i can't pinpoint what this song is about, but it means a lot to me.
i love each n every 1 of you so much w all my heart
hope you enjoy. 🍂
prod. @wisssery & @pekarot_161

~~lyrics~~
now get the fuck out 
this ain’t even a house 
and i’m not proud 
but my head is getting loud
soul is screaming to get down
i’m not as greedy as i sound
not as greedy as i sound 
don’t turn around

clogs in my brain cause i’m selfish 
and if there’s a blade in my vein
never felt it
guess i'm forced to play 
till i cave from exhaustion
i'm already dazed
get away; you’re obnoxious

tell me what the fuck i gotta say
just for you to stay
i’ll pray upon the stars
but they all seem to fade
i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar 

i’ve been up all week
won’t sleep tight
i can’t brush my teeth
nor eat right
way too many dreams
seem to terrorize
every single sheep 
when i shut-eye 

let’s drift down the creek, till i notice
it’s my time to leave, hope you know this
isn’t about me; my emotions 
tend to dive too deep into motion 

ice thin; drowning on the daily 
would you care to stop by?
quick someone save me
(save me)
ice thin; drowning on the daily 
would you care to stop by?
quick someone save me
(i’m gonna drown)

how the fuck am i alive?
tell me what am i
in the pond i spot a lotus
coloring me blind
fuck a nine to five 
i wanna live a life
i wonder if i’ll flourish or 
lie among the vines 

dad is in the yard smoking packs
till he’s greener
momma wears a mask 
so her past looks cleaner
fully out of grasp 
with my siblings’ demeanors
mind is running laps, i collapse
in the bleachers

tell me what the fuck i gotta say
just for you to stay
i’ll pray upon the stars
but they all seem to fade
i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar 

fuck around, now i’m throwing up
stay away, imma fall in love
too late, maybe i’ll be fine
lead me to a better life

broken but i’m holding on
to the universe i’m below a pawn 
any given moment i could lose it all
the sound of silence is a subtle call

𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩?.. 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩! 𝘪 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺.
𝘤𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴?! 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦?!
𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪’𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶! :(

i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar

color me blind [prod. wisssery x pekarot]

Rainclouds

facts (prod. nciku)

it sits in the heart. the heart is where it sits. it sits in the heart. the heart is where it sits

000update.log

[Intro]
I'm not doing as good, as I really wanted to at the start
(Beam me up Scotty)
I'll probably fucking die in the next few months or something with my luck

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die (RIP)

[Verse 1]
When you might die about a thousand fucking ways to do it everyday of life
Not a fucking lie there's shows about it on spike
Danger's real and it exists inside your mind (Fucking mind)
I don't give a fuck if you pay me, no royalties make it easy
Put every purchase on my Visa my food money could buy a Mercedes
Miles don't give a fuck and they praise me (Oh), minor fevers might phase me
Haven't ate in a couple days, so even shit could look tasty (Yuh)
Puking in a Starbucks bathroom, then I order from the menu
Organize loose plans, so they fall through
I'm really good at cancelling when I want to
At this point I don't know if I want you
Really good at fucking up when I got you
Really good at dodging everything about truth
If the book of lies exist I'll make a part two (Okay, okay)

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die

[Verse 2]
What is this scene, I don't wanna fucking die
I'll make music about awaking to the smell of apple pie (Shit is yummy)
There's no clout in here if you're enjoying life
I don't fuck with anyone who uses sadness as a high
All emotions are my vice, firm relationships I like
I got molten lava touch if you want talk about something fire
Put piano in rewind and I can spit verses all night
I can tell you life is shit in songs it doesn't make it right
I've had friends I like a lot, but I drop them out of spite
If I block out all the guilt bet I could ghost them over night (I'll fucking ghost)
I'll fucking ghost, I'll fucking ghost (Overnight)
Okay, okay, okay

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die (Fucking die)

9TAILS - liar (prod. scottysplash)

hollow (prod.inkivi)

thewaylifegoes

I Hate Highways

Get You Home

produced by samashi
featuring sewerperson

[Verse 1]
It’s getting harder breathe
I know you won’t stay here with me
Let me just die in your company 
The feeling of love is deceased 
And I can’t keep doing this shit
I keep lying to myself the feeling won’t dip
It just splits me in two 
Every seconds of you
I keep thinking of you
Can’t stop thinking of you

[Bridge]
Tell me where you wanna go 
Yeah I can take it slow
Girl just let me know
Yeah girl just let me know
Girl just let me know
I can take it slow
Girl just let me know

[Chorus]
Can you keep me talking I been up all night
I can hear them sing and I can see the light
Fall asleep on the call
Please just catch me fore I crash and fall

[Verse 2 - sewerperson]
catch me for i fall
down by city hall
rollin up
service alcohol
bottle waterfall
they aint purchase
i spent all this time preparing for the night now its curtains
why she think im worth it
honestly i dont deserve it
i just got back in town
i just came back around
now she all different
i dont wanna lead you on
i cannot hold you down
she say its like business
i cannot break these locks
she just gon keep me round
this is my prison
quiet gon bring me peace
close my eyes im free
lately im losing my vision

[Chorus]
Can you keep me talking I been up all night
I can hear them sing and I can see the light
Fall asleep on the call
Please just catch me fore’ I crash and fall

stream!

crash and fall (feat. sewerperson) [prod. samashi]

Lawnmower

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just happy to be here

Get You Home

Softheart