hyperpop/31sentinel

iiCARUS [prod. glasear]

this song means alot to me because i've never talked about growing up like this before :) i hope you guys like it <3

again tyty @kaihaunted for the amazing art, it means a lot to me 
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hometown, head down 
walk around, never make a sound, yeah 
8 now, drugged out
every thought in my head is too loud 
on the corner of stumbling to the fucking bottom 
blue pill, red pill, too many fucking bottles 
gone now, and i found 
that this anxiety is killing me now 
13, no dreams 
just trying to get by by any means 
fake smiles, and routines
no one knows what's going on behind the scenes 
never thought i would end up being so pessimistic 
cause i keep breaking myself just to never go and fix it 
no sleep, and i see 
that all i needed was to go and be free

4000 people out here 
thank god i left it that year 
all keep their heads in the mirror 
and their peaks are closer than they appear 
hometown of zombies and ghosts 
fled west, oh i had to go 
got tired of everyone holding back on finding their growth 

19, come spring
i got stuck in the in-between, yeah 
no job, no keys
but i know i wanna be something 
paying rent with loan, i'm feeling so dependent 
start missing my home, and everybody in it 
pain stings, the sound rings
but back home, at least they're in the swings of things 

4000 people out there
at least their visions are clear 
i keep my head in the mirror 
and my peak is closer than it appears
hometown of zombies and ghosts
at least their heads are afloat 
got tired of looking back, wish that i had kept finding my growth

can i ask u some questions?

hometown

Comfort in you
I just wanted comfort in you
Whole time you watched me sleep
Think that I saw you in a dream
When I wake up why do I scream?
(When I wake up why do I scream?)

I'm used to it don't bother
I dunk my head underwater
Hope one day I'm forgotten
You left my body its rotten
I'm cold and sick from the weather
Know I been down could feel better
I stay high so fuckin often, feels like I'm chasing a coffin
Still not used to the pressure
Without you around its better
Wiping tears with my sweater
Don't think that I'll forget her

People always wanna tell me what I should or shouldn't do
I don't give a fuck what they say wanna wake up next to you
Fucking up my mental every day now I've been feeling screwed
Wake up wanting something different yeah I'm craving something new

Shut up, I don't wanna hear it at all anymore
Brain numb, I don't wanna feel it at all, I been sore
Good luck, when you wanna walk outside on your own
So dumb, how you wanna pretend you're all alone

I can't forget all the ways that I felt yeah
She look my way now I'm not feeling well yeah
Stabbed in the back with a metaphor something
Tells me I hate you but you say you love me

Why you piss me off
Sing a stupid song
Get your action shot
While my body rot
It's like 2 o clock
And I just can't sleep
I can't forget her
So I think I'll leave

I'm used to it don't bother
I dunk my head underwater
Hope one day I'm forgotten
You left my body its rotten
I'm cold and sick from the weather
Know I been down could feel better
Wiping tears with my sweater
Don't think that I'll forget her

spotify link<3

comfort w/ cmten (goodbyex2002 x 31sentinel)

stuck in cycles i cant help it </3

lyrics:
if ur pissed off
from my actions 
shut ur mouth 
and take some action
all u want is a reaction
i can’t let them win

i feel damaged 
fucking drowning in my bullshit
i can’t stand it
stuck in cycles 
i can’t help it 
feel like i’m always abandoned 
fucking helpless 
u can’t handle 
pull up in the hatchback 
tires on the asphalt
i don’t care 
i just want my heart back 
want my heart back

u can’t hide from what’s right in front of u
i push my problems aside don’t know what to do
i don’t need friends they just lie to tell the truth
u watched my confidence die right in front of u
fuck u ur just another bad habit
tryna help my problems 
ur the reason why i have it
swear i’m so pissed off
and i won’t bury the hatchet 
told u watch my back 
then u turned around and stabbed it

damage (prod. guda)

(guda + 31sentinel)
i fucked around wit the beat a lil (:
and ive been runnin round this damn town i fuckin hate it
im tryna be someone whos not me
i wanna be the greatest 
i wanna throw my face into the fucking pavement 
im tired of all these people
and all their fuckin fake shit😡

ik u cant 
repent for what u did 
but 
please dont let me fall!
please dont let me fall!

and now i, think back to what u said
and how u
didnt care at all
didnt care at all

a rare kuriosity repeating hook😳

and i cant take it
my life feelin makeshift 
i fuckin hate this. 
j wanna sing for a paycheck 
i hate to say it 
but aint a bitch here worth savin😹😹 
u wanna talk shit
ill stomp that bitch in the pavement!!
look at my stats im goin up
yo bitch at my crib she wanna fuck
i put that on my mom ill runitup
bitch u dont like me i dont give a fuck
a nigga wanna feat its like 5 bands lesgo pay it off
i said like 2022 we blowin up
like bitch we takin off

ik u cant 
repent for what u did 
but 
please dont let me fall!
god please dont let me fall
(FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK)
and now i, think back to what u said
and how u
didnt care at all
didnt care at all

hyperpop/31sentinel

SoberShulker