prod. elujjin

i got a hundred fucking problems
that i really cannot talk about
but if you were my girl
they would already have been gone by now

i know i'm not that interesting
and i talk too much when i'm drunk
but you made me feel important
and that really fucked me up

i overthink the things i wear
like it would make you even care
but still you keep walking right past
you're like a dream that i can't have

i know that you could fix me
and with you i know i'd feel just fine
but i'd be so bad for you
so wont you please just let me ruin your life

i'd make you hate your favorite songs
turn every night to something wrong
i'd say i'm fine then start to break
i'd ruin every single day 

you’d ask me why i act this way
you'd wait for me to change someday
then you'd get mad and run away
it's all my fault so i won't chase

sorry i made u hate radiohead

prod.$uicidia

jon jones is a fucking duck

shoutout to tom aspinall

prod. astral 

i cant fucking sleep i think its way past 3 am
i havent left my house in weeks and i lost my lighter again
but i cant even fucking smoke, my doctor said i'll rip the stitches
and theres blood all over my bed, i think my nose just started bleeding 

i left her on read once and now shes getting revenge
maybe she just moved on, or maybe shes just with her friends
thats what i was thinking, but now its been like 4 days
how did i fumble a girl who texted me first again?

i dont know i dont know
am i really that boring?
i dont know i dont know
i think i need sum more morphine

i dont know i dont know
am i really that boring?
i dont know i dont know
i miss going out with my friends

i cant avoid the light
its leaking through my blinds
i havent slept in days
been stuck inside my mind

i cant avoid her face
its burned into my dreams
she left me in the dark
now all i do is scream



blocked again lol

(Kope)

Broke my heart without a reason
Just wish I could forget perform a trepan
Wanna kill myself and its the season, guess that's one more ornament hung on the tree, man.
Never in my life did I wanna be your enemy
Little did I know that your love would be the end of me
Cross my heart I hope to die and now ur just a memory
Still cant get you out my mind plus now im catching felonies

(snuff)

my friends are kinda mad they havent talked to me at school
cuz i dont eat lunch with them, im only sitting next to you
they say im acting different, like im fading from the group
they just dont understand, that i've always been a fool

the rain ruined your eyeliner, but baby, you still look perfect
listening to shoegaze while we smoking all these drunk cigs
the rain is getting heavy we still kissing we just dont care
when i get back home imma be waitin for your drunk texts

drunk cigs ft. Kope

i remember sitting on that curb, too drunk to think
didn't care about nothing, because you were with me
we both have all of these problems, but they dont mean a thing
because when we are together my life feels like a dream

i remember feeling like im finally sobering up
but i was still feeling happy, i did not give a fuck
i would never have guessed thats how i would end up
with you by my side, man my life is so

nuts


10/10 (nuts)

this song was written before the events of october 10th

im a monster with a human costume
im a maggot living inside your tomb
im a carcass floating in the formalin
in my graveyard everyday is halloween

in my sleep, watched by the angels of stone
losing all my skin, soon i'll be a pile of bones
pumpkin head, hollow eyes and a grin
in my graveyard everyday is halloween

decomposing under moonlight
jack o lantern, lighting up the night
black cats and some more black crows
chanting backwards, voices from below

maybe someday i'll leave this place
i'll be reborn with a new name
i'll go out with all of my friends
dress up for halloween again

maybe next year i'll feel alive
maybe have someone by my side
maybe the night won't feel so cold
maybe i'll find a hand to hold

we'll carve our names into the trees
sing old songs with the autumn breeze
matching costumes would be my dream
but im alone this halloween

halloween (demo)

everynight i

talk to the ghosts in my room they been here for a while
the lights in your bedroom make me look alive
i got your mascara stains on my tee
all i taste is cigarettes when we kiss

kiss me while we listen to slipknot
tell me im all of the things that im not
we'll use the whole world as our ashtray
we're not dead we only dress that way

that one mcr song ft. pixxie

#yokai2025

i got cigarette ash all over my black jeans
they're here because of both you and me
your uber is almost getting here
i wish he crashes i dont want you to leave

lowk dont really like this one 

my first untitled

prod. orlando

(snuff)
bitch im finna smoke, till my lungs give in, till i fuckin choke
im feelin slow, finna stop breathing, my heart goin cold
got my eyes closed, but im still movin, must be on my own
voices in my dome, just need one more hit, 'fore i fuckin turn into a ghost

drivin in the night, at this point i might just lose control
im being watched by the eyes of people i dont even know
i just hotboxed my whole room, now i cannot see my girl
feelin just like sematary the way i say fuck the world

