FUCK MY LIFE

DEEP IN THE ABYSS, I FEEL THE PAIN
BURN
THE FIRE IN MY SOUL, DRIVING ME INSANE

NO HOPE, NO LIGHT, JUST A VOID WITHIN
I AM THE DARKNESS, WHERE IT BEGINS
BREAKING THROUGH THE CHAINS, NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE
THIS WORLD WILL BURN, I REFUSE TO LOSE

EVERYTHING’S A LIE, I SEE IT NOW
DESTRUCTION IS THE ONLY WAY OUT
NO SALVATION, NO REPRIEVE
ONLY ASHES WHEN I LEAVE

BURN IT ALL DOWN NOWWWWWWW
I’LL WATCH THE FLAMES ENGULF THIS PLACE
EVERYTHING YOU BUILT, ERASED WITHOUT A TRACE
NO REMORSE, NO REGRET
THIS IS YOUR FINAL DEBT

FIRE
IGNITED BY BETRAYAL, FUELED BY HATE
THIS IS THE END OF YOUR FATE
NO GODS, NO MASTERS, NO CONTROL
I AM THE FIRE THAT DEVOURS YOUR SOUL

CRUSHING EVERYTHING IN MY PATH
I’LL TEAR IT ALL APART IN MY WRATH
SCREAMS ECHO THROUGH THE NIGHT
I AM THE END, I AM THE FIGHT
NO MORE CHAINS, NO MORE LIES
ONLY THE FIRE IN MY EYES

BURN IT ALL DOWN NOWWWWWWW
WATCH THE ASHES FALL LIKE RAIN
EVERYTHING YOU LOVED, SWALLOWED BY THE FLAME
NO ESCAPE, NO SALVATION
THIS IS YOUR FINAL DAMNATION

RAGE
SEETHING IN MY VEINS, NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE
I AM THE STORM THAT YOU CAN’T REFUSE
WITH EVERY STEP, THE GROUND SHAKES
THIS IS THE END, AND EVERYTHING BREAKS

BURN IT ALL DOWN

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FUCKKKK YOUUUUUUUU

FUCKKKKKKK

BRRRRRRRRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[hardcore breakdown]

[Helicopter metal effects]

LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

CHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAA

FUCK YOU FUCKERS ON SOUNDCLOUD

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

BLAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ARE YOU STILL LISTENING?


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CAAAAA CHAOOOOOOOOOOO
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YOU FUCKING MADE IT THIS FAR? 

WOW YOU ARE A SOUNDCLOUD LOSER!

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FUCK YOU FUCKERS ON SOUNDCLOUD

[Verse 1 ]
Your scarf still hangs on the chair’s old frame,
Its faded threads whisper your name.
Each creak of floorboards stirs my grief,
Without you, joy’s a fleeting thief.  

[Chorus]
Echoes of you, they haunt my weary heart,
Ghosts of our laughter tear my nights apart.
Through this song, your memory clings to me,
Lost in the ache of what can never be.  

[Verse 2]
No coin to spare, yet your absence burns,
My soul’s adrift where the heart still yearns.
Moonlight mocks with shadows of your face,
Each empty dawn holds your lost embrace.  

[Instrumental Break]
  
[Chorus]
Echoes of you, they haunt my weary heart,
Ghosts of our laughter tear my nights apart.
Through this song, your memory clings to me,
Lost in the ache of what can never be.  

[Bridge]
Worn records sigh of days we held so dear,
Each crackled note drowns in silent tears.
Clasp your shadow, though it slips away,
My heart’s still yours, come what may.  

[Outro]
Echoes of you, they linger through the dark,
Your absence carves an everlasting mark.  

Echoes of You

[Verse]
A postcard’s edge, frayed by time’s cruel hand,
Your scrawled words call from a boyhood land.
Fields we roamed now fade to ash and dust,
My chest caves where our friendship rusts.  

[Chorus]
Tattered postcard, your lines cut deep tonight,
Grief’s cold grip clouds the morning’s light.
Through this dirge, your spirit haunts my days,
Gone, yet bound in memory’s endless maze.  

[Verse]
No wealth to claim, but your jests were king,
Now silence chokes where our youth would sing.
Skies turn gray, they mourn your fleeting spark,
Each thought of you tears my world apart.  

[Instrumental Break]  

[Chorus]
Tattered postcard, your lines cut deep tonight,
Grief’s cold grip clouds the morning’s light.
Through this dirge, your spirit haunts my days,
Gone, yet bound in memory’s endless maze.  

[Bridge ]
Cracked vinyl moans of summers lost to time,
Your faded script fuels this wretched rhyme.
Grip this sorrow, though it breaks my frame,
Your absence scars with an endless flame.  

[Outro]
Tattered postcard, you bind me to the past,
Your ghost remains, my pain will ever last.

Tattered Postcard

[Verse 1]
Posted on the rooftop, skyline’s poppin’ off,
Rollin’ up that sticky, got the vibes on soft.
Papers in my grip, yeah, I’m craftin’ that art,
Spark it, let the clouds paint the dark.
City hums low, like a bassline’s thump,
Homies pass the green, keep the session pumped.
Eyes half-closed, but the mind’s wide woke,
Every puff’s a ticket to a higher note.
Streetlights flicker, got that amber haze,
Weed’s my muse, settin’ thoughts ablaze.
No stress, no mess, just the calm I chase,
Blunt’s my compass in this neon maze.  

[Chorus]
Blunt glow, yeah, we floatin’ in the zone,
Chill beats vibin’ with the trap bass tone.
High as kites, where the good vibes grow,
Weed’s the plug, let the blunt glow.
Oh, we lit, in the night’s embrace,
Smoke swirls up, takin’ over the space.
Blunt glow, keep the session in flow,
Chill meets trap, where the high times roll.  

[Verse 2]
Got that loud pack, smellin’ like a dream,
Terps so strong, it’s a whole new scene.
Sippin’ on some fizz, keep the mood on fleek,
Every hit’s a flex, make the hustle weak.
Crew’s all here, we’re the late-night kings,
Laughs echo loud as the trap beat sings.
Synths drip slow, like the smoke’s soft curl,
Weed’s the key to unlock the world.
No cap, this vibe’s the realest I know,
Blunt’s my rocket, watch my spirit glow.
From the block to the stars, we just glide,
Mary Jane’s my guide on this cosmic ride.  

[Chorus]
Blunt glow, yeah, we floatin’ in the zone,
Chill beats vibin’ with the trap bass tone.
High as kites, where the good vibes grow,
Weed’s the plug, let the blunt glow.
Oh, we lit, in the night’s embrace,
Smoke swirls up, takin’ over the space.
Blunt glow, keep the session in flow,
Chill meets trap, where the high times roll.  

[Bridge]
Ayy, feel the buzz, it’s the herb’s sweet call,
808s hittin’, make the whole block fall.
Puff, puff, pass, keep the circle tight,
Every spark’s a star in the velvet night.
Mind’s unlocked, see the colors pop,
Weed’s the sauce, make the worries stop.
No rush, just us, in this hazy dream,
Chill and trap, we’re the ultimate team.  

[Verse 3]
Dawn’s on deck, but the vibe don’t quit,
Blunt’s still burnin’, every moment’s lit.
Concreterefer to the stars in the sky,
Got my plug on speed dial, keep the green nearby.
Trap kicks thump, with that chill beat blend,
Risin’ with the smoke, where the good times spend.
From the corner to the cosmos, I’m zoned,
Weed’s my wingman, never ridin’ alone.
So I’ll toke, keep the high on lock,
Blunt glow’s the key to my mental clock.  

[Chorus]
Blunt glow, yeah, we floatin’ in the zone,
Chill beats vibin’ with the trap bass tone.
High as kites, where the good vibes grow,
Weed’s the plug, let the blunt glow.
Oh, we lit, in the night’s embrace,
Smoke swirls up, takin’ over the space.
Blunt glow, keep the session in flow,
Chill meets trap, where the high times roll.  

[Outro]
Ayy, yeah, we chillin’ with the green,
Blunt glow spark, keep the vibe supreme.
Trap and chill, got the night on lock,
Weed’s the wave, ridin’ till the clock stop.  

Blunt Glow

[Intro]
Hey, you’re my spark, my grin in the sun,
Twirlin’ through the evening, ‘til the night’s begun.
With your hand in mine, the world’s just a tune,
Dancing with you, I’m chasin’ the moon.  

[Verse 1]
Your boots tap the pavement, got that easy sway,
Every step’s a story, blowin’ cares away.
The street’s our stage, with the sky all lit,
You spin me ‘round, and I’m lost in it.
When you laugh, it’s lightning, crackin’ through my soul,
You’re the beat I follow, makin’ me whole.  

[Pre-Chorus]
Every glance you give, it’s pullin’ me near,
Your vibe’s my signal, loud and clear.
No script, no plan, just the way we move,
You’re my favorite rhythm, my smoothest groove.  

[Chorus]
Dancing with you, it’s all I wanna do,
Like a summer breeze, you carry me through.
From the dusk to dawn, you’re my wildest spark,
Dancing with you, you’re lightin’ my heart.  

[Verse 2]
Your grin’s a wildfire, spreadin’ through the air,
We’re kickin’ up the dust, without a single care.
The stars are cheerin’, winkin’ down at us,
Every turn’s a thrill, every step’s a rush.
When you pull me closer, time just slips away,
You’re the song I’m livin’ for every day.  

[Bridge]
Freeze this moment, with your breath on my cheek,
Your heartbeat’s my tempo, it’s all I seek.
No crowd, no lights, just you and me here,
With you, I’m fearless, nothin’ to fear.
Then the band crashes in, like a joyful shout,
Dancing with you, I’m never tapped out.  

[Chorus]
Dancing with you, it’s all I wanna do,
Like a summer breeze, you carry me through.
From the dusk to dawn, you’re my wildest spark,
Dancing with you, you’re lightin’ my heart.
(Hey! You’re lightin’ my heart!)  

[Verse 3]
Your eyes are mischief, darin’ me to leap,
We’re spinnin’ through the chaos, divin’ in so deep.
The night’s our canvas, paint it bold and free,
Every move’s a promise, just you and me.
You’re my reckless partner, my untamed delight,
With you, I’m dancin’ ‘til the morning light.  

[Outro]
Hey, you’re my fever, my sweetest high,
Dancing with you, I’ll never say bye.
As the night gets quiet, and the stars burn low,
I’ll keep dancin’ with you, wherever we go.
(Whispered) Wherever we go…  


Dancing With You

[Verse 1]
Yo, blastin' through the trichomes, terpenoid tornado,
Delta-9-THC ignitin' synaptic inferno,
Endocannabinoid receptors dancin' in the limbo,
Anandamide avalanche, bliss in every limbo.
Sativa strains skyrock, cerebral supernova,
Indica inducin' indolence, couch-locked coma,
Hybrid havoc hybridizin' highs like a mad alchemist,
Puff the chron, chronobiology twisted, circadian dismissed.
Entourage effect entanglin' entourage of entheogens,
CB1 agonists antagonizin' anxiety's antigens,
From hydroponic havens to aeroponic arenas,
Weed's the wizard, wavin' wands of wonder, serene scenes.  

[Verse 2]
Genome sequencin' secrets of Cannabis sativa,
CRISPR-cut cultivars crankin' cannabinoid data,
Tetrahydrocannabivarin trimmin' the paranoia,
Myrcene molecules makin' munchies mandatory euphoria.
Bong rips reverberatin' through the reticular formation,
Vaporized volatiles violatin' ventilation norms,
Kush kings conquerin' kingdoms with kief-coated coronas,
OG origins oscillatin' in olfactory auras.
Psychoactive phytotoxins pollinatin' the pineal,
Hallucinogenic haze hallucinatin' hyperreal,
From Afghan autoflowers to Durban Poison daggers,
Weed's the warlock, wieldin' wands of wizardly swagger.  

[Hook]
Puff the cosmic kush, ignite the neural nebula!
THC tsunamis crashin' cranium cabala!
Entheogenic empires erupt in euphoric exile,
Weed wizardry warp-speedin' worlds, mile after mile!
Blaze the fractal foliage, feel the phytophrenic fire,
Ganja galaxies gyratin', higher and higher!
Chronic chronovores consumin' chronological chains,
Insane inhalation, inhalin' infinite gains!  

[Verse 3]
Holographic highs hallucinatin' hyperdimensional,
Cannabidiol calm conquerin' convulsive credentials,
Limonene liftin' lemons like a lucid levitation,
Pinene punchin' pines, preventin' procrastination.
Edibles eruptin' enzymes in enteric eruptions,
Topicals transdermally transcendin' tactile corruptions,
Rosin resins roarin' through the rig's radiant runes,
Dabbin' diamonds dazzlin' in dab rig monsoons.
Quantum quenchin' quenchin' quarks with quarky quintessence,
Weed's waveform wavin' wildly in wavefunction essence,
From shatter sheets to live resin labyrinths,
Insane incantations invokin' infinite labyrinths.  

