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Words and melodies - Laura Charman
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LYRICS: ❤️🌪️
[ Verse 1 ]
Visions of gold
That Ive never seen before
Not meant for me
But I want some more
Cascading down, my cognition
I am so far away and my find is gone

[ Pre Chorus ]
Dead languages
Chemical imbalances

[ Chorus ]
I am not my own
I am not my own
This is not how I thought I'd go down
I am not my own
I am not my own
This is not how I thought I'd go down

[ Verse 2 ]
Come with me
Be a glove
You will find signs above
Come with me, I am alone
Won't you find me my dear?
I'm in a riddle hidden here
Won't you find me here?

[ Pre Chorus ]
Dead languages
Chemical imbalances

[ Chorus ]
I am not my own
I am not my own
This is not how I thought I'd go down
I am not my own
I am not my own
This is not how I thought I'd go down

[ Outro ]
I'd go down
Down

I Am Not My Own

Performed by ELCEE

Written by: Laura Charman
Magnus Grönegress

Produced by Magnus Grönegress
Engineered/Mixed by Roman Schwerdtfeger

Mastered at kog studios 😊

🥀 LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
I wear it on my dress tonight, I wear it on my face
This melancholy temperaments got me dancing in a maze
And someone says a joke but I didn't catch it 
Coz I'm so far away
I am but a vine, who's  forgotten where she's growing from 
And your a chess man

[ Pre Chorus ]
Lost in the garden,
In the garden
Lost in the garden,
In the garden

[ Chorus ]
And that's the thorn in me 
That only wants to see
Disaster and beauty 
Guess that's the thorn in me
But life still needs some glitter with your roses 
Your roses

[ Verse 2 ]
I wanna give a hug to the void but then would it recognise me
Zoning out someone spills their drink and my thoughts they are right off the brink
This moody garden it envelopes me and i've lost my connection to the ground
Misty moonlight breaks my heart just right and you keep drifting far away

[Pre Chorus]
Lost in the garden,
In the garden
Lost in the garden,
In the garden

[Chorus]
And that's the thorn in me 
That only wants to see
Disaster has beauty 
Guess that's the thorn in me
But life still needs some glitter with your roses 
Your roses

[Bridge]
You know me I'm thinking on my toes but I'm falling on my back
You know me I see the good with the bad but I just can't understand why you call me back 

[Chorus]
And that's the thorn in me 
That only wants to see
Disaster has beauty 
Guess that's the thorn in me
But life still needs some glitter with your roses 
Your roses

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