‘Cocaine Dreamer' is the soundtrack to the morning after a night of sin! Tender and romantic, yet dark and soul-baring, it highlights the complexity of love, desire and freedom. 
Performed, written and produced entirely by me during lockdown of 2020,  it is the first of many exciting releases of 2021 and will be shortly followed with an official video, an acoustic version and acoustic performance video! This one is for the heart!

Cocaine Dreamer

I song I wrote a long time ago brought to life with the help of Mr. Grayson Micheal. 

Bass - John David Short

2 am in Allston (prod. by Preston Hutto & Grayson Micheal)

u don't like me when i'm high

Find my mind it's callin
Find my ego fallin
Find myself at rest
Detox my mind violent
Smoke a few backs to ease up
The taste of yeah lips don't ease me
Not even when I see yeah
Do I really feel like I need you
No
I can't do this no more
These demons won't let me go
I can't believe I let myself fall in love with this dark soul
You demons feed off judgement 
That's why your mouth keep running
That's why you straight flex stunnin
On friends who spot your nonsense oh

Im so tired, I'm so cold, I'm so done
I'm so blinded, I'm so young, I'm so dumb
This ain't right, this ain't good, let's be done
This the end, thats the new, this my start
Funny how you lie, funny how you talk, funny how you love
Funny how my mind isn't the way you got it hun
Running from love, running from light, running from dark
Running from a sea of despair I was meant to rot in

They didn't tell me
That I was too gone yeah
They didn't tell me
That you weren't alone yeah
Deceiving missed stature
Your mind ain't too well yeah
They rewind my envisions just to stoop to my side yeah


Baby don't leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows
Baby don't leave me hoping that there might be a tomorrow


Baby don't leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows
Baby don't leave me hoping that there might be a tomorrow
Why you gotta act like that
Why you gotta walk that that
Why you gotta smile like that
Doesn't make you look that bad
Baby dont leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows

State of my mind ain't ready
State of yo mind be petty 
Said it 5 times I'm done
Said it five times I leaving 
Said it 6 times I'm gone
Said I wasn't ready for no love girl
Said I wasn't ready to move on girl 
You pushed it beyond what wrong girl
That's why you felt so alone girl
I can admit I was never the best but  I promise I top all of the rest 
How you be up on your feels
Knowin you couldn't be real
Knowin you never would heal

You cover it up with your Prada
Whippin ya daddy's versada 
Mask your ego at Sephora 
Drowning along and you know it
Emptiness tempt as we're floatin

I was too gone yeah
They didn't tell me
That you weren't alone yeah
Deceiving missed stature
Your mind ain't too well yeah
They rewind my envisions just to stoop to my side yeah

Baby don't leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows
Baby don't leave me hoping that there might be a tomorrow

Baby don't leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows
Baby don't leave me hoping that there might be a tomorrow
Why you gotta act like that
Why you gotta walk that that
Why you gotta smile like that
Doesn't make you that look bad
Baby dont leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows

(Baby don't leave me drowning in an ocean full of sorrows)x2

XOXO

Sorrows

Bad Summer

Clouded

Don’t wanna love me? You don’t have to
Don’t need a reason, didn’t ask you, no
Stop thinking everything’s about you
Too busy trying to get past you

Cause loving you was easy, but losing you kills
Left me with emotions I don’t want to feel
I’m trying to forget you, but I wish you were here
(Wish you were, wish you were here)

I think I lost you in the summer
You wanted everything but love, yeah
Feel like I’m losing, going under
You’re like a sickness, can’t get over
I think I lost you in the summer
You wanted everything but love, yeah
Feel like I’m losing, going under
You’re like a sickness, can’t get over

Don’t say you miss me, I don’t need that
It’s just the whiskey, you don’t mean it, no
Feels like I’m slipping, it’s a relapse
I try to fight but I can’t beat it

‘Cause loving you is easy, but losing you kills
Left me with emotions I don’t want to feel
I’m trying to forget you, but I wish you were here
(Wish you were, wish you were here)

I think I lost you in the summer (I think I lost you)
You wanted everything but love, yeah
Feel like I’m losing, going under (feel like I’m losing)
You’re like a sickness, can’t get over
I think I lost you in the summer (I think I lost you)
You wanted everything but love, yeah
Feel like I’m losing, going under (feel like I’m losing)
You’re like a sickness, can’t get over

You're all I see
Every time that I try to close my eyes
And it’s killing me
I think I’m losing my mind

I think I lost you in the summer (I think I lost)
You wanted everything but love, yeah (wanted everything)
Feel like I’m losing, going under (feel like I’m losing)
You’re like a sickness, can’t get over
I think I lost you in the summer (I think I lost you in the summer)
You wanted everything but love, yeah (you wanted everything)
Feel like I’m losing, going under (feel like I’m losing)
You’re like a sickness, can’t get over (can’t get over)

Lost You in the Summer

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Minute (ft. Mopiano)

Credits:
Written by DYLN
Co-produced by Frequency, DYLN
Mixed by Frequency
Mastered by Joe La Porta
Artwork by Grey 
IG: @GreyCoutts 

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Lyrics
Giving myself away
Blurring the boundaries
You’d never know it
But I’m shaking out of focus
Oh I love you way too much 
but when I’m hurting you don’t notice
Say that you need me
I need me too yeah

I need me too
I need me too

I’d break myself to heal you yeah yeah
Hand over my skin it’s deeper now
The trouble is my weakness
Cause I feel the same way
So naked
Oh I love you way too much 
but when I’m hurting you don’t notice
You say that you need me
But I need me too yeah

I need me too
I need me too

Need Me

It's about my biggest fear of being stuck in a situation with no power to affect it. It's not a quiet feeling, it's not a creeper. Life happens in phases…no situation lasts forever, there is never a situation where you have no power to affect it. I wanted to capture, have forever and use in times of need.

'Phases' is the first track from my upcoming EP 'Angels Devils & Empty Vessels'. 

'Phases' release date: August 14
'Angels Devils & Empty Vessels' EP release date: September 11

Phases

Written By:
Oscar Oceguera, Jeffrey Miguel

Now available for streaming and purchasing on all DSPs (Spotify, Apple Music, etc.)

Clouded

SOACH

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