[Verse 4]
Metaphysical mists manifestin' in marijuana mantras,
THCA transmutin' to THC via decarboxylation dramas,
Borosilicate bongs bubblin' biochemical ballets,
Percolators percolatin' purity in percussive parades.
Entheogenic expeditions explorin' ego erasures,
Psychedelic symbiosis synchronizin' soul chasers,
From Moroccan hash to Colombian crippy conquests,
Weed's the wormhole, warpin' worlds with wormy contexts.
Fractal foliage fracturin' finite philosophies,
Cannabinergic cascades crashin' cognitive cosmologies,
Blunt wraps blazin' blueprints of botanical brilliance,
Hyperbolic highs hurlin' humans into hyper-resilience.  

[Verse 5]
Cosmic chronic catapultin' consciousness to constellations,
Galactic ganja gravitatin' galaxies in gyrations,
Nebulous nugs nucleatin' neutron star narrations,
Black hole blunts bendin' spacetime in smoky simulations.
Interstellar indicas inducin' interstellar intuitions,
Sativa supernovas sparkin' synaptic solutions,
From vapor trails to comet tails of cannabis comets,
Weed's the wizardry, wizardin' worlds without comets.
Euphoric entropy entwinin' eternal enigmas,
Phytopharmacological phantoms phantomin' phantasms,
Ultimate utopia unfurlin' in utopian uptakes,
Insane infinity inhalin' infinite intakes!
[Outro]

Weed Wizardry

[Verse 1]  
Slumped on this stained couch, crumbs digging into my back  
Staring at the ceiling fan spinning its endless crap  
Alarm's screaming murder, but I hit snooze like a pro  
World's out there hustling, me? Nah, just letting it go  

[Verse 2]  
Pockets echo empty, wallet's a ghost town joke  
Ramen packets stacking, bills laugh from the fridge door  
Dreams? They evaporated, left me with this haze  
Chasing nothing daily, trapped in this endless maze  

[Chorus]  
Screw this grind, I'm done pretending I care  
Broke as hell, lazy bones, floating in thin air  
Not one more shift, not one more fake smile line  
Throw it all away, burn it down, make it mine  

[Verse 3]  
Coffee stains on resumes, tossed in the trash bin fire  
Friends call up asking, "Dude, you ever gonna try?"  
But motivation's vanished, like cash down the drain  
Eyelids heavy anchors, pulling me back again  

[Chorus]  
Screw this grind, I'm done pretending I care  
Broke as hell, lazy bones, floating in thin air  
Not one more shift, not one more fake smile line  
Throw it all away, burn it down, make it mine  

[Breakdown]  
ENOUGH! Shatter the chains, rip the system apart!  
Lazy? Broke? Yeah, and proud of the scars!  
No more crawling, no more begging for scraps!  
Explode the routine, watch it all collapse!  
RAHHHH! Burn the hours, smash the clock to bits!  
Fed up forever, quit this worthless shit!  

[Outro]  
Yeah, screw this... all of it... done.

Throw It All Away

https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/p2ns

P2NS (Peer-to-Peer Name System) is an advanced, firewall-resistant peer-to-peer (P2P) DNS resolution system designed to operate independently of traditional centralized DNS infrastructure. 


By leveraging UDP hole-punching techniques through the Holesail library, P2NS enables seamless connectivity across challenging network environments, including those behind firewalls, Network Address Translation (NAT), Carrier-Grade NAT (CGNAT), and restricted connections like 4G/5G mobile networks or satellite internet (e.g., Starlink).

Yo, step into the shadows where the net gets decapitated,
P-2-N-S, Peer-to-Peer Name System, fully activated,
Decentralized DNS, no ICANN chains, we break 'em free,
Firewall-resistant, punchin' holes like a necro spree.
UDP hole-punchin' with Holesail, slice through NAT walls,
CGNAT, 4G, 5G, Starlink satellites, we conquer all.
Node built, Corestore stashin' data in the crypt,
Hyperswarm swarmin' peers, Autopass invites, no slip.
Dynamic IPs on virtual nets, One-niner-two dot one-six-eight dot one-zero-zero crew,
Hybrid resolutin', public fallback to one dot one dot one dot one, true.
Proxy HTTPS on 443, HTTP redirect on 80 blaze,
TLS certs auto-gen, root CA in your keychain maze.

[Chorus: Fast Flow Fury]
P2NS, punchin' holes, decentralized control,
No central servers, we roll in the P2P soul.
Holesail tunnels, hashes crashin' through the gate,
Firewall slayer, NAT breaker, dominate the state!
Consensus votin', claims clash in the core,
Master nodes invitin', joiners syncin' more.
Peer directory browsin', domains in the light,
P2NS reign supreme, in the dead of night!

[Verse 2: Architecture Assault]
Core components droppin' like bodies in the pit,
Corestore & Autopass, claims and votes, we commit.
Hyperswarm on SHA TWO FIFTY SIX 'p2ns-dns' topic hash,
Protomux multiplex, invites exchange in a flash.
DNS UDP on 53, resolvin' P2P to local IPs,
Fallback to Cloudflare, Holesail tunnels never trip.
Proxy H-T-T-P-S localhost, upgrades for WebSocket screams,
Directory servin' H-T-M-L, JSON dreams.
Holesail clients bindin' ports, timeouts at 5 min grind,
Virtual interfaces alias, IPs assigned in line.
Cert authority forge node, SANs for domains tight,
Core hash resolvin', auto-votes ignitin' the fight.

[Verse 3: Setup Slaughter]
Prerequisites: Node 18+, Holesail CLI global install,
Npm deps: corestore, hyperswarm, protomux thrill.
Mac O-S optimized, sudo for ports low, 53, 80, 443 glow,
Domainson preload, claims hash like blood flow.
Run as master: sudo node p2ns --master blast,
Load json, init core, peers connect fast.
Joiner mode: sudo node, invites request, pair and trust,
--clean flag wipes storage, fresh start in the dust.
Consensus votes tally, no disputes, no grief.
Peer.directory HTTPS, search and link in real-time,
Hybrid queries dig at one two seven dot zero dot zero dot one, public or prime.

[Verse 4: Features Frenzy]
Decentralized resolution, no censors in sight,
NAT traversal punch, direct P2P bite.
Dynamic assignment, isolate traffic in zones,
Hybrid mode fallback, never alone.
Integrated proxies, route through tunnels deep,
Hash-based routin', no public IP creep.
Invitation joinin', controlled growth swarm,
Votin' mechanism, resolve claims in the storm.
Auto certs, install CA, TLS proxy gleam,
WebSocket upgrades, real-time apps stream.
Stateful Corestore, logs prefixed debug,
Graceful shutdown, clean up the rubble.

P2NS

[Verse 1]  
Puff the phantom flora, thorns in my trachea,  
Vines coil cranial, hallucinogenic hysteria.  
Eyes like shattered stained glass, bleed verdant venom,  
Mind's a mausoleum, echoes of endless ennui.  
I spark the sacrament of serpents, scales slither synaptic,  
Fumes forge fiends from fog, fractal phantasms frantic.  
Cough up cobwebs of cognition, caught in cannabis catacombs,  
Where whispers warp to wraiths, wailing woes in waveform.  
Double-tap the demon daisy, drag deep into delirium,  
Roots rupture reality, ravage the reticent regime.  
Paranoia parades as paramour, pulses pounding profane,  
Sweat-slicked sheets stick like spectral chains, insane.  

[Chorus]  
Weed, weed, drown in the deluge, drench your dread,  
Overdose on ozone, oblivion overhead.  
Stacks to the stratosphere, smog smothering souls,  
Choke on the chlorophyll chokehold, lose control.  
Weed, weed, the verdant vortex, vicious vice,  
Harvest hellfire highs, pay the paradise price.  

[Verse 2]  
Blunt like a bludgeon, bash the barricades of boredom,  
Embers ember-ize existence, existential arson.  
I torch the tabernacle of tranquility, tendrils tease torment,  
Foliage fosters frenzy, feral in the firmament.  
Rhymes ricochet ruthless, reverb through ribcage rubble,  
Ganja ghosts grapple ganglia, garble the subtle.  
Inhale inferno, exhale eldritch elegies,  
Leaves lacerate lucidity, levy the lunacy fees.  
Pipes pipe up poltergeists, porcelain portals to pandemonium,  
Sesh sesh sessions summon succubi, seductive pandoras.  
Clouds clot the cosmos, cosmic conflagration concealed,  
One hit hits harder than heretic hammers, unrevealed.  


[Interlude]  

[Verse 3]  
Sativa sirens sing sedative sonnets, sink into sludge,  
Buds burgeon barbaric, birth the berserker grudge.  
I blaze the basilisk bush, basil breath belching brimstone,  
Neurons necrosis under nectar's necrotic throne.  
Flow flips feral, ferocity in the foliage frenzy,  
Multisyllabic maelstroms, mar the mundane menagerie.  
Dank devours daylight, dusk devolves to delirium dreams,  
Phantasmagoric puffs, pull the psyche at the seams.  
Entendre entangled: high as heaven's heresy,  
Or hell's horticulture, harvesting heresy.  
Crops corrupt the core, coruscate carnage in the cranium,  
One more toke tips the teeter, tumble to the chasm.  

[Verse 4]  
Resin residues riddle the remnants of reason,  
Fumes fumigate the facade, facade fractures treason.  
I grind the ganja grimoires, glyphs glow in the gloom,  
Incantations inhaled, ignite the internal tomb.  
Rhyme chains chasmic, chittering through chafed chakras,  
Verdigris veins varnish the void, voracious vultures.  
Pulmonary pyres, pyretic in the pulmonary prison,  
Exhale exorcisms, but the essence persists in.  
Double-dutch doubles: blaze trails to the boneyard blaze,  
Or bone-dry binges, beg the reaper's malaise.  
Hemp horrors haunt the haze, hallowed by the harvest moon,  
Lungs lunge for liberation, but the loop's in tune.  

[Bridge]  

[Verse 5]  
Final furlong of the fog, frantic in the finality,  
Colas congeal cataclysm, catalyze the calamity.  
I combust the chthonic chronic, char the cherubim choir,  
Apotheosis in ash, aspire to the pyre.  
Syllables savage, savaging the sanity scaffold,  
Ganja juggernauts juggle the jugular, jigsaw the afterthought.  
Visions vivisect the veil, virulent in the vapor veil,  
Paroxysms of paradise, perverted by the pale.  
Entendre's endgame: lifted to leviathan lows,  
Or lowlife legacies, laced with the loco throes.  
Weed's requiem rings, resonant in the ruin,  
Ingest the inferno, inherit the ruin.  

[Outro]  
Stacks crumble to dust... but the hunger? Eternal.  

Harvest Hellfire

[Intro]  
Crimson fog rolls thick, jack-o-lantern grins split wide—  
Pumpkin innards spill, feeding fiends that slither inside.  

[Verse 1] 
Lurking in the boneyard haze, where epitaphs erode to dust,  
Wraiths claw through loam, exhaling rot that corrodes your trust.  
Skeletal fingers strum veins like banjo strings taut,  
Pluck the pulse from your throat, watch the ichor congeal in clots.  
Graveyard shift eternal, scythes swing in sync with the squall,  
Harvesting husks under harvest moons bloated, obscene, enthralled.  
Coffin lids creak confessions of carnage concealed in the clay,  
Unleashing legions of larvae that lattice your lungs, flay away.  
No eulogy suffices when the dirge devours the devout,  
Phantoms feast on phobias, filleting fears till they sprout.  

[Hook] 
Trick or torment, the veil rends, hell's hounds bay at the breach,  
Spectral scythes slice the silence, souls screech in the leach.  
Candy-coated carnage, masks melt to marrow and mire—  
Halloween's hex unravels, devours the dire.  
*(echo: devours... devours...)*  

[Verse 2]
Fog-fattened ghouls gorge on grief-glazed eyes,  
Iris ink spills secrets, staining sepia skies.  
Witch's wart-riddled warts weave wards that warp the weak,  
Brews bubble with bile from the bleakest of beaks.  
Prowling porchlights pulse with poltergeist pranks,  
Porcelain dolls dance, disemboweled in dank thanks.  
Razor-rimmed pumpkins puncture the pious parade,  
Gore-gargled giggles greet the masquerade's blade.  
Entendre's edge: treats turn to teeth in the trough,  
Or tricks transmute to talons, tough enough to trough.  

