hOW WAS THIS DONE IN 8 HOURS its so good ly

feature from @820
mastered by @0rch_id
prod me

(avast)
I think i’m tired need to lay down
ill make it thru somehow
its too much, i’m gonna drown out
u looked a lil deeper tell me what u found

i’m in the club, ur not invited
its gone, if i dont like it
I call the shots, dont need a sidekick 
I wanna be alone and hide it

gone again, u wouldn’t know
all the feelings I couldn’t show
i’m going out in the snow
need to go on whats showing

all alone in the sky
sticking to myself I’m shy
falling through in the night
do i tell her when its over? say goodbye?

(nosgov)
im pouring some substances
i pour too much just to exist
cant wait to go all wrong with it
i have to go along with it

please walk with me please dont leave
and when its getting hard to breathe
addiction taking over me
please hold my soul when i cant breathe

im screaming outloud
i stay in the dark
fucked up on my part
end up in a fight

gone again ft. nosgov

cover of https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/im-goofy

im goofy

Bliss1

sttp-2

https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic/waster

nothing changes change inst real Everythnmg is predetermined its@meant to happen Change is impossibl

waster

i love all these people dearly >|<

produced by me and @kojowav
mix/chops by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ intro : @xxsyris ]

what i feel around you 
is hard to describe
i can see thru ur lies 
please dont hurt whats inside

i feel like a nuisance
i feel i'm reclusive
why do u act cluless
you make me feel useless

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ verse 1 : @xxsyris ]

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

and i know its fucked up but stay here with me

i promise its worth it so baby dont leave

you know that i want this you know that i need this

spinning in circles with lies but believe this

just keep it a secret ur love yeah i need it

i need it your love yeah i need it

[ verse 2 : @venusiann ]

i can't breathe, i'm so weak
i can't go on like this right now
but maybe, you'll save me
want you to lift me from the ground

and i can't keep you around
love is my curse i'd drown

hate to see your face
i wanna escape
to another place
never wanted it this way

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ end ]

resolve / once + syris + venusiann

another bladee cover fuck u

prod ME!

cover of: https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/gatekeeper-prod-f1lthy

gatekeeper

take me there

mid cover of rises the moon by liana flores
would do a proper cover of this but i have no motivation so this is just two bad takes layered and panned sorry

Produced written and performed by Reserv

lyrics

honey i tried
making up a lie
i'm making up a lie to be true
maybe i'll cry
maybe i'll be fine
but surely i'll be gone without you
oo, and i'm
wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
counting a, b, c, d
even if i want and i don't need
it's been a combination of a whole lot of things
that i can't begin to list
or think about for extended periods
cause honey what i want is something clean
and i can't hear a thing you're telling me
sorry that i
become someone else
i try to do something i can't do
i ask you why
you sing, and then you dance
you breathe, and then you can't let out
such simple things
to make a little easier
i might just be immature though
just so you know
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time 
counting a, b, c, d
even if i want and i don't need
it's been a combination of a whole lot of things
that i can't begin to list
or think about for extended periods
cause honey what i want is something clean
and i can't hear a thing you're telling me

A Whole Lot of Things

this song is very sentimental and important to me.

song is coproduced by me and @gl0wrm, 
im really proud of the synthy part before my verse in the middle. 
everything about this song is beautiful and somber to me, and it always tugs at my heart. i hope you enjoy!

lyrics

[ intro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart
beside of aid,
I’ll carry ur hell
i'll feel it all

[ verse @sprigtek ]

open your mouth
and let the words spill off your tongue
ill wait for anything
you have to say
open your mind
and let your preconceptions run into the ground
for good
my time is yours to keep
on almost any day
so take me, if u would

Until the sky falls on our heads
Until the ground below below our feet diminishes
Until i lie beside you dead
Until our visions are so fleeting
that we cant see right behind
or right ahead

[ outro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart

who wants flowers when theyre dead? + gl0wrm

wither prod. rugee

just for fun 2023

made in 8 hours on april 10th 2020
https://limeboiler.bandcamp.com/album/heartdoxxing

im getting better at handling things

@ reserrvv

sensation
on my finger tips
it reminds me i’m in love with this
in love with this
passive and plastic i can’t resist

resist
the temptations
that you present
all of my diary entries pertain to how you exist
watch you repulse when i try and kiss

the sparrow calls in the wind
but i don’t even know where to begin
the story is ever changing
to my every little whim

it surrounds me
you let me know i’m disposable
reach out toward me
both of ur eyes leave my body froze

im getting better at handling things

snowblower

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