(kope)
know you want me dead but i couldn't tell you why
hate the stupid look you give me every time you lie
i'll take you to double suicide
now there's blood on the floor and it's starting to dry

cant eat or sleep or nothing
i knew you were up to something
late nights my mind keeps running
your love was fake and i saw it coming

ghost ft. kope

prod. orlando

everytime you take too long to text me i just freak out
i dont want you talking to anyone when im not around
everytime you're gone for too long i start to lose my ground
lets both go sleep in a coffin and live deep underground

i'll break your mirror so you can only see me
i want to die everytime you're not near me
lets both go somewhere where we're all alone then 
i'll just stare at you until my eyes start bleeding

steal my whole life girl, i want you to keep it
i'll keep yours too, so we wont have no secrets
lets both go somewhere where we're all alone then 
i'll just stare at you until my eyes start bleeding


i hope you say yes

prod. orlando

everytime you take too long to text me i just freak out
i dont want you talking to anyone when im not around
everytime you're gone for too long i start to lose my ground
lets both go sleep in a coffin and live deep underground

i'll break your mirror so you can only see me
i want to die everytime you're not near me
lets both go somewhere where we're all alone then
i'll just stare at you until my eyes start bleeding

steal my whole life girl, i want you to keep it
i'll keep yours too, so we wont have no secrets
lets both go somewhere where we're all alone then
i'll just stare at you until my eyes start bleeding

i dont care where we're were going
as long as you go with me
even if we sit in silence
i still love to have you here

i don't care if we're not talking
you can just sit next to me
even if we sit in silence
i still love to have you here

you're the only reason why i'm still going to school
you keep playin with my hair when i sit in front of you
staring at the board, all that shit bout chemistry
but we're both too fucking stupid we're not learning anything

lets go back to skippin class and drinkin in the park
you can tell me all the stories where you forget the last part
or we could just do nothing
and i'd still love to have you here

i dont care where we're were going
as long as you go with me
even if we sit in silence
i still love to have you here

idc where we're going

prod. xistence

you're in my head again
you're in my head again
it kinda sucks i cannot sleep
but i dont want it to end

i dont sleep right unless you wish me a goodnight
it sucks that you cant always be here my side
everytime i text you i keep starin at my phone
waitin for you to answer so i can stop feelin alone

i been havin trouble w sleepin
always wake up late for school
spend the whole night overthinking
always thinkin about you

ur in my head again

prod. silk

(snuff)
dont u fuckin dare cry around me
i cannot comfort u, u see
feels like ive lost all empathy
its gettin harder just to think

lets break some stuff and call it art
just kiss me slow before i part
i hope we never fall apart
i hope i never break your heart

(Kope)
it was late at night, you held on tight
said you wish you never met me
and oh god, 
i wonder why

still so hard to see
why did i even try?
every time i see your pictures
blood runs out my fuckin eyes

girl you hate my guts
i hate them too i cant lie
i just wish this shit was over
yeah, i fucking hate my life

(white)
i wish that i could see you now
i wish i said sorry before
ash your cigarettes on my mouth
i promise i won't say a word

if i could only say
half of what i think
maybe i'd feel better and would get rid of this pain
i wonder how things would be if i just held your hand
guess this is just a dream, wish i hadn't woken up from it