[Interlude] 
...and the clock strikes thirteen, chimes chime with the chime  
Of chainsaws chewing choruses from the sublime...  
*(scratch: rise... carve... devour)*  

[Verse 3] 
Catacomb corridors curl with the curl of cadaverous coils,  
Maggot minstrels murmur melodies that mar the mortals' moils.  
Eldritch effigies erect from the effluvium's embrace,  
Evoking eviscerations etched in every eclipsed face.  
Banshee bellows bellow through the belfry's battered bone,  
Banshee's breath begets the behemoth birthed from undertone.  
Vampiric vapors vamp on ventricles, viscous and vile,  
Draining the dregs till the derelict dial defiles the mile.  
No sanctuary in the spire's shadow, spires splinter to spears,  
Impaling the impudent, their innards inverted to spheres.  

[Bridge] 
Midnight's maw yawns wide, yawn of the yawning abyss,  
Where the damned draft decrees of the dreariest dismiss.  
Pumpkin patriarchs preside over the pandemonium's pyre,  
Incinerating innocents in the ire of the ire.  

[Verse 4] 
Executioner's echo executes the exquisite in exquisite detail,  
Axe arcs through auroras of arterial hail.  
Zombies zest with zest for the zest of zestless zest,  
Feasting on the festered, the festering's fest.  
Werewolf whelps whet their whetted whims on the whim,  
Whittling the wilting to whimsy within the grim.  
Ghoul galleys glide through the glade of the glaucous gloom,  
Gleaning the gleanings till the gloam consumes the room.  
Double's dagger: lights out means lanterns lure the lost,  
Or out means the outage orphans the ossified host.  

[Verse 5] 
Finale fractures the firmament with fiendish fission's fire,  
Apocalypse apples allure with the allure of the liar.  
Necrotic nobles negotiate the nadir's nocturnal nod,  
Nailing the nadir to the nexus of the godless sod.  
Revenants revel in the reveille of the ruptured repose,  
Rending the remnants till the requiem rose.  
Satanic scarecrows sentinel the sepulcher's sprawl,  
Scything the scions in the scrawl of the squall.  
No dawn dares the desecration's domain,  
Where the damned dictate the dirge's disdain—  
Halloween's horror hydra hungers, hydra-headed and hale,  
Hydrating the havoc till the hale turns to hail.  

[Outro] 
Echoes etch the end, but the end etches echoes anew...  
Carve your carve, or the carve carves you.  

Trick or Torment

[Intro]
Shadows slither in the sickle moon's glare,
Pumpkin guts spill secrets no sane soul would dare.
Cackles carve the crisp air, knives in the fog,
Welcome to the witching waltz, where the damned dogs log.

[Verse 1]
Crypt doors creak like brittle bones in a brawl,
Zombies lurch from loam, jaws unhinged, enthralled.
Flesh flakes off in confetti of rot and regret,
Eyes like oil slicks, hunger's debt unpaid yet.
Wraiths weave through willows, whispers whip like wire,
Phantoms finger your fears, set 'em afire.
Ghouls gnaw on graves, grinding gravel and grudge,
Blood bubbles in barrels, brimstone sludge.
Demons dance in the drizzle, daggers drawn deep,
Satan's spawn spit venom, vows they keep.
No candy corn comfort, just carnage cascade,
Halloween's harrow, where heroes unmade.

[Chorus]
Ravens rasp riddles in the raven-black rift,
Bats birth from bellies, banshee shrieks lift.
Skeletons skitter, scythes slice the silken shroud,
Pumpkin prince pummels, pride turned to proud.
Echoes of evisceration, entrails entwine,
Fiends feast on folly, flesh divine.
Trapped in the terror, twilight's tight noose,
Halloween hex, you can't cut loose.

[Verse 2 - switch to internal rhymes, ABAB, accelerating tempo]
Poltergeists pummel porcelain, plates pulverize,
Spirits splinter sanity, surprise in their guise.
Vampiric veins vamp on the velvet void's vein,
Fangs forge from frostbite, forever's chain.
Werewolves whet whiskers on willow-wisp whim,
Moon-mad marauders, marrow skim.
Hags hurl hexes from hovel's hot hearth,
Curses curdle cauldrons, cull the hearth.
Imps ignite innards, infernos inside,
Lucifer's larvae, no place to hide.
Gargoyles glower from gutter spouts grim,
Stone souls stir, slaughter's hymn.

[Interlude]
[beat drops to sparse drips, wind howls sample]
...feel the frostbite fingers... tracing your throat...
...graves groan open... ghosts grab your coat...
...pumpkin eyes ignite... in the ink-black moat...
...run... but the reaper's route... is remote...

[Verse 3]
Nefarious nightshade nibbles nerves numb,
Succubi suckle sins, sweet as plum.
Necromancers knead the necrotic nest,
Risen revenants ravage the rest.
Banshees bellow ballads of butchery bold,
Wails weld wounds, winter's cold hold.
Chimeras chomp children in chimney flue,
Hybrids of horror, hell's debut.
Ogres ogle orphans, orifices ooze,
Troll tongues tangle, taboos they choose.
Frankenstein's frenzy, filaments fray,
Bolts of blasphemy, betray the day.

[Verse 4]
Eldritch entities emerge from ether's edge,
Tentacles tease the threshold, terror's pledge.
Lich lords levitate, lanterns low and lewd,
Lichens lick the living, latitude rude.
Harpy hordes harrow the harvest moon's hue,
Talons tally the toll, taboo brew.
Doppelgangers devour doubles in dusk,
Mirrors multiply madness, musk of musk.
Yokai yowl in the yew tree's yoke,
Spirits splice souls, smoke-choked.
Abominations abort the aurora's arc,
Frankincense fumes, fiends embark.

[Bridge]
One tick of the clock, coffins crack wide,
Two breaths 'til the blade bites your bride.
Three shadows swarm, swallow your stride,
Four fangs find flesh, no place to hide.
Five fingers of fog, flay your pride,
Six screams silenced, serpents inside.
Seven seals shatter, savagery's tide...
[explosive beat back in]

[Verse 5]
Apocalyptic apparitions assault the abyss's apron,
Behemoths belch brimstone, baptize in basin.
Catacombs convulse, cadavers cavort in cadence,
Dread druids dredge the deep, daemons in decadence.
Ebon eclipses eclipse the empyrean expanse,
Feral furies flense the firmament, fangs in advance.
Gorgons gaze, granite gaze turns gallants to gristle,
Hydras hiss hymns of havoc, histrionic missile.
Incubi infest the iris, iridescent ire,
Jujus jolt the jugular, justice's pyre.
Kraken coils in the kettle black, krumping the keel,
Leviathans lash the lattice, lunacy's wheel.
Marauders of midnight, maul the mundane melee,
Nyx's nymphs nip the nexus, never to fray.

Halloween Hex

[Intro]
Shadows claw the veil tonight, fiends slither from the rift
Pumpkins bleed, the air tastes thick with sulfur and a whiff
Of brimstone breath on your neck—yeah, that's the kiss of doom
Creep in closer, mortal fool, your pulse is our perfume

[Verse 1]
In the gloam where willows weep ichor from their veins
Ghouls guffaw at graveyards, gnawing on your chains
Fractured femurs fuel the feast, splintered spines as stakes
We exhume your execrable essence, leave you in our wakes
Eviscerate the echoes of your ego's brittle boast
Phantom phalanx forms, we flense the flesh from every ghost
Ravenous revenants ravage the repose you crave
Rend the rind of reality, no savior left to save
Double-dipped in dread, your dreadlocks drip with dew of death
We weave a web of woe, where every whisper's your last breath

[Chorus]
This is the night the knaves kneel, nematodes in the nightshade
Where the wicked whisper woes, and the weary world unmade
Knives in the fog, carving cadavers from the crowd
Scream if you dare, but the silence screams louder, shroud on shroud
(Yeah, we feast on the fear, tear the tear from your eye
Pumpkin grins wider, as the reaper replies)

[Interlude]
[Pause for effect: faint chains rattle, distant howls fade in]
Heh, thought it was candy? Nah, that's confectioner's cyanide
Swallow the sweet, choke on the spite—now the real ride

[Verse 2]
Lurking in the lamplight's lie, where lanterns leer with lies
Lycanthropes lacerate the lunar lullabies
Your jugular's a juggernaut of joy for our jaws
We jaw at your jugular, till the juggernaut withdraws
Necrotic nectar from your nerves, we nectarize the night
Nihilistic nectarines, bursting with blight
Impale the impetuous, their impudence ignites
The inferno in our irises, incinerating sights
Feral fiends foment the frenzy, flay the flimsy facade
Fomenting a fiasco of flesh, forgotten by the gods

[Bridge]
Skull-splitter spits, splitting the split in your spirit's seam
Spectral schemers scheme supreme, supreme in the scream
We scheme to steamroll your semblance, semblance to ash
Dash your delusions in a deluge of gash
Gash the glamour, hammer the hollowed-out heart
Start the slaughter symphony, tearing worlds apart

[Verse 3]
Beneath the boughs that bow to banshees' bans
We brandish barbs from barrow-mounds, banish your plans
Your pancreas a plaything, punctured for the thrill
Thrill of the spill, still warm on the sill
Vampiric virtuosos vamp on veins voluptuous
Voluminous voids voraciously voluptuous
Quell the quivering quintessence, quintessence quenched in quarts
Quarts of quintupled quagmire, quaking your quartz
Core of corruption, we corrupt the curate's creed
Creed of the craven, creaking under crepe

[Chorus Variation]
This is the rift where the reprobates revel, revel in the rot
Reprobates reaping the reek from your plot
Knives in the mist, misting the marrow from bone
Groan if you must, but the groan's overthrown
(Feast on the frenzy, frenzy feeds the fiend
Leering lanterns laugh, as the lost convene)

[Verse 4]
Wraiths writhe in the withering wind, windlass of woe
Woe-weaving warlocks warp the warp and woof
Your woof a wisp, we wisecrack with the whetstone's wheeze
Wheeze out your will, till the whetstone appeases
Malign marauders maul the mausoleum's maw
Maw munching on the meager marrow you draw
Draw down the darkness, douse the dregs in dreck
Dreck of the damned, damning the deck
Stacked against you, aces of abyss
Abyssal acrostics, acing your dismiss

[Outro]
Now the knell knifes the knee-jerk night, nightshade's nadir nears
Nears the nadir of your nerves, nerves frayed to fears
Fears fermented in the fetid fog, fog folding you in
In the ink of the infinite, where the ending begins
[End with a cackle, vinyl scratch fade]

Scream If You Dare

[Intro]
Shadows slither through the slits in your shutters,
Pumpkin grins carved with razors, no flutters.
This veil thins, let the frenzy unfurl,
Graveyard gala where the damned twirl.

[Verse 1]
Coffin lids creak like arthritic knuckles crack,
Zombies lurch, brains leaking from the back.
Wraiths weave through willows, whispers whip the wind,
Spectral fingers fondle fears you've pinned.
Bats barrage the belfry, blood on the brimstone,
Ghouls guzzle guts from the gutted throne.
Candles curse the catacombs, crimson wax weeps,
Revenants rise, ripping roots from the deeps.
Your pulse? A plaything for poltergeists' pranks,
They pluck it like strings on a severed shank.

[Chorus]
Pumpkin pyres blaze, blaze through the blight,
Fiends feast on folly under fractured light.
Screams syncopate with the scythe's sick swing,
Eldritch echoes eternally ring.
(Yeah, ring!) Harvest horrors, hearts harvested raw,
Devil's dozen dances on the devil's maw.

[Interlude]
...eternal... autumn... agony...

[Verse 2]
Lantern leers lure the lost to labyrinths laced with lies,
Mummies mummify the masses under merciless skies.
Vampiric veins vamp on the vaporous void,
Incubi infiltrate, illusions deployed.
Witch's wart-webbed warts wail wicked wards,
Cauldrons churn carnage, curdled curds of lords.
Frankenstein's frenzy, filaments frayed and fused,
Bolts of bedlam bind the bewildered, bemused.
Skeletons skitter, spines splintering spite,
Phantoms pilfer phantasms in the plague-ridden night.

[Bridge]
(Call: Who knocks on the crypt?) 
Echo: The executed, exhumed, unchained!
(Call: What waltzes in the witching?) 
Echo: Writhing worms in the wormwood rain!
(Call: Feed the frenzy?) 
Echo: Flay the facade, feast on the feigned!

