dis shi fye

soundcloud.com/xternalz x soundcloud.com/mental

cover art also by me

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
i dont want it taking over
lately its been getting hard to stay sober
got nobody who can hold me any closer
i fear youll see me ending up on a poster

ive been running after shadows of a dream i had
the silhouette fading doesnt make me feel less bad
i put my faith in somebody who aint had my back
bleeding in the rain, wont even face the past

waited on this for ages and it wasnt that
the future i was so patient for, it didnt last
ive spent some time away from you and im regretting that
it hurts when i open my eyes see you aint at my pad

three thousand miles away from my only one

my words cant do it justice
these pictures aint enough
i really think youll love it
if you stay here a month

[soundcloud.com/mental]
life keeps changing but my feelings never did
i've tripped over shit
i've cried like a bitch
i've dreamt of meeting with a kiss
i keep making these mistakes im just a kid
you know how to twist
my heart into bits
and pieces of love that i still miss
things have changed a lot
last year i was afraid of us
not quite your touch but the state of love
nothing like touching and making up
nothing like running away from stuff
nothing like holding your hand and face til
we saw the sun and the moon switch their places
holes in my heart and you're the explanation
i lost my mind trying to fill up the spaces

Three Thousand Miles w/ Mental [xternalz]

soundcloud.com/xternalz

cover art by me :>
x.com/clay0127

[words]
its time 2 find a new perspective
rearrange what ive neglected
take life in another direction
the feelings strange that ive reflected
on

im seeing all this mirror imaging of myself
and im afraid i dont know how to ask for help
i wanna give you a chance to develop yourselves
but ive been selfish and im sorry for the hand that i dealt
for so long
ive been running from the damage i felt
would go on
and the mental toll itd take on my health
its so wrong
and the only one to blame is myself
im not strong
but that doesnt mean you should have to

[drown with me]
[drown with me]

too frail
feeling helpless
it doesnt matter what you say im never selfless
rewriting history wont tell you what ive dealt with
i dont wanna scare you away with all my health shit
no nightstand, the pills are in the dresser
im always fucking tucking away what makes me lesser
cant stand it, its too much pressure
my peers they got me doin all the things i said id never
now i

Drown With Me [xternalz]

prod @1static +@nightigerxo

https://open.spotify.com/album/20XYrz3UYjybsglDt7iz7P?si=PnDDYF-LTDGUrP7tZ_mk7w

we back xd

gun up
and no one try to stop it
bitch im counting all this money you cant top it
load that mag up and you cannot escape it
gun big
you cannot mistake it

take it
bitch im taking all these drugs to my face
you a fucking lame and you know i beat my case
bitch i carry hella bags in my pockets
if you aint akimbo then why tf you talkin.

bitch im talking cause i want to

bitch i sip that cup
bitch i take them drugs

feel numb
cannot relate 
ofc you cant
going thru this shi many years
but ian shed a tear
money bags keep me going tho
bitch i do not need no help
do this shit solo, something that youve never felt.

.. shoutout nightiger the goat

nftd (static +nightiger)

Lyrics

Twi$t

Back in 2020 bitch I was watching eddsworld
I said baby girl idc if u bisexual 
I go both ways for the swag im biflexual
Too many hoes I gotta clear my schedule
I need some time to myself yeah I gotta settle
The man the myth the legend runnin with the jersey devil
Like I'm wiz khalifa you ain on my fuckin level

Lambo

Nd I'm sliding on my bike like it's a r8
Nd I went into the city I ain't mean to go far away 
Niggas wanna make me sad then I'll js part ways
Staying in my grandma's room counting all the spades
I stay looking for the light ion want no shade
Ion even use a trace of a blade
Ion got a blade but I'll spray u with a glade
Fake claiming God u is not a damn saint
Upping the hanger if ur ass saying slay
Goddamn y this (not sure what I said here) Sounding say
Tryna be good with whatever I make
2 damn goated I don't even vape
Goddamn ion wanna get baked

Lieka

Bitch its lieka n its lambo n its twist 
N he keep on talkin shi while we fuckin on his bitch 
God damn 
Im chillin w nerd they got lisps 
God damn 
Im chillin w the nerds n dey got lists

Twi$t

Back in 2020 bitch I was watching eddsworld
I said baby girl idc if u bisexual 
I go both ways for the swag im biflexual
Too many hoes I gotta clear my schedule
I need some time to myself yeah I gotta settle
The man the myth the legend runnin with the jersey devil
Like I'm wiz khalifa you ain on my fuckin level

chaintwist x plugg5tar lambo x lieka - eddsworld (p. Ceaser2k) #plug #gee

prod dera
ft @isthatcee

@1static
drugs cannot choose sides
but a bitch can
thats why i done chose mine
but the drugs kill my life just as bad tho
me n bro
bih im wit my twin if they askin
bitch i got sum passion 
make my brain crash
made the same way
like i cant even change
if i wanted to
nothing you could do that would stop me
had to clinch my chest
like do you even want me?

toxic
bitch im toxic
narcissistic
kissing 
now we kissing
why we kissing?

missing
bitch im missing you
i cant do it 
no

you got a boyfriend
guess that i should've known


@isthatcee


I dont think I was what your hoping
You took all my pieces out and left me feeling broken
high yeah we toking
Is this slow motion?

Im just hoping
You'd fuckin notice
Yeah im not the bad guy
Im an asshole

Treating my characteristics like an asshole
Why you talking shit when you wouldnt even back it tho
Bitch im with akimbo and yk its a fact tho

Bitch I roll a J and yk its a fat ho
Its a two man and I dont get the fat hoe
Guess its the way that it falls like a apple

narcissist +cee (prod dera)

jasmine ft latif

prod @anxviluxx01 + cant find the other guys @ LMK TWIN

ft @1latif

dispatch +latif (courrt +anaviluxx)

@kirill-strogonov

bitch im moving with a purpose
and they talking, its not worth it
yeah they shame you, they dont gaf
moving on
bitch im on my own
ion need nobody

i dont see nobody
bitch im getting all this money and they talkin
they can cry about it
bitch im not
taking all the blame
back then
you used to call me names
now they tryna be friends
get up out my face
shout out to my day 1's
shout out chase
me n akimbo
yeah these guns make you limbo
you dont wanna try it
guns going
its a riot
duck yo head
or you gon lose it
bitch im getting all these bucks and they talking shit
dont need to talk to a fucking bitch

now they asking how im feeling
get up out my face while im pissed out
this gun shut him up rq
im wit akimbo
we aint losing shit
got yo bitch on her knees sucking dih
think twice bout talking all that shit
real money
and its coming in
this glock by my side
its gon turn you in.

.

purpose (viannoo!)

new preset go brr

+@isthatcee
prod @official-flow

classic cee carry as always

after me +cee (nerfjayy)

prod @ner0un-itsme << the goat

@1static

when i go
bitch im stacking all this green 
you dont know
come try and stop me
gun up to his head
got his heart stopping
locked in
talking
put this gun up to his brain
guess im toxic

bitches talking all crazy
got a knife in this sheath
if you want me
come and get me
me n twin 
we doing drugs
bitch im fucked up
top tier
bitch we top tier if they want some
if they want some
if they want some
give it to em
give that gun up to his brain
pop that perc
now i feel insane.

double gun gonna talk
get up all that money on the go
hit that front page
bitch im NUMBA 1#
if they talking shit
imma hit em wit my gun

bitch im moving crazy in this house
fuck yo bitch
gotta turn the lights out
and they try to make me change
by myself im gon match the fucking pace
do it better
bitch you know me
bitch you know me.

LVCY

SNVGZ

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