Я хочу быть в новостях. Я хочу стать мировой трагедией. -С любовью, Алекс.

-С любовью, Алекс.

pain

pocketful of ammo

garbage throwaway

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

i cant take another fucking day looking at this imageboard of a girl on r9k
i swear its a new girl everyday but i'll orbit her the same baby wont you look my way

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

when its time to go home
i'll see you there on my phone
i'll see you again

/r9k/ (unreleased demo)

Sick of Me hard christ *deleted*

Lyrics:
Look at me
Im not full
I can barely finish meals

I regret
Taking meds
I can barely even feel

I hurt you
You hurt me
Baby why do you let me bleed

Im hungry
It’s contagious
Everytime I see your face it’s

Wrong.

Im always wrong

Tell me whats wrong.

It feels so wrong..

im not hungry//DEATH EATER

look mom im just like negative xp hahahah (this is a test)

this isn’t mine i just found it in my files and thought it sounded good

oh fuck man.mp3

I Don’t Wanna Die

cruzpilled

CRY 4 HELP

school shooter - EMFL

real rockaholism

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lyrics:

i don’t get outside much
waste away, with my bad luck 
i’m so goddamn needy 
i want someone who needs me

i don’t want your pity
just somebody to like me 
id take just a damn hug
some kind of physical touch 

i don’t get outside much
waste away, because life sucks
i’m so goddamn angry 
need anyone to love me

rotting in my room

My Style (Take It or Leave It)

its about oyasumi punpun, chill on me

You show me your scars
bled on the backseat of the car
midnight drive committing crimes
both of us know its our time
dont like where u cut urself
only I should see u bleed
your dad hates it when i talk to you
he doesnt know about ur thigh tattoo

stick a needle in my eye
i'll never tire of your cries
you say i'll get cut if i leave
empty words dont mean a thing

hold a knife to my neck
i get cut if i misbehave
when you're gone i'll go right back
to where the cops had a wellness check
small disputes drive me insane
a noose is ready, its all in vain
when i die, im in isolation
flames burn dim compared to my separation

Abuse is a form of love

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dkKfiTL7eK0

brainrotted w/ losergirlfriend

xo_willow cover
prod heelflip.
thank you bro

KTR KYS

you kiss my open sores, love soaking through my pores 
i've lived a thousand lives, this one is my demise
the day you leave my side, come thoughts of suicide
im riding shotgun in a car 
 going nowhere but we’re getting far

Substance abuse

VK — https://vk.com/karuseldlyadruzei
Bandcamp — https://karuseldlyadruzei.bandcamp.com

Мало Тебя

School Shooter

as distasteful as this song may seem, well really it is. but more than that its a song about humanity's obsession with death. everyone loves tuning into the nations latest horror show, often times forgetting about the last one. people love death weather they admit to it or not. perhaps it helps remind them that their lives arent so bad.  people love tragedy and thats all this song means to portray. as much as i hate little kids i dont actually want them to be shot in a school shooting or at all lol.

Deep throat-Adam Lanza

Pumped Up Kicks but youre hiding from a school shooter

be my edgy friend (please, i have no friends. seriously)
dc: arcchiees

-С любовью, Алекс.

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