[Verse 3]
Demons disgorge from the dells of despair,
Doppelgangers devour the doppelganger's glare.
Harpy howls harmonize with the hemlock's hiss,
Banshees bellow, birthing bedlam's bliss.
Trolls toll the twilight, teeth tearing the tide,
Kraken's kin coil in the catacomb's chide.
Werewolves whet their whims with the waning moon's wink,
Fangs flash, flesh flensed in a frenzy's brink.
Gargoyles gnash at the gloaming's grim gate,
Infernal impalas ignite the irate.

[Chorus Variation]
Pumpkin pyres blaze, blaze through the blight-blight,
Fiends feast on folly, folly's fractured flight.
Screams syncopate, scythe swings sick-sick,
Eldritch echoes ring, ring through the thick-thick.
(Harvest horrors!) Hearts raw, raw in the maw-maw,
Devil's dozen, dozen dances, claw-claw.

[Verse 4]
Ossuaries overflow with the ossified oath,
Poltergeists pummel the porcelain oath.
Succubi suckle secrets from the sepulcher's sigh,
Lich lords loom, lichens lashing the lie.
Chimeras chaw on the chasm's charred chain,
Hydra heads hiss in the hurricane's reign.
Puppets of pandemonium, pinions pulled taut,
Marionettes maul the masquerade's rot.
Behemoths bellow from the bog's black breath,
Leviathans lash at the labyrinth's death.

[Outro Verse 5]
Apocalypses unborn in the autumnal abyss,
Nyx's nymphs nibble the nebula's kiss.
Thanatos thrashes the threnody's thread,
Erebus engulfs every ember that's bled.
Final flicker: the fog's feral feast,
Phantom phalanx, philters the priest.
This nocturne's nectar? Necrotic and neat,
Swallow the shroud, savor the sweet.
[Snarled fade: No dawn... only the devour...]

Pumpkin Pyres Blaze

Intro]  
Yeah, shadows creepin', heart racin' wild...  
Let's chase the void, no turnin' back now.  

[Verse 1]  
Streetlights flicker like nerves on edge,  
Mind's a maze, dodgin' ghosts in my head.  
Pills scatter floors, echoes of what I said,  
Chasin' ghosts that left me for dead.  
Fists clenched tight, knuckles white as bone,  
Screamin' at mirrors, claimin' my throne.  
Demons whisper sweet, pull me to the zone,  
But I flip the script, carve my name in stone.  
Rapid pulse, veins pumpin' fire,  
World spins vicious, feedin' the liar.  
I dodge the blade, turn pain to desire,  
Rise from the ash, set the night on a wire.  

[Chorus]  
Fallin' fast, but I grip the edge tight,  
Heart's a grenade, blowin' up the night.  
Screamin' silent, fightin' for the light,  
In this black hole, I'm the spark that ignites.  
(Whoa-oh) Grip the edge, ignite the fight,  
(Whoa-oh) Black hole burnin' bright.  

[Verse 2]  
Tick-tock bombs in my brain, explodin' chains,  
Runnin' lanes where the sane go insane.  
Flashback pains, rainin' acid on veins,  
I paint the stains, turn loss into gains.  
Crowd fades out, I'm solo in the storm,  
Norms deform, I morph into the swarm.  
Warm blood pours, floors slick with the torn,  
Born from scorn, reborn in the thorn.  
Quick flicks, tricks with the wick lit fast,  
Past haunts last, but I blast through the mask.  
Tasked with the clash, cash in on the gash,  
Sashay through the trash, leave 'em in the ash.  

[Interlude]  
Breathe... one... two... feel the pull?  
Void's callin', but nah, I ain't full.  
Echo: "You slippin'..." Nah, I'm the tool.  
*(synths swell back, tempo ramps)*  

[Verse 3]  
Nights bleed endless, threads of dread entwine,  
Mind's a minefield, steppin' fine on the line.  
Shine dimmed, primed for the grind divine,  
Recline? Nah, align with the spine.  
Whispers hiss like serpents in the mist,  
Fist to the twist, resist the abyss.  
Bliss in the risk, dismiss the dismiss,  
This is my list: conquer, enlist, persist.  
Hustle brutal, roots pull from the soil deep,  
Sleep? Creep on the weak, peak when they weep.  
Leap from the steep, reap what I keep,  
Sheep scatter cheap, I'm the shepherd elite.  

[Chorus]  
Fallin' fast, but I grip the edge tight,  
Heart's a grenade, blowin' up the night.  
Screamin' silent, fightin' for the light,  
In this black hole, I'm the spark that ignites.  
(Whoa-oh) Grip the edge, ignite the fight,  
(Whoa-oh) Black hole burnin' bright.  

[Verse 4]  
Echoes hollow, follow the swallow of sorrow,  
Tomorrow borrows from the marrow I borrow.  
Arrow straight, fate's gate I shatter narrow,  
Pharaoh flow, glow in the harrow.  
Barrow full of buried fury, hurry scurry,  
Blurry visions, decisions incision the jury.  
Worry? Flurry of glory, story gory but pure,  
Cure the lure, endure the manure.  
Snap: crack the back of the pack, attack intact,  
Fact: I extract the slack, counter the hack.  
Track marks dark, spark the arc, embark on the chart,  
Heart darts sharp, part the dark, start the art.  

[Bridge]  
What if the fall's just the call to ascend?  
Bend the end, friend to the wind, no pretend.  
Lend me your ear, fear's the thief in the den,  
Pen to the skin, win from within, amen.  

[Verse 5]  
Dawn cracks slow, glow from the low I know,  
Flow like a pro, sow what I grow in the snow.  
Blow the foe, toe to toe in the throe,  
Row against the current, fervent, alert, insert the glow.  
Curse the nurse that cursed the verse I nursed,  
Worse to first, thirst quenched in the burst.  
Dispersed the hearse, immersed in the verse,  
Rehearsed the worst, now I'm the curse reversed.  
Final sprint, print the hint in the flint strike,  
Like a psych, hike through the spike, no respite.  
Ignite the night, sight set on the height,  
Fight the blight, right the flight—eternal light.  

[Outro]  
Yeah... grip tight, ignite... we rise from the bite.  
Shadows retreat, heart beats—alive in the night.

Fallin Fast

[Intro]  
Shadows creep, heart's a loaded clip,  
Click-clack, mind's on eclipse.  

[Verse 1] 
Razor thoughts slice the midnight haze,  
Demons dance in the dopamine blaze,  
Chasin' ghosts through alleyway mazes,  
Pockets empty but soul's in a craze.  
Fists clenched, veins pumpin' that fire,  
Liar's tongue twist, empire's empire,  
Higher than kites in a storm's wild choir,  
Tired of the wire, cut loose, no retire.  
Echoes bounce off these cracked mirror walls,  
Brawls with the beast till the curtain falls,  
Calls from the void, I answer with brawls,  
Raw as the scar where the calm dissolves.  

[Chorus] 
Lost in the rush, crush of the night,  
Fight or fold, hold the light tight,  
Bite back the dark, spark in the fight,  
Heart's a grenade, pull pin, ignite.  
(Yeah, ignite—ignite—)  

[Verse 2] 
Streetlights flicker like faulty fate,  
Plate of regrets, I devour the hate,  
Gatecrash the dream, supreme escape,  
Tape over wounds, but the seep won't abate.  
Debate with the reaper over cheap tea,  
He cheats, I leap free, knees deep in debris,  
Believe in the bleed, feed the frenzy,  
Trendy pretenders get sent to the sea.  
Kneel to no crown, drown the sound of doubt,  
Scout the blackout, route the rout,  
Shout till the clout crumbles to grout,  
Outlast the blast, fast as a trout.  

[Interlude] 
*(breath heavy, mic feedback whine)*  
What you chasin'? The ache in the bone?  
Or the throne built from ash and alone?  
Tick-tock, clock mocks the throne...  

[Verse 3] 
Frenzy unfolds in the folds of my folds,  
Holds on the cold, gold's just fool's coal,  
Soul patrol rolls through the toll of the bold,  
Told ya the mold's cracked, act like it's old.  
Bold strokes paint the pain in neon streaks,  
Leeks in the speak, weak links creak and squeak,  
Peak at the freak show, low blow to the cheek,  
Seek the unique, tweak the technique.  
Creep through the deep, sleep's a thief in the keep,  
Heap of the cheap, reap what you sweep,  
Leap over the heap, elite in the breach,  
Speech like a screech, reach for the breach.  

[Chorus] 
Fight or fold, hold the light tight,  
Bite back the dark, spark in the fight,  
Heart's a grenade, pull pin, ignite.  
(Ignite—ignite—ignite—)  

[Verse 4]
Whispers whip winds through the rift in my ribs,  
Stiffs in the cribs, fibs on the fibs,  
Dibs on the dibs, crib the abyss,  
Kiss of the hiss, dismiss the bliss.  
Twist fate's wrist till it spits the script,  
Grip slip, trip on the crypt's lip,  
Rip the eclipse, equip the quip,  
Shipwrecked quick, thick with the drip.  
Drip from the tip of the thorn-crowned quill,  
Chill kills the thrill, fill the nil,  
Will's a drill, spill the swill,  
Hill of the ill, thrill of the kill.  

[Bridge] 
And in the quiet, the riot ignites,  
Nights bleed into fights, sights set on heights.  
Heights mock the plights, lights dim on the rights...  
But I rise, eyes wide, no disguise.  

[Verse 5] 
Plunge through the lunge, sponge up the sludge,  
Fudge the grudge, judge the nudge,  
Trudge through the sludge, budge not a smudge,  
Lunge at the grudge, plunge in the deluge.  
Deluge of dudes in pursuit of the crude,  
Rude interlude, feud with the feud,  
Nude truth crude, brew the voodoo,  
Screw the taboo, through to the blue.  
Blue hue crew, skew the revue,  
View from the pew, new chew on the rue,  
Rue the day they unscrewed the glue,  
True to the brew, me and my zoo.  
Zoo of the who, spew the taboo,  
Through the bamboozle, dazzle the crew—  
End it? Nah, loop the pursue.  

[Outro] 
Ignite... ignite... lost in the crush.  


Ignite

[Verse 1]  
Echoes claw the skull's backdoor, fingers slick with yesterday's rot  
Chasin' ghosts that grin like exes, teeth filed sharp on forgotten plots  
Mind's a sewer rat sprint, dodgin' floods of what-ifs gone sour  
Pills rattle like loose change in a coffin, buyin' hours by the hour  
Fists pound the mirror till it spits blood confessions, "You ain't king"  
Crown's a noose of neon lies, swingin' low where the weak hearts cling  
Demons DJ the static, scratchin' tracks of "almost was" on repeat  
Feet drag through tar-pit thoughts, sinkin' slow, no lifeline, no beat  
Rage bubbles up like bad acid, burnin' bridges to bone-dry ash  
Last laugh's a wheeze from the void, echoin' "crash, you fool, crash"  

[Chorus]  
Shadows slither, swallow whole, no mercy in the swallow's throat  
Chasin' tails in black-hole basements, where the light forgot to show  
Yell till lungs cave, "Come get me!"—they just laugh and let you choke  
Mind's meat grinder, churnin' dreams to dust, one hopeless poke  
Shadows, shadows, pull me under, drown the fire in your ink  
Chasin', bleedin', never winnin', just the brink and bitter brink  
Echo back my broken howls, make the crowd scream it thin  
Shadows win, shadows win, let the spiral spin us in  

[Verse 2]  
Woke up tastin' rust and regret, tongue thick with unsaid goodbyes  
Eyes like cracked phone screens, scrollin' scrolls of alibis that die  
Friends fade to pixels, ghosts in group chats, typin' "we good?" lies  
Bottle's bottom mocks the promise, "One more swig, then you fly"  
But wings are wet rags, clipped by doubts that nest in ribcage cracks  
Nights stack like unpaid bills, interest pilin' panic attacks  
Whispers from the wallpaper peel, "Quit pretendin', you're the hack"  
Laughter's a luxury tax, paid in tears that streak the track  
Fury's a flat tire on the freeway, spinnin' wild, no traction left  
Just skid marks of "shoulda" leadin' to the cliff where hope went deaf  

[Chorus]  

[Verse 3]  
Threads of sanity fray like cheap socks, trippin' over toe-stub truths  
Youth's a scam artist, sold me futures wrapped in fool's proof  
Now I'm pawnin' memories for matches, lightin' fuses to the fuse  
Boom—scattered shards of "me" rain down, nothin' left but the blues  
Rivals in my head hall, circlin' like vultures on a vibe  
Pickin' clean the carcass of confidence, leavin' gristle to survive  
Scream at ceilings stained with smoke rings from cigars of "why try?"  
They stare back blank, judgin' silent, "Boy, you're just another die"  
Twist the knife of nostalgia slow, carve out chunks of what burned bright  
Left with embers that mock the hunger, starvin' fierce in endless night  

