2022

Water balloon how I pop on em, often I’m off of em I don’t look you in the face 
Crossing em up when I talk to em I don’t give out many numbers cause I can’t relate 
Cost of the watching from outa the space 
3rd person viewing a few in the bank 
I don’t contend with the shit that you say cause I know soon enough you’ll be losing your way x2 


Made up 100 100 more great 
I’ll never run less the sun in my way 
Burn up and leave but the freeway the 
same 
Cause I push on the pedal forgetting my fate
Fuck up the rental pretend a mistake 
Fuck the pretending the pressure gon make 
Diamonds and I am a problem til day that I’m dying deciding which side of me stay 
Just happened to land here next to my god damn monsters your not gonna drive me insane 
I’ve been thru shit that I barely could mention without the relenting from tryna be safe 
Step out my head for a minute and pray 
Hope this shit end for I’m dead and decayed 
Know that the probability it is that I’ll never relinquish the shit and escape 
But they don’t get it so I go home and I send it 
Back at everyone that intended tried to tear me down and make headway 
No I terminate em the best way that I know and try to control 
Hot they cold and I cannot go, Sick of sighing next to these hoes 


Water balloon how I pop on em, often I’m off of em I don’t look you in the face 
Crossing em up when I talk to em I don’t give out many numbers cause I can’t relate 
Cost of the watching from outa the space 
3rd person viewing a few in the bank 
I don’t contend with the shit that you say cause I know soon enough you’ll be losing your way x2

often [sxint]

Prod. YCK, feat. soap. @soaped

Yeah you know what it is so be stepping aside
I haven’t really gave a fuck if I be dead or alive
So bite the bullet trigger pulling seek the end or beginning
Depends on how you’re looking at it until then I’ll be sinning
Descended in the portal no more juice in the flask
No use depending on the mortals ain’t the easiest task
I’m overzealous I’m heretical meeting an archangel
Viewing it from the heavens the humans that aren’t grateful
Taking the filth that we’re cleansing blood in we bathe I’m popping a benzo
Ridding myself of depression by taking my place inside of a deadzone
Need no coffin burials to soak the debris
These ceremonial rituals practiced down to a T
Lost track of the demons out of Pandora’s Box
Road into redemption coming after or not
I got the chains up on my flesh I’m in a liminal space
To rip the veins up out my chest look how we’ve fallen from grace

Empty the heavens the flooding’ll sink ships
Rain down the red and we covet the wings clipped
Flew close to the sun how the tales do tell
When we angered the gods with no lives to sell

Okay I’m taking the face from you when i walk in the room
Ain’t never debating, it ain’t on you why you act like a tool
I broke the data bank and it showing where you log in and move
IP address and now I’m next them existential ensue
And if I said it’s soon know I ain’t waiting for nothing
I been evading the public cause I ain’t faking  
And fuck it
It's all in my DNA there’s something keeping me from reduction
It doesn’t appeal to me the sucking up to deal with the funding
Won’t ever front for buck and won’t ever run for a bill
I’m at the front of the shuttle punching the blunt and a shill
evacuate em out the way I’m an
immaculate mill
I Turn em up into the dust when they in front of us, still
I don’t know what the fuck assumption that you held in your head
But really the fact is I ain’t running from nobody or dread
I face it every single morning when I wake in this mess
And I been breaking it's rebuttal since I frame my distress
Yuh

Empty the heavens the flooding’ll sink ships
Rain down the red and we covet the wings clipped
Flew close to the sun how the tales do tell
When we angered the gods with no lives to sell

Heretic

Icarus (feat. soap.)

MUSIC VIDEO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNNFt2oiWug

featuring -- @soaped
produced by -- @rodmanebeats

[tonedeaf]
i just wanna feel alive again
i been sinking in my head
i just wanna feel alive again
i been sinking in my head

my head keeps playing tricks on me
my head keeps lying

[soap]

Water my grave
The Flowers decayed
Walk off the block
and I knock on the ma-
Pull in the drive and my eyes like the drapes
Closing and showing right through me attain
Pleasure whatever had happened inside
Broke me and hope be outside of my grasp
Some days it’s mundane to even retry
So The bigger the battle the less I react
I’m past tryna be what they wanted at all
Cast on the beach and I’m out in the falls
Water come down and it land in my palms
Now I’m Washing my hands of the site that I saw
Watched plans go to nothing and love in withdrawal
Hands full of something that suffering soft
So I’m hiding behind it with a smile and song
And a side of dysfunction I’m trying to calm
Myself down up in the moment safe
Held it down up in the pouring rain
Pick my head up and walk away
Why’s it playing tricks just another day
I pave the bridges that I burn and blame
All on me like the stock i slang
And it’s all I sang about all okay
Hoping Im feeling alive and awake

