ceiling
I just wanna pop another till there's no feeling
I gotta do it for my mama, gotta make this bread
How the fuck I'm sposed to smile when Marley's dead

[chorus]
i don't have emotions to the shit that make me bleed
i don't have emotions to the shit you did to me
i don't have emotions can you please just leave me be
fucking all around, you were just too  blind to see

[verse: aaron kusnier]
throw me out in the river
you told me to, u wanted proof
and i knew it so long
pay the price of a choosing
did u think it through?
it's all overdue
and i can't take it for long
i sit back and watch it fall
until i vanish like the fall
and all my leaves are crumbling
just like my sanity to heart
u cut me up and gave me scars
yet i can only see so far
ur time is up u cannot run
from everything u took apart

Heart After Dark

no emotion (feat. aaron kusnier)

@wishlane / @aaronkusnier

On February 6th, 2021, over 800 unique artists came together to create a single charity compilation in 24 hours. Taking advantage of the fact that this would be the only FORM All Nighter event of the year, each participant went all-out. 45 of the most stellar tracks were hand-picked to create an album that’s phenomenal front-to-back— from math rock, to gritty electronic, to chiptune.

All Nighter Vol. 6 is a reflection of creativity, teamwork, and the sleepless delusion that comes with staying up all night— but most of all, it’s a reflection of our community. We couldn't ask for a better one.

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