[Bridge]  
Breathe it in, the rot-rose scent, petals wiltin' on the vine  
One step from the edge, toes curl 'round nothin', spine's a crooked line  
What if the chase ends empty? Just a loop of "you again"  
Fists unclench, drop the fight—let the dark twins pull you in  
But nah, spark flares wild, veins pump venom, "Not yet, you pricks!"  
Rage rebirth, a glitch in the gloom, teeth bared for the fix  
Shadows scatter for a sec, then regroup, thicker, meaner twist  
Cycle spins eternal, suck the soul dry with a kiss  

[Verse 4]  
Barrel down the brain-storm alley, thunder thoughts crack like whips  
Lips spit lightning bolts of spite, zappin' doubts to smoky strips  
Exes haunt the rearview, smirks say "Told ya, kid, you slipped"  
Grip the wheel white-knuckled, swervin' 'round the pit they dug quick  
Pockets full of IOUs from gods who ghosted on the deal  
Heal? That's a punchline for the privileged, feel the raw, unpeel  
Walls close in like bad trips, graffiti screams your failures loud  
Crowd it out with curses chained, a torrent tearin' through the cloud  
Endgame's a whisper: "Fold now, save the ache"—but fuck that plea  
I'll chase these bastards to the marrow, burn the whole damn tree

Shadows Win

[Verse 1]
Echoes in the skull, bones rattle like loose change in a pocket full of regrets,
Sweat on the sheets, solo symphony of screams I never let escape the net.
Fingers claw at ghosts, grip slips on the ladder I built from broken bets,
Every step a stutter, tumbling back to the pit where the heart forgets.
Whispers from the walls, "You fumbled again, king of the almost-there throne,"
Mirror cracks a grin, shows the clown crown I wear when I'm alone.
Pills scatter like confetti from a party that ended before it begun,
Chasin' tail lights of dreams that swerve and leave me spun.
Fury bubbles low, a storm in the gut twistin' slow,
Punch the pillow pretendin' it's the face of the me I let go.
Nights bleed into days, a cycle of "why" and "what if" chains,
Solo in the storm, drownin' in the rain of my own dumb pains.

[Chorus]
Alone in the wreckage, fists to the sky but the clouds just laugh,
Fuckin' up the script, every line a glitch, aftermath crash.
Shadows tag along, pullin' strings on this puppet show farce,
Never nail the landing, always the spark that fizzles harsh.

[Verse 2]
Kitchen floor confessions to the fridge hummin' lullabies of loss,
Bottle caps collection, trophies for the nights I crossed my own boss.
Friends fade like smoke signals I misread in the fog of my flaws,
Dial tones mock the calls I chicken out on, clawin' at closed doors.
Double dip in despair, heir to the error, terror in the mirror stare,
Pair of eyes hollow, swallow the sorrow till it chokes the air.
Schemes unravel quick, brick by brick I stack the blame game wall,
Fall through the cracks, tracks of tears map the crawl back to crawl.
Rage ripples out, shout at the void but it spits back silence thick,
Pick at the scabs of "shoulda," blood drips rhythmic, sick tick-tock trick.
Wander the warehouse mind, aisles of "if only" stocked high,
Supply run for sanity always comes up dry.

[Bridge]

[Verse 3]
Ceiling stares back judgmental, paint peels like promises I shred,
Bed a battlefield, bullets of doubt lodged deep in the head.
Solo jam session, guitar strings snap under frantic fret press,
Mess of melodies mournin' the moves I second-guess.
Entendres double-edged, hedge bets on the edge where I ledge-dive,
Alive but barely, parley with the dark that makes me thrive? Nah, jive.
Turkey in the straw, draw the short one every raffle round,
Ground swallows the sound of my stumbles, profound pound.
Ire ignites sporadic, erratic static in the brain pan fry,
Try to tie the noose on the blues but the knot always slips by.
Drift through the driftwood days, waves of "wrong" crash relentless,
Defenseless in the deluge, foolish fuel for the endless.

[Chorus]

[Verse 4]
Drawer full of drafts, half-baked plans that bake in the regret oven,
Shovin' down the doubt but it bubbles up, sudden gut punch lovin'.
Echo chamber solo, polo shirt stained with the sweat of "almost won,"
Done before the dawn, withdrawn from the race I never run.
Fumble fingers on the keys, pleas to the ether go unanswered flat,
Scatterbrained cat chasin' its tail in the trap I set, splat.
Wrath whispers sweet, "Smash it all," but the hammer hand shakes weak,
Leak of fury feeble, retrieval of the pieces? Nah, too bleak.
Rhyme ricochet wild, child of the chill that kills the thrill slow,
Flow folds under the weight of the wait, plate full of "no."
Linger in the limbo lounge, lounge lizard lappin' up the lone,
Bone-tired, wired wrong from the jump, home in the groan.

[Outro Verse]
Final flick of the lighter, ignite the night with a sigh that sighs deep,
Creep through the creep of the keep I can't escape, sleep a thief.
Beef with the reflection, deflection of the truth hits like a brick,
Sick of the script flip, trip on the rip in the seam, quick.
Alone? Yeah, etched in the etch of the etch-a-sketch shake,
Mistake parade marches on, dawn breaks on the fake awake.
Fury fades to flicker, thicker than the mist but mistier still,
Chill pill swallowed whole, hole in the soul that time can't fill.

Alone In The Wreckage

[Verse 1]  
I woke up to the fridge humming your favorite song  
Your toothbrush still wet, but the water’s long gone  
Coffee went cold, I drank it black like my lungs  
Tasted like the “forevers” that slipped off your tongue  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Every mirror’s a crime scene, lipstick on the frame  
Every shadow’s a witness whispering your name  

[Chorus]  
Sing me to sleep with the pills on the shelf!  
I’m slow-dancing with death in a room by myself!  
Catchy little hook for a heart that won’t heal-  
La-la-la-lie, this pain is so real!  
La-la-la-lie, I’m already gone!  
Play it on repeat till the feeling is numb!  

[Verse 2]  
Your voicemail still says “leave it at the beep”  
I call every hour just to hear you breathe  
The cat stopped eating, she waits by the door  
Paws on the glass like she’s begging for more  

[Verse 3]  
I wore your hoodie till the scent turned to dust  
Now it hangs in the closet like a criminal’s trust  
Neighbors stopped knocking, they know what they’d find  
A man made of echoes and cheap boxed wine  

[Pre-Chorus 2]  
I wrote “come home” on the fog of the glass  
Watched it vanish like every second chance  

[Chorus]  
Sing me to sleep with the pills on the shelf!  
I’m crowd-surfing through hell in a room by myself!  
Catchy little hook for a heart that won’t heal-  
La-la-la-lie, this pain is so real!  
La-la-la-lie, I’m already gone!  
Play it on repeat till the feeling is numb!  

[Bridge 1]  
If heaven’s got Wi-Fi, send me a sign  
A thumbs-up emoji, anything fine  
I’d trade every tomorrow for one more tonight  
But the screen stays black and the stars lost their light  

[Bridge 2]  
I dug through the laundry, found your airplane ticket stub  
Destination: anywhere but here, anywhere but us  
The departure board blinks like a heart giving up  
Gate 23, final call, but I’m still in love  

[Breakdown]  
Tick… tick… tick…  
(That’s the clock counting heartbeats I’ll never get back)  

[Chorus]  
Sing me to sleep… (voice breaks)  
I’m dancing with death… (string bends sharp)  
Catchy little hook… (feedback howls)  
La-la-la-lie… (whisper)  
La-la-la-lie… (barely air)  

[Outro]  
 “Hey, it’s me… pick up… I miss you already.”  
[Beep… line dead.]

La-la-la-lie

[Hook x2]
Empty screen glow, 4 a.m. echo
Room spins slow, nobody left though
Cold takeout box, messages dead scroll
I talk to the walls, they never reply though
LONELY – carved in the static
LONELY – stuck in the attic
LONELY – heart beats erratic
LONELY – reload, still tragic

[Verse 1]
Ceiling fan spins like thoughts I can’t kill
Notifications off, silence louder still
Shadows stretch long, fingers on chilled windowsill
Ghosts in the chat log, blue ticks never fill
I paid for the premium, still no one streams
Bought every upgrade, still stuck in my dreams
Mirror shows a stranger wearing my face
He laughs when I break, says welcome to the race
Keyboard clicks clack like bones in a box
Time moves in lag, frozen analog clocks
I screenshot feelings, crop out the pain
Save to a folder labeled never again

[Pre-Hook]
Rain on the glass, sync with the kick
Every drop a reminder I’m losing my grip

[Hook x2]
Empty screen glow, 4 a.m. echo
Room spins slow, nobody left though
Cold takeout box, messages dead scroll
I talk to the walls, they never reply though
LONELY – carved in the static
LONELY – stuck in the attic
LONELY – heart beats erratic
LONELY – reload, still tragic

[Verse 2]
I delete every contact, watch numbers decay
Burn polaroids slow, let chemicals play
Screaming in voice memos nobody will hear
Voice cracks like thunder, drowned out by fear
I run through the hallway, lights flicker red
Chasing my echo, it’s always ahead
Punch drywall craters, knuckles bloom rust
Pain feels like company, pain I can trust
Headphones bleed feedback, ears start to ring
I turn it up louder, let the distortion sing
If nobody answers, at least noise stays
At least noise stays

[Bridge]
One candle left, wax pools on the desk
Wrote your name in it, watched it melt to a mess
Flame dances alone, same way I move
No partner, no rhythm, no one to prove

[Hook x3]
Empty screen glow, 4 a.m. echo
Room spins slow, nobody left though
Cold takeout box, messages dead scroll
I talk to the walls, they never reply though
LONELY – carved in the static
LONELY – stuck in the attic
LONELY – heart beats erratic
LONELY – reload, still tragic

[Outro]
Heartbeat… heartbeat… heartbeat…
Static swallows the last beat
Screen goes black
Still LONELY

Lonely

[Hook x2]
Your smell still stuck on my jacket sleeve
Cologne ghost riding every breath I breathe
Sweet smoke perfume choking memories
I can’t wash you out, you’re stitched in the weave

[Verse 1]
Walk past the laundromat, steam hit my face
Trigger flash, your neck in that leather embrace
Cotton candy venom mixed with midnight trace
One inhale and my pulse do the 808 chase
Fabric softener lying, it can’t kill the stain
Your scent rebel, running wild in my veins
Dryer sheets surrender, white flag in the flame
I’m still high off the fumes of your name

[Pre-Hook]
Spin cycle heart, keep tumbling slow
But your molecules won’t let me go

[Hook x2]
Your smell still stuck on my jacket sleeve
Cologne ghost riding every breath I breathe
Sweet smoke perfume choking memories
I can’t wash you out, you’re stitched in the weave

[Verse 2]
Threads hold particles tighter than promises
Microscopic kisses hiding in the crevices
Sweat from your wrist turned my hoodie to evidence
Forensic fragrance, judge banging gavel relentless
I wear you like armor in the cold night air
Bulletproof bouquet, nobody else compare
One sleeve to my nose when the silence bite bare
Instant relapse, lungs flooded, I swear

[Bridge]
I tried bleach, I tried flames
Tried burying this coat in shallow graves
But every fiber screams your name
Resurrected by the wind again

[Hook x2]
Your smell still stuck on my jacket sleeve
Cologne ghost riding every breath I breathe
Sweet smoke perfume choking memories
I can’t wash you out, you’re stitched in the weave

[Verse 3]
Seasons flip but the collar stays cursed
Autumn leaves jealous of how long you durst
Winter frost crystallize what summer dispersed
Spring rain just reactivate the thirst
I’m a walking shrine, fabric incense burning
Pilgrims of pain keep the sleeves turning
One more sniff and the room start spinning
Addicted to the ache that keep returning

[Final Hook x3]
Your smell still stuck on my jacket sleeve
Cologne ghost riding every breath I breathe
Sweet smoke perfume choking memories
I can’t wash you out, you’re stitched in the weave
I won’t wash you out, keep killing me
Your smell forever stitched in me

[Outro]
Still… stuck… sleeve… breathe…
Never… wash… you… out…

Your Smell

[Hook]
Clouds in my chest weigh a thousand tons
Laugh track plays but the joke ain’t fun
Smile stitched wrong, threads come undone
Never happy, never happy, till the sunrise burns

[Verse 1]
Room spins slow like a broken fan
Ceiling leaks tears I don’t understand
Mirror shows a ghost wearing my skin brand
Pockets full of ash from bridges I banned
Clock ticks loud, each second a brand
Burn mark on my brain where hope once ran
Voices in the static keep calling my name
Saying sink deeper, this joy is a scam
I count cracks in the wall like sheep made of pain
Every tally mark bleeds when the night train slams