[tonedeaf]
i just wanna feel alive again
i been sinking in my head
i just wanna feel alive again
i been sinking in my head

my head keeps playing tricks on me
my head keeps lying

alive -- w / soap. [prod. rodmane]

prod. noxygen

Silent assailant 
I slide out the matrix 
No rolly to spot  
Like 100 Dalmatians
I’m skipping the talk cause my top on vacation 
Been missing the ones that I lost now I’m 
Faded a bunch 
And the rubble up under me nothing 
To what I’m about to incur on your troubles 
I stack em all up and then watch it go down 
Open the door watch the rain hittin the ground 
And I bounce in advance 
I ain’t never stick around for ya plans 
I’m a doubt whatcha saying 
Talkin out bout some bands 
Give a fuck bout the funds and the fuss 
That you make Im intangible 
Dance with the devil every night til I stand doubled over the monster up in my head like a phantom I'll
Float away dissipate never return 
Reappear distillate inside the urn 
Imma ghost 
no one ever met me 
Stepping on necks like the pedal on a ten speed 
Stressing bout them never needed to impress these 
Fake fuck boys I’mma menace to your message 
Meant that shit when I said it why they lie through they teeth 
I was tense now I tend it what a sigh of relief 
When they left I was dead and now Im sky to the trees 
Underwater on the beach I’m too high to be reached

Verse 2:

Gimme a clue 
Tell me why chose the stickin around 
I lost my hope I been ripping it out 
And I feel barely physical distant from now 
Dip into town 
I don’t see no one too special especially
You about 
Step off the bridge what I’m doing now 
Taking my life without you I’m out

intangible

99ZED x SALIVA GREY - BODIES DANGLE LIKE MY NUTZ (prod. 99zed)

https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi
https://soundcloud.com/ytd69
prod. noxygen
https://soundcloud.com/alex-hauschild-28800045

Verse 1: soap.: 

soap ain’t been nothing to play with 
Running up I ain’t  evasive 
Hopping up out of a spaceship 
Boy I’m alien high while I lane switch
Hit 150 and face it 
We could die any day so I take shit 
Kill it All as It come never stress bitch 
Why You stuck in the past I’m on next shit 
Got the game in a wrap tlike necklace 
While u hanging upon it like Pendant 
I been pensive penning my misery 
Whipping these words while I’m sitting on similes 
Sicker than a dog and I’m often epitome 
Of an intolerable problem I’m bridging these gaps 
Minimal bitchin I’m been in my bag 
Fuck the complaining u praying for cash 
And u painting these pictures where u ain’t aint fault 
Stop it’s take ownership over results 
On top of the world and I’m looking at them 
With a bag fulla smoke i need 50 on 10 
Full tank of the gas I got wicked intent 
And tense past life I was drippin in dread 
Distant intense different and dead
Feelings been gone cause my heart is entrenched 
In the trauma im taller than it in the end 
Ain’t been a drawing it’s real as it gets 

Bridge: soap. & $LOTHBOI: 

Real as it gets boy we fucking with death 
Ain’t been a drawing it ain’t been a sketch 
Riding with homies its cult to the end 
Ain’t been a follower ain’t been a fed 
Filthy will kill me I’m choosing my death
Fuck with my brothers your life on the fence 
The cult is the life and CULT IS THE END

Verse 2: $LOTHBOI

Ops be chasing they ain’t catching up
We be rising fast while they be catching dust
We ain’t give a fuck they try to copy us
They be fake as fuck so they could never yuh

Really racked cans with the homies cuh
And I ran fast cuz em piggies dumb
Really threw hands when I needed them
Know the homies tuff we ain’t need a gun

Yuh

I been the walking path of my making
Fuck the confines of society, baseless
Broken foundation
Cause deprivation
It be just so fucking sad in the matrix

So I be leading a wave of creation
Forming a cult that was founded with mavens
Bitch we gun break
Start termination
FREE ALL THE SHEEP FROM THE WOLF THAT IS NATION

Bridge 2: 