2025 end credits song w/ Kope & white

prod. orlando

(Kope)
Meet me
In the middle
Don't fear
Girl, I'm not evil

Need you here
Let's be official
I feel your scars
And they're so brittle

(snuff)
we can haunt this town together, you and me
i wonder what they'll do when they find us dead on the sea

without no air
without a pulse
just our love
our love so far away from home
 
in the fog with you, i don't feel dead inside
you make the whole graveyard feel warm and bright
our graves will be slowly consumed by the fog
we could be the cutest fucking couple in the morgue

Meet me in the middle

prod. silk

prod. silk

(snuff)
dont u fuckin dare cry around me
i cannot comfort u, u see
feels like ive lost all empathy
its gettin harder just to think

lets break some stuff and call it art
just kiss me slow before i part
i hope we never fall apart
i hope i never break your heart

(Kope)
it was late at night, you held on tight
said you wish you never met me
and oh god,
i wonder why

still so hard to see
why did i even try?
every time i see your pictures
blood runs out my fuckin eyes

girl you hate my guts
i hate them too i cant lie
i just wish this shit was over
yeah, i fucking hate my life

(white)
i wish that i could see you now
i wish i said sorry before
ash your cigarettes on my mouth
i promise i won't say a word

if i could only say
half of what i think
maybe i'd feel better and would get rid of this pain
i wonder how things would be if i just held your hand
guess this is just a dream, wish i hadn't woken up from it

2025 end credits song

prod. orlando

(Kope)
six days dead like whats that smell?
what you gonna do when your plane goes south
stick that barrel in my mouth 
you'll watch as my blood and brains fall out

''man you're such a loser'' 
you tell me all the time
really love this girl
but i hate it when she cries

i told you
that i need you here
when i hold you
please don't disappear

im all yours
and you're all mine
take your pretty black nails
into the back of my spine

(snuff)
i cant sleep
unless im with you
ive been having dreams
and they're all about you

3:45 and im missing the
warm feeling of your hands
how did i fuckin pull you?
baby i dont understand

girl ur sleeping next to me
got me wondering now
what am i gonna do
if my plane goes south?

black nails

prod. frostedaway

(snuff)
i know sometimes i move too fast
but you smile and then i know you care
i know sometimes i cant be a man
but you stay even when im a mess

sitting here and im half drunk now
writing all these songs about you
i feel really fucking sick now
guess i cannot live without you

aint see you in 20 mins
but i already fuckin miss you
i really wish you could be here
i really wish i could kiss you

(Kope)
i'm bleeding from out my eyes
they're wishing on my demise
and your love is my disguise
girl your voice can hypnotize

no one in this world has good intentions
but you made that wrong
my sweet girl, you're so different

Happy Ending

prod. frostedaway

(snuff)
feelin really tired but dont wanna fuckin go to sleep
blurry faces in my mirror tell me i do not exist
its getting fuckin cold and my cig was blown out by the wind
but nothing really matters because now i got you here with me

i been zoning out for hours, don't even know what time it is
my room's a fuckin mess and i still don't feel like doin shit
i just lit another cig that shit didn't really hit
but i dont even fuckin care, fuck tomorrow, lets go drink

(Kope)
dont know what you want from me
i'll eat her flesh cuz im a zombie
followed her home cuz i love stalking
and i cant focus when she's talking

you make it hard to forget that we were ever friends
dont know if thats good or bad but i know that it rlly depends
i kinda miss back then, i kinda miss my friends
dont know if your love is real or not but i dont want this to end



ghost 2

prod. orlando

(Kope)

love when you stare with those beautiful eyes
you hit me up i was more than surprised
and i couldn't care less if you was telling me lies
cuz in the end i want you, that's the prize

you make me feel something, i thought i was nothing
you say that you need me, girl i need your love and
i'll be your doormat, just be my puppet
your heart is safe with me, you can trust it

(snuff)
cut me into pieces let me live inside your skin
got me staring at the ceiling while i wonder how you've been
every little silence got my whole chest feeling tight
but i smile at the thought of you everynight

please know i mean well, i just wanna serve you
i hope my clinginess never disturbs you
if i ever lose you, then i'll just lose my mind
used to hate my reflection til i saw it in your eyes

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