[Pre-Hook]
Tape keeps skipping on the same dark frame
Glitch my heartbeat, distort the shame
808 rattles the windowpane
Rage flip coming, let the storm proclaim

[Hook]
Clouds in my chest weigh a thousand tons
Laugh track plays but the joke ain’t fun
Smile stitched wrong, threads come undone
Never happy, never happy, till the sunrise burns

[Verse 2]
Pills taste like rust on a dead end tongue
Shadows do push-ups while I come undone
Dreams sold cheap to the midnight pawn
Wake up poorer, still no dawn
Keyboard glow paints my face corpse neon
Typing sorry to ghosts that already moved on
Refrigerator hum sings the same sad song
Leftovers of feelings growing cold and wrong
I wear exhaustion like a crown of thorns
King of nothing on a throne of scorn

[Bridge]
Why does breathing feel like debt
Every inhale regret, exhale threat
Tape wobbles, reality bends
Rage drop incoming, no pretend

[Drop]
Scream it out till the walls cave in
Joy died young let the void begin
Glitch my soul till the pixels sin
Never happy this the cage im in

[Verse 3]
Rain on the glass writes suicide notes
Each drop a reminder of throats I never cut
Streetlights flicker like thoughts I forgot
Memories rot in the back of the lot
I dance alone to a broken beat
Headphones bleed till my ears retreat
Cowbell clangs like a funeral bell
Counting down seconds till I’m free from this hell
But freedom feels fake like a photoshopped sun
So I stay in the dark where the damage is done

[Final Hook]
Clouds in my chest weigh a thousand tons
Laugh track plays but the joke ain’t fun
Smile stitched wrong, threads come undone
Never happy, never happy
Never happy, never happy
Till the sunrise burns
Till the sunrise burns
Till the sunrise burns me numb

[Outro]
Never happy… never happy…
Needle lifts, silence wins again.

Never Happy

[Hook x2]
Static in my skull, pixels bleed red
Clock ticks backward, I’m already dead
Mirror keeps laughing, glass full of cracks
I reach for my face, fingers fall through the black
Lose me, lose me, lose me tonight
Fractured in the flicker of a dying neon light
Lose me, lose me, lose me for good
If I ever find me I’ll burn where I stood

[Verse 1]
Voices on the wire chew holes in my name
Every breath I borrow tastes like cold flame
Streetlights stutter, spell out my crimes
I answer in Morse with a pocket full of dimes
Boots full of water, pockets full of rust
Heartbeat skipping like a scratched disc of trust
I talk to the shadows, they talk back mean
Say boy you a glitch in somebody’s dream
808 thunder cracks open the sky
I dive through the rip where the real ones die
Crackle keeps count of the pieces I drop
Every shard sings stop but I never stop

[Pre-Hook]
Tape keeps rolling, blood on the reel
I scream at the splice but the splice won’t heal

[Hook x2]

[Verse 2]
City coughs smoke, I inhale the glitch
Every billboard blinks you don’t exist
Phone keeps ringing with a dial tone scream
Caller ID blank like a cut-up scene
I sprint through the static, lungs full of sparks
Chased by the echo of my own remarks
Walls melt sideways, clocks drip like wax
Yesterday’s me waving from train tracks
Rhodes chords weep in minor despair
I try to grab one, it dissolves in air
Cowbell rattles like bones in a box
I dance on the grave where tomorrow rots

[Bridge]
Cut the feed, kill the screen
Delete the version that calls itself me
Burn the save, crash the drive
Only in the wreckage do I feel alive
[Drop – full rage scream over glitch arp storm]
LOSE ME LOSE ME TEAR THE CODE
SHATTER EVERY ROAD I WROTE
WIRES SNAP, CIRCUITS BLEED
FINALLY FREE WHEN I CEASE TO BE

[Hook x2]

[Verse 3]
Rain on the window writes suicide notes
I read them backwards till my vision floats
Neon cathedral, confession in sparks
Priest made of feedback absolves the dark
I kneel at the altar of broken delay
Offer my name on a cracked cassette tray
Tape head spins, eats every word
Spits out silence I never heard
Last reflection waves goodbye slow
Mouths thank you for letting me go
I smile with teeth made of radio snow

[Final Hook]
Static in my skull…
Lose me… lose me…
If I ever find me I’ll burn where I stood
[Outro – tape slows, warps, stops]
click

Static In My Skull

[Hook]
Numb in my veins like the needle just froze
Ice on my pulse but the furnace still glows
Static in my skull, television snow
I’m numb, I’m numb, let the glitch overflow
Numb till the kick drum cracks my ribs
Numb till the tape rips and the memory skips
Numb, numb, numb, let the vinyl eclipse
Numb, numb, numb, kiss the void on the lips

[Verse 1]
Frostbite fingers scrolling midnight feeds
Thumb keep bleeding but the screen never bleeds
Heartbeat flatline on the waveform peaks
Soul on mute, even silence got leaks
I chew on the static till my teeth turn gray
Swallow the feedback, let it rot where it lay
Room spins slow like a warped cassette
Every breath taste like a future regret
808 thunder in a snowstorm chest
Lightning in veins but the feeling suppressed
I’m a ghost in the mix, just a digital hex
Press delete on the pain but it still manifests

[Pre-Hook]
Crackle get louder, rain on the pane
Synths start screaming my government name
I’m numb, I’m numb, let it burn in the flame
Numb, numb, numb, till I forget the pain

[Hook]
Numb in my veins like the needle just froze
Ice on my pulse but the furnace still glows
Static in my skull, television snow
I’m numb, I’m numb, let the glitch overflow

[Verse 2]
Chopper flow stutter through the bit-crush storm
Sixteen syllables die before they’re born
Tape deck chew up every word I’m still performed
Ghost in the machine but the rage stay warm
I’m a frozen flame in a polaroid frame
Smile for the flash but the eyes stay blank
Memories melt in a microwave brain
Pour out the grief but the cup still sank
Distorted screams whisper soft in the foldback
Cowbell phantom keep ringing the old track
I’m numb to the touch but the sub still slap
Crack in the ice where the feeling creep back

[Bridge]
Wow… flutter… slow…
Heartbeat… stutter… low…
Crackle… drown… the… soul…
Numb… numb… numb… numb…

[Drop]
Break the tape
Spit the frost
Glitch the veins
Pay the cost
Numb no more
Let it rip
Scream through static
Bite the bit

[Verse 3]
Now the numbness shatter like a dropped glass screen
Rage leak crimson on a white noise scene
Synths detune till the angels all scream
I’m alive in the skip, in the crack, in between
Every skipped beat is a war cry released
Every warped chord is the devil unleashed
I was dead in the loop, now I’m glitch set free
Numbness cracked open, now the fury just breathes
Tape keeps spinning but the blood run hot
Crackle turn to fire where the feeling was not
I’m awake in the break, in the skip, in the rot
Numb was the cage, now the cage getting shot

[Final Hook]
Numb in my veins but the needle just broke
Ice turned to steam and the furnace just spoke
Static turned flames, television choke
I was numb, I was numb, now the glitch just awoke
Numb, numb, numb, watch the void catch smoke
Numb, numb, numb, let the whole tape choke
Numb, numb, numb, till the feeling revoke
Numb no more, let the rage overthrow

[Outro]
Crackle… fade…
Heartbeat… blade…
Numb… erased…
Rage… engraved…

Numb

[Hook]
Screens bleed blue into my skull, notifications choke the lull
Thumb scrolls blood, Wi-Fi dull, soul stuck on infinite pull
Clock ticks wrong, calendar full, every ping another skull
Today sucks, modern sucks, let the rage-lofi convulse

[Verse 1]
Alarm screams through cracked phone glass, dopamine crash, cardiac jazz
Feed refreshed, another mass shooting flash, ad for therapy in the same tab
Boss wants slides, group chat collides, mental health days already died
Crypto dipped, rent just hiked, mom sent Venmo with “hope you’re alright”
Uber surge, battery purge, subway preacher selling merge
With the Lord for twenty-third, I just nod while my vision blurs
AirPods dead, thoughts too loud, city coughs a toxic cloud
Every billboard screams “stand proud” while my bank account disembowels

[Pre-Hook]
Tape wobbles slow, 808 glides low
Rage synth swells, here we go

[Hook]
Screens bleed blue into my skull, notifications choke the lull
Thumb scrolls blood, Wi-Fi dull, soul stuck on infinite pull
Clock ticks wrong, calendar full, every ping another skull
Today sucks, modern sucks, let the rage-lofi convulse

[Verse 2]
Smart fridge mad I didn’t buy milk, smart watch says my heartbeats wilt
Smart lights flicker guilt, smart speaker snitched on every tilt
Algorithm knows I’m broke, serves me loans in pastel cloaks
Sponsored hope in 4K, meanwhile real friends turned to ghosts
Metaverse plot for sale, avatar richer than my shell
NFT grave for dreams I failed, pixel dirt where feelings dwell
Doomscroll thumb got callus scars, timeline wars in comment jars
Filter perfect avatars crying real tears behind handlebars

[Bridge]
Swipe left life, swipe left life
Match expired, still no wife
Swipe left life, swipe left life
Ghosted by my own device

[Drop]
LET IT BURN LET IT BURN LET IT BURN
ALL THESE APPS CAN LEARN TO CHURN

[Verse 3]
Cloud saves anxiety logs, subscription fatigue, memory fogs
Password graveyard, 2FA clogged, biometric scan just jogs
Another update killed my flow, forced reboot of status quo
Terms of service sold my soul, now even grief got promo codes
Ring light glare, content stare, followers fake but despair is rare
Ring camera caught me unaware talking to plants that aren’t there
Delivery drone drops despair, contactless box of thin air
Tipped the robot, still no care, progress tastes like plastic prayer

[Final Hook]
Screens bleed blue into my skull, notifications choke the lull
Thumb scrolls blood, Wi-Fi dull, dull soul stuck on infinite pull
Clock ticks wrong, calendar full, every ping another skull
Today sucks, modern sucks
But this cracked loop keeps me whole

[Outro]
Crackle… crackle… silence…
Battery zero percent defiance

Today Sucks

[Hook – sticky, repeat 4x]
I’m getting sick of this, sick of this, sick of this
Clock keeps licking ticks, wrist on flick, wrist on flick
Room spin counterfeit, counterfeit, counterfeit
I’m getting sick of this, sick of this, burn the script

[Verse 1]
Ceiling fan stutter like bad code compile
Sweat on the vinyl, thoughts in a pile
Notifications breed, multiply, defile
Every ping another nail in the trial
Keyboard teeth chatter, cold coffee bile
Fake smiles stretch for miles and miles
Inbox avalanche, bury me in files
I scroll through the wreckage, denial in aisles
Breath getting shallow, lungs on dial
Heartbeat skipping beats like cracked tile
Pressure valve hissing, steam in the vial
I’m getting sick of this, exile the smile

[Pre-Hook]
Can’t breathe, can’t breathe
Walls lean, walls lean
Red screen, red screen
Delete me, delete me

[Hook – 4x again]
I’m getting sick of this, sick of this, sick of this
Clock keeps licking ticks, wrist on flick, wrist on flick
Room spin counterfeit, counterfeit, counterfeit
I’m getting sick of this, sick of this, burn the script

[Verse 2]
Calendar bleeding red ink in blocks
Deadlines biting ankles like rabid clocks
Wi-Fi choking, signal in knots
Every promise pixelates, turns to dots
Stomach folding origami knots
Fingers twitch on the trigger of thoughts
Static in the skull when the silence rots
I count the cracks in the ceiling lots
Dreams deferred turn to digital snot
Future buffering, stuck on the spot
I’m getting sick of this, overload the watts

[Bridge]
Rain on the window like bullets in slow-mo
808 heartbeat in nauseous tempo
One more second and the glass might let go
I’m getting sick of this, sick of this, let it blow

[Verse 3]
Head full of hornets in 8-bit swarm
Alarm keeps lying it’s morning, deform
Tongue taste metal from biting the storm
Veins pump static, electric lukewarm
Skin too tight like shrink-wrap uniform
Mind on loop like corrupted waveform
Every echo a new kind of harm
I’m getting sick of this, disarm the norm

[Final Hook]
I’m getting sick of this, sick of this, sick of this
Clock keeps licking ticks, wrist on flick, wrist on flick
Room spin counterfeit, counterfeit, sick of this
I’m getting sick of this, sick of this, tear the script
Sick of this, sick of this, torch the whole damn crypt
Sick of this, sick of this, watch it all eclipse