Real as it get boy we fucking with death
Exit the planet won’t catch me again 
Riding with homies its cult to the end 
Come out the cold n we conquer your trends 
Filthy will kill me I’m choosing my death
Fuck your whole game up, I’m flipping the set 
The cult is the life and CULT IS THE END

Verse 3: YTD 

Bitch u dont know me oh so clueless i dont care about  myself,
all that shit that u be talking got me thinking bout my health,
am i good or im ight,
guess im sipping on this pint,
got me feeling fucking slow
 because im fucking outta light,fuck…
people be talking an looking with stares oh,
smoking my dope wit a bottle of gin oh,
tell me my death from my bottle again oh,
there is no way i can drop it again rush.

pendant [feat. $LOTHBOI & YTD]

What it do where you been why you coming back 
Like Is it true is it dead is it done at last 
I’m In the tomb in the pen I cannot attach 
All my feelings on the fence back and forth with that 
Like run it up make it flip do whatever fast 
Like Fuck a diss I dismiss any other man 
I made it mix with ups so I’m down in that 
I got no doubts give a fuck know I’m outa that 
Don’t want no bitch get a grip you ain’t nothing special 
Want no assist all alone just me and my pedal 
I press it quick hit the floor and I double deck em 
I got too many you too petty I’m another level 
I feel too friendly I forgive so they try to step 
Don’t want a Bentley or a Benz I just need a friend 
U run my head please don’t offend me I been dead to them 
This life been messy off this ten piece imma better man

where U been?

Tetris w/ YTD

Wish I Pulled OT with 99Zed

MOBBS RADICAL- HELP NOT WANTED(PROD. JON LOC)

A new track appears! Out on all platforms!

CONJURING ASHES (PROD. UNREM)

TRAUMA

@jontbeats
amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o1y8Duc-qvM

I fuck a bitch that I don't know
I keep my problems on the low
I cannot stop my mind to speak
I hit a lick i am a freak
Fuck a bitch hit a bump
Keep that shotgun in the trunk
Ponder if ill ever float
Keep my problems on the low
I got pain in my body
i might start shit with a shotty
I don't fuck with anybody
Bitch I'm fucked
I can't stand
I think I hurt myself
I think I'm goin bad
Man, what's it worth
Dead in the dirt
Find me on the crucifix
Smokin' on the earth
Goddamn I think I'm cursed
I think I'm burned
Watch my life adjourn
In your face i see concern
Sick of all these bitches acting like they want to know me
When it comes down to the fucking fact that you should fucking blow me
I don't need to hear your thoughts unless they meant to fuckin grow me
If you popped a glock then fuckin' show me

Man, what's it worth
Dead in the dirt
Find me on the crucifix
Smokin' on the earth
Man, what's it worth
Dead in the dirt
Find me on the crucifix
Smokin' on the earth
Man, what's it worth
Dead in the dirt
Find me on the crucifix
Smokin' on the earth
Man, what's it worth
Dead in the dirt
Find me on the crucifix
Smokin' on the earth

I don't mind I wanna die
Lookin' at the 45
Hollow point bullets in my soul, satisfied
No goodbye
With the clock by my side
Call me blind
Put me in formaldehyde
'Till I'm gone in the sky, ay

Everytime I fucking choke
Hanging from the fuckin rope
Lookin at the ceiling
With no reason cuz I cannot cope
Shoot me up with antidotes
Feel it movin' in my throat
Fuck a suicide, I'll just float, let it go

Find me on the crucifix
Smokin' on the earth
Man, what's it worth
Dead in the dirt
Find me on the crucifix
Smokin' on the earth
Man, what's it worth
Dead in the dirt

Man, what's it worth
Dead in the dirt
Find me on the crucifix
Smokin' on the earth
Man, what's it worth
Dead in the dirt
Find me on the crucifix
Smokin' on the earth
Man, what's it worth
Dead in the dirt
Find me on the crucifix
Smokin' on the earth
Man, what's it worth
Dead in the dirt
Find me on the crucifix
Smokin' on the earth

DEAD IN THE DIRT w/ JON T

my way

verdansk (ft.Kash)

DIE ANOTHER DAY (PROD. PLAGUE X TWENTYTHREE)

new music on Spotify. 

appreciate you. 
Я ценю тебя
send beats and inquiries: soapcity98@gmail.com 
ohio

Tetris w/ YTD

soap.

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