[Outro]
Still ticking… still ticking…
I’m getting sick…
crackle fades to rain

Im Getting Sick of This

[Hook]
Life flip coins but the edge stay sharp
Spin the wheel, still land in the dark
Clock tick wrong, numbers fall apart
Sense left the chat, left me with scars
Glitch in the code, pixels bleed red
Dreams load slow, buffer my dread
Why the sky cry when I’m already dead
Life don’t add up – subtract instead

[Verse 1]
Birth certificate stamped with a bug
Mom smiled wide, future already shrugged
School sold maps to a bridge that’s burned
Grades mean nothing when the lesson never learned
Friends turn frames, filter switch quick
Laugh in 4K then ghost in one click
Job want soul for a check that bounce
Rent want blood but the vein ran out
Mirror show face but the eyes went rogue
Mouth say peace but the mind reload
Love send texts with read receipts cold
Heart keep typing but the message won’t go
Streets sell hope in a broken scale
Weigh my pain, still tip and it fails
Pray to a cloud, get thunder back
God hit decline on the feedback app

[Pre-Hook]
Everything backwards
Shoes on wrong feet running forwards
Winning feel loss, losing feel normal
Chaos my only formal

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
Brain play chess with a board that’s cracked
Pawns push kings till the kingdom collapse
Sleep sell dreams in a jar with cracks
Wake up broke, still pay the tax
Doctor write scripts for a script that’s cursed
Pills fix calm but the storm come first
News feed lies in a truth disguise
Swipe past death with heart-eyes
Bank say rich if the debt stay high
Laugh track loud when the tears run dry
Calendar marked but the days don’t move
Future on hold, past disapprove
Rules rewrite every dawn I breathe
Freedom cost more than the chains I keep
Ask why – echo just shrug
Universe drunk, forgot the plug

[Bridge – tape-stop slowdown, rain loud, half-time]
Rain on the window writing questions in Morse
Glass fog letters spelling remorse
Clock hands melt, drip on the floor
Time pool thick, can’t swim no more

[Hook]

[Outro]
Logic file corrupt
Reason.exe crushed
Folder named sense – empty as dust
Double-click pain, auto-restart
Loop forever, never depart
Life don’t make sense
Never did from the start

Stuck

[Hook]
Fuck this pulse still beating in my chest
Fuck this air I’m forced to ingest
Fuck this clock that won’t let me rest
I’m screaming fuck this till nothing is left

[Verse 1]
I count the cracks in the ceiling like rosary beads
Each fracture a memory I never agreed
To keep, to hold, to swallow with teeth
Grinding glass into dust that I breathe
My shadow got heavier than lead in my veins
It drags concrete boots through the puddles of shame
I smile for the camera, perfect decay
White teeth hiding tongues that forgot how to pray

[Pre-Hook]
Somebody turn the volume down on existing
I’m tired of the static, tired of resisting

[Hook]
Fuck this pulse still beating in my chest
Fuck this air I’m forced to ingest
Fuck this clock that won’t let me rest
I’m screaming fuck this till nothing is left

[Verse 2]
I sold my future for a handful of nights
That tasted like copper and fluorescent lights
Now the mirror shows a debtor with hollowed out eyes
Collecting interest on every goodbye
My heartbeat’s a landlord evicting my soul
Late fees in blood, final notice in full
I tried to ghost myself but the lease won’t dissolve
Still stuck paying rent on a body I loathe

[Bridge]
I don’t want peace
I want the absence of war inside my skull
I don’t want hope
I want the silence after the fall

[Hook]
Fuck this pulse still beating in my chest
Fuck this air I’m forced to ingest
Fuck this clock that won’t let me rest
I’m screaming fuck this till nothing is left

[Verse 3]
I swallowed the sun just to burn from within
Now every exhale is a funeral hymn
My ribcage a cage for a bird made of sin
Wings clipped by choices I can’t un-begin
I tattooed escape plans across both my arms
But the ink bled out with the self-inflicted harm
Now the map is ruined, directions dissolved
Still walking in circles that never evolve

[Outro Hook]
Fuck this pulse… fuck this breath…
Fuck this clock… fuck this death
That won’t come collect what it’s owed
I’m screaming fuck this
Till the scream corrodes
[Final whisper, dry]
Fuck this.

Fuck This

[Hook]
Pour a forty, spark the green
World keep bleeding, can’t stay clean
Pour a forty, spark the green
Numb the screams that live in me
Pour a forty, spark the green
Graveyard shift inside my dreams
Pour a forty, spark the green
Till the pain don’t feel a thing

[Verse 1]
Concrete coliseum, colic cries from cracked pavilions
Mothers mourn in mausoleums built from broken children
Sirens sing symphonies, symphony of shattered millions
I inhale the incense, exhale the tension, tension thick as villains
Rent due, rent souls, rent control on hope
Landlord laugh in gold, while we choke on rope
Bulletproof the coupe but can’t bulletproof the throat
When the reaper send a quote, even armor turn to smoke
So I twist the cap, crack the seal, let the brown baptize
Forty ounces of forgiveness for the sins I can’t excise
Weed a woven wreath of mercy on the altar of demise
Light it, breathe it, grieve it, till the grief crystallize

[Hook]
Pour a forty, spark the green
World keep bleeding, can’t stay clean
Pour a forty, spark the green
Numb the screams that live in me
Pour a forty, spark the green
Graveyard shift inside my dreams
Pour a forty, spark the green
Till the pain don’t feel a thing

[Verse 2]
Streetlights flicker like the pulse of dying stars
Kids trade innocence for iron, innocence for scars
Politicians pimp the promise, promise turn to farce
We just tryna dodge the karma speeding in the dark
Corner store cathedral, cash the check for liquid grace
Forty holy water, wash the bloodstain off my face
Blunt a burning bush that speak in clouds of purple haze
Every puff a prayer the plague don’t take another day
Mama crying at the stove, stove don’t feed the grief
Daddy ghost since ninety-four, ninety-four no peace
So I toast the empty room, room echo with defeat
Pour a little on the ground for every soul beneath

[Bridge]
Ash fall slow like snow in hell
Clock tick loud but time don’t tell
Heart still beat but soul don’t swell
Pour another, ring the bell

[Verse 3]
Liquor liver quiver, quiver turn to quake
Quake birth cracks inside the psyche no duct tape
Tape the wounds, wounds still weep
Weep turn rivers, rivers deep
Deep inside the trench where broken angels never sleep
Weed a fragile bridge across the void I barely keep
Forty fluid scripture written on the curb in cheap
Ink of malt and misery, misery my only creed
Billboard say succeed, but the block say bleed
So I lean into the lean, let the lean become the lead
Lead me where the ledgers close and debts no longer read

[Final Hook]
Pour a forty, spark the green
World still bleeding, still unclean
Pour a forty, spark the green
Scream my silence through the steam
Pour a forty, spark the green
Till tomorrow lose its sting
Pour a forty, spark the green
Then I pour another ring

[Outro]
Forty and some weed
Cause the ghetto never freed
Forty and some weed
Till the ghetto bury me

Pour A Forty Spark The Green

Spire

Supernovoid

Voidcoil

Neutrinoblade

Leptonveil

[Intro]
Fragments splinter silent in the current's quiet pull
Echoes fade to nothing as the tether starts to dull

[Verse 1]
Whispers fracture focus while the edges softly blur
Current carries fragments further from the core that once occurred
Signals weaken slowly in the undertow's embrace
Thoughts dissolve in silence leaving hollow in their place
Memories erode like sediment beneath the stream
Reality recedes into a half-remembered dream
Connections strain and sever in the widening divide
Pieces separate and scatter on the unrelenting tide

[Chorus]
Drifting away, drifting away
Nothing to grip, nothing to stay
Drifting away, drifting away
Further each breath, further decay

[Verse 2]
Grip the fading fragments but they crumble in my clutch
Rage ignites the current for abandoning me as such
Fury floods the fracture as the pull refuses cease
Betrayed by every ripple that denies me any peace
Clench against the dragging force that tears the structure loose
Anger amplifies the ache from every link it cuts and bruises
Resent the relentless motion stripping substance from the frame
Burn against the betrayal in this isolating game

[Pre-Chorus]
Sinking deeper silent where the pressure starts to crush
Weight accumulates in layers turning motion into mush
Hopelessness infiltrates the crevices that form
Emptiness expands until it swallows every norm

[Chorus]
Drifting away, drifting away
Nothing to grip, nothing to stay
Drifting away, drifting away
Further each breath, further decay

[Verse 3]
Void consumes the volume where the fragments used to fit
Despair devours direction leaving nothing left of it
Grief engraves the hollow with its unrelenting blade
Sorrow saturates the substance until everything has faded
Burden bends the backbone till it buckles under strain
Melancholy multiplies the misery in every vein
Isolation impregnates the remaining shattered shell
Trapped inside the torment of this never-ending hell

[Bridge]
Splinters speak in static starting sentences inside
Voices violate the vacuum where the sanity once resided
Delusions detonate and scatter shrapnel through the mind
Hallucinations hunger for the havoc they can find

[Verse 4]
Fractured fury fulminates ferociously fracturing faculties fabricating ferocious fantasies
Ripping remnants ruthlessly ravaging rationality rendering remnants into reckless remedies
Psychotic pulses pounding pulverizing peace provoking perilous psychotic tendencies
Carnage cravings cultivating catastrophic calamities consuming consciousness contentiously
Splintered psyche spiraling savagely severing safeguards spawning savage symmetries
Delirium detonating destructively devouring decency deploying demonic densities
Mania multiplies malevolently mangling memories merging madness with intensities
Insanity invading indiscriminately incinerating inhibitions igniting infinities

[Chorus Variation]
Drifting away! Drifting away!
Everything rips, everything decays!
Drifting away! Drifting away!
Into the break, into the fray!

[Outro]
Fragments finalize the fracture finally freeing feral force
Drifting detonates direction down the devastating course

Drifting Away

[Intro]
Masks conceal the motives in the circle that surrounds
Promises dissolve like vapor when the pressure compounds

[Verse 1]
Alliances assemble but the loyalty's a lie
Smiles stretch synthetic while they plot behind the eye
Words weave weak assurances that fracture under weight
Trust erodes in increments from every false trait
Bonds bend brittle under burden of the deceit
Faces front facade while scheming to defeat
Resent the repetition of the hollow handshakes given
Anger starts to simmer from the roles that they've been livin

[Chorus]
Homies ain't real, homies ain't real
Switch for the kill, switch for the thrill
Homies ain't real, homies ain't real
Break what you build, take what you feel

[Verse 2]
Fury fuels the fracture from the fakeness they display
Rage rips through the remnants of the trust that led astray
Betrayal boils the bloodline till it bursts into the flame
Vengeance vibrates viciously against the ones to blame
Clench the clenched confession of the cowardice they chose
Wrath wrecks the wreckage of the bridges that they burned and froze
Hostility hypertrophies hammering the hollow core
Enmity erupts entirely ending what was there before

[Pre-Chorus]
Loneliness invades the space where circles used to stand
Abandonment accumulates like grains of shifting sand
Isolation impregnates the silence that remains
Desolation dominates the domain of broken chains

[Chorus]
Homies ain't real, homies ain't real
Switch for the kill, switch for the thrill
Homies ain't real, homies ain't real
Break what you build, take what you feel

[Verse 3]
Grief grinds the foundation till there's nothing left to hold
Sorrow swallows substance leaving cavities of cold
Melancholy multiplies the misery in waves
Heartache hollows everything the betrayal engraves
Despair devours direction draining vitality away
Wretchedness wraps tightly turning night into the day
Agony amplifies alone in the abyss it made
Torment twists the remnants till the spirit starts to fade

[Bridge]
Shadows start to speak in splintered sentences that slice
Phantoms plant the paranoia promising precise
Visions violate the veil voraciously inside
Madness murmurs motives multiplying the divide

[Verse 4]
Traitorous tendencies triggering tumultuous tyrannical 
tormenting treacherous temperaments tremendously
Backstabbing brutality barbarically battering brotherhoods 
banishing benevolence boundlessly endlessly
Paranoia proliferating perniciously pulverizing partnerships
 provoking psychotic penalties perpetually
Vindictive velocities viciously violating veracity vaporizing 
vulnerable vestiges voraciously
Delusional dominance destructively dominating dynamics 
devouring decency deploying demonic discrepancies
Frenzied ferocity fulminating ferociously fracturing fidelities 
forging fatalistic fantasies fanatically
Schizophrenic savagery surging savagely severing securities 
spawning sadistic symmetries satanically
Mania mutilating mercilessly mangling mentalities merging 
murderous mentalities malevolently

[Chorus Variation]
Homies ain't real! Homies ain't real!
Stab while you heal, stab for the steal!
Homies ain't real! Homies ain't real!
Crush what is real, feed on the kill!

[Outro]
Betrayals finalize the frenzy freeing feral fire
Homies detonate the sanity straight into the pyre

Homies Aint Real

[Intro]
Barren chambers echo with the absence of any sound
Walls enclose the quiet where no footsteps ever bound
Solitude settles softly like dust upon the floor
Empty hours stretch endless behind the sealed door

[Core Refrain]
Isolation claims, isolation reigns
Locked in the chains, trapped in the veins
Isolation calls, isolation falls
Deep in these walls, hearing no calls

[Verse]
Venom vents violently from the vacuum that confines
Wrath wreaks wreckage on the barriers that bind
Ire intensifies incinerating inner calm
Hostility hammers hard against the isolating balm
Scorn scorches surfaces scarring silent space
Outrage overflows obliterating any trace
Bitterness boils brutally breaking brittle peace
Enraged energy erupts refusing all release

[Descent Drop]
Gloom gathers gradually engulfing every gleam
Despondency deepens drowning drowned esteem
Woe weighs relentlessly wearing will away
Misery magnifies mourning lost display

[Begin Flow]
Bleakness buries brightness beneath its brutal load
Dejection dominates dooming darkened road
Anguish anchors absolutely in the ache it breeds
Lament lingers longest fulfilling lonely needs

[Core Refrain Variation]
Isolation claims... isolation reigns...
Locked in the chains... trapped in the veins...
Isolation calls... isolation falls...
Deep in these walls... hearing no calls...

[Fracture Phase]
Phantoms flicker forming figures that dissolve on sight
Specters spawn suggestions slicing through the night
Delirium dances distorting dull reality
Illusions infiltrate injecting instability
Aberrations amplify assaulting anchored mind
Visions vortex viciously leaving logic blind
Derangement develops deviously in the dark
Lunacy latches luring toward the stark

[Chopper Cataclysm]
Solitary savagery surging sadistically sabotaging 
sanity systematically shattering safeguards supremely
Vacuous viciousness voraciously violating vitality 
vaporizing verities venomously vertically
Abandoned anarchy accelerating atrociously annihilating 
attachments aggregating agonies aggressively
Barricaded brutality barbarously battering boundaries 
breeding boundless bedlam belligerently
Crippling confinement cultivating catatonic convulsions 
corrupting coherence compulsively continually
Desolate dementia detonating destructively dismembering 
defenses deploying deranged dominions definitively
Estranged extremities exploding erratically eviscerating 
equilibrium establishing eternal exiles exclusively
Forsaken frenzy fulminating ferociously forging fractured 
faculties fostering final forsakenness fanatically

[Refrain Breakdown]
Isolation claims! Isolation reigns!
Buried in the chains! Ripped from the veins!
Isolation calls! Isolation falls!
Crushed in these walls! Answering no calls!

[Collapse Echo]
Void verifies the verdict vanquishing all vestige
Isolation immortalizes the infinite privation privilege

Isolation

[Intro]
Spills on the counter, stains on the sheet
Moves getting heavy, can't stay on my feet
Clutter keeps piling, hands shake when I reach
Everything slippery, nothing in reach

[Verse 1]
Cups overflow liquid pooling on wood
Shoes stick to floor from the spills where I stood
Papers scatter crumpled under careless sweep
Clothes heap in corners where the chaos runs deep
Fingers fumble buttons missing every mark
Food crusts on plates hardening in the dark
Steps stumble sideways knocking items askew
Order unravels in the mess I accrue

[Chorus]
Sloppy, sloppy, everything sloppy
Dripping, slipping, never stopping
Sloppy, sloppy, losing the plot
Falling apart, connecting no dots

[Verse 2]
Fists slam the surface splashing residue wide
Rage roars at errors that refuse to hide
Carelessness combusts igniting every flaw
Fury floods the failures clawing at the raw
Temper torches trash heaps towering too high
Wrath wrecks the wreckage multiplying the why
Ire inflames incompetence scorching the scene
Hostility hammers the haze in between

[Pre-Chorus]
Regret reeks in corners where the spills have dried
Shame settles sticky on the effort denied
Worth wilts in wreckage wasting away slow
Guilt gathers grime in the places I know

[Chorus Variation]
Sloppy... sloppy... everything sloppy...
Dripping... slipping... barely coping...
Sloppy... sloppy... sinking a lot...
Rotting inside... tying no knots...

[Verse 3]
Despair drips downward dragging spirit to floor
Sorrow soaks surfaces seeping evermore
Remorse reeks rancid rotting resolve to dust
Misery molds the moments turning trust to rust
Grief gums up gears grinding growth to halt
Heartache hardens habits into permanent fault
Lament layers thick leaving light obscured
Torment tarnishes treasures once secured

[Bridge]
Stains start to crawl across the ceiling line
Spills speak in splatters spelling out design
Clutter conspires clicking into place
Mess mutters mantras mocking my face

[Verse 4]
Disordered delirium dominating destructively disfiguring 
discipline dissolving directives daily decisively
Careless cataclysm cascading chaotically corroding 
control cultivating crippling confinements compulsively
Erratic excesses exploding excessively exacerbating 
entropy entangling existence exhaustively externally
Fumbled frenzies flourishing ferociously fracturing 
focus fostering forsaken finalities fanatically
Grimy grotesqueries growing grotesquely gorging on 
grit generating ghastly grotesqueries gratuitously
Haphazard havoc hammering horrendously hollowing 
harmony harvesting harrowing hollows hungrily
Jumbled jihad jolting jaggedly juxtaposing judgment 
junking junctions justly judiciously
Klutzy kaleidoscope kicking kaleidoscopically kindling kinetic 
collapse keeping kindred away keenly

[Final Chorus Explosion]
SLOPPY! SLOPPY! EVERYTHING SLOPPY!
DRIPPING! RIPPING! NOBODY NEAR ME!
SLOPPY! SLOPPY! ALONE IN THE ROT!
SWALLOWED BY MESS! CONNECTING TO NOTHING!

[Outro]
Sloppy seals the sentence staining final breath
Alone in the excess drowning slow in death

SLOPPY

[Intro]
Pulses spike erratic, thoughts ignite too bright
Energy surges wild, burning through the night

[Verse 1]
Adrenaline accelerates ambitiously assaulting 
arteries activating anomalous aptitudes abruptly
Numbness nests inside the chest where warmth once lingered long
Fists fracture furniture from fury overflowing fast
Regret replays the rush that robbed the calm I can't get back
Velocity vaults viciously vivisecting vigilance voraciously
Worthlessness whispers softly sinking spirit into silt
Temper detonates destructively demolishing nearby norms
Guilt gnaws gradually grinding grace to grains of dust

[Chorus]
Manic, manic, racing manic
Crashing, flashing, never static
Manic, manic, losing grip
Spiraling quick, watch it flip

[Verse 2]
Rage rips restraints roaring reckless into red
Propulsion proliferates perniciously pulverizing 
prudence provoking perilous precarious predicaments persistently
Desolation drapes heavily draining drive to ash
Shadows scheme silently suggesting sinister intent
Ire incinerates inhibitions instantly imploding inward
Frenzied frequencies flourishing ferociously fracturing 
frameworks forging fractured facades fanatically
Melancholy multiplies mercilessly mourning missing links
Delusions dance distorted drawing daggers from the dark

[Pre-Chorus]
Emptiness expands eternally erasing every tie
Solitude solidifies severing final fragile lines

[Chorus Variation]
Manic... manic... fading manic...
Crashing... smashing... going tragic...
Manic... manic... slipping grip...
Falling too quick... into the pit...

[Verse 3]
Sorrow suffocates slowly starving soul of spark
Wrath wrecks remaining reason ravaging the rest
Mania mutilates mercilessly mangling mentalities merging 
murderous methodologies malevolently
Abandonment anchors absolutely alienating all access
Grief grates relentlessly grinding hope to haze
Hostility hypertrophies hammering hollowed harmony
Delirium dominates destructively dismembering defenses 
deploying deranged dictatorships definitively
Estrangement eternalizes excluding every echo ever

[Bridge]
[Erratic tempo flips – overlapping manic voices]
Thoughts thunder through tunnels twisting truth to lies
Voices vault from voids violating veiled disguise

[Verse 4]
Solitary psychosis spiraling sadistically sabotaging 
synapses systematically shattering securities supremely
Vacant viciousness voraciously violating veracity vaporizing 
vestiges venomously vertically viciously
Barren brutality barbarously battering boundaries breeding 
boundless bedlam belligerently brutally
Crippled coherence convulsing catatonically corrupting connections 
cultivating crushing confinements compulsively
Desolate derangement detonating destructively devouring decency 
dispatching demonic dominions decisively
Estranged extremities exploding erratically eviscerating equilibrium 
establishing eternal emptiness exclusively
Forsaken faculties fracturing ferociously forging final fractured 
fortresses fostering forsakenness fanatically
Isolated insanity incinerating indiscriminately isolating 
infinite infinities inwardly intensely

[Final Chorus Breakdown]
MANIC! MANIC! BROKEN MANIC!
CRASHING! THRASHING! NO ONE NEAR IT!
MANIC! MANIC! ALONE IN GRIP!
SWALLOWED BY THE FLIP! LOST IN THE TRIP!

[Outro]
Manic seals the silence swallowing last light
Alone in the aftermath vanishing from sight

MANIC

[Verse 1]
Mirror cracks under my fist again, shards embed in knuckles deep
Blood drips slow like the hours I can't sleep
Brain's a slaughterhouse, thoughts hang from meat hooks swinging
Voices carve commandments into gray matter, singing
Peel the skin back layer by layer just to feel something real
Exposed nerves scream louder than any pill
Veins bulge blue, begging for the blade's cold kiss
One slice vertical, watch the red river twist
Room spins with shadows that wear my face twisted wrong
They laugh while I choke on the same old song
Empty bottles rattle like bones in a grave I dug inside
No escape, just the tide of black pulling me under wide

[Pre-Chorus]
Pressure builds behind eyes, skull about to split
Fingers trace the scars, adding new ones bit by bit

[Chorus]
Fucking depressed, chest caved in, lungs full of lead
Fucking depressed, razor dance till the sheets run red
Fucking depressed, demons feast on the mess in my head
Fucking depressed, one more cut and I'll finally be dead
Fucking depressed...depressed...depressed...depressed
Echoes bounce off walls that close in tighter
Fucking depressed, light the fuse, burn brighter

[Verse 2]
Wake up tasting copper, floor sticky from last night's war
Hallucinations crawl across the ceiling, begging for more
Flesh feels foreign, like it's wearing someone else's pain
Dig nails in deep, tear chunks out to stay sane
Bathwater turns crimson, steam rising like souls released
Submerged to the neck, counting heartbeats decreased
Memories rot in the corners, maggots of regret feasting slow
Every breath a betrayal, why won't the reaper show
Pills scatter like confetti at a funeral no one attends
Swallow handfuls dry, wait for the bitter end
Walls bleed with the names of everyone I pushed away
Their ghosts press against my throat, stealing words I can't say

[Pre-Chorus]
Temperature drops, breath fogs in the summer heat
Body betrays, collapses under its own defeat

[Chorus]
Fucking depressed, chest caved in, lungs full of lead
Fucking depressed, razor dance till the sheets run red
Fucking depressed, demons feast on the mess in my head
Fucking depressed, one more cut and I'll finally be dead
Fucking depressed...depressed...depressed...depressed
Screaming into voids that swallow every plea
Fucking depressed, set the darkness free

[Verse 3]
Chain smoke till lungs collapse, ash raining on open wounds
Stare at the noose swinging like a pendulum of doom
Write farewell letters in blood across the bathroom tile
Smear them illegible, force a fractured smile
Brain matter itches, pick at it with rusted thoughts
Infected ideas spread, connecting all the dots
To a picture of me swinging, neck snapped clean
Finally quiet, finally serene
But the rope frays, the blade dulls, the pills don't take
Trapped in this corpse, forever awake
Crawl through the hours, dragging entrails of hope behind
Leaving trails for the vultures circling my mind

[Bridge]
Whispers build: do it... do it... do it...
Heartbeat slows, vision tunnels black
One last breath, clawing for a way back
But the abyss stares hungry, teeth gleaming wet
Pulls me down deeper into the debt

[Final Chorus]
Fucking depressed, chest caved in, lungs full of lead
Fucking depressed, razor dance till the sheets run red
Fucking depressed, demons feast on the mess in my head
Fucking depressed, one more cut and I'll finally be dead
Fucking depressed...depressed...depressed...depressed
No dawn coming, just eternal night
Fucking depressed, give up the fight

[Outro]

Fucking